falling grass in pairs

Yan Ze never thought that one day he would be blocked at the door of the dormitory by his always cowardly little brother.

"Aze, we should have a good talk. It's wrong that you always avoid me." Zheng Yichi in front of him spoke with a very serious and sincere expression.

"I don't think there is anything to talk about." Yan Ze was silent for a while, then said, "What I mean is, what you call talking to my brother is nothing more than you unilaterally brainwashing me. It seems that you are earnest, but the subtext is always accusing me. Willful and immature. You have not experienced what I have experienced, you will not understand my feelings, and you will not understand my feelings for my brother."

"I understand, Aze." Zheng Yichi lowered his head, turned sideways, ignored Yan Ze's indifference, squeezed into his dormitory, and then closed the door behind him.He looked a little nervous, but he kept standing in front of the door with no intention of moving away, "I didn't mean to say that you are bad. I'm sorry, but I didn't consider your feelings. I just wanted to talk to you, no matter Xiang Lin No matter how much brother thinks that getting along is just a matter between two people, there are aspects that must be dealt with. For example, you, such as your family. This matter, he did not handle it properly. It’s not that he doesn’t understand, but every time he faces your emotions Agitated and overwhelmed, he cared more about your feelings at that time, and there was no time to tell you everything. As for me, you have always avoided me..."

Zheng Yichi's words surprised Yan Ze, who looked him up and down silently.After a long time, seeing Zheng Yichi looking away uncomfortably, he asked, "Why is it my brother? You have known me for so long, and it's not like you don't know how I treat my brother. Why did you jump into the fire pit in the first place?"

Hearing this, Zheng Yichi pursed his lips and smiled: "Ah Ze, because I never thought you would be our obstacle."

"What do you mean?" Yan Ze became angry in an instant.

"No, I didn't mean that." Zheng Yichi knew that he had misunderstood, and quickly waved his hands, "I know better than anyone that you have this hurdle in your heart. But sooner or later, you will step over it, and it will be someone else if it is not me. During this process, what you are unwilling to overcome is yourself, and you have always loved your brother."

"Speak as if you know me well."

"We are brothers from the beginning." Zheng Yichi said softly.

Yan Ze looked at him for a while, expressionless: "Sorry, I still..."

"I know. You may not be slowing down now. You have been very possessive of your brother since you were a child. I know that. If a few words can make you turn around, I won't come back Now." It seemed a little nervous, Zheng Yichi pursed his lips again, "But Aze, don't stand on our opposite side, anyone's conflicts and his side, there are reasons and time to form, you are in my heart and your brother's heart Both are very important, you are my buddy, for a lifetime, and you are also his younger brother, for a lifetime."

The two were silent for a while.

"It's really nasty." Yan Ze pushed Zheng Yichi away, "I'm going to eat, don't follow me."

"Aze."

Yan Ze didn't look back, he only turned his face slightly.

"You and Jiang Cheng..."

"Ah, that's what you guessed." He thought for a while, and finally turned around, "I will tell my brother, but not now. If you betray me, I promise to use all my strength to tear you apart."

"Don't worry. You don't always keep any secrets with me." Zheng Yichi froze for a moment, then smiled shyly.When he smiles, it always makes people feel happy too.The eyes are crooked, like a blessing.

Yan Ze turned away with a stiff face, and left without looking back.

He walked out of the dormitory in one breath, and then said disdainfully: "What is he happy about?"

The moon is dark and the wind is high.

Yan Ze found that the people around him were breathing steadily, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway.After tossing and turning for another half a quarter of an hour, I crept up from the bed, went to the living room and squatted on the sofa, picked up my laptop and turned it on.

The screen lit up in the dark room, causing him to squint his eyes. After he got used to it, he clicked on the webpage and opened Baidu.

He typed two words: Jiangcheng.

The webpage quickly jumped to Baidu Encyclopedia.

Yan Ze suddenly felt something was wrong.

He turned his head and saw the person who was still asleep just now leaning against the wall behind him with his arms folded.

Yan Ze: "..."

Jiang Cheng: "..."

He glanced at Yan Ze, then focused his gaze on "Jiangcheng" on Baidu Encyclopedia on the screen, and raised his eyebrows.

Yan Ze: "I can explain."

Jiang Cheng nodded, sat next to Yan Ze, and yawned wearily: "Unmarried, really unmarried."

"Who wants to tell you this!" Yan Ze slapped him.

"Then what are you looking for? The big living man is right next to you, so you have to ask Baidu."

"It was before..." Yan Ze hesitated a little, and then felt that it was no big deal, "Hey, I always saw you with the second young master of the Qin family before. Speaking of which, when we first met you at the reception The two went to the backyard and muttered, saying, what's the matter? Confession is lenient and resistance is strict."

Jiang Cheng paused for a breath, and then laughed a few times: "Qin Er, we have known each other for many years. Because of a little misunderstanding, he treated me very badly. Of course I have to resolve the misunderstanding."

He spoke extremely innocently, but he didn't mention Qin Lian a word.

