Double Bracelets

In Beiping in winter, Wang Chanyue had just finished her exams, and the long internship period had begun for her, so she stayed at the hospital in Beiping to work.The school dormitory was going to be closed, so she lived in Fu's house grandiosely - it sounds nice, she really planned to rent money for Fu Yiheng's house, Fu Yiheng smiled and said: "You can eat more than that with me, don't care about the house. Empty is also empty, you can come and accompany me as a companion." Wang Chanyue wanted to retort, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt that something was wrong, so she swallowed it back, "Huh? You have sharp teeth and sharp mouth, why are you still learning to be here now? Have you restrained yourself?" Fu Yiheng crushed the cigarette butt, and pulled Wang Chanyue in affectionately, "What do you want to say, say it, don't hold it back, it's not fun anymore."

Wang Chanyue rolled her eyes 1 times in her heart and felt that she liked her [-]. Why is this person so dishonest! "I want to say, is it okay for you to treat me as a gentleman who came to you to get out of the game? All the waste in the past is paid for with a joke?" Fu Yiheng laughed loudly, "Such nonsense, you can only talk about it with me." I said it. So if you think about it, you have to say it, don’t hold back." She pulled Wang Chanyue to sit on the kang, Wang Chanyue didn't look at her, she didn't know why she was shy, she glanced at Wang Chanyue without a trace, then moved away Sight, pour tea for Wang Chanyue.

This girl, is it possible?

Fu Yiheng poured tea for her, told her to drink slowly and be careful not to burn it, and someone came to take away her luggage. The two discussed what to have for lunch, and she picked up "Youyang Miscellaneous Zu" and started to read.Wang Chanyue didn't say much either. In the past six months, she has become more and more quiet in Fu's house, and the noise in the past seems to be just a dream.Fu Yiheng was curious at first, but she could always read from Wang Chanyue's face a look of refusal to escape from herself, as if the little rabbit was frightened by herself, but she didn't want to leave, so she could only carefully stay by her side , facing the outside.

What's the use of you keeping it from me?How clever you are, why can't you think that I am the same?Really like my old self.It's a pity that the person back then was not like the person he is today.She thought that Wang Chanyue's thoughts should be similar, so she deliberately wanted to take this opportunity to spend time together day and night to find out more.Her seductive eyes hid behind the pages of the book, peeking at Wang Chanyue from time to time.Seeing that she was drinking tea slowly, she still glanced at herself from time to time, afraid of being discovered, she moved her gaze to Kang Yan'er, staring at a certain place in the air and became dazed.

Since when did the corners of your eyes and brows become sad?Do you think I did something wrong, or did you do something wrong yourself?Every second you seem to be worrying, doubting, and blaming yourself.One of the most painful feelings in the world is to have to doubt what you once or now believe deeply.

Fu Yiheng couldn't help but think of Wang Jiyue and Jiang Xijie whom he saw when he returned to Shanghai to mourn in summer.That's better than that, I'm afraid there are a few smart people among the insiders who think that Wang Jiyue is like his unmarried daughter-in-law of Jiang's family, managing inside and orderly.Reminiscent of the intimacy of the two of them all day long, such as "what's the hurry if she hasn't married" and other words of mutual offensive and defensive alliance, Fu Yiheng really envied those two people in his heart.

At least they are with their lovers.And no matter how long it lasts, the moment is always happy.When she left Paris, she had already buried the love in her heart.She thought that in life, loyalty and filial piety cannot be fulfilled, family and country cannot be balanced, and such principles should also be extended to individuals.She is willing to dedicate her life to her ideals, and voluntarily writes off the unobtainable love, the past, the present, and the future.

But now?

After lunch, Fu Yiheng originally wanted to chat with Wang Chanyue, but neither of them liked to fall asleep.But Wang Chanyue said that she was a little tired, so Fu Yiheng let her sleep on the kang, which was very warm in the study anyway.Bringing a pillow and blanket, the child actually fell asleep not long after lying down.Fu Yiheng wanted to say don't worry about going to sleep, what to do in case of food accumulation, but she fell asleep so fast, thinking she was tired, so she let her go.I still leaned on the kang leaning on the pillow to read a book.Looking at it, from the corner of the eye on the page, I saw Wang Chanyue's body undulating calmly with her breathing, really like a well-bred kitten.

What's wrong with you kitten?Why are you unhappy?Are you like me, suddenly discovering that your emotion for me is love?She questioned herself again in her heart, how did you know, and started to speculate about the thoughts of the little daughter's family!

But what if it is true?She sighed.

She wanted to reach out and touch the thin kitten's back, but thinking of this, she withdrew her hand again.

The two spent their time in this unremarkable courtyard in Peking without wasting or cherishing.The body is close to each other, but the heart is separated by the horizon.There was silence all around, and they didn't know that Nanjing had already exploded.

In the afternoon, Wang Chanyue, who was sweet and mixed with sourness in her heart, woke up alone on the kang, no one was around, she stood up by herself, and when she walked to the door, she saw her old mother guarding the door.Seeing that she woke up, the old mother said as if she had seen something great and good, "Oh, Miss Wang, you woke up, how did you sleep, are you hungry or thirsty?"Wang Chanyue felt that she was strange, but she didn't bother to talk to her, she just wanted a cup of tea, and asked where Fu Yiheng had gone.Before the words finished, Fu Yiheng came out from the ear room next door instead.Seeing her look of hesitation, Wang Chanyue didn't know what happened, so she approached her to ask.Fu Yiheng waved his hand and asked the old mother to go down to prepare dinner, and said to Wang Chanyue with a straight face, the Northeast Army in Xi'an mutinied, detained Jiang Zhongzheng, demanded an end to the civil war, and unitedly resisted the Japanese. Now it is a mess, and I don't know what to do.

