Life is on me [Comprehensive]

"Xiao Lin, there is something we must talk about."

"Ok?"

Rin was wearing a complicated dress that suited Mori Ogai's preferences. She was sitting opposite Ozaki Koyo, holding a teacup in her hand. She tilted her head, as if she didn't understand why Ozaki Koyo was so solemn.

"What do you think about China?"

Rin paused, his eyes gradually stained with doubt.

"What's going on recently, why do you all ask this, Mr. Hirotsu, Mori too... What's wrong with Chuya?"

Koyo Ozaki's heart sank.

It is obvious that everyone is concerned about this issue even if they do not show it on the surface.

The problem is, what's wrong with Zhongye, what's wrong with you! ! !The root of the problem is you! ?In the past, the person who was the first to notice anything, why is he so slow now.

"Chu is also a good boy." Rin commented without hesitation, "He is also very capable and straightforward...Although sometimes he suffers because of this...Ah! Sister Hongye, are you worried about his feelings? question?"

As she said that, her eyes showed clarity, Koye Ozaki felt a little relieved for a moment, feeling that Rin finally understood, just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, but was stunned by what she said afterwards.

"Zhong also knows his own problems. Although he is very good in all aspects, he will definitely not worry about finding one, but he will definitely not be able to pass our test. He is also sad about the test in his heart. After all, his body has special reasons. In this regard As elders, we should not embarrass him."

Ozaki Momiji: "..."

Um?Are you speaking human language?

Rin felt that his answer was perfect as he spoke, and put his hand on his cheek happily.

"He's still young so there's no rush, but just in case, if he really finds someone he likes one day, I'm really looking forward to what it will be like."

There was a light knock on the door of the Japanese room.

"Master Hongye, I have something to look for."

Koyo Ozaki stood up slowly, looked at Rin with clear eyes as if he had no distracting thoughts in his meaningful eyes, hesitant to speak, suppressed the complicated heart, and said goodbye to her.

Rin: "Goodbye Hongye sister!"

The girl's sweet and intimate voice always made Ozaki Momiji feel relieved in the past, but now it made her head hurt even more.

Zhongye...

……

Do you feel in love with someone who is [-] years younger than you?

Although it is very unreasonable, and her mental age has not increased much in essence, Rin just added the ages of the two lives together to calculate, so in her memory, she met at the age of 30. Eight-year-old Nakahara Chuya.

Rin still doesn't have a clear concept, or she doesn't care at all. In the eyes of others, she is the same age as the "good boy" in her eyes.

But after talking with Koyo Ozaki, she did realize a problem.

"It's true... Chuya has reached the age of a high school student."

She lowered her eyes and sighed, she felt that she should not hold him on his back too unscrupulously outside in the future, after all, it would not be appropriate to do so when she was about the same age.

It's like it's okay for elders to kiss young children, but it's not appropriate for older people.

Although the memory of the previous life is blurred, but in today's Japan, I enjoy the days of youth and love in the beautiful high school, but I also entered the pit of Hong Kong and black, so I don't have the opportunity to sweat my youth like this. A pity.

... So she has never been in love! ! !

Obviously, she can be called auntie... Ah, of course no one really called it that way, but Rin suddenly felt a strong unwillingness to be reconciled. When she watched Dazai flirting with her sister before, she felt calm and pitiful for her. He was busy with the tasks ordered by his adoptive father, and had no idea about this at all.

In order to fill the emptiness that suddenly surged up in her heart, Rin decided to go out and find a place to sit in a certain lamp district, and she walked away happily. She went out alone happily.

……

Because Rin's whim was too sudden, and Mori Ogai treated her completely in a free-range manner, if she didn't bring her subordinates to slip away, it would be a matter of minutes.

Of course, if it weren't for her sudden interest, Zhong Yuan would not have such a headache for her tossing energy.

"Rinlin is so powerful, the old man has never been able to do anything to him."

The silver-haired girl sat on the sofa with her legs crossed, her face resting on her hands, her eyes half-closed, and she waited for the young man on the right to continue talking. On the table in front of her was an expensive wine, and the dark red liquid was in a goblet. rippling.

