Life is on me [Comprehensive]

It was only then that Nakahara Chuya discovered that Rin after amnesia was not difficult to get close to, she just...was not proactive.

It was almost two extremes with her, she was incredibly introverted, most of the time she was not indifferent, but even shy movements were not easy to detect.

The eyes that are always clear on weekdays will only flicker and move sideways when she is embarrassed, the ring finger will curl up unconsciously, and the scarletness of the earlobe can only be seen when the hair hanging around her ear is lifted.

So Zhong Yuanzhong also suggested to let her tie her hair every day, the reason is that she looks refreshed and energetic.

Rin has no doubt about him.

……

It is precisely because Rin is calm and calm most of the time, but he has never been wary of Zhong Yuanzhong, obediently obeying and accepting, as if he only showed all the softness to him, making... People who are more powerful and aggressive by nature go too far.

Zhong Yuanzhong even began to wonder why he hadn't discovered that she was so talkative earlier, otherwise... why he had been hanging around for so long.

Rin endured it to make her movements less resistant, but she couldn't take her fingers out of the hands of the person in front of her. She wanted to back away, her eyes were red a little.

"Mr. Zhongyuan...!"

"Huh? What's the matter?" The red-haired young man with one hand on her waist and the other holding her hand hooked the corners of his mouth, pretending not to know why she was so ashamed that even her neck was dyed.

They lay face to face in the middle of the bed, with nothing between them.

"Hand, hand, really can't, this is really too much..."

Rin's wrist trembled, and she pulled it back without even shaking Nakahara Chuya's hand. Her fingertips curled up, trying to resist the next torture, but she couldn't do it.

"Hmm..." She bent her legs and watched him kiss her from fingertips to knuckles, the subtle softness and dense numbness rushed to other places like electricity... Her pupils shrank.

The momentary headache caused several images to flash through her mind quickly, but before Rin could recover, the warm licking sensation from the pad of her ring finger caused her brain to overheat and shut down.

"...Ah, ah...No, it's too bad..."

Her eyes were a little absent-minded, and she didn't know whether she was too ashamed or inadvertently dripped water from the corners of her eyes and landed on the pillow.

"you can."

"...?!"

Nakahara Nakaya finished speaking confidently, and under Rin's confused eyes on how she could do it, he placed a kiss on her lips.

……

Rin felt like she might be being targeted.

She has a calm personality and her own special circumstances follow Chuya in the Central Plains, but her intuition tells her... No matter what, she shouldn't be so close from the early stage. As for what happened to her before she lost her memory, she couldn't figure it out. , but probably not now.

Anyway, she couldn't stand it.

"You can't be like this all day when you're in love..."

"You talked about it?" Zhong Yuan raised his eyebrows.

Rin choked: "No."

"We're still married."

cold:"……"

Yes, still legal.

Zhong Yuanzhong also raised his hand to press the corner of her mouth, paused, coughed twice, and suppressed his voice: "I will be gentle in the future."

"..."

Rational analysis, this is no longer a problem that can be solved by severity.

Fortunately, Zhongyuanzhong is not always as idle as Rin. While he is busy, Rin can finally find something to do leisurely, such as taking out paper to draw...

10 minutes passed.

She looked at the familiar figure in the pen, paused, and changed the paper.

Half an hour passed, Rin looked at the line in his hand that was unknowingly shifting towards someone, with a solemn expression.

Then she put down her pen silently, and covered her face with her hands in the silent home.

"Really, really..."

……

At least in the few days when Zhongyuan Zhongye was on a business trip, Rin regained her free and easy state at home, especially she didn't like the heavy weight of bloated clothes on her shoulders, wearing a long sweater and turning on the air conditioner on the sofa in cold weather Reading comics online is simply a joy in life.

"Teacher Luhan is too powerful...!"

Enjoy yourself.

She has always been easy to be satisfied. She doesn't need to be disturbed by others at home, and it is good to be quiet.

... It was Mr. Nakahara who disrupted her pace.

There was a "click" of the door, and the cool wind rushed in as if he had found an opportunity. Rin shivered subconsciously, sat up and held the back of the sofa with his hands, and looked at Nakahara Chuya who took off his coat and walked in.

"……Welcome back."

This sounds reluctant.

No wonder he rushed back in such a hurry, Nakahara looked at Rin expressionlessly, then raised his eyebrows, and moved his eyes from her innocent smile pretending nothing happened to her exposed shoulders... the color of her sweater The neckline stretches to both sides of the arms. Although it is as long as the thighs, it doesn't matter how you look at it in the eyes of Zhongyuan Zhong...

It seems to be suitable for wearing at home.

Anyway, the air conditioner was turned on.

"Mr. Nakahara, do you want to take a bath first, or eat first, or..." Rin stepped on the sofa, bent over and pressed against the back of the sofa, and looked at the chilly Nakahara Chuya with his hands on his face, and read.

When he came in from the outside in cold weather, he never approached her first, lest she catch a cold.

"Eat me first?"

Nakahara Chuya paused as he walked towards the bathroom with the towel in hand, and slowly turned his head to look at Rin.

"It's written like this in the game." Rin blinked and shook the PFP next to him, "Does Mr. Nakahara like it?"

"I don't think you will like it." Zhong Yuanzhong also twitched the corner of his mouth, put down such a sentence, and turned around without hesitation, "Take a bath first."

Rin: "Huh?"

She hesitated for a moment, turned around and fell down on the soft sofa, picked up the manga and continued reading.

Zhong Yuanzhong also slept soundly that day, because he was really tired, so he put Rin in his arms and covered him with the quilt, and fell asleep not long after.