"Oh... What's the misunderstanding? Haven't you guys known each other for many years? Why doesn't he know you well? I heard that he has an older brother." Yan Ze didn't feel that his snooping skills were in a mess at all.

Jiang Cheng looked at him, speechless for a while: "Which grandson told you what?"

"What did you say?" Yan Ze was at a loss.

"Well, his brother, Qin Da, had a relationship with me before... um, such a thing." Jiang Cheng thought about his words and continued, "Our family and their family have known each other before, but we can't say Intimacy is just a cooperative relationship. Later you know, after I came out, the Qin family felt that I had killed their son and brought him into the gutter. "

As Jiang Cheng spoke, he spread his hands vividly and shrugged his shoulders.

"A slap can't make a sound, even I know the truth. The Qin family won't fall out with your family because of this... After all, I always thought you were a self-employed bastard, why do you have such a big backer behind you?" Yan Ze asked viciously.

Jiang Cheng was speechless again: "I'll buy you the set of pots you fancy last time."

"really?"

"real."

"Okay, go on and on."

"Qin Da was still with me at the time, so he didn't tell me that his family forced him to get married. At that time, my father was also angry because of the two of us, um...so he did something, directly And indirectly caused me to come out." Jiang Cheng was so sleepy that he skipped the whole process, "So Qin Da became a scumbag in the industry who cheated on marriage, and he was gay. Then the Qin family broke up with us. "

Yan Ze patted him on the back again, made a dull sound, and threatened: "Don't cut corners."

Jiang Cheng rubbed his vest and smiled, hugging Yan Ze in his arms: "I said, you don't mind at all?"

"I'm very open-minded." Yan Ze thought for a while, then nodded seriously, "I'm not touched."

"I'm so touched." Jiang Cheng said as he came over to kiss Yan Ze.

"I said you—" was kissed.

"Actually—" was kissed.

"Wait—" was kissed.

Yan Ze finally got angry, and slapped Jiang Cheng's belly button hard: "You're never finished!"

"My father doesn't accept homosexuality." Jiang Cheng finally stopped, wrapping his arm around Yan Ze, "Or discrimination is not an exaggeration."

For a moment, Yan Ze seemed to see a flash of emotion in Jiang Cheng's eyes, but it disappeared soon.Jiang Cheng returned to his usual lazy and indifferent look: "I said, should I go to bed? What are you messing around with in the middle of the night? Why don't you do some exercise if you have so much energy."

As soon as he finished speaking, without waiting for Yan Ze's reaction, he picked up the person and walked into the back room.Yan Ze couldn't struggle at all, kicked him while cursing, and was carried all the way back.

After the internship, the time the two spent together was significantly reduced.

Yan Ze is going back to school, and Hua Yi is far away from the university, so they don't easily visit each other.Occasionally, Jiang Cheng would go to Yan Ze's place to pick him up for dinner at night, and the two of them would watch a movie or something.

After school started, Yan Ze also moved back to live with his parents. Although it was not closer than his brother's place, it was much closer than Jiangcheng's.After coming and going, Jiang Cheng was very dissatisfied with this situation.

"Why don't I think about a small apartment near your school?" Jiang Cheng asked Yan Ze tentatively on the weekend.

Yan Ze looked like you were fucking sick: "I'm graduating in one year, thank you."

"One year of abstinence life is also very miserable." Jiang Cheng followed behind him, "How is your brother doing, why don't you go back to live?"

"If he brings people home again, how embarrassing will I be? It's still out of sight and out of mind." Yan Ze said while cooking, "What's more, wouldn't our relationship be more exposed if we lived with my brother?"

"He always treats you like a baby bump. Would you rather live outside by yourself?"

Yan Ze snorted and said, "I don't want to, I run here every day."

"His little friend..."

"Zheng Yichi came to me that day, and he said that I couldn't let go. I know maybe I'm stubborn, but there's no way, it's a disease."

"It must be cured." Jiang Cheng nodded and accepted.

Yan Ze glanced at him, then pushed him away: "Shut up, you."

"Don't you think you cling to your brother less after we got together?"

"Nonsense, don't you have to stick with you?"

"What, why is it necessary?" Jiang Cheng asked with a smile.

Yan Ze's cooking stopped for a while: "I'm uncomfortable if I don't stick to it, okay?"

As he said that, he turned his head away without looking at him, what should he do.Jiang Cheng leaned against the kitchen and smiled bigger and bigger: "I'm serious, shall we stay here after graduation?"

"Let's talk about it." Yan Ze transferred the stir-fried vegetables to the plate, and the phone beside him rang. Yan Ze was unable to answer the phone with his hands full, so he raised his chin and pointed at the phone, "Help me answer it."

He intended to ask Jiang Cheng to answer it and put it in his ear, but Jiang Cheng answered it directly: "Hello?"

"Talk to me on the phone."

Jiang Cheng glanced at him, then turned around: "What's the matter?"

"Who is it?" Yan Ze wiped his hands quickly.

Jiang Cheng had already walked out: "He has something to do, and also, don't play tricks."