On her left is a young man with yellow hair and a waiter's uniform, holding a bag of...freshly opened potato chips.

Rin reached out to take it, looked at the person on the right boredly and continued talking.

Originally, I just called a few random people to listen to people complimenting her. Usually, there are very few people who can get close to her in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang. After meeting her, she seemed to be unable to speak and only stuttered, which made her very upset. .

As a result, he was discovered not long after he came in - the second young master of the Fujitang family was working as a cowherd here.

Absolutely, it's Fujido Hikoshi's brother.

"Hey." Rin sighed deeply, "Can we change the subject? I really don't have any interest in your brother... How about changing your sign?"

Second Young Master Fujido: "I am."

Rin happily took out his card: "Then I'd better change to another one."

"Wait—cough, I'm just a little curious about your attitude." The young man coughed twice, and his smile didn't hide his curiosity. "There are rumors that Rin Lin used my silly brother as a substitute..."

"Substitute? Whose substitute?" Rin's pupils moved, and his soul questioned, "Who is he worthy of being my substitute?"

Someone: "...um... that's right."

"Okay, I'm leaving. If I knew I would have gone to the house next door just now. The girls there are really pretty and sweet." Rin stood up without hesitation and walked out. When she was about to pay, the hem of her clothes was caught. The staff on the other side were held back.

A staff member with a difficult smile who couldn’t bear to let more money slip away: “If you don’t mind your gender, we can take you to the other side. What kind of girl do you like?”

Lin paused, thinking for a moment.

"A good-looking one with a gentler personality, preferably Yamato Nadeko-type... I can't do it, after all, I do it."

Rin, who was very self-aware of herself, answered like this.

"Okay, wait, we'll let Miss Yami come..."

She just changed the room.

This time I feel at ease. Ms. Yami is dressed in a kimono as gentle as water. Rin half-closed her eyes and leaned in her arms with a playful look. She let her comb her hair while feeding her cherries. The yellow-haired young man who followed was laughing and telling her jokes while helping her paint her nails.

Ah... the bliss of life.

Although she still didn't feel the so-called hormonal feeling, it was a worthwhile trip to be treated like a princess, after all, she was served comfortably.

So much so that when she walks, she is a little fluttering and doesn't touch the ground. If she didn't look like a girl with a serious face and eyes full of peach blossoms, she might be on the same level as a middle-aged man with kidney deficiency and legs.

Rin was supported by Ms. Yami and walked outside. After paying quickly, she went outside. Suddenly, her shoulders were pressed, and the light in front of her was blocked. Dare to stand in my way..."

She was very sleepy, and she didn't have any inseparable smell of alcohol on her body, and even had a fresh scent of lemon fragrance.

"cold."

The girl then slowly raised her eyes, and then smiled.

"Ah, Chuya..." She paused, and asked suspiciously, "Aren't you at work? Did you come here to find me? There is a job... No, Mori didn't call me."

Zhongyuan Zhong also forcibly suppressed his violent feeling like a volcanic eruption, and the corner of his mouth pulled up a subtle arc, easily pulling Rin out of the arms of the opposite person.

Miss Yami's eyes were full of thought.

——This is really like a scene where a family member comes out to arrest someone.

"You're really talented. You came to this kind of place by yourself." Nakahara Zhongya half-pulled her and walked out. He seemed to casually glance at the second young master Fujido who was smiling beside him with his arms folded. He frowned and sped up. pace.

"Are you angry?" Rin was puzzled. Seeing that he was squeezing her wrist a little harder, she frowned. She raised her hand and pushed his arm, with a little resistance, "Be gentle."

"You give me a good reflection!"

"What? I don't know why, Nakahara Chuya, stop it for me." Rin blinked a few times, coupled with the cold wind in the night, fully awake, raised his eyebrows, and heard the heavy words of the junior who was pulling him, Immediately, he became upset, shook off his hand, stood on the spot with his hands clasped in front of him and narrowed his eyes.

—Is he upset?Why is he upset!She hasn't said anything yet!

Zhong Yuanzhong has rarely seen her such a tough attitude, and turned around to look at her in surprise.

