Life is on me [Comprehensive]

"hiss--"

"what happened?"

"No, it's nothing, Mr. Zhongyuan, don't move!"

"……oh oh."

Rin's hand holding the pen suddenly stopped and pressed the temple, and closed one eye. Although he tried his best to suppress the strange pain that seemed to tear her brain apart, it was still difficult to restrain the eyelids from twitching.

A little out of control... It was when I encountered Q a few days ago, thinking that it would take more effort to resist, it is better to follow directly into the brain hell, only to find that the ability that has been suppressed for a long time is like a branch that is about to bloom , absorbing nutrients, forcing her to go one step further.

For a long time, in order to reduce the possibility of the body being overwhelmed and collapsing as much as possible, she suppressed it as much as possible. She can last for a while, but as Qi Mujun said, some growth is unavoidable .

...she can bear it a little longer.

After Mr. Zhongyuan leaves, go find Mr. Qi Mu again.

Rin breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his eyes and continued to draw, the pencil slid down a line on the paper, and quickly outlined the figure of the red-haired young man leaning stiffly on the bed.

Zhong Yuanzhong also held the phone, but his eyes hardly fell on the screen.

He looked at Rin's slightly frowning eyebrows, and seemed a little uncomfortable, but she always said that it was her old headache and it was harmless... He still hasn't stopped her from smearing, just because of the smudges in her eyes. With light and smile.

She looks very happy.

"Do you like drawing?" He tilted his head slightly.

"I don't remember." Rin's hands didn't pause for a moment, and his eyes didn't even leave the paper in his hand. His tone stopped, and he said frankly, "Maybe I liked it before."

She drew very quickly, as if her hand was being guided by something, she put down the pen not long after, but she didn't show the piece of paper to Nakahara Nakaya, who was hesitating to speak, and opened the paper next to her. The drawers were stuffed in and locked.

Nakahara Chuya: "...won't you show me!"

"No." She answered calmly and firmly.

"I saw that there seemed to be..." in the drawer

"Also, don't show it."

"You?" Zhong Yuan was also taken aback, obviously shocked by Rin's calm and natural attitude, "Didn't you draw me? Why didn't you show me?"

"How should I put it..." Rin touched his chin with a questioning tone, "The girl's mind?"

"I don't deny the fact that you are a young girl, but you can't use this reason to perfuse me every time, can you?" Zhong Yuanzhong also twitched the corners of his mouth, but in the end he couldn't hold back her will. When he decided that he would not come forcefully, he raised his hand and pulled her back to the bed from the chair next to him, wrapped one arm around her waist, and supported her neck with the other hand, and kissed her.

Later, she agreed to go out to eat at a restaurant she likes, but when she got up, she suddenly said that she wanted to draw his portrait... It can only be said that because of the approaching business trip, Zhong Yuanzhong also followed her in almost everything , I'm afraid that her messy thoughts will get mixed up and trouble him again.

... It's not annoying, he really can't help it.

Rin half-closed her eyes, and a layer of mist formed in front of her eyes unconsciously. It was just the touching of lips, but it became deeper when Nakahara Chuya's hand was pulled closer to her waist.

Warm, soft, with endless gentleness, but inadvertently showing a bit of strength... her Mr. Zhongyuan.

The reality and the hallucinations left in front of her eyes made her head dizzy.

Rin was affected by the psychic hallucinations exerted by that weird-looking little boy. It's not like she couldn't control it in reverse, but... at that level, she would probably vomit blood.

In this case, Mr. Zhongyuan who rushed over would definitely be worried, so she held back abruptly.

The arms holding her at this moment are slender but still strong, as if they want to rub her into their arms and blend into one.

In the hallucination, Rin saw herself standing among the blood and corpses, holding a sharp weapon in her hand... She couldn't remember exactly what it was, maybe it was a slender kunai or a sharp needle, it should still be dripping The blood was bleeding, and then Zhong Yuanzhong raised his hand to pinch her neck and pressed her against the wall, staring at her with an unbelievable but painful expression that had to admit the reality, his blue eyes seemed to be full of sharp knives.

He tightened his hands, making it difficult for Rin, who didn't resist, to breathe.

She heard what was in front of her, said her former Mr. Nakahara.

"You go."

... If you say something that hates her against your will, saying that she cheated him, saying that she is not good, Rin will admit it all, but this is the only one that makes her feel hot eyes and sore nose. I can't even say half a sentence to explain and evade.

She was helpless, letting the tears slide down her cheeks.

In the past, she hated such useless things the most, because crying couldn't solve any problems at all, and she would use tears as a tool only on special occasions.

Rin shivered subconsciously, and Nakahara, who was holding her, turned his hand to support her head, as if sensing that she was not paying attention, he touched her palate with his tongue, causing her to make a "huh".

Bloody rain fell from the sky, mixing with her tears, trying to drown her.

