Double Bracelets

Wang Jiyue never knew that the ceiling of her room looked like this, and there were such subtle lines.I don't know why my night vision ability is so strong tonight, I can see even the subtle lines.Of course, there are too many things she doesn't know tonight.The stupid trick of trying to sleep by staring at the ceiling in a daze was useless in the excessive shock.She was serious about counting the lines on the ceiling, thinking whether it was the wrong putty or the problem of the board or cement, but Jiang Xijie's face and many pasts of the two of them couldn't help appearing in her mind.

Almost five years.From seeing her and her father at Yang Xizhen’s home, seeing her white dress with red trim, the weddings one after another, the embarrassing to lively carriages going to and from school, cafes, restaurants, tennis courts, commune classrooms, Suzhou Mudu, Pingjin Concession, are full of their memories. The life from the summer of [-] seems to be occupied by Jiang Xijie, but before [-], it was empty.

She's like a colorblind.Before wearing glasses to help identify, I didn't know that the world is so colorful.But before Jiang Xijie came, she was calm and content with such weakness.Jiang Xijie came, and she was dragged into the beautiful world without a sound; until now, she has seen the most splendid point in this beautiful world.

She said I love you.

In this case, when she was Wang Juliet, she had never heard of it on the stage.Maybe others think it's too hot.Love is the best and only correct explanation for all Jiang Xijie's actions. Such strong words as "I love you" may not be enough to express the feelings she has hidden in her heart for several years.

No, no, Wang Jiyue shook her head violently, unable to think.I can only think about what to do now.

If it is a multiple-choice question in the exam, that would be fine.Now it is a blank answer, she is at a loss what to do.what to do?Anyway, I was going to Hong Kong anyway, so what about Jiang Xijie?Do you want to promise her?Promise her and make her wait?What if she changes her mind?Could it be that she just misunderstood her inner thoughts in a moment of enthusiasm?Is it just chasing fads?After this bout of feverish madness, is there no such thing as love?Heart changed?Wait a minute, why am I thinking about her change of heart?Why should I worry about her changing her mind?

So what if I promised her, if I promised her, the two of them would become Qingqing, my and my partners, and sleep together even more brazenly?Promise her and tell Dad?No matter how he chases fame and fortune, how can he tolerate me being with a woman?How could two women have a long-term future? She didn't even believe that anyone could have a long-term future with her.

It seems that such a person has never appeared, and no one has ever been able to get so close to her, so close to understand her seemingly unattainable but lonely heart.Maybe only Jiang Xijie was so close to her, but now, Jiang Xijie volunteered.But in her predicted future, it is full of uncertainty, even completely blurred; it seems that she tends to take one step at a time, so don't be too sad.Heavy fog settled down, especially the bottom of the signboard of "lifetime event" was actually dark.

what to do?Jiang Xijie might come at dawn, what to do when she comes, what will she do, what should I say, I can't think of it in one night. . .

When suffering from insomnia, no matter how thin the quilt is, it will still be too thick and too hot. No matter how much water you drink, you will still be thirsty, no matter how thirsty you are, you will still urinate frequently.

Jiang Xijie didn't come until noon the next day.Of course it’s not because she also suffers from insomnia, so she catches up on sleep during the day: insomnia is real insomnia, her state of mind is more complicated than Wang Jiyue’s, she jumps off a cliff and flies into the sky in her heart; when she struggles until four o’clock, she simply gets up to make coffee for herself, and drinks it cup by cup It's like drinking water, so that in the morning when her second brother, who hasn't come home once in a hundred years, sees her, she is taken aback by her overly wide eyes—those big eyes, those dark circles, who stole the grave at night no?

But she didn't dare to see Wang Jiyue.She was afraid of that answer. When she stayed up late, after two o'clock in the morning, her sensibility would overwhelm her rationality. Under the stimulation of sex, the battle between heaven and man refused to stop.But at noon, the medicine was over, and sleepiness came, she suddenly calmed down, refused lunch because of nausea from staying up all night, changed her clothes and walked to Wang's house on foot.I used to drive here, it was indeed a short distance; later, I rode a bicycle, and I was able to fly; now I walk, I feel that this road is so long and so short, like the road of a prisoner walking to the execution ground, because the memories of the past Overlapping, the density of time suddenly thickens, but the fuller it is, the faster it passes, so no matter how long the road is, there will be a moment when it reaches the execution ground.

Seeing that it was her who had come, Mama Xu welcomed her in with a smile while calling upstairs in Suzhou dialect.Then he asked her with concern, Miss Jiang's complexion is not very good, is it okay?Jiang Xijie smiled and said it was all right.Mama Xu said while making tea for her, our young lady is not looking well today.Alas, Miss Jiang, if our lady says something bad, please take it to heart.Jiang Xijie thought she couldn't vaccinate me like this, "She doesn't look good? Is she sick?" Mama Xu was about to say, when Wang Jiyue seemed to be standing at the corner of the stairs and shouted to her, "Come up .”

"...Okay." Jiang Xijie smiled at Xu Ma, took the black tea for two and went upstairs.Xu's mother didn't know that both of them suffered from insomnia, and thought it was because they quarreled too much yesterday and made their voices hoarse.His eyes followed Jiang Xijie upstairs, looking and looking worriedly.