It's better to say that since he has been following her wishes, Rin has been just playing with the temper of the young lady most of the time, and even after a long time, Zhong Yuanzhong found that her act is actually more like a harmless willful coquettish.

Habits are a terrible thing.

The cold wind blows her hair, and with the thin lace cuffs, you can still see the fine gem pendant scattered in the night light. Standing opposite Chuya Nakahara, Rin fully reveals her undeniable attitude... Or temper.

"I don't need others to teach me what to do and what not to do. Don't ask me what to do as a junior just because we are familiar with you or because I have a good attitude towards you. It's over." Rin raised his chin with a reckless attitude.

Nakahara Chuya suddenly remembered the attitude she had when he first met her in the alley in Yokohama.

Nothing has changed.

He can still think in his heart now, how on earth she was manipulated into such a young lady's temper... Maybe he still has a part to play in these years? ? ?

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at her, his azure eyes were full of dark complex emotions.

He knows that this guy has a personality of being soft rather than hard. If you lose your temper with her, she will definitely be more rebellious than you. If you are really angry, your brain will hurt.

What she said was really hurtful.

Telling him "overstepping the rules" is quite a posture of turning your face and denying others.

There were looming sights from all around, including innocent Hong Kong gangsters passing by (however, there are everywhere), and Zhongyuan Zhongye directly forced her to cover her mouth and pulled her to the alley next to her with a dark face, and then Directly activate the ability and fly to the top of the building.

Rin stared at him intently.

How could she surpass Chuya in the Central Plains in terms of strength!

But they have been in love for many years, so they can't beat people, right?If he dares to do it, Rin promises to knock him out before he is one step ahead.

"What unrealistic things are you thinking about?" Zhongyuan Zhong also looked at her viciously, pinching her neck with his hands, but he didn't use any strength - if he used a little bit, there would definitely be marks on her neck. She tossed It is really terrible.

Rin raised his hand and put it on his neck, and the two confronted each other.

She always felt that there was a bunch of messy information mixed together, as if they were about to be connected into a thread.

"Forgive me." Zhong Yuanzhong also said in a self-defeating manner, and let go of her neck first, "Will I hurt you?"

His attitude...

Rin slowly frowned, her pupils moved, her hand was still on his neck, and she felt his Adam's apple moved slightly, the warmth was transmitted to her hand, and the pulse... as if Can feel his heartbeat.

His clear golden pupils reflected his figure and the night sky behind him.

"Chuya, are you angry with me? Why?" Rin tried to sort out those thoughts, she spoke slowly, reading each word clearly, "You know my supernatural powers, even if I am alone I won't encounter any major problems, even if I do, I will contact people... Or do you think I shouldn't come to this kind of place?"

"You should know my plan better than anyone else."

Although there are differences in specific individuals, they are undoubtedly the most similar existence in themselves.

In that case, why didn't he understand?

Confused, Rin put her hand on his cheek.

"Or, do you have to grow up to understand?"

"So - why do you treat me like a child?!" Zhong Yuanzhong was also puzzled.

Rin raised his eyebrows: "Because I saw it."

The eyes that were so clear as if they knew everything fell on Nakahara Chuya, as if penetrating his surface to a deeper level.

"from the very beginning."

Nakahara Chuya and her stared at each other for a few seconds before realizing what she meant.

...Can it be calculated like this? !She actually wants to count her age like this?In other words, what did she do to him from the very beginning! ?He immediately understood the reason for the girl in front of him to speak strangely before.

"So you have always regarded me as a minor who is only a few years old?!" Nakahara said in disbelief, as if his spirit had been strongly shocked.

Rin nodded.

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

Too twisted.

"I'm not! You turn off your ability to see the surface for me!" Zhong Yuanzhong also pressed her shoulder angrily.

So in the past, her intimacy and trust without any sense of distance, coupled with her self-willedness towards him alone, she shouted to go to the sea at night, watch fireworks and fish for goldfish at summer festivals, and even dragged him by the hand during the New Year. Hands to listen to the bell to watch the sunrise...is it all about taking care of the younger generation? !

Damn it... Zhongyuan Zhong also wanted to swear.

