Kicked the groom out of bed on the wedding day

In fact, Yan Shili seldom cried. Although he experienced so much pain during the treatment, the number of times he shed tears was very few.

When she knew that Qi He would not go abroad and had a girlfriend, Yan Shili's heart-piercing pain was hundreds and thousands of times worse than the treatment process.

However, he persevered, even to confirm that he had traveled abroad once in order to see Qi He on the other side.

Yan Shili stayed far away, and hid away from Qi He for a few days. During that time, his body relapsed, so he was still very weak.

See Qi He don't get out of school every day, go out on a date with Lan Xiyu, or hang out with friends.

He is indeed living a good life, so Yan Tiantian always advises him not to feel too guilty all the time. After all, compared to himself, Qi Hebie is really too lucky.

Yan Shili didn't know how he spent those few days, obviously he should have met someone he missed, every minute and every second passed quickly, but he felt that the seconds seemed like years.

I'm happy that he can live a good life, but I feel heartbroken because of the sweetness between him and his girlfriend.

Even if he walked past Qi Hebie, he was just a strange passer by Qi Hebie, and Qi Hebie wouldn't even look at him.

Yan Shili sometimes thinks, he risked his life to save himself, why should he forget him?

New life, new lover, new environment.

All of these belonged to Qi He, but Yan Shili had nothing.

He lives in his guilty memory, and he can never get out of it.

Yan Shili's crying shoulders shook, as if the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing.

Han Lang knelt down beside him, wiped his tears with a tissue, and tried to comfort him.

But after thinking about it, it might as well let him vent.

So Han Lang looked at him in silence, wiping his tears from time to time.

Some people say that the tears that flow out when you are sad are bitter, and probably it is true, because it is really sad.

However, Han Lang didn't want Yan Shili to cry all the time. The crystals of sad tears were sharp, and every time he cried, it seemed to hurt him.

"It's no big deal. If it doesn't work, just divorce. What do you owe him? He is living a good life now. You have been guilty for so many years. You should try to feel relieved."

He touched Yan Shili's cheek and said softly.

Yan Shili raised his eyes to look at him, gasping for breath from crying, he didn't want to be like this, he didn't have any manliness at all, but how could he control his emotions?

Laugh when you are happy, cry when you are unhappy.

Aren't all people like this, it's just that people who grow up learn to endure and become strong.

But the sad mood will not go away.

"He said Lan Xiyu would be in pain, but so would I. I...I've been in pain for so many years, but he never knew."

"I don't have to worry about things with him before. Before that, it hurt when I fell from a height, and it hurt when he tied me with a belt. He didn't care about me, or he was as anxious as before."

"Obviously... Obviously I was with him first, didn't I? How could he treat me like that!"

"I'm in so much pain! I'm really in pain!!"

"It hurts so much to like someone, I know I'm sorry for him, so I've been trying my best to make it up, but why is he..."

Yan Shili spoke incoherently, her voice was hoarse and trembling, and her tears kept flowing.

Han Lang looked at him and said that he was very sad. He had seen Yan Shili's treatment process and knew how difficult it was for him.

However, who can say for sure about feelings, not to mention that Qi Hebie has lost his memory.

He didn't forget anyone, but he only forgot his favorite Yan Shili.

Qi Hebie must be punishing Yan Shili, that's why he behaved like this.

"I know you're not feeling well, but... you should think about it, divorce might be better for your situation." Han Lang persuaded him again.

Yan Shili shook her head: "No, I won't get a divorce, don't even think about it."

"What about three years later? They are going to leave anyway, and you have seen his attitude towards you. Now that the ex-girlfriend is back, do you have any position?"

Han Lang couldn't hold back, and accidentally spoke more emphatically, and then he found that Yan Shili's whole body froze.

Although what he said was not wrong at all, Yan Shili still couldn't accept this reality.

"No... As long as, as long as I sleep with him, yes! Just sleep, he will not abandon me."

Yan Shili grabbed Han Lang's hand fiercely, suddenly became a little nervous, and repeatedly said no, go to bed and so on.

Han Lang frowned and looked at him. He really couldn't stand his appearance, as if he was in a daze. He didn't have the noble appearance of the young master before.

He held Yan Shili's hand instead, and said cruelly: "Stop lying to yourself, if you don't like it, you don't like it. Do you think he will soften his heart?"

"It is absolutely true that a man can separate the mind from the body."

