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Gu Yansheng stared blankly at Wen Niannan, Grade [-] and [-] written in the diary, and suddenly thought of something when he saw the letters GYS and WNN.

"GYSWNN is...Gu Yansheng and Wen Niannan"

The diary in his hand seems to be attracting him to open it, but the diary is locked and cannot be opened without a password.

Gu Yansheng tried a few passwords, Wen Niannan's birthday, Wen's mother's birthday, still wrong.

Gu Yansheng looked down at the white coat in his hand and then at the diary, a look of astonishment flashed in his eyes.

He tried the combination...the combination lock unlocked...

"It turned out to be this password..."

The password is Gu Yansheng's birthday...

Gu Yansheng took a deep breath and slowly opened the diary, and found that the date of the diary was actually written from M9, when Wen Niannan was only fourteen or five years old...

The first article was written by Wen's mother, but when he turned to the second... the third... Gu Yansheng's hand holding the diary froze, and his eyes were full of disbelief.

July 9, M7

"Today I went to see my mother and brought her favorite lilies to my mother. Every time I miss her, I will play the piano left by my mother, as if she is still with me. Father hasn't had a meal with me for a long time. It's dinner time, and no one will talk to me, but now that I bought a diary, I can write my words in it. 』

July 9, M7

"My father said to take me to the banquet, but I didn't want to go, I was afraid to see those children, but I agreed to make my father happy, it seems to be a banquet of the Gu family, a very powerful company, I hope there will be I love cakes. 』

July 9, M7

"I am so happy that I went to the banquet today. I met an angel. He seemed to be shining in a white dress. He saved me who was deliberately locked up by those children. He is the best-looking and the best-sounding person I have ever seen. , it turns out that his name is Gu Yansheng, he is the heir of the Gu Group, his name is really nice, I really want to be friends with him. 』

July 9, M7

"Today, I pestered my father to the banquet, and I saw him again. He was still surrounded by everyone, and he was still the most dazzling existence, but I didn't dare to talk to him. Sitting on the sidelines and looking at him was already very painful." I'm so happy, I hope one day I can dare to talk to him. 』

July 9, M8

"Today I saw Gu Yansheng again at the banquet. This time he talked to me, and he handed me a handkerchief to wipe the water stains on my body.

Embroidered with his name, I was so happy, I giggled for a long time, as if he saw it, he is really gentle and has a nice voice. 』

July 9, M8

"During this time, when school was over, I would run from school to Gu Yansheng's school to watch him secretly. His school is far away. Before I arrived, he had already been picked up by the housekeeper, but today I saw him. He I walked back instead of taking a car. I secretly followed him and looked at him. He seemed to have found me. I was a little afraid to follow. It’s not very polite. I’m very happy to see him today. Come back tomorrow . 』

September 9, M9…

"I saw him again today, I am so happy, he is wearing a blue coat today..."

July 9, M9

"It's raining today, he didn't have an umbrella, I secretly put my umbrella in the place where he was waiting for the driver, I got a fever when I came home in the rain..."

September 9, M9…

"He was wearing a white fringed jacket today, and he still chose to walk back by himself. It turned out that he went to Zhou Yuanfeng's house..."

—Until June M10...the diary is all about Gu Yansheng, and the lines are full of the secret love of an ignorant teenager.

Gu Yansheng's hands were trembling as he flipped through the diaries. He didn't expect that Wen Niannan had known him before high school.

It was mentioned in the diary that he gave a handkerchief, and Gu Yansheng remembered that he once gave a handkerchief to a child.

At that time, the man played a piece of music on the piano in the corner of the banquet, and he heard it. He liked the sound of the piano very much and thought that this child was very talented.

At that time, he went to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette, and when he saw the man who was angry with the water-stained clothes by the sink, he thought it was very childish and cute, so he gave him the handkerchief.

But I didn't expect that person to be Wen Niannan...

And the person who has been following him...

When he was in high school, he often felt that someone was staring at him, until one time when he went to Zhou Yuanfeng's house without taking a car, that person followed him, and he saw the evasive boy following behind, but he didn't expose it.

For the next few months the boy kept showing up near his school, but each time he wore a hat or bowed his head so that his face could not be seen clearly.

A few times, out of curiosity, Gu Yansheng deliberately hid in a corner to watch his reaction, and couldn't help laughing when he saw the boy panicked when he couldn't find anyone.

Later, he began to walk to Zhou Yuanfeng's house deliberately without taking a car, and every time he could see the boy following him, but he just refused to talk to him, and then he would turn his head every time to see if the boy was following behind him.

Once the boy didn't follow him for two days after it rained, and Gu Yansheng kept looking behind him frequently.

"Master, what are you looking for?" the butler asked suspiciously.

Gu Yansheng looked at the empty back, a look of disappointment flashed in his eyes: "It's nothing, I want to walk back, you don't have to follow me."