With her back against the cold stone surface, Rin blinked.

She didn't have any abilities, but some information was ingrained in her mind...

But Nakahara Zhongya's attitude made her realize something that she seemed to have been ignoring.

...and there is a twist when this line of thinking emerges.

Countless small dialogues and pictures seemed to float past her eyes, Rin raised her eyebrows slowly, and fixed her eyes on Nakahara Chuya's face.

……

real or fake.

She always thought that Zhong Yuan Zhongye had a very good temper, but she never thought that... she treats him as a junior and a colleague, and this person actually wants to...?

Ok? ? ?

Wait a minute, let’s think about it because of her moral sense of obsession. Nakahara Chuya’s registration status is indeed older than the age of Mori Rin she boarded. She just thought how could she do anything to minors? , but if the other party wants to make a move... that doesn't even have any legal binding force, it's just that her strange ethics don't allow it.

But the people around seem to be very happy, and even most of them are acquiescing.

Sister Hongye, so you mean that! ! !

So why didn't she turn on the ability to take a look before, just take a look at anyone and you should understand——?

Hmm...it seems to be because I'm lazy...don't care.

Rin moved his fingers, and his fingertips touched the lips of the red-haired young man in front of him, and he could still feel his gentle exhalation.

Nakahara didn't move, just stared at Rin.

He was angry, even with murderous intent in his eyes, as if he wanted to pinch her to lose his temper... His heart beat faster.

Rin put his other hand on his left heart.

Smooth as ever, like the ticking of a clock.

As a psychic ability user, what Rin is most likely to ignore is the human appearance, but after all, she suppresses most of her abilities... She once again confirmed that the "junior" in front of her is already a normal young man who can push her against a wall.

But she... still has no love for the person in front of her.

It was too difficult, she couldn't change her attitude all of a sudden, or she was even a little sad.

Because after this, she will no longer be able to get close to him and take care of him with the attitude of treating the "junior" so wantonly, and do things that she would not treat others, but thinking "If it is Chuya, it will be fine at all" is fine. matter.

Never had she loathed love so much.

"Chuya." Rin said, with some hesitation in his eyes, "I can help you...eliminate this feeling."

Zhong Yuanzhong also shrank his pupils, feeling like falling into an ice cellar.

You said how can a person hurt so much and still say such things?eliminate?Ah, by the way, anyway, the so-called spirit can be erased as easily as playing Tetris in her eyes.

"Then why can't you modify your feelings?" He was even a little aggressive.

"Although it's not impossible...but it's fake?"

"But my mood is not fake."

Rin was silent for a long time.

She began to imagine that she would be treated as a stranger in the Central Plains in the future, even ignoring her on the road, she couldn't find anyone, no one would care about her like this without talking about it.

What she holds is family affection, but what he holds is love.

A gap ran between them.

She closed her eyes, pushed Nakahara Chuya away, walked towards the edge of the roof, and took a deep breath.

"It's unfair, it's unfair, even if I accept Chuya now, our feelings are not equal... Chuya, you will ask for more and more, greed is endless, and when I can't give you what you want What do you do when you need it?"

The girl's voice was terrifyingly clear, rather than rejecting it, it would be better to say she was analyzing it—on the premise that they were together.

She looked sideways at Nakahara Chuya in confusion.

"What can you afford? You just don't want to give me what I want." Zhong Yuan also narrowed his eyes, took a few steps forward, took off his gloves and stuffed them into his pockets.

She said "feelings," not "real matter."

Rin moved his pupils and looked at the lights downstairs.

She is conflicted.

It may look contrived at first glance, but she is indeed resisting the fact that Zhong Yuanzhong will stop caring about her and become indifferent, but if she doesn't want to do this, she will turn into a relationship...it's a bit strange.

It's not fair, it's against him.

Rin was still subconsciously taking care of him at this time. She has always liked this boy because of his thoughtfulness and warmth that he is motivated and kind and never speaks... But this is not a love that makes people's hearts beat faster.

Different.

She had a lot of thoughts, and when she was in a hurry, she even thought about it and raised her hand to modify his emotions and memories, but she felt sad when she saw Nakahara Chuya.

