falling grass in pairs

"Thank you for going to his birthday yesterday. I don't need to see you in the future. The Qin family's assistant and the nurse are on their way. I will find time to see you. Let's go." After saying this, Yan Xianglin turned around expressionlessly.

"Wait!" Jiang Cheng grabbed Yan Xianglin's wrist.

Yan Xianglin reacted very quickly. He pulled his hand away almost the moment Jiang Cheng caught him. He turned around reflexively and raised his arm high, staring at him. It took him a while to let go of his clenched fist: "That's it, I don't want to Beat the wounded."

In Jiangcheng Lueyi Village, I probably guessed it. It is likely that Yan Ze got the news from him yesterday and came to the hospital. Yan Xianglin followed and found that the person Yan Ze came to see was him...

If this is the case, there may be room for returning to Huan.

"It's not what you think." Jiang Cheng thought quickly, and tentatively replied, "Your brother and I are not what you think. Yesterday... was an accident."

"Really? That's just right. My brother has already admitted it, but it seems that you are not interested in him. I can make him give up when I go back." Yan Xianglin sneered, and shook Jiang Cheng's hand hard.As soon as he turned his face, he lost his usual warm look in an instant. He smiled sarcastically and mercilessly, "Look at the person next door when you have time... I really misread you!"

Jiang Cheng was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized that the matter was more serious than he imagined.Without the indifference of observing words and expressions just now, she threw off the quilt and got out of bed, almost rolling to the ground with her injured leg.Yan Xianglin's eyes were quick and his hands were quick, he helped him almost reflexively, and then immediately shook his hand away.

Jiang Cheng took a deep breath and stared at Yan Xianglin: "Let's talk."

"There's nothing to talk about, bye."

"The three of us talk. I mean, at least Yan Ze should be here."

"The last thing Yan Ze should do is to be here." Yan Xianglin turned his head to stare at him, finished speaking every single word, and then planned to leave.

"Can you block us both for the rest of your life?" Jiang Cheng stopped chasing him, clung to the iron railing at the head of the bed, yelled without giving up, and persuaded him in a low voice, "Xiang Lin, be rational. Things have to be resolved. If he is not here today, it means that he is unwilling to compromise. The three of us will have a good talk sooner or later."

"You really understand my brother." Yan Xianglin didn't turn his head back, and snorted with his back turned, "If I told you, I told him about the shitty thing between you and the Qin family last night, plus who did you sacrifice your life for yesterday? Save me, do you think he will trust me, my brother of more than 20 years, or you? Maybe he’s not here precisely because he doesn’t want to see you again!”

Jiang Cheng's hand gripping the iron railing tightened again. He stood on one leg and gradually felt pain from his calf bone.Still insisting: "Xiang Lin, the three of us talk."

Yan Xianglin turned his head slightly, gave him a cold look, left without saying anything.The moment the door closed, Jiang Cheng let go of his grip on the railing.He was silent for a while, feeling the coldness of his palm, and the smell of rust.

Slowly, he sat back on the edge of the bed, fumbled to turn on the phone, and the first thing he did was to call Yan Ze.

Even though I had the bottom line in my heart, I was still very disappointed when I couldn't get through.As if to confirm, he dialed five or six times in a row before he gave up completely, sighed heavily, and threw the phone on the bed.

"Do you have to go this far?" He rubbed his eyebrows, feeling very tired.

Yan Ze's homework this semester is light, only a few classes in the morning.Yan Xianglin took his mobile phone, sent him to class in the morning, picked him up in the afternoon, and stayed at home since then.If Yan Ze goes out, he will be with him.

Yan Ze felt that his whole body was the same as that of a gangster.

The next night, Yan Ze finally couldn't take it anymore.He had always been afraid of this brother, but due to the seriousness of the matter, he gave up resistance and chose to obey, giving Yan Xianglin time to calm down and accept.But now, he couldn't wait any longer.Jiang Cheng is still in the hospital, he doesn't know how his injury is?Has my brother already gone to Jiangcheng?what did they sayWhat was Jiang Cheng's attitude and reaction?Will he blame himself...

