falling grass in pairs

During Yan Xianglin's hospitalization, although his parents still visited him often, the family atmosphere was extremely weird and awkward.Especially Yan's father, with a straight face, often sat for an entire afternoon, while Yan's mother sighed and even secretly wiped her tears behind her back.

With two people here, even Yan Ze's heart became heavy.I wanted to be greedy with my brother several times, but because of my parents, I had to give up in the end.

Yan Xianglin was a little panicked, and while his parents were away that day, he pulled Yan Ze and said, "You...you go and see him. He can't find me, so he needs to be anxious."

"I told him all about it." Yan Ze took his brother's hand behind his back and patted it, "Don't worry. He said he will wait for you to go back and make tremella glutinous rice for you to eat."

After not hearing anything for a long time, Yan Ze lowered his head and saw Yan Xianglin's eyes turned red.Yan Ze was stunned, and when he looked over again, Yan Xianglin lay down again with his usual expression.

For four or five days in a row, Yan Ze didn't get mixed up with the bloody storm outside.At the beginning, Fang Shaoming and educated youths or people who joined in the fun would call him, but later he simply turned off the phone, and the world was clean.

While thinking about finding an excuse to go back and live for two days, he received a WeChat message from Jiang Cheng, telling him to go home first and not to go there.Knowing that he was doing this for his own good, he still couldn't help complaining in his heart.Why can't the two of them face everything as if they were fighting side by side?

He couldn't help but think in his heart, if it was someone who could stand shoulder to shoulder with Jiang Cheng, such as Yan Xianglin, the two of them might have different attitudes when something happened.

Regardless of Yu Yanze or Zheng Yichi, Yan Xianglin and Jiang Cheng always played the strong side in their relationship, maybe they were the ones who were worried, but they were always the ones who stood up to bear the storm.

The sun at four or five o'clock, soft and clean, shone on the turquoise hospital curtains like gurgling water.Yan Ze squinted his eyes and looked at the sky outside through a crack, thinking in his heart: To become stronger, to grow up, to become an independent person as soon as possible.In order to build a stronger barrier for this hard-won relationship.

The days passed quickly, half a month passed, and soon the end of the semester came.This time the assessment and defense are over, and the next is the day of throwing and rolling.

Yan Ze thought he would be ecstatic or relieved, but when it really came, he only had reluctance for the past four years and calm anticipation.

He knew he was very different from before.

This year was the biggest change in his four years in college.From capricious ignorance, to knowing how to think and be considerate, to knowing how to see right and wrong.Among them, the changes that Jiangcheng brought to him need not be explained.

Wearing a bachelor's uniform and looking at the camera with a smile, Yan Ze felt for the first time that his life was really getting on the right track bit by bit.He was wearing a bachelor's cap, looking at the blue sky, and suddenly thought of Jiangcheng in his heart.

That night, he got the electronic version of the graduation photo. He couldn't wait to wash a copy, smiled and wrote a sentence on the back of the photo, drew a heart, and sent it to Jiang Cheng.

Two days later, he picked Yan Xianglin out of the hospital and received a call from Jiangcheng.

Yan Ze carefully fastened Yan Xianglin's seat belt, and then ran away while covering the microphone: "Hello?"

The voice of the person over there was smiling: "I haven't seen you for almost a week."

"I knew you would call." Yan Ze smiled, "I plan to go over tonight."

"Okay, what do you want to eat?"

"Anything is good, you can do almost anything anyway." Yan Ze said, "I'm not picky about food."

Jiang Cheng then responded.

"The company...how is it now?"

"It's all right. I shouldn't be busy in the future. I heard that Xiang Lin was discharged from the hospital today. I should have gone to have a look, but your family must be there, so it's not convenient for me."

Of course Yan Ze knew what he was referring to, and smiled tacitly: "Don't worry, I will tell my brother. In fact, he doesn't blame you as much as before. Maybe he already agrees with you."

"You're getting better at talking." Jiang Cheng couldn't help laughing.

"I learned from you." Yan Ze spat with him meaninglessly for a while, and said, "I won't tell you anymore, my parents have to wait, I'm taking my brother home now, wait for me at night .”

"Row."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Ze was in a good mood and sang ditties all the way.The family had a simple meal in the afternoon, but Yan's father was still reticent. Even though the usual conversation was going on at the dinner table, the atmosphere couldn't help but be a bit colder than usual.Regarding the matter of Yan Xianglin coming out of the closet, he never mentioned it.

Yan Xianglin and Yan Ze didn't care. They knew that asking their parents to accept such a thing could not be reasonable, let alone force it. What they needed was a buffer of time.

After the meal, Yan Ze finished washing the pots and bowls, and slipped into Yan Xianglin's room.

Seeing my brother leaning against the bed and reading a book, his eyes were a little red, and he naturally returned to his clingy temperament when he was a child, he took the initiative to rub up, and rolled into Yan Xianglin's arms.It wasn't enough, she rubbed against his neck again, and said coquettishly, "Brother..."

"Acting like a baby again?" Yan Xianglin smiled slightly, and reached out to touch Yan Ze's ear, "Is it okay to know my brother this time? How long has it been since you have been so cynical?"

Yan Ze was silent for a while, then rubbed his hands again: "I'm sorry."