"Chuya, do you know about the suspension bridge effect?"

"Huh? What is that..."

"That is to say, in a dangerous environment like a suspension bridge, people will involuntarily speed up their heartbeats, and mistake the resulting heartbeats for the physiological response of the same sex and the opposite sex to make their hearts beat, that is, they mistake it for love." Rin turned around easily. She turned around, stepped back half a step, stood on the edge of the railing, and seemed to be crumbling under the night wind, she looked at Nakahara Chuya, and then showed a rather helpless smile, "But even so, I will not have such feelings ...Because if I fall, Zhongye will definitely catch me."

Her determination is true.

Zhong Yuanzhong also understood what she meant, and there was still no flinching in his azure eyes.

They stared at each other for a while, Rin shook his head, stretched out his hand, and watched Nakahara Nakaya step forward and took her hand without hesitation.

"It's so difficult, it's so strange, it's really... Chuya really makes it difficult for me." Rin frowned and repeated it repeatedly, as if complaining to herself, then she raised her eyes, clear golden The pupils of the eyes were tactile, with a little interest, as if on a whim, "I will give you a chance - I will seal up part of my memory, I will forget you, and I will no longer call myself an elder."

It sounds like a pretty big project.

As if sand had rubbed his eyes, Zhong Yuanzhong also blinked. He watched the person in front of him close his eyes and let go of his hands.

—Is it now? !so fast!

Dozens of seconds seemed like an extremely long wait.

When the silver-white-haired girl opened her eyes again, doubts flashed in her eyes when she saw the brown-haired young man in front of her. She subconsciously wanted to back up and immediately fell from the tall building without any accidents.

"Eh?!" Her pupils shrank suddenly, and she stretched out her hand helplessly.

Zhong Yuanzhong also paused, and suddenly understood the meaning of what Rin said just now, but... this is too messy! ! !With a "tsk" sound, he jumped down with his hands on the stone edge, and with some annoyance, he quickly reached out and hugged her under the dazed and terrified gaze of the girl.

Niu, Mr. Newton, how are you? !

Rin moved his eyes, watching helplessly as he hugged himself and jumped back to the roof.

...It's obviously a very powerful thing that breaks the three views, but I don't know why it doesn't feel strange.

Zhong Yuanzhong also put her down, then raised his hat, and said with a dark face, "Be careful!"

Rin lowered her eyes innocently.

"Thank you, thank you... Then, that." Her eyes were red, she was still a little bit aggrieved and entangled, and she murmured to herself in a very low voice, "You don't need to give me your body...? I don't seem to have any money."

Did she travel to some strange different world QAQ

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at her in surprise, fell silent for a while, and pressed his hat.

"is it okay……?"

Rin subconsciously took a step back: "...?"

Eh?

Have you been heard?She is so quiet? !

Her face turned red subconsciously, and her eyes wandered.

Although the person in front of me is handsome and looks very reliable, but I don’t know why it looks like a villain who is very popular and doesn’t need to be whitewashed... Will this kind of character fall in love at first sight?Is there any strange aura about her?Mary Su time travel heroine?

...so shameful.

"Promise with your body." Zhong Yuanzhong also repeated it again, and took a step forward, with a little pressure subconsciously, and then he seemed to realize some magical fact and raised the corners of his mouth, with a clearly written expression on his face. Full of "I just mean it" smiles.

...and a little cute.

Why is the person in front of her so unexpectedly in line with her aesthetics!Damn, Rin hesitated shamefully.

"Are you sure you didn't identify the wrong person?"

"Then I will acquiesce that you agree." Nakahara Chuya stepped forward and picked her up, who was still in a daze. His movements were so smooth and smooth that it seemed that he had done it countless times. Rin also felt strangely that she subconsciously found a comfortable place. leaning against his arms.

She looked down at her hands suspiciously.

What is her role? !

……

After Chuya Nakahara brought Rin back to Ganghei, Rin found that she knew everyone around her. It seemed that after seeing a person, the other party's information would come to mind, except... Chuya Nakahara.

Sister Hongye was very pleased with this fact, she just patted her head and told her to follow fate, and blessed her and Chuya by the way.