A series of questions were about to drive him crazy, he couldn't care less, he took a deep breath and knocked on Yan Xianglin's door.Yan Xianglin was as usual, with a calm expression, sitting on the window sill sorting out the design materials, and when he saw Yan Ze coming, he raised his head and glanced, as if he had expected it.

"Brother, return the phone to me."

Yan Xianglin continued to look down as if he didn't hear it.

"Brother!" Yan Ze took two steps forward, "I'm not a child anymore!"

Yan Xianglin got up and opened the drawer, took out a mobile phone from inside, and threw it in front of Yan Ze: "New mobile phone, I changed the card for you, and all the contacts are stored in it for you."

Turning on the phone, Yan Ze looked through it, and sure enough, Jiangcheng's contact information was gone, including some contacts of Huayi who had also been deleted, and Jiangcheng was no longer in WeChat.

"How could you do this!" Yan Ze was furious, "I'm going to find him!"

"Come back! Look at what you look like now. Are you losing your temper with me because of a man?" Yan Xianglin's voice sounded deep, not angry.

Yan Ze settled his footsteps, but he didn't look back.

"From childhood to adulthood, I can indulge you in everything, except this one."

"Why!" Yan Ze turned around, with sadness and anger in his eyes, "Obviously you are, why can't I?"

"It's because I am, so I know how difficult this road is." Yan Xianglin said lightly, "Brother never interferes with your decision, as long as you want, I will always satisfy you to the greatest extent, even if it is willful, even Inappropriate. But this matter...you are my only younger brother, and your previous sexuality was normal, and it started after you knew my identity and Jiangcheng's approach. Yan Ze, you are different from me, you are not born Homosexuality, you are still young, you are easily attracted by many things, temptations, maybe you are just attracted for a while, or you feel new, no matter what kind, don’t take homosexuality as a fad. I have paid a lot for walking this road... …Knowing that today, I still have a lot to face, such as our parents. You can’t and shouldn’t suffer the same as me, brother said that, do you understand?”

"I understand, I understand." Yan Ze cried when he heard it. He stepped forward and lay on his brother's lap, just like when he was a child, "But I don't understand either. Because I don't understand, so this I still have to go my own way..."

Yan Xianglin looked at Yan Ze like this for a long time, then raised his face, his eyes were a little red: "Why is it you? I only have one younger brother. Why do you want to follow the same old path as me? I have obviously tried my best to protect Is it my fault for you?"

"No." Yan Ze cried harder, his eyes were as red as a rabbit, "No brother. I hope you can listen to us, listen to us talk about this matter. I always knew you were protecting me, It's me...it's the path I want to choose. I want to go on and become stronger. Even if it's sad, even if it's difficult, it's because there is something I want to fight for. I'm not perfunctory, let alone for freshness Can you understand me?"

Seeing Yan Ze squatting on the ground and pawing his knees, Yan Xianglin was in a daze for a moment, as if he was back in childhood.At that time, Yan Ze was soft and glutinous, and already had a bullying personality. He would rob him of everything, good or bad, as long as it was rare for his brother... Yan Xianglin felt bitter in his heart, he thought that this time he really didn't want Yan Ze fought against him, but it seems like it's too late now.

The two were silent for a while, Yan Ze lay on Yan Xianglin's lap and couldn't stop crying.

"Okay..." Yan Xianglin stroked his hair.

Yan Ze continued to cry.

"Go and wipe your face first. Tomorrow weekend, I will go back to see my parents at night. We will talk about your affairs later." Yan Xianglin said lightly.

Yan Ze was sobbing, and raised his eyes to look at him.

Looking at that face, Yan Xianglin suddenly had the urge to grit his teeth again, and twisted his nose severely: "I can't see you like this, and I haven't seen you do this for me!"

Yan Ze was stunned for a moment, then leaned back on his lap thoughtfully: "So I'm not a single arrow?"

"What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing." Yan Ze shook his head and hesitated, "He, how is he?"

