escape from the madhouse

He hugged the opponent's chest so as to keep some distance between himself and him, but unexpectedly, this kind of touch made Bian Xiaoyu's breathing stagnate. It turned out that the muscles on his chest felt so comfortable to the touch.

Bian Xiaoyu was immediately taken aback by his own thoughts, he quickly let go of his hand, looked up into the other's eyes with embarrassment, and then quickly looked away.

"Baby, do you miss me?" Pu Jinfeng pinched Bian Xiaoyu's chin and kissed his lips.

Bian Xiaoyu's brain froze instantly.

Why, he didn't hate the other party's behavior anymore, he even felt a sense of joy and satisfaction, could it be that he had been waiting all day for this kiss?It's nonsense!

Bian Xiaoyu felt that his body and heart had split. He scolded his mother in his heart, then wrapped his arms around the other's neck and covered his lips.

Chapter 30

A slight inaudible surprise flashed in Pu Jinfeng's eyes, and then he closed his eyes and plunged into this lingering affair.

This should be the softest and stickiest kiss since the two met. There is no sexual flirting, no selfish demands, only warmth and lingering, comforting and comforting each other.

This seemed to be the first time that Bian Xiaoyu kissed this man on his own initiative. There was no exchange condition, no drug addiction attack, he just wanted to kiss this man. He didn't know why, and he didn't bother to think about it right now.

I don't know how long after kissing, the two finally let go of each other's lips and tongue, panting slightly, and looked at each other quietly.

Bian Xiaoyu felt that he must have grown hairs in his head, so he felt that this savage's perverted face was so pretty.

After a long silence, Pu Jinfeng found something from under the pillow and stuffed it into Bian Xiaoyu's palm.

"Here, don't lose it again."

The dim light in the corridor shone on Bian Xiaoyu's flushed face, outlining his outline mesmerizingly, especially when he saw the pocket watch in his hand, his face was full of unbearable emotion. The teasing expression of joy makes people want to immediately possess this natural stunner.

However, Pu Jinfeng held back, he looked at the person in front of him quietly, as if he was a little distracted.

"Where did you find it? Today... you just went looking for it?" Bian Xiaoyu suddenly felt a warmth in his heart. It turned out that this savage still remembered what he promised him.

Pu Jinfeng nodded, "hmm" for a while, then made a "shh" movement, hugged Bian Xiaoyu in his arms, and closed his eyes.

In the early morning of the next day, when Bian Xiaoyu woke up from the No. 6 bed amidst the whistle of the morning exercise, Pu Jinfeng had already disappeared.

He wiped his still blurred eyes, looked at the pocket watch in his hand, and quickly hung it back around his neck.

"Xiaoyu, why did you sleep there? Where's Jinfeng?" Li Jiahang looked at him in surprise.

Only then did Bian Xiaoyu come to his senses, and he found a reason casually, "Oh, I just got up to pee and came back to the wrong bed, he~he went out very early."

Li Jiahang looked at him dubiously, "Oh, let's go, hurry up."

After coming here for nearly a month, Bian Xiaoyu seems to have begun to adapt to the life here. Running three times a day is no longer an objectionable thing to him, and he seems to be living a fulfilling life here. At least, if his dad asked him "what did you do today", he couldn't answer, but now, he can name a flower.

He felt that this month seemed to be longer and more solid than the year he had lived before.

He didn't know what was going on, but he could more and more truly understand the meaning of Li Jiahang's words.

"Thinking about leaving in the future, I'm still a bit reluctant to leave here..."

He seems to be... Bah, bah, bah, that's not the case, what he wants is to be able to live a chic and happy life.

Bian Xiaoyu straightened his thoughts and decided not to entangle.

Today, when looking for He Qin, he seemed to rush into the consultation room.As soon as he sat down, he chattered non-stop, all of which were heartless, nonsensical, and nonsense. The point was that his hands kept beating the Morse code that had been prepared.

What he told He Qin with his fingers was: What is your purpose? (purpose)

There was a smile on He Qin's face, and the movement of tapping his fingers was still: Wait. (wait)

Bian Xiaoyu knew that it was still meaningless to talk like this, so it seemed that he had to wait until he saw Geng Yi on the 20th.

He tapped ok with his fingers, then turned and left the consulting room.

During these days of waiting, Bian Xiaoyu was not idle. In addition to the daily treatment and the occasional psychological counseling courses that he needed to attend every day, there were also dirty and tiring physical work and some trivial affairs.