Yan Shili stopped talking, he seemed to be suddenly discouraged, and sat listlessly.

Han Lang wiped away the dry tears on his face, then rubbed his hair, and let him relax for a while before continuing.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to get a divorce, just get some sleep, and I'll take you home now?"

Yan Shili nodded silently.

After growing up, Yan Shili did not like to cry very much, but in Han Lang's impression, Yan Shili often cried when he was a child, because he would use crying as his weapon.

When they were playing together, if Yan Shili was dissatisfied with something, he would start playing tricks, and if no one followed him, Yan Shili would burst into tears.

Then everyone around will know that their ass is going to play next.

Yan Shili's cry was the sound of an alarm, and as soon as it sounded, no one could avoid being beaten except himself.

He is the one who looks the most like a girl among a group of children, and he has been spoiled since he was a child.

Normally, boys are willing to play with him. Although Yan Shili will be punished for his unreasonable troubles, everyone still looks for Yan Shili one after another.

What I still remember very clearly is that Yan Shili was confessed by many boys, and they all said that they would marry Yan Shili and go home as their daughter-in-law when they grew up.

Qi Hebie was also one of those kids at the time, but he wasn't one of them who confessed, he was the bad guy who beat up the person who confessed to Yan Shili.

Children are not sensible, so a group of people besieged Qi Hebie when they fought, but they couldn't beat Qi Hebie.

As for Yan Shili, he would look like a person who stayed out of it, watching them fight for him from a distance, and then cried a few times, calling in the beating people, and finally everyone was taught a lesson by the adults.

When Han Lang was a child, he thought Yan Shili was bad, but he was still willing to get close to Yan Shili, because someone was born attractive and seductive.

For those simple children, Yan Shili seems to be a huge and extremely sweet candy, which is always mouth-watering.

When Yan Shili and Qi Hebie met for the first time, Yan Shili gave Qi Hebie a special gift with a big cry.

Qi Hebie didn't hold any grudges at all at that time, but went to play with Yan Shili every day after that.

Children always have a lot of weird but extremely simple thoughts, to Qi Hebie, Yan Shili seemed to cry into his heart.

Since then, he vowed never to let this little beauty, who is prettier than flowers, cry as if she has the whole spring.

However, Yan Shili's crying was beyond his control, but before the kidnapping incident, he did not let Yan Shili cry because of him.

Qi He didn't have much affection in the past, but now he is even more cruel.

When playing house with girls, they all hope that Qi He will not be their groom, but Qi He doesn't just want Yan Shili as a bride.

Then Yan Shili would ignore Qi He for several weeks, calling him shameless.

Qi Hebie would always approach him shamelessly, anyway, Yan Shili would forgive him in the end.

Even if Yan Shili didn't respond and did something wrong, he still felt it was his fault, and the best thing to do was to give in first.

When I was a child, I didn’t know what love was. I liked it when I liked it. I was willing to share it with you. I was willing to give you my most precious things. I was willing to get close to you and accompany you. It was much purer and cleaner than the world of adults. Sometimes Yan Shili would regret herself very much. I didn't cherish that time before, and took all the good things Qi Hebie did to him for granted, and even didn't care.

He had long forgotten where he threw the gifts that Qi Hebie gave him.

Now that the retribution is coming, Qi Hebie probably doesn't even bother to prepare a birthday present for him.

In those past days, it was like Yan Shili was spending ahead of time. In the future, he didn't have enough bargaining chips to repay the happiness that he gained with little effort.

It's useless for him to regret. People always regret and feel sad after the incident, thinking that all mistakes can be alleviated by that.

But in fact, none of the results can be changed.

There is no medicine for regret in the world, but such and such experiences are experiences and lessons. People always have to learn to change, so as not to fall into the same pit a second time.

Unfortunately, Yan Shili is a stubborn person.

He regretted it, but it was difficult to change, because he was used to being catered to, and he was born arrogant.

What's wrong with Yan Shili?The fault is the person who doesn't love him.

To shirk responsibility and not to change his mind, Yan Shili is a bad person.

The relationship between him and Qi Hebie has always been chasing and being chased, running in the sea of ​​spring flowers, beautiful and illusory.

Qi Hebie, who had always been the active side, suddenly stopped on a certain day, which was a special blow to Yan Shili.

Qi He didn't just stop, he was slowly disappearing, turning into a fluttering butterfly, about to fly far away.

And Yan Shili was imprisoned in the beautiful spring forever.