Mori Ogai sighed with emotion that the female university is not allowed to stay (?), but he didn't say much.

She was also forcefully placed in...his home by Zhongyuan Zhong.

Rin thought for a long time, but she didn't remember where she lived.

She felt that her body and mind had a strange feeling for Chuya Nakahara... Intuition told her that it was not envy, but Chuya Nakahara's attitude was too determined and persistent, especially his movements that she seemed to accept or be familiar with.

Rin seriously suspects that she was the kind of scum who played with other people's feelings before she "lost her memory".

Yes, she didn't feel that she was taking the place of someone else, as for why she was so sure... She didn't know either.

Nakahara was also very busy (helping Rin to do the work she was supposed to be responsible for).

Rin is like a child who has never been in contact with this aspect. She doesn't know how to deal with him. She just feels that it is not appropriate to retreat again and again. When he hugs her, she accepts it submissively. When she hugs her and wants to kiss her, she just lowers her eyes and blushes, not knowing what to do. Okay... But he didn't strictly refuse.

She doesn't know, but Zhong Yuanzhong also knows how much Rin took a step back.

What should a qualified boyfriend be like?

Zhongyuan Zhong must also be qualified, he has done better than many people Rin has seen on the mobile phone forum.

When he was busy, he took her to walk along the beach, to the high-rise building to see the first light of the sunrise, and even went to the playground to ride the Ferris wheel... Rin always felt that it was impossible for a person like him to go to this place full of children. A place to be with bored couples.

But he did it all, and he wasn't dissatisfied at all, as if he was used to it.

He is willing.

Rin suddenly realized this.

She was sitting on the sofa with her knees hugged, her slender figure covered by loose clothes, watching the romance movie Walking in the Rain on TV under the dim light, the light was dim.

The sound of the door being opened came from the entrance, and it was raining outside.

"Why don't you turn on the light again?"

"Don't open it."

Nakahara Chuya's hand stopped abruptly next to the switch. He heard Rin's voice a little soft, as if he had no strength, so he put his coat aside and walked in, sat next to her and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Chuya...do you like me?" She asked casually.

But in fact, no one does not know the answer to this question.

"Isn't this nonsense? I like it." He said, with a tone of persistence and perseverance that only he knew.

——I won’t be angry and stiff anymore, Mr. Nakaya.

Rin lowered his eyes and said "No".

"If... I mean if."

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at her suspiciously and slowly moved his gaze over.

"If Zhongye always likes me and loves me, it's not that I can't like you a little bit."

"..."

Zhongyuan Zhong was almost overwhelmed by this distorted question.

How did you ask this magical question? After losing her memory, there are some subtle and indifferent things that are different, but this kind of strange and self-confident words, how can she still have a bit of domineering taste.

Rin...

"Just a little?" Zhong Yuanzhong also stretched out his finger, and said in a threatening tone when he was negotiating on certain occasions in the past, and moved his upper body forward.

Rin narrowed his eyes.

"Do you have any dissatisfaction? Forget it."

Zhong Yuanzhong also gave up struggling, she was still only soft, and raised his arms to hug her, with a faint hint of hopeless compromise.

"Then say it first, you are not allowed to renege on your debt after you restore your memory."

"Huh? How is that possible."

Rin is very confident.

……

Rin regained his memory half a year later.

That morning, when the sun was shining through the curtains, she felt the radiance, and suddenly her heart skipped a beat, and she sat up, her silver-white hair slipped from her smooth shoulders and fell into her thin pajamas.

……it hurts.

Why does it hurt so much.

She turned around slowly, staring at Chuya Nakahara, who had woken up because of her movements and opened his eyes, also staring at her.

cold:"……"

She began to calculate the consequences of not being responsible after she became the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, which caused Zhongyuan Zhongye to leave.

Damn it, even a fool who is the pillar of Hong Kong gangsters knows that he can't leave!

"Are you thinking about something very outrageous again?!"

"No." Rin denied expressionlessly, then pulled the blanket to cover the marks on his body.

Want to start chaotic and end up abandoning.

annoying.

Rin's head hurts too today.