Double Bracelets

The days pass quickly in the busy study.Unknowingly, Jiang Xijie has written more than a dozen literary analyzes and read dozens of recommended readings. She can already introduce nineteenth-century British literature like a treasure, and she is so familiar with the stitches on Wang Jiyue's costumes that she can even close her eyes. The situation can be re-sewn.The costumes of other people seem to be similar.She only had Wang Jiyue in her heart, and there was no difference between other people and the set boards.

Tomorrow, "Romeo and Juliet", which has attracted the attention of the whole school, will be staged. It may be false to say that Wang Jiyue is nervous. After all, she has been rehearsing for so long, so she should be eager to start the performance as soon as possible.It is right to say that Jiang Xijie is nervous.There's no reason, isn't she just a background handyman, can't she just hide in the background and listen to the dialogue in front, why is she nervous.

However, she was neither sitting nor standing in the room anxiously.One by one, he counted the things that Wang Jiyue and her were going to do tomorrow, and the things to prepare. After checking over and over again, they knew that there was no problem, but they couldn't settle down no matter what.After thinking about it, I felt that the status of the heroine was the most important, so I went to the next door.

After the love letter incident, Jiang Xijie's mentality has completely changed.In her own opinion, this is certainly a good thing, but it also more or less left scars in her heart.With her shallow knowledge and experience, she absolutely does not know that there was a real story of a woman staying with a woman in the world. Even if she knew that there was, she would probably feel fear and suspicion; she would also think of Wang Jiyue's beauty, so she would not let her I walked into this painful path like myself: so I would rather not say anything, just be with Wang Jiyue, let everything develop as usual, develop forward, and advance to graduation, work, marriage, and childbirth, and I will be by my side She guards her, and within the scope of going all out, in the love that is within reach and never touched, just accompany her like this; until she can't accompany her at all, until she disappears somewhere in her life.It is true that she has figured it out when she thinks of this, but she is less and less likely to spend more than ten seconds walking to Wang Jiyue's room when she has such distress in her heart.Wang Jiyue's feeling is right, she just has grudges and concealment in her heart, in order to hide her pain and love more closely, she can't express herself too much to Wang Jiyue, she can only wear a mask, and can only hide in a place separated by a wall.

It seemed that the room next door was a purgatory full of flames for her, and if she went there, she would be buried there again and again.

But she still knocked on the door, and Wang Jiyue said please come in.Pushing open the door, I saw Wang Jiyue sitting at the desk looking at a thick textbook.Wang Jiyue read it carefully without taking her eyes off it. "Why... You don't even look at someone when someone comes?" Jiang Xijie closed the door with her backhand, Wang Jiyue still didn't look up, just smiled indifferently, "I know it's you. Only you knock on the door like that." "Me? How do I knock?" The door?" "You knock on the door louder than other girls. But it doesn't look rude, and no matter how many times you knock, you only knock three times. It's the same as walking."

Wang Jiyue closed the book, turned around and looked at her with a smile.Jiang Xijie's heart froze, as if time had slowed down again at this moment.However, she forced herself to leave this obsession and hallucination, and said to Wang Jiyue, "You now know how I walk again. You have good ears." "It's not that the spirit is just familiar with you." After finishing speaking, she got up , walked to the side of the table to get a kettle to boil water, "What do you want to drink? I brought some good Taiping Houkui home last week." Jiang Xijie sat sideways on Wang Jiyue's bed, "Whatever you want. I don't like anything very much. "Yes, yes, I know that your Miss Jiang likes to drink coffee. But we can't prepare a French press here." Wang Jiyue finished sarcasm Jiang Xijie, and went to boil water by herself without waiting for her to reply.

In fact, she knew that Jiang Xijie would not fight back.For some reason, she has become so docile.No one retorted, and Wang Jiyue, who was gentle on the outside and always naughty on the inside, found it less fun.When she came back from boiling water, she saw Jiang Xijie lying on her bed, looking at a book without a ladylike appearance.Taking a closer look, it turned out to be "The Scholars".Wang Jiyue was taken aback, and said: "Aren't you supposed to read "The Romance of the West Chamber"? Why do you read such a book?"