The point is, he didn't intend to let himself be idle, and he had to admit that the main purpose of doing so was to avoid the head of the savage.Since the last kiss, he felt that he could no longer stay in the same space with Pu Jinfeng. If this continued, he was worried that he would really go crazy.

Moreover, now that the pocket watch is found, he will be able to go out after seeing Geng Yi in a few days. He really doesn't want to have anything to do with that savage anymore.

During this period of time, he learned to wash clothes by himself and organize housework by himself. When he was free, he would often play ball and cards with everyone. What surprised him the most was that under the influence of Li Jiahang and Huang Yang, he also started Consciously or unintentionally, I soaked in the library reading books, and the more I read, the more energetic I became.

There are only three floors inside and outside the library here, and each floor is a Datong room. The first floor is the newspaper room, the second floor is the reading room, and they have basically never been to the third floor, so they don't know what it is for.There are neither romantic and sweet boy and girl comics, nor wonderful romance and martial arts novels, but some chicken soup for the soul and inspirational literary works. Bian Xiaoyu finds it extremely boring, but Huang Yang and Li Jiahang read it with gusto .

Until, once, Bian Xiaoyu was really bored and bored, and wanted to go to the roof to blow some air, but accidentally discovered that the third floor of the library was actually reserved for doctors, and there was no restriction on access.He was already familiar with the theoretical things in the textbooks and was not interested in them. However, the collection of books on this floor attracted his attention. Most of the books here are practical case books. Expression psychology, criminal psychology, non-verbal psychology and other types that interested him, he suddenly had an urge to eat them all.

As a result, the desire to read that has been suppressed for many years is out of control once it is touched.

At noon that day, Bian Xiaoyu didn't take a nap. He had just finished reading "A Collection of Multiple Personality Cases" when he was called by Huang Yang to do group therapy.

This was his second time participating in group therapy, and walking into the treatment room inevitably reminded him of the nervousness and embarrassment he felt the first time.

According to the principles of group therapy, treatment groups generally do not increase or decrease members at will, but this is a mental hospital, and due to limited resources, such changes are inevitable.

Once a new person joins, although it will bring some uncontrollable turmoil to the treatment group, it will also bring an opportunity for treatment. Each person's different reactions to the new person represent his attitude and representation of his uncertain self. Although on the surface, it seems to be acceptance or resistance to Bian Xiaoyu, in fact it is a projection of an attitude in his heart.

Although Bian Xiaoyu knew that this was the case in theory, when he, as a brand new object, was forcibly raped by a group that had already reached a stable state, he still couldn't restrain his inner anxiety and anxiety, and even And a little panic.

When he was in school, he didn't like the simulation exercises of group therapy very much. Although he was very good at talking and making friends in life, he couldn't explain why. , he really wanted to escape a little bit.

Therefore, in the previous simulation exercises, he was always laughing at the side, making casual jokes, and perfunctory.When he saw the students around him being honest and tearful, he felt like laughing, or wanting to disappear immediately.

In the first group therapy, he was stared at by everyone, and he couldn't sit still. Although Li Jiahang and Feng Chao, who were in the same dormitory, were all in this group, everyone was sparsely separated, and he was surrounded by People he didn't know, this group of twenty people, made him feel extremely strange.

Especially when the therapist Qiu Han took the lead to let everyone introduce themselves to Bian Xiaoyu, and then invited him to do the introduction, Bian Xiaoyu's lips trembled nervously, his voice trembled slightly, and he could hardly finish a sentence .

He is a humorous, eloquent and dignified young master, how could he be like this?

He stood in front of his seat and broke out in a cold sweat. Could it be that the romantic history that he used to brag about in the past no longer made him proud?Here, he didn't know how to introduce himself in order to shine.

He blushed and scratched his ears and cheeks for a long time before he managed to say something ordinary, "Big~Hi everyone, my name is Bian Xiaoyu, I'm 24 years old, very~ nice to meet you."

Qiu Han looked at him and smiled, "Xiaoyu, today is your first day joining our group. In fact, I am as nervous and excited as you are. Welcome to come."

Then, there was a burst of continuous applause.

Bian Xiaoyu smiled awkwardly at him, and quickly sat down. He secretly glanced at the wild man sitting diagonally across from him, and met his provocative eyes.

He just wanted to dig a crack in the ground and get in.