Wang Chanyue was at a loss when she heard the words, "So what if you buckle it? Do you force everyone in the Nanjing government to agree? Put a knife on Boss Jiang's neck, and he will listen to you? If it can be like this, there are so many What about it? In ancient times, the princes of this side were not so easy to be used by others, it will take three or five generations until the successor dies." He took the tea casually, with a look of disdain.

How could Fu Yiheng expect her to say such words, it's good to see the bottom line, but it's a bit dumbfounding to come out of her mouth. "Yes, yes, yes, what you said is true." Thinking about it, the organization may be in chaos at the moment, and the words that were originally discussed with the Northeast Army may not be valid.She herself didn't think killing Jiang Zhongzheng would be useful.But what should I do now?A bandit like Zhang Hanqing is full of five poisons. If he doesn't quit morphine, do he know what he is doing? "It reminds me of Cao Cao." She muttered to herself, and she was in a mess. If it was ten years ago, she would have been in a hurry, and her blood would be on fire.But now is now,

now.

It was only after she came back from mourning that she learned of Zhao Yiman's death.But she couldn't cry, and even lacked real sadness.People with lofty ideals sacrificed for the country, and some people risked everything to turn the tide of the situation.But something is always wrong.She wanted to break free, see the origin and do something, but now she found that the general situation was so strong that she couldn't help herself.Now that the situation is like this, she can't even guess how to go about it organizationally.

It was as if she had finally become someone else's chess piece as she wished.

"Forget it, let's not talk about these things. We have no control over these important matters, and there is no point in worrying. Let's live as we want." Fu Yiheng said, and walked out on his own.Wang Chanyue stayed there alone, thinking about her words.Is this the tolerance of a mature person?Or is it the peace after the ideal is finally defeated?But what is Fu Yiheng's ideal?

Wang Chanyue stayed in Fu's house like this, and the two of them seemed to take the things that shocked China as an after-dinner conversation. They kept saying, "I don't know what chaos is like in Shanghai and Nanjing." What will it look like?" While eating and drinking, except for Wang Chanyue's hard internship, it's just a day of eating and waiting.Fu Yiheng felt that such a day was like a paradise on earth, and it seemed a long time ago that such a leisurely and relaxing day was like a vacation.She could still smell the original fragrance of flowers, but now it seemed to smell a little more explosive.

Well, it's about to explode.She could sense it.

Wang Chanyue was working as an intern and was exhausted to death.When I go home every day, I can share table with Fu Yiheng for dinner, gossip and chat, and then look at her a few more times when she bows her head.It's like the young man who is greedy for his lover's beauty, but unfortunately his lover is the number one in the brothel.These days are like the days of a dying patient. Going to work is the pain of the attack, and returning from get off work is the comfortable time of getting the medicine.Little do they know that because the pain is too severe, knowing that there may not be many days to come, the time of relaxation and pain-free is extraordinarily beautiful.

One day she had a rare day off, and it was a rare winter day with sunshine.This time it was Fu Yiheng who was a lazy cat, lying down on the Kang in the study without any pretensions and fell asleep.Basking in the sun, wrapped in a blanket, resting on the pillow that Wang Chanyue slept on the day before yesterday and never took away.When Wang Chanyue came back, she saw that she was asleep, and she was also yearning for the days when the kang was warm and sunny, so she took off her shoes and socks and climbed onto the kang, took the book next to her and started to read.But why did she really want to read a book, but after a while, she approached Fu Yiheng as lightly as a cat.

To describe the beauty of Fu Yiheng, the most suitable words are "noble and dignified", especially because of that nobility, which in English is elegant.In detail, although her eyes are long, they are not slender and she smiles. She is said to be the right size, because her eyes are too bright, sometimes people forget to measure the size; the tip of her nose is so high that it makes people feel a little arrogant , and the natural mouth shape looks arrogant, when you don't smile, you feel that you are not to be played with, and you are scared to death; once you smile, it is as charming and gentle as a tree of peach blossoms that bloom overnight.

At this moment, she was lying behind Fu Yiheng's back, looking down at Fu Yiheng's face.Jiang Xijie is a fatal concubine who harms the country, Wang Jiyue is a gentle and chaste queen, and Fu Yiheng is a high-ranking queen.She thought of the story of Professor Kitterlin that Jiang Xijie told her in a letter.She said, Chanyue, either step back and get out early, or never let go.It is not easy to meet someone you really love in your life.Things change involuntarily, and we should love those we love in the most appropriate way.

But can I love you?It’s ridiculous to think about it, don’t I just love you now, but what should I do? Run away far away, or stay with you like this? Should I tell you, wait for you to grant me a pardon or sentence me to exile; or forever, forever , never tell you?In a moment of boldness, she stretched out her hand and gently stroked Fu Yiheng's cheek with the back of her finger.At first, I tested it, and saw that Fu Yiheng continued to be flirtatious without knowing it.

In fact, Fu Yiheng was awake, but pretended to be asleep on purpose.It's like she knew that Wang Chanyue hid one of her handkerchiefs, and she pretended to be confused.Fu Yiheng thought to herself, could it be that you really have a heart for me?I never expected this life to exist. . .

Wang Chanyue thought to herself, in fact, you don't have to love me.After all, I can choose to love you, or you can choose not to love.All I can do is enjoy the one-man show by your side while others are not prepared.That way no one gets hurt and the beautiful crush never ends.