falling grass in pairs

Yan Ze almost didn't recognize Zheng Yichi when he knocked on Zheng Yichi's door.

The one who opened the door was Zheng Yichi, who looked like he hadn't woken up, his eyes were dark and black, and his face was even more lifeless.The hair has unconsciously covered the eyes, and is now disheveled like a bird's nest.It's just that Zheng Yichi's youthful appearance and fair skin don't make him look sloppy, it's just that his whole person has changed his painting style.

Seeing Yan Ze, he seemed a little dazed, and after a while he stepped aside: "Come in, I haven't woken up yet, just wait."

Yan Ze looked miserable, and put the yogurt and roast goose he bought into the refrigerator: "No, why did you make yourself like this...stayed up late last night?"

Zheng Yichi washed and washed in the bathroom, murmured indistinctly, and scratched his hair casually, his face was still very bad.Seeing Yan Ze holding the roast goose in his hand, he said, "Don't let it go, it's just for breakfast."

"A bit greasy for breakfast?"

Zheng Yichi didn't take it seriously, he took it from Shan Ruliu, washed his hands, and took it to the kitchen to cut it.

Although Zheng Yichi is usually cowardly and timid, he lives a very delicate life.At first, I moved out to find a house by myself because I couldn't stand the sloppyness of the multi-person dormitory.

Yan Ze had never seen him like this before, and immediately felt a little sad and guilty.Knowing that everything was caused by him, he consciously warmed him a cup of milk: "How about...you sleep a little longer? I'll wait for you here."

"It's okay." Zheng Yichi put the sliced ​​roast goose on the dining table and greeted Yan Ze to sit down, "It was too late to do programming last night. Recently, the company has become a full-time reviewer. I have to work harder. You are sending charcoal in the snow. I spent a whole day yesterday." I haven’t eaten much for days, I’m starving to death!”

Without waiting for Yan Ze, he picked up the chopsticks and ate voraciously. Yan Ze was stunned, as if he really hadn't eaten for a few days.When Zheng Yichi saw the milk on the side, he picked it up and drank half a cup in one go. He felt less hungry and thirsty, so he became more organized and continued to eat roast goose.

The more Yan Ze looked at it, the more distressed he felt: "Xiao Chi, you and my brother..."

Zheng Yichi's bone-pulling hand stopped for a moment, and then he continued to eat as if nothing had happened.

"My brother... he is very worried about you." Yan Ze's words were very difficult and embarrassing. He just felt that he was completely different from his original position, and he didn't quite get used to it for a while, "My parents are watching now Watching him very strictly, he may not be able to spare time to accompany you... He said you have to take care of yourself."

"He told you this?" Zheng Yichi gave Yan Ze a weird look, his face turned pale, he put down the roast goose in his hand, lowered his head and thoughtfully stopped talking.

"Didn't I just tell you before... before, to let you relax and don't be too stressed."

Zheng Yichi still didn't speak.

Yan Ze was really embarrassed at the moment: "Are you still blaming my brother? He came out to his family without saying hello. In fact, he really had no choice but to do it this time because of my fault. "

"No, I know." Zheng Yichi lowered his head, his voice was soft, "Aze, your brother and I... have broken up."

Before he could say the well-considered words, they stuck in his throat.Yan Ze opened his eyes wide and was stunned for a long time.

The dining table was very quiet, only the ticking of the second hand in the living room could be heard.

It took such a long time before Yan Ze recovered his voice: "Wait... no, wait, what are you talking about? You broke up with my brother?"

This time Zheng Yichi didn't answer at all, he lowered his head and continued to struggle with the broken roast goose in the bowl.

"Why don't I know when? Didn't you guys be fine last month? Didn't you tell me to wait for him to make tremella soup for him?" Yan Ze asked a series of questions, almost subconsciously.

At the same time, I thought in my heart, it's over, such a big matter, why didn't I see even a little bit of something wrong with my brother?

Why didn't Yan Xianglin mention this to him at all?

"He mentioned it to me."

The room was very dark, perhaps because I was sleeping before, the windows on all sides were quietly covered by blinds, each window leaf stood upright, and only cast a ray of white light in the gap, falling on Zheng Yichi's pale face, it was a bit bright Dazzling.

When he raised his head and lowered his head, the slit of light projected on his translucent pupils, which were very light brown and crystal clear.

Yan Ze couldn't see the emotion in Zheng Yichi's eyes, but saw him smiling at himself lightly, as if he was timid but also kind, and lowered his head to hold the milk glass.