"Apologize to me for what?" Yan turned to Lynch, and couldn't help putting down the book, feeling amused, "There were so few people who bullied me when I was a child? How often did I let you go. If I hadn't indulged you, you wouldn't be like this now."

"I think this is pretty good, and I will definitely do better in the future." Yan Ze held his brother's hand and put it on his face, his eyes clear, "Brother, you and your parents... said those words suddenly that day. Is it decided?"

Yan Xianglin shook his head: "At that time, I knew you thought something was wrong with me. Actually, I was thinking about it. I thought about it for a long time, and I was struggling. But it was on that day, when I saw your righteous and dignified look, that I suddenly understood. Mingming. The little milk cat who has been following behind my buttocks since I was a child and called my brother has really grown up..."

"When you grow up, you need to have the responsibilities and considerations of an adult." Yan Xianglin's tone changed, and his voice became serious, teaching earnestly, "This time, my brother will take care of you. As long as this hurdle is over, this road will open In the future, if you want to come out to your family, you won't be like me today...but you still have to be fully prepared. "

Yan Ze stared at him and nodded.He knew that if there was no Yan Xianglin, he might end up like this.He didn't even hear from Zheng Yichi for half a month, and when asked what he would do in the future, Yan Xianglin didn't say anything.If it were him, Yan Ze would find it unbearable to think of the possibility of dying with Jiang Cheng.

Yan Xianglin said again: "I know what you are worried about. My brother worries about my brother's affairs. As for you, I will be relieved if you settle yourself down."

A light in the kitchen was on, but the living room was dark.No one else, because Jiangcheng bought a bunch of vegetables and started cooking since it was dark in the afternoon. Until now, the sky was dark and the lights in the living room hadn't turned on yet.

There are not many dishes, but Yan Ze likes to eat most of the dishes, and most of them spend time and work slowly.Jiang Cheng was not impatient, and while cooking slowly, he would press the cell phone on the desk from time to time to see if there were any text messages or calls.

When had he waited for someone like this?

Jiang Cheng washed his hands, opened the kitchen window, and leaned aside to smoke.

Many, many years ago, right?Maybe there is such a thought.

When you like someone, you regard them as treasures, and you look forward to them carefully, but also with uncertainty.When he was emotional, he even wished he could bring up all the best in the world and choose for him.

The doorbell rang twice, Jiang Cheng Shenyou came back, immediately pinched out the cigarette, turned off the fire, wiped his hands while taking off his apron, and went to open the door.

The black lights are blind, he is still too lazy to turn on the lights, his heart is beating slowly, how can he care about other things?

As soon as the door opened, a familiar figure and aura rushed over.

It doesn't matter that he is covered in oily smoke, one hand smells like fish, and both hands are tightly hugging his neck, no matter where the lips fall first, they first kiss him indiscriminately before speaking, and then look for his lips in the chaos.

Jiang Cheng was overwhelmed by the overly passionate kiss at first, but it was like firewood that had been dried up for many years, and it burned at one point.Regardless of the door being open, the wind blowing, Yan Ze's body was chilly, he just hugged him tightly, tightened his grip, pressed against the wall instead, and kissed viciously.

Both of them were breathing heavily, and after a while they got entangled together, regardless of you and me.

Jiang Cheng looked down, Yan Ze's eyes reflected the faint moonlight in the darkness, surprisingly bright.There is only one's own shadow in one's mind and mind.

My heart was agitated, and for a moment I felt the bright moon rising above the sea, and the spring breeze entering my home.

Hands are wrapped around hands, legs are wrapped around legs, and the lips are not satisfied with kissing.

Jiang Cheng's voice couldn't help being a little hoarse, with a rustle of sex appeal: "Why is it so late?"

"Accompany my brother." Yan Ze panted, reached out to touch his eyebrows and eyes, couldn't help being moved again, tiptoed to kiss him, and couldn't help but said, "Why are you so beautiful."

Jiang Cheng was amused by his inexplicable cute speech, and rubbed the corners of his lips with him, rubbing each other's ears, no one was willing to let go of the other first.

Yan Ze sniffled: "What did you do? It smells so good."

"Glutinous rice balls, steamed fish, steamed meat with flour, duck soup." Every time Jiang Cheng said the name of a dish, the smile in his eyes deepened, so that in the end, before he could say anything more, Yan Ze's mouth was drooling and his eyes were shining with gold.

The queen who was so addicted just now didn't care about the "big dish" in front of her, and was about to go to the kitchen when she struggled, but was pulled back by Jiang Cheng: "Where are you going, if you have milk, you are a mother?"

"Mother." Yan Ze immediately yelled impatiently, yelling at Jiang Cheng for a moment, quickly pushed away his hand clasped around his waist, turned around and ran away.

Jiang Cheng couldn't laugh or cry, he just felt that Yan Ze was like a small fish.I had no choice but to follow suit: "Don't touch the steamer, it's not up yet, be careful not to burn you."

"Which one is edible?" Yan Ze was bouncing around in the kitchen, like a greedy cat who doesn't know where to eat a big fish.Staring at the glutinous rice balls on the desk, he reached out to grab them, but was knocked on the back of his hand by Jiang Cheng's chopsticks, "Don't steal them!"

"Then when will you recover?" Yan Ze was very unwilling.

Jiang Cheng was amused, and bent down to kiss the man again: "There is honey cake in the refrigerator, eat some first, and wait for a while."