"He's fine." Yan Xianglin said quietly, "The first thing I do when I wake up is to care about the man next door."

Yan Ze was silent for a while.

"Go and wash your face, what do you look like?" Yan Xianglin said.

Yan Ze nodded, and pulled his slippers out of the room.He was in a mess, he couldn't help thinking about his brother's affairs, Jiangcheng's affairs, and that Qin Er next door...

He rubbed his face twice, patted it again, and forced himself to cheer up: No matter what you say, there is still a long way to go, and comrades still need to work hard.Well, comrades really need to work harder.

Jiang Cheng was discharged from the hospital on the third day.Although there was a plaster cast on the lower leg, which made it difficult to move, but the rest of the leg was covered with flesh and blood injuries, so there was nothing serious about it.A friend came to help pack things. He leaned on the bedside and flipped through a magazine absently, feeling very irritable.

Someone pushed open the door. Jiang Cheng thought it was a nurse who came to check, so he put the book aside casually, but when he looked up, he was stunned.

The old man of the Qin family stood at the door leaning on a cane, and the young man behind him was holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand.If I remember correctly, the old man Qin never did such an empty courtesy himself.

After inviting his friends out, Jiang Cheng propped himself up, turned over and sat on the edge of the bed, and called Uncle Qin in a low voice.

The young man behind put the flowers on the table and left. He closed the door winkingly. For a while, only Jiang Cheng and old man Qin were left in the room. No one spoke first.In the end, old man Qin was still sitting in front of Jiangcheng's bed, putting his crutch aside lightly: "Thank you for taking care of the dog's matter."

"It's just what I promised." Jiang Cheng lowered his eyes.

There was another silence between the two.

"I heard that you will be discharged from the hospital today, does the second child know?"

"Should have known." Jiang Cheng replied.

Old man Qin thought for a while and said, "I hung up on the phone with Qin Lian this morning. He heard about Qin Da and is very grateful to you."

Jiang Cheng's eyes moved, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he still lowered his eyes, still saying "it's just what I promised".

The old man of the Qin family stared at Jiang Cheng probingly for a while, then smiled suddenly, and reached out to pat Jiang Cheng on the shoulder: "Good boy, I understand what you mean."

Jiang Cheng looked at him quietly.

"Qin Lian asked me to convey to you that he no longer blames you for what happened back then. I hope you don't blame him anymore. The mistakes you made when you were young are precisely because you were too young." Old man Qin paused every word Said, his eyes moved slightly, observing Jiang Cheng's expression calmly.

Jiang Cheng was startled when he heard it, and subconsciously reached out to touch his knee: "Don't blame me anymore?"

In that trance, his expression was like a child's. Although it only took a moment to return to normal, old man Qin felt his heart move and squeezed his shoulder involuntarily.

"Qin Da's child will figure it out one day. You have taken care of him for long enough, you shouldn't be in debt... For me, I think so, and I think this is what Qin Lian meant."

It can't be said to be easy, it can't be said to be broken chapters, it's like writing a long letter, and when you are tired at the end, someone puts an end to it.It's not like being relieved, and it's not like taking off the backpack. It's like walking for a long time, and it's suddenly realized when someone tells you that it's like this.It turned out to be extremely simple.

Old Man Qin watched Jiang Cheng's expression change from bewilderment to seriousness, from seriousness to gradual softness, and sighed heavily: "Whatever you want to do, just do it boldly. I've heard about your father. People of the older generation No matter how you think about it, it is the young people's world now, we are old, and the times are also old. What's more, your father has seen you in his eyes for so many years, and he knows that you are outstanding."

Jiang Cheng's shoulders drooped, as if he had completely let go of a heavy object.He smiled and nodded: "Thank you."

"Take care of yourself. Come to Qin's house for a gathering when you're free." Old man Qin stood up tremblingly leaning on his coffin stick, and took a deep look at Jiang Cheng.Turned around and left.

That last glance really made Jiangcheng feel that the future is vast and the road ahead is long.

He stood up, yawned in the midsummer sun, and slowly pretended to be Yan Ze in his heart.