Rin raised her hand and hugged Nakahara Chuya's neck, her legs were separated and clamped around his waist, the corners of her eyes were a little red, and a little bit of tears came out. When she felt the tip of her tongue being sucked again, she trembled and raised her eyes. Pushing away his shoulders, she gasped weakly, her chest heaving up and down, showing her restlessness.

The lingering reality and the split spirit caused her head and heart to experience a strange and unexpected stimulation caused by excessive oppression when she was in extreme pain.

This extra, subtle electric shock-like feeling made her a little dazed.

The bloody rain mixed with her bloody tears, finally covering her forehead.

Rin suddenly leaned over and pushed Nakahara Chuya's shoulders down until he was pushed to lie on the soft bed, one arm was lowered from her waist and rested on her forehead, his eyes were a little bit Ridiculous, and a bit playful.

If she is in hell, it will be...

Rin put her hand on his neck, just like what she did in the hallucination that day, her fingertips touched the dangerous area, as if she could take his life away in the next second...but she didn't.

She smiled, put a hand on Zhongyuan Zhongye's lips, and then gently kissed her lips on the back of her hand where Zhongya Zhongye's lips were originally.

The silver-white hair was inadvertently wrapped around Nakahara Chuya's fingertips, spread out on the bed, a little more charming, but disappeared completely when she let go of her hand.

Rin looked straight into his eyes and sighed: "Really, Mr. Zhongyuan is like this, I don't even want to go out." Her voice was brisk, and there was still a little regret in her eyes, maybe there was a deeper emotion rolling in her eyes. Emotions, but she concealed them completely, and then raised her hand to lift a piece of clothes above his belt, and under Zhong Yuanzhong's eyes of some astonishment, Yu was naked and thin, and instantly stiffened A kiss fell on the waist.

Rin could even feel the slight movement of him wanting to retreat for a moment, but stopped at the same spot, and she got off him immediately.

"Hey…!"

I saw Zhongyuan Zhongye pulling the quilt to cover half of his body, blushing and shouting angrily.

"Is it not possible? Is it really not possible? Mr. Zhongyuan really doesn't want to go to Wu with me before the business trip—" Her mouth was covered.

Rin looked at him speechlessly, full of regret and pity.

"stop!"

Rin raised her hand and tore off his wrist, expressing her heart under his gaze.

"In this case, even if I get divorced due to a change in my marriage, I will eat it anyway! Why not, the one who suffers from this kind of thing will never be..."

"No—! You cherish yourself a little bit!"

"But we're already married? Is Mr. Zhongyuan still thinking of pushing me to someone else after the divorce?"

Zhong Yuan was speechless for a while, then he raised his hand and rubbed her hair fiercely, his tone softened a bit, with a little stiffness that couldn't be concealed.

"I didn't want to divorce you, nor would I push you to someone else... just."

Enough is enough.

Is it...Isn't it, she has a chance to regret it anyway.

Zhongyuanzhong has thought about this more than once, hesitated, hesitated and then gave up thinking, and the cycle is endless and boundless.

Rin's pupils moved, and instead of pursuing what he hadn't finished speaking, he took his hand off his head, interlocked his fingers, and said softly, "It's okay, but you must give me an answer next time you come back."

"...I know, you have to think about it too."

Obviously, the beginning of their marriage was like a joke, but now they have to think about the next choice and path when they are separated, and think about the future of going hand in hand.

Incredible.

Even if two people hide many things from each other.

Nakahara didn't say what kind of wind and rain he would face after his business trip, and Rin didn't explain what kind of target she would encounter in Yokohama, but today they still packed their bags and went out for dinner holding hands.

This time, Lin chose the location, a barbecue shop not too far from Hong Kong and Hei. The shop is small, and the spicy aroma of meat mixed with soup and seasonings wafts out from inside.

"Welcome~ Hey, this isn't Rin Rin...huh?"

The proprietress was all smiles, and when she watched Rin come in holding someone's hand, her eyes froze suddenly.

"Mr. Zhong... Central Plains...?"

Zhong Yuan was also taken aback, pointing to himself: "Do you know me?"

"No, when I was on the road before, I saw the Oda couple on the side street where you helped..."

"Stop! I'm nothing... I don't have the habit of helping others!" Nakahara Chuya suddenly became a little angry, and refused to admit it angrily.

The proprietress sighed: "Yeah, yeah, this is exactly what Mrs. Oda said. I see, come here and sit down first. Since you are Xiao Lin's husband, I can rest assured..."

Zhongyuan Zhong was also at a loss for words.

"oh oh……"

"Just say what you want to eat, Xiao Lin always said that she likes the atmosphere here." The uncle wearing a hat next to him gave a thumbs up.

Yes, atmosphere.

The smell of smoke here is stronger... Zhongyuan Zhong also looked to the other side, and saw office workers laughing and chatting with beers, and a middle-aged woman with a child for dinner beside her.

He suddenly remembered the sunset that day, when he took Rin to the high-rise restaurant, Rin looked at the bright lights downstairs with his chin propped up.

... At this time, Zhong Yuan Zhong also felt that he seemed to be closer to her again.