Two days later, the boy finally reappeared, Gu Yansheng had a smile that he didn't notice, Zhou Yuanfeng asked him if he had made friends, but Gu Yansheng didn't say anything.

But after the kidnapping happened... He spent several months in the hospital for his injuries, and when he came back, he found that the boy had disappeared... He never saw the boy who was following him again.

It turns out...during the two days when he was missing, he fell ill in the rain...the boy who followed him was Wen Niannan...

After the kidnapping, Wen Niannan spent half a year recuperating from his injuries in the hospital...how could he still appear behind him after he was discharged from the hospital...

Gu Yansheng held the diary tightly, and said with a choked voice: "How stupid are you... that you have remembered for so long just because others treat you a little bit, idiot, you will be easily deceived... I am not gentle at all... You hurt..."

Gently flipped through the diary and continued to read, but Gu Yansheng's breathing stopped when he saw the date, and his face instantly turned pale.

June of M10...is when the kidnapping happened...

July 10, M6

"I found that I fell in love with Gu Yansheng, but I didn't dare to say it, how could I tell him if I didn't even dare to tell him, I was afraid that he would think I was a lunatic and hate me, but I really like him, and I have been dreaming about him lately. When I dreamed of him, he smiled nicely, he was smiling at me with his head tilted, I was so happy. 』

Gu Yansheng gently caressed the neat and beautiful font with his hand, his eyes were full of bitterness.

June 10, M6...the day before the kidnapping

"I want to muster up the courage to confess my love to him, but I am very scared... He doesn't know me at all now. I want to take the initiative to talk to him when I follow him tomorrow. Let him know me first and be a friend first. I told my father that I want to go. In Gu Yansheng's high school, he was going to be a sophomore. I wanted to skip the first grade and go to the sophomore too. My father agreed, and I could be in the same school as him after the summer vacation. I was so happy that I couldn't sleep. 』

The diary is gone... Gu Yansheng flipped through more than a dozen pages and there was nothing... It was blank...

Gu Yansheng's eyes turned red in an instant, and he fell to the ground and stared blankly at the blank space...

"It turns out that you were going to take the initiative to talk to me that day... It turns out that we could have known each other and become friends at that time. I have been waiting for you to take the initiative to talk to me, but I didn't expect it to come..."

On the day of the kidnapping, my mother asked the housekeeper to drive him to the company, but the housekeeper’s car broke down and asked him to take a taxi. He just walked to the alley and wanted to go to the opposite side of the road to take a taxi, but he was kidnapped...

Gu Yansheng refused to admit defeat and continued to turn the page, page by page, and finally saw the beautiful and neat font again after dozens of pages.

July 10, M12

"I came back from the hospital...I survived...but this is not what I wanted. It is more painful to live than to die. The pain in my body and the pain in my heart...I am awakened by nightmares every day...I feel like I am going crazy ...'

"Dr. Li said that my mental condition has recovered very well, but I am not suitable to go back to school. I refused him, and I must go to school.I promised him to go to the hospital every day to see a doctor, he agreed, and I can go back. 』

July 11, M1

"I went to see my mother today and knelt for a long time in front of her tombstone. I lost her necklace. I lost the most cherished necklace she had been wearing all her life. She must be very sad. I'm sorry... Mom . 』

March 2,

"I saw the person who was with Gu Yansheng. He was newly transferred half a year ago. His name is Shen Luoan. He said that he was Gu Yansheng's savior. Gu Yansheng pampered him and treated him well. His classmates said he was easy to get along with." man, but he is not. 』

July 11, M3

"My song was stolen by him. Gu Yansheng said that I framed him. No matter what I said, he would not believe it. This is Shen Luoan's purpose. He warned me not to think about Gu Yansheng, otherwise I will pay the price. He did it. He used it I have post-traumatic fear of the dark and contact, so that everyone isolates me and hates me. 』

July 11, M5

"I met a person who likes me playing the piano, he lives like the sun, as warm as my favorite sunflower. 』

July 17, M6

"Like him for 8 years... Finally I married him... The ring is so beautiful, I will wear it for the rest of my life and never take it off, my father said this marriage will be very difficult, but I will try my best to protect it. 』

This is the last diary entry...

Gu Yansheng blurted out when he saw a few words, it was tears...

Tears dripped onto the handwriting and blurred the words...Wen Niannan shed it while writing...

But there are also traces of tears dripping on it under the handwriting... But this is not like the traces of many years ago... It seems that it hasn't been long since it dripped.

There is a slightly long strand of hair in the gap of the diary...Wen Niannan used to have short hair, and the slightly long hair was kept before the divorce to cover the scars...

Gu Yansheng suddenly thought of something and froze, his red eyes were instantly filled with distress and pain, and tears fell down his chin onto the diary...

"Niannian...were you reading this diary before the divorce?"

The tears on this... Wen Niannan shed before the divorce...

The author has something to say

Ask for a ticket!Poor poor child!