Yan Ze was stunned for a long time, speechless.

The person in front of him didn't cry, complain, or even feel sad or sad.He just lowered his eyes, showing his slender and defenseless nape, which made Yan Ze feel as if he was so weak that he could be defeated with a single blow.

"But... why?"

"I said, I can stand with him...I'm not afraid." Zheng Yichi said softly, his voice was soft and thin, like the sound of wind blowing leaves, "but he said, he doesn't want it. He just doesn't need it .”

"Maybe there is some misunderstanding." Yan Ze stared at Zheng Yichi. This was the first time he was so serious about the relationship between Zheng Yichi and his brother. "My brother has always cherished you. To be honest, I have never watched Zheng Yichi except you." Who did he treat so well. Xiaochi, you haven't been with him long enough, you don't know him well enough. If it was anyone before, maybe my brother would let them do whatever they want, and he agreed kindly That's it, I won't stop it, and I won't take the initiative to break up."

Something flashed through my mind, and I muttered to myself: "Yes, he is not the one who would take the initiative to break up... You, you should give him some time."

"Why don't you ask him if he would like to give me some time?" Zheng Yichi said softly, took a tissue aside and wiped his hands obediently, "Maybe I understand his thoughts, and he understands too. But he doesn't want to Accepting this way is like I don't want to accept his wishful thinking. Aze, I know whether he loves me or not. It's just... Maybe we are not suitable."

These words made Yan Ze confused and dizzy: "What exactly are you trying to say? I can't understand you talking so much. Why can't you be more frank?"

Zheng Yichi looked at Yan Ze quietly for a while, then suddenly smiled.

"Aze, it's you who don't know." He said softly, "Your brother is getting engaged, do you know?"

Yan Ze sat up sweating profusely, panting heavily.

After a while, the night light in the room came on, emitting a faint blue light.

Jiang Cheng lazily and hoarsely said: "What's the matter, having a nightmare?"

As he said that, he stretched out his hand to hug Yan Ze's waist, but Yan Ze pushed his hand away, walked out of bed, and went to the bathroom to wash his face twice.The cold touch hit the face, dispelling the inexplicable palpitations.He looked at himself in the mirror, and his face seemed to be worse than a few days ago.

It has been a week since Zheng Yichi's family fled in despair that day.Yan Xianglin went to France for vacation, and I heard that he was invited by foreign friends.

Yan's parents didn't intend to let him go alone, but seeing that Yan Xianglin was recovering in the past few days, he was lifeless and lifeless.Thinking of his son's promise to go on a blind date anyway, at least the promise of getting engaged before the end of the year, I feel relieved to let him go out to relax and adjust his mood.

In the past few days, Yan Ze only received a message from Yan Xianglin before he left, saying that he should go out to relax and don't worry about it. After that, no matter whether it was his mobile phone or WeChat, he never answered.

It's not that Yan Ze didn't contact Zheng Yichi, but the people over there seemed to be more careless than Yan Xianglin, they just hummed in a low voice and listened intently to his worries, and then they continued with irrelevant words, and when the time came, they told Yan Ze I need to get busy.

Yan Ze had never seen such a weird way of getting along with each other.

It stands to reason that the two have indeed broken up, and there shouldn't be any disconnected state.But Yan Ze just had a feeling that the two of them were not over.This hand parting was so calm and uneventful that Yan Ze didn't feel it at all.

Jiang Cheng had messy hair and hugged him from behind sleepily, his voice still hoarse: "Having nightmares again? You've been restless recently, buy some lavender tea tomorrow."

With lingering fear in his heart, Yan Ze turned around and hugged Jiang Cheng, feeling empty.

Jiang Cheng narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he knew what Yan Ze was thinking, and gently stroked his back: "Thinking of your brother again?"

"Yes." Yan Ze responded softly, "Let's come out."

Jiang Cheng didn't speak, but still patted his back meekly.

"I don't want to see my brother get engaged. It's all my fault, and I'm heinous." Yan Ze buried his head in Jiang Cheng's chest, listening to his heartbeat, "If I come out too, My parents may not be so opposed. At least my brother is not alone in facing such severe criticism, I can share it for him. If you don’t want to, it doesn’t matter, I will come out alone, just like my brother.”

"Speaking of children." Jiang Cheng simply lay on Yan Ze's head and stood there with his arms around her, "Your brother won't get engaged... Well, even if he is engaged, he won't get married. He can still figure out the reason."