Jiang Xijie looked up at Wang Jiyue, hesitated to speak, then lowered her head, and said softly, "It's actually pretty good." I don't want to watch "The West Chamber" or "Red Mansion", watching it will only add to my sadness. "Have you memorized your lines?" Wang Jiyue glanced at her and said, "Of course, I've memorized it for a few months, and if I can't memorize it well, how can I be worthy of the most holy teacher, Confucius?" Poking the book in Jiang Xijie's hand made Jiang Xijie laugh non-stop.

"Unexpectedly, you still have the ambition to be useful in the world." Jiang Xijie turned over and lay down, and Wang Jiyue felt that she hadn't changed at all at this moment in her child's form. "I don't know what to do with the world. If you can manage the world well, you'll be fine. I'm just a boudoir girl, and I only want to teach and educate people in the future. Unlike you, who have the ambition to help the world." Jiang Xijie knew what she said. True and false.Five points is really her. Wang Jiyue really just wants to be a teacher.Five cents off was all the spouting social theory and economic design she'd said before poking fun at herself.Wang Jiyue once said that she has great ambitions, but she doesn't know where to start.Now who is an important person in the economic and financial management in the national government, which one is not from a famous school and good at dancing?You are not a famous school who has returned from studying abroad and you are not good at everything. If you look like you, you might as well go to a foreign firm or start a business. Let's start with small things.

"Yes, yes, it's all my ambition. I start with small things. For example, start with "The Scholars", and learn the officialdom's tricks and perfunctory nonsense!" Wang Jiyue glanced at her with a smile, and then said to herself Gu Zi continued to read.Jiang Xijie was still lying on the bed and reading her "Scholars" {21}, sometimes fascinated by it, and was disgusted by sour literati and dirty politicians, so she looked up at Wang Jiyue,

Serious Wang Jiyue, quiet Wang Jiyue, forever beautiful Wang Jiyue.

When it was time to make her debut on stage, Jiang Xijie and Wang Jiyue had a tacit understanding like conjoined twins, so the senior director directly asked her to stay behind the curtain, waiting for the heroine to wait for her when she was off stage, to make up for her. Makeup, tidying up, handling emergencies, everything about Wang Jiyue can be handed over to Jiang Xijie.The senior sister director was even quite satisfied with this, she never thought that the precious daughter of a dignitary in the government is still very hardworking and easy to control.

After Jiang Xijie sent Wang Jiyue to the stage, she stood quietly behind, listening to her recite the lines {22} loudly: "Only your name is my enemy; even if your surname is not Montague, you are still such a you. What does it matter if your name is Montague? It's not a hand, it's not a foot, it's not an arm, it's not a face, it's not any other part of the body. Ah! Change your name! Names are meaningless ;There is a flower which we call a rose, and by another name its scent would be the same; and Romeo's lovely perfection would never change by any other name. Forsake thy love, Romeo. name; I am willing to give my whole soul to you for this empty name outside of me."

Romeo's name is Juliet's sickness, and I, my sex, is our sickness, my curse.It doesn't matter who I am, whether it is a famous family or an ordinary family, it doesn't matter, just because I am a woman, I will lose the qualification to fall in love with you forever.My love for you is entangled with the fact that I am a woman, hidden in every corner of my body, every drop of blood and every breath, is my whole being, my indivisible being.Love is a simple emotion, and it should have nothing to do with anything else.But this is nothing but a dream.They regard people as individuals who are closely connected with everything and complement each other. It is understandable and true, but it is not immoral to associate sincere love with immorality, as if they themselves go to brothels, rape women, pick up ashes and commit adultery. It's the kind of life that can be allowed.The parties are the same, even if we can't say any reason, if we are not of our race, our hearts must be different, so we will not be tolerated in the world.Such are the stupid majorities and their stupid laws.

