Double Bracelets

The Fu family is a big family in Shanxi, and the mansion is several times heavy.It was late at night when Wang Chanyue was brought in, and she tried to count, but it was dark and she probably couldn't count them all.Now that I want to count again, I was placed under house arrest and could not get out.

Fu Yiheng's order was only to let the servants strictly forbid her to leave the mansion, and she was free to walk around in the mansion.But Wang Chanyue, who lives in the deep house compound, is just a person whose name is not right and who doesn't know why she came here, and it's not easy to wander around. Maybe people know her, but she doesn't know him.Afraid of going to the wrong place and bumping into someone he shouldn't, he had no choice but to stay in the house, forming a de facto house arrest.She never expected that this would be the case when she ran out with Fu Yiheng.The two left Peiping by car overnight, and when she arrived in Taiyuan, it was already the 31st, both Pingjin and Tianjin had fallen, the defenders suffered heavy casualties, and the generals and division commanders died for the country one after another; I also heard that the Japanese army had massively stationed troops near Shanghai, and even the servants in this mansion were talking about it. , Are you going to fight to the death in that place in Shanghai?

But Wang Chanyue couldn't go out and couldn't do anything.After getting acquainted with Fu Yiheng's close servants in the courtyard a few days ago, he asked his favorite old lady to go out and send a telegram to Shanghai, wanting to report that he had fled privately, where he is now, and how the situation is—now he has realized this—but the Japanese army is getting more and more south. Forced, Taiyuan City is also actively preparing for battle. Any means of communication are controlled by the Jin army.

To do this, I can only find Fu Yiheng.But Fu Yiheng returned to Taiyuan and disappeared without staying at home for two days. He disappeared in the early morning without saying a word, leaving the same words as before.Wang Chanyue didn't blame Fu Yiheng, although she couldn't guess what she was busy with - but she must have something to be busy with, even if she couldn't understand, she still had to understand.She also didn't want to go out privately to make trouble for Fu Yiheng, even if she didn't offend anyone, and just took a few minutes of her time to get her, she couldn't do it either.Just staying in the courtyard of Fu's Mansion in Taiyuan, watching the sun rise and the moon set, the sky is full of stars again in a blink of an eye.

In an instant, she changed from a house cat eloped chasing freedom to a caged bird.In a trance, she forgot that wars are raging in China now, and the Japanese army may invade Shanxi in a short time. She feels like a concubine taken by the young master of a wealthy family. Temporarily hiding in another courtyard.She was bored all day long, and if Fu Yiheng hadn't collected a lot of books, she would have been afraid that she would get sick from idle time.Being so lazy all day long, my energy becomes superfluous, and sometimes I can't sleep at all at night.That night, she waited for the old lady to fall asleep, then sneaked out by herself, opened the door and sat on the threshold, watching the sky full of stars.The courtyard that Fu Yiheng exclusively owns is very good, it is located in an independent and quiet corner of the mansion, and it happens to avoid the high wall, so you can see the stars all over the sky.

She was sitting on the threshold, the summer night was cool and cool, and she had no sleepiness at all. Instead of lying on the bed and thinking about her lover, it would be nice to sit here and think about the stars.

Fu Yiheng was busy when he returned to Taiyuan.She was really busy, and she really wanted to avoid Wang Chanyue.Sincerely let her dry, hoping to really cool her heart.Although it was cruel to do so, she always felt that it was better than one size fits all.Otherwise, what if the little girl can't stand it if it's too big?So although she went home every day as usual, there were always a few days when she went back very late and didn't sleep in her own place, anyway, there were more empty rooms now.She didn't have time to think about whether it was right or wrong to do so.She contacted the logistics, restructured the intelligence network in Shanxi, and also paid attention to the family members—the eldest brother was fighting in Xuzhou, and the second brother was recuperating at home. Let him go abroad to rest for safety. Anyway, his son is also in Europe. He is unwilling and says he wants to stay. Watching the house, my father was setting up defenses with Chief Yan, and some members of the clan who were not engaged in military affairs quietly ran to Chahar.After she knew it, she was powerless to stop and could only sigh.Originally, there is one surname and one sect, why some people would rather die than retreat, and some people bow their knees to serve the enemy for fear of being too late.Their family is such a big clan, and it is no worse than the Jia family in "The Story of the Stone" at the moment, but the family has not yet collapsed, but you know the truth about how a family can come without a country!

She was instructed by her superiors to leave a considerable intelligence network in Shanxi again, regardless of whether Shanxi fell or not.She asked who was available, and the list given by her superiors was quite poor.It seems that many comrades choose to stay where they are.She wanted to find Wang Haoning's name, but there was none.

Ugh.

She pushed open the door of her courtyard, and saw Wang Chanyue sitting on the threshold with her back in a daze.Maybe it was because he was fascinated by watching the stars, but he didn't even notice his appearance at this moment.She seemed to have hallucinations, thinking that she saw Wang Chanyue's eyes, and saw that those big and beautiful eyes seemed to reflect the Milky Way in the sky, shining with starlight that had not changed for billions of years.

Wang Chanyue is 23 years old this year.And she herself is 35 years old.The distance between them is 12 years. It is the long road that the other party has never walked. It is the gap between admitting or not admitting love. It is the short space occupied by the cool midnight air at this moment. .

Never, never will arrive.Until death.