Jiang Xijie walked into Wang Jiyue's room, and saw her sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to the door, staring at the cloudy sky outside the window in a daze.Jiang Xijie put down the tray, took Wang Jiyue's cup and walked over to hand it to her, her heart was in turmoil; if Wang Jiyue would have turned around to take it, today Wang Jiyue didn't move, but instead said to her,

"Why did you confess to me?"

Jiang Xijie sighed, staring at Wang Jiyue's dazed figure outside the window for a long time.Standing at the end of the bed on the left rear, she could see a little bit of Wang Jiyue's eyes, and felt that she was not in a daze, her eyes seemed to be dull, but in fact, she was like a mirror in her heart, setting up many checkpoints, waiting for her answer.Maybe she's always been like that.Suddenly, too, she felt a strange joy at being so troubled about herself.

"Because I think it's time. I shouldn't hide it from you anymore." She walked up to Wang Jiyue, handed the teacup into Wang Jiyue's hands, condescendingly trying to find something in Wang Jiyue's eyes, but Wang Jiyue didn't look at her, still staring at Jiang Xijie The cloudy sky outside the window that I didn't dare to block.

"Oh... Then, now that the confession is over, what answer are you going to get from me?"

"...I will listen to whatever you say."

"Oh... yes, you will listen to everything I say. You promised me that you would not stop me from going to Hong Kong." Wang Jiyue smiled, and slowly took a sip from her cup.

"That's my fault. It's so intense...I quarreled with you just because I was afraid and wanted to cover it up. I don't want to now. I won't stop you either, sorry."

Jiang Xijie looked at Wang Jiyue with tired and gentle eyes like raging drowsiness - she was sleepy but couldn't fall asleep.Wang Jiyue raised her head to look at her, her eyes were as innocent and clean as when they first met.Only then did Jiang Xijie see her dark circles, and thinking about the hoarse voice, she couldn't sleep. "You didn't sleep well last night?" Wang Jiyue stood up, lowered her eyes, and shook her head.

Jiang Xijie wanted to say something, but couldn't.She wanted to say sorry, but it didn't seem right; she wanted to say that as before, don't think so or so to calm the nerves, and it seemed to excuse herself: it's better to wait for the trial in silence.She handed the gavel to Wang Jiyue early in the morning.

Wang Jiyue didn't expect Jiang Xijie to be so straightforward, and she didn't even expect that she would be so silent, allowing herself to easily control the situation.At dawn she seemed to figure everything out and didn't seem to, but at least she could explain all the past.I smiled helplessly in my heart, yes, you have always been so obedient to me.

"... Xijie. Frankly speaking, I don't know what to do. Of course, I don't want to be married off by my father. I don't want to become his pawn. But... I don't know what I think What is it, I don’t know if I am,” Logically, she should use an equivalent word to deny Jiang Xijie, and that word should be love, but she can’t say it, she can’t even say it, “Is it with You are the same... so, why don't you just let me go to Hong Kong, let us leave each other for a while and think about it. If you change your mind after I've been away for two years, it's okay, I'll just pretend you didn't say it Those words from yesterday." "I won't."

This time the answer was decisive.On the contrary, Wang Jiyue found this firmness ridiculous, "How do you know?" "It's just my own heart, of course I know. I can control it." If I can't even control my heart, what I can't control will make it unyielding for you If I move, I won't say what I said yesterday. "People can't trust their future selves." "Jiyue, if you're going to Hong Kong, go with ease. I'll wait for you in Shanghai." "Wait for me. Wait until I come back," "Wait until you come back. Bicker with me, and then argue with me whether to rejuvenate the country through education or economic prosperity." She didn't dare to say anything like waiting for you to come back and stay with me, she was afraid that Wang Jiyue would sentence her to death now, and she was also afraid of such a situation. On the contrary, Wang Jiyue, who is still responding mildly now, was forced to jump over the wall.

"Xijie...do you really think that two women will have a future together?" But Wang Jiyue didn't seem to intend to give her a reprieve.

Jiang Xijie thought about this question thousands of times.During her most tangled days, she thought about it several times a day, often thinking about it while looking at Wang Jiyue in a daze.She doesn't want her lover to come out and register for marriage after nearly a hundred years. The only thing she can think of is to use her career success to completely cover up the "immorality" of her private life, so that she can be completely independent financially. Even with a certain authority, naturally few people dare to challenge her.She had to become a great roc herself before she could protect her beloved Wang Jiyue under her own wings.

If you don't want yourself to be subject to the outside world, then let the outside world submit to you.

"I will have my own career, so that others can't question me, and then protect you." "If you have a career, no one will gossip, and if you have a career, no one will care about your life-long events? ""First of all, to be financially independent, you will have absolute authority, and then you will have the ability to counter other people's doubts about other things." "How do you explain this to your family?" "My personal happiness is with them," Jiang Xijie thought. It is irrelevant, but it is not the case; however, where the boundary between relevant and irrelevant is, it seems that it has never been clarified for thousands of years.

"You are not as independent as you think. You are not so independent. You are so independent." Wang Jiyue stared at her fixedly, seeing the doubt and despair in her eyes, "...you don't know yourself well enough , why talk about us... Anyway, I will go to Hong Kong during the summer vacation. You can work hard as a staff member of your foreign company in Shanghai...give each other two years. I will come back after two years. If you change your mind, There's nothing wrong with that; if you don't change your mind, then...let's talk about it in due time."

"how about you?"

"...I'm still me. You don't have to worry about me, worry about yourself."