If I change my body and gender, my soul will not change at all, so that I can marry you and love you forever?Or maybe if I change to that filthy man, you will never love me again.You like me just because I am a woman, just because I approach you without any hindrance and no scruples, just because I am a woman, I can communicate with you and understand you better, just because I will understand you better, understand you and take care of you.

This is my curse, the mark of Cain on my brow, my inescapable destiny like Oedipus.

"I want to be with you forever," said Fan Jin Romeo in front of the scene, his pronunciation is really nice, Jiang Xijie thought, otherwise it would not be her turn to play Romeo, but she silently recited this passage behind the scene The lines come, "I will be with you forever, and never leave this dark palace of the long night; I will stay here, with your servants, those maggots; ah! I will rest here forever, never On this world-weary mortal body I break free from the shackles of doom."

Fan Jin Romeo was in front of the scene, according to the previous rehearsal, he committed suicide by taking poison in an exaggerated posture.Soon Father Lawrence came up with Juliet. Jiang Xijie heard Wang Jiyue's voice and remembered that she had told Wang Jiyue seriously that no matter what, if she dared to really kiss that damned Romeo according to the script, she would kill Senior Fan Jin's mouth forever. sealed with nails.

"Let me die!"

When she heard Wang Jiyue say this, she knew it was a line, but she couldn't help shivering.

I don't want you to die, I don't want you to die.But compared to the sadness of being alone in the world after losing my lover, I would rather you go before me, and let me suffer endless desolation.Or, maybe, in fact, you don't love me that much. Losing me is nothing more than losing a friend. The best and closest friend is just a friend, no more than your husband or your child.Then let me die for you, let me die for you, so that you can stay in the world, and let you enjoy everything that guards what you love and cherish.

The hero and heroine came down, leaving only the prince, Montague and Capulet talking about the endlessly sad ending on the stage.Wang Jiyue walked down out of breath, her face was not very good.Jiang Xijie rushed up to meet her, and supported her while whispering: "What's wrong?" Wang Jiyue held up her skirt and said, "Just now... I didn't pay attention to the fall just now, it seems that I twisted my ankle." Jiang Xijie bent her knees and squatted down , lifted her skirt and looked at Wang Jiyue's ankle, "Fortunately, it's not swollen. Can you still walk?" "Yes." Jiang Xijie frowned, "Forget it, let me support you."

Seeing that Wang Jiyue was wrong, the senior seemed to be about to come over to check, but he didn't expect to receive Jiang Xijie's most vicious stare ever, and turned around and ran away with a chill running down his spine.Jiang Xijie stretched out her hand and carried Wang Jiyue forward, "Let's go, go back and change your clothes before applying medicine."

However, at this moment, the prince finished his last line, and just retreated behind the scenes, only to hear thunderous applause from the front stage, and the director senior sister ran over and said, everyone, don't leave, go out and take the curtain call.Jiang Xijie had no choice but to help Wang Jiyue up.It was as noisy as a democracy propaganda meeting in front, and the assistant director and the director of the drama club played the role of the prince. At this time, the excited senior faced the enthusiasm of the audience, but he couldn't choose what to say.

"There are so many joys and sorrows throughout the ages, who has ever seen such sorrow and bitterness!"

Jiang Xijie hid behind the scenes, and once the light hit her, she could only see the smiling Wang Jiyue in front of the stage, but the audience couldn't see her.Throughout the ages, there have been so many joys and sorrows, and the separation of lovers, which scene is not such a sad and bitter one.

The author has something to say:

{21}I've been really watching it recently. . .

{22}For the convenience of writing, all the lines are in Chinese, and the version translated by Mr. Zhu Shenghao is selected, which is hereby marked.

More text, more text, finally have time to brush up and write!It took me so long to write 1/5, when will I finish it! ! !