To be honest, Rin feels that she can stay up until the early hours of the morning, no matter what she does in the middle of the night, it is very interesting, she doesn't want to go to bed so early at all...but she doesn't think she can sneak out in front of a Hong Kong black cadre.

I had no choice but to give up without words.

For some reason, I always feel a little dizzy before going to bed, my mind is scattered, and I can't think about things.

That night, Rin had a dream.

She sticks out into the darkness, but floats upward until she gets closer and closer to the light source at the upper limit, and as the water rolls, she finally realizes belatedly that she is underwater.

That light is really dazzling, she thought calmly, then she stretched out her hand, and countless thread-like objects broke out of the water surface, entangled with the burning light, and dragged into the water.

The temperature seemed to burn her, but people couldn't help touching, hugging, wrapping and binding her again.

Rin opened his eyes blankly, raised his hand to touch the heat source, and touched a familiar face.

a little hungry.

She felt that she had swallowed a sip of water, and she was like a pedestrian who had been deprived of water for several days in the desert even though she was underwater. Only then did she feel that she seemed to be able to control her form, and she transformed into something more special." Matter", completely enveloping the light source and swallowing it.

It's so hot, it's going to be scalded, it's going to melt, Rin can only feel the pleasure that comes with the subtle pain all over his body, and he is obsessed and obsessed in this chaotic and disordered world until he goes crazy.

……

Rin was awakened, and the hand holding her wrist tightened slightly, and she opened her eyes to meet Zhong Yuanzhong's dark and unpredictable gaze.

...is it too hot?It was clear that the wind was piercingly cold outside, and the room was warm like spring, but the two of them seemed to have just rolled past some kind of stove, and their bodies exuded warmth with subtle colors.

This dream is... so strange.

Rin shrank his hands, pulled the collar up, and let a tiny drop of sweat slip into the collar.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Nakahara Chuya asked.

His voice sounded hoarse, as if he was suppressing something, and his head was a little dizzy, but it was not annoying.

"I'm dreaming." Rin hesitated for a second, then replied like this, her eyes suddenly frightened when she spoke.

Her voice seemed to be... as if she had experienced something, with an inexplicable ambiguity, which made her stunned.

Zhong Yuanzhong also tightened his grip on her wrist, frowning, with a forbearing expression on his face.

Silence suddenly spread between them.

"……Get up."

"……Um."

I don't know how to describe it, but it should be a not-so-good morning.

After that, when Nakahara Chu was away, Rin still stayed at home alone, as if nothing had changed, until... her head began to hurt more frequently, and messy images kept flashing in front of her eyes.

She felt cold and realized that her memory was about to be restored.

Although she always said that she was waiting for her memory to recover, in fact she was still resisting... In her mind, she was still an ordinary student who had just passed the exam and had no possessions.

There's nothing wrong with that...especially after she realizes what kind of person "Nakahara Rin" might be.

It's not disgust, it's just resistance, and some hesitation and fear.

...Why on earth did she become like that?

As long as she thinks about it a little bit, she will feel fear. The cruel reality will make people grow up. She doesn't want to recall those things, and it's not okay to just keep it the same, she knows.

Rin understands.

After all...if she wasn't like that.

She probably won't know Mr. Zhongyuan anymore.

The reality is really so cruel.

Who knows, after restoring her memory, will she be counted as "disappeared" or turned into an insignificant "corner" of her memory?

...I'm so unhappy.

Why is it so...not reconciled.

This kind of Rin disguised herself as if nothing had happened—she unexpectedly found that if she wanted to completely cover it up, it would take almost no effort, as if she had a talent for this.

Enduring the splitting headache, she showed a sweet smile, and held Chuya Nakahara's hand back home.

"Mr. Nakahara... Do you like me more now, or the 'me' from before?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked confused: "...huh?"

Don't wait what is the problem... How does he feel that there is a breath of death from the inside to the outside.

There was a light in Rin's eyes, and there was a bit of determination in it.

It's like Nankeyimeng's time together is coming to an end.

"If, I mean if..." Rin took a brisk step forward and planted a kiss on his lips.

Zhong Yuanzhong also opened his eyes wide, watching the tears overflowing from her closed eyes, which could not stop falling, and quickly retreated after the kiss, she bent her eyes, as if she didn't want him to see the emotion in her eyes.

——It would be nice if such an 'I' could leave traces on Mr. Nakahara's heart.

She didn't say it, just opened her lips.

Zhong Yuanzhong also held her arm tightly, feeling as if she suddenly lost strength, her pupils were dilated, and she fell backwards. If he hadn't been holding her, she must have fallen to the floor at this time.

……

Then the silver-haired girl froze her body and remained silent for a few seconds. When she moved again, she slowly stood up like a puppet that had just acquired a soul, and then raised her head.

The clear golden eyes are full of clarity and calmness, reflecting the appearance of Zhongye in the Central Plains like a water mirror.

"Mr. Zhongyuan, good morning."

...as always.

It seemed that nothing could disrupt her pace, interfere with her will and mood.

If the Rin at the time of amnesia was so soft that she could see the core of the bud by pushing it away with her hand, now she looks... obviously experienced the baptism of wind and rain, still covering up any scars, and can easily show a bright smile to outsiders.

"...What did you want to say just now?"

"Do you actually care about this kind of thing?" Rin opened his eyes slightly, and then waved his hand, "It's something that doesn't know the importance... forget it."

Very cute, very simple, the silhouette of myself in the past, just a dream during this period of time.