Kicked the groom out of bed on the wedding day

The familiar feeling of pain once again crawled all over the body, and the whole body seemed to be trapped in a huge dark vortex, and was instantly swept away by the sea water coming from the pavement.

The process of falling was slow and tormenting, and the bone-chilling fear gradually spread upward from the soles of the feet, to the tailbone, back, and directly to the brain nerves.

He wanted to struggle, to break through the piercing pain, but he could only sink powerlessly.

Suddenly, a feeling like an electric shock made him tremble, and his body began to be invaded by the scorching heat of the fire, making him drowsy and more weak.

Alternating cold and scalding, he could only be like a lamb who accepted his slaughter, drowning in boundless pain.

Yan Shili knew that he was having a nightmare again, but he still couldn't break free, as if that fear would bind him for the rest of his life, and he would never be able to return to normal.

No matter how he resists, he can't drive it away, and he will live with it forever and ever.

He was strangled by the neck, like a dead fish lying on the cutting board