"What do you mean?" Yan Ze raised his head and looked at him suspiciously.

During this period of time, Yan Ze had already told Jiang Cheng about Zheng Yichi and Yan Xianglin.It's just that Jiang Cheng has been taking things lightly and being neither cold nor hot, as if he was listening to him talk about an ordinary thing.

Yan Ze also mistakenly thought that he was not paying attention, so he was sad for several days.

He had never heard Jiang Cheng express his stance, but when he heard him speak today, he cheered up and looked at him with some anxiety, for fear that if he opened his mouth, he would type back what he was about to say.

Looking at Yan Ze like this, Jiang Cheng was both helpless and funny: "Your brother actually understands quite well, but sometimes he likes to be serious and dig into corners. But basically, he can always correct it in time in the end. himself, change his mind, and make the right decision. Most of the time, he is just blinded by the emotions in front of him. To put it bluntly, he is just like you, but he is actually easily led away by his own emotions and momentary thoughts. It’s just that he Be calmer, don't see the clues, and you... you fool, if no one gives you a stick, or stops you in time, you will make a big mistake. Your brother is different, in one thing really He will keep struggling until it becomes a fixed number and there is no way out, and it is useless to be persuaded by others. If you tell him the left, the more he will favor the right way in his heart. This point really shows that you two are close friends. brother."

Yan Ze began to listen intently, but then he became a little dissatisfied: "Hey, if you talk about him, talk about him, why do you involve me? You get shot while lying down..."

Jiang Cheng smiled lazily, and actually hugged him to the bed and covered him with the quilt: "So no matter what your brother decides, don't interfere with him, because it's useless if you interfere. He usually struggles by himself Until death, when the last straw was about to fall, he was startled and wanted to escape. Your brother and I have been friends for so many years, so we know a little bit about it. It is impossible for him not to understand the reason for such a big event as marriage. It's your friend, who is the most important thing now. If the two of them really can't reconcile, or if there is no room for redemption, it must be initiated from your friend. "

"You mean Xiao Chi? Actually, I've always been secretly afraid. He looks small and timid, but he is actually braver than my brother. Well, courage and courage have always been two different things."

"I'm very pleased that you can understand this." Jiang Cheng turned over, turned off the light, wrapped his hands and feet with Yan Ze in the warm bed, "Your friend is not an ordinary person, so to be honest, I'm not very worried . Well, go to sleep."

After hearing Jiang Cheng's big talk, Yan Ze's mood was relieved a lot.He also turned over, rolled into Jiang Cheng's arms, and tugged at his face: "From the beginning to the end, you just watched me happy and sad by myself, thinking in your heart, mother retarded?"

"From the moment I met you, I thought you were mentally retarded..." Jiang Cheng said truthfully.

Yan Ze thought about the scene where the two met for the first time, and changed his position to Jiang Cheng. Suddenly, he felt that there was something really going on, so he quit immediately. He beat and kicked under the quilt, almost scratching his hair and scratching his face. : "Let you speak, let you speak!"

Jiang Cheng smiled and stretched out his hand to restrain him, pressing him down: "Aren't you disobedient? It's the middle of the night, why are you teasing him, and why don't you let him sleep?"

As he said that, he took off Yan Ze's pants very neatly and skillfully with his hands and feet, and began to caress and fiddle with them.

Yan Ze gasped in surprise, and resisted at first, but after a while, he crouched still and moaned softly.

After a while, a hand was stretched out from under the quilt, and he took out the lubricant and condom in the drawer with ease.

Yan Ze's legs wrapped around Jiang Cheng's waist, his lower body was lifted up and held his hips in the air, his waist swung up and down as if boneless, his body moved with Jiang Cheng's rhythm, and let out a comfortable humming sound.

Another hour passed, and the humming turned into low sobs and begging for mercy, and he had no strength left in it, but the creaking of the bed boards in the room mixed with the ambiguous slapping sound made people feel restless.After a while, the two hugged each other tightly and became still.

Yan Ze didn't know when he fell asleep, but he felt extremely sleepy, but his limbs and body were warm, and it was even more comfortable after being relieved.

In a vague sense, Jiang Cheng seemed to wipe his body with a hot towel, and hugged him and covered him with a quilt.This time, he instinctively leaned into Jiang Cheng's arms, found a comfortable position like a small animal, and fell asleep.

A night without dreams.