It's not that Fu Yiheng doesn't like Wang Chanyue, she knows that she likes this kitten very much.She likes that she is smart, that she is very curious, that she is serious and courageous, and even after this "elopement", she even begins to like her for being desperate.She likes her because she likes the part of her that looks like herself.It wasn't until later that she saw the part of Wang Chanyue that was not like herself, but also the part that fell in love with her.Wang Chanyue tactfully confessed to herself that day in a hurry, but the content was not unexpected.On the day of leaving, Wang Chanyue also remained awake until the dawn. Wang Chanyue asked her, are we safe now?She said it was safe.Wang Chanyue smiled, nodded, and fell asleep leaning against her.

She was tired too, but had to stay awake.She tilted her head to look at Wang Chanyue's face, then stretched out her hand and gently swayed Wang Chanyue's cheeks and bridge of nose with the back of her fingers.She used to be so young, but she has never been able to snuggle up so intimately and relaxed in the arms of the person she likes.By the time she seemed to have a little "capital" to pursue, the other party had already left, or rather, she had chosen the path of leaving her, Yuan Lanzi.From the beginning to the end, she chooses ideals, beliefs, and the banner of doctrine, not herself, love, and herself and her lover who have been abandoned by her.She looked at Chanyue beside her, she was still young, even if she had to face "the country is broken", she was still young, she would survive this war, become better, and contribute to the country and the people.And she is already old, and aging at an accelerated rate. If the war could end sooner, it would be fine. If it takes more than ten years, by the end of the war, she might be very old.

At that time, Wang Chanyue should also be tired of her.

Instead of letting her waste a few years of her youth and get bored with herself, it is better to hate herself now so that she can find another way to go.

Wang Chanyue smiled sweetly when she fell asleep. Fu Yiheng looked at that smile. That face coincided with the face that was shining in the darkness sitting on the threshold not far away watching the stars. The first time I saw her was the year when Fu Yuanying got married. At that time, Wang Chanyue was still studying in Zhongxi Girls' High School, and she was still a yellow-haired girl.Then she wrote a letter to herself, talking about her plans for the future, and then she really came to Peiping.As for her, she just had an inexplicable affection for this little girl at the beginning, and wanted to use her power to get closer to another circle in Shanghai to obtain useful information; Bizarrely unfolded the fate with Wang Chanyue, watching her work hard to pass the Xiehe test, watching her study hard, watching her enter her life like an egret flying over the quiet green river.Because the river is too deep, it flows slowly, as if the sky and the earth are still with it; only the occasional appearance of egrets can prove that time is still flowing, and everything is alive.

Later, even the old lady and the cook were looking forward to Wang Chanyue's arrival. It seemed that Fu Yiheng, the host, was too deserted.Later, they knew Wang Chanyue's preferences like the back of their hands, as if they were another master.

"Why don't you sleep, just sit here and watch the stars?" Wang Chanyue was startled when she heard someone talking, and then she saw Fu Yiheng who was wearing black clothes in the darkness with a vague outline.If she hadn't spoken, Wang Chanyue wouldn't have been able to tell that it was Fu Yiheng.Suddenly I was surprised and happy, grievances and thoughts welled up in my throat, I didn't know what to say, before I could speak, my nose was sore and tears rolled down.

"No, it's nothing... I'm too busy during the day, so... so I can't sleep at night." Fu Yiheng heard her crying, and felt that she had been neglected recently, so his heart softened, and he walked towards her, "It's really not Afraid?" Wang Chanyue chuckled, and then felt sad after laughing, "You, you are the one who is afraid!"

She actually wanted to ask her, where have you been, how is the situation in Shanxi now, and if I can help, but she didn't say it, and then thought that Fu Yiheng must be tired when he came back so late. "Go into the room and sleep, it's late. You're tired too." Fu Yiheng thought she would follow in, but when she came to her, she still sat there motionless and looked at the stars, with tears still on her face. "Aren't you going to sleep?" "I...will be here later."

Fu Yiheng wanted to say something, but found that Wang Chanyue was running away, so when he walked past her, he just patted Wang Chanyue's shoulder with his left hand.Wang Chanyue seemed to feel a trace of strength that wanted to hold on tightly, but disappeared in an instant.Fu Yiheng also escaped.

When Fu Yiheng was about to lie down, Wang Chanyue also walked in sensibly and rolled inside—Fu Yiheng arranged for her to sleep with him for her safety.At first she felt joyful and even a little shy, as if she was newly married.As a result, it turned out that he was alone in the empty room.She felt that she couldn't sleep, but she didn't expect that as soon as Fu Yiheng came back, she felt tired instead, and the territory of consciousness with her head stuck to the pillow began to lose step by step.She wanted to open her eyes to see Fu Yiheng's side face, the outline she was very familiar with and missed very much.After struggling several times, I couldn't stand it anymore and fell asleep.

Fu Yiheng immediately turned around when he heard Wang Chanyue's steady breathing, and looked at her face facing the starlight and moonlight.

Chanyue,

Chanyue.

Maybe I have not loved a few people in detail, maybe I am born with a lack of ability to love others.There was a frenzied burning once, and it was already crippled if it was over-burned.I will never have a way out with Yuan Lanzi, and I will never have anything to do with Huang Yuxiu. It seems that I am used to my disability and indifference.When I meet you, when I find your heart, and then find my embarrassment, I know that I still have the ability to love.

But baby, I'm sorry.I can not.It turns out that with you, I never have a choice.

She stretched out her hand to caress Wang Chanyue's cheek again, I saw you, like a flower watching a butterfly, knowing that the butterfly will fly around her, and also knowing that it will go away sooner or later.I don't want to restrain the free butterfly, let her accompany me, let her wait for me, let her waste my youth for me, and wait for me to obey my decision one day and marry someone who has nothing to do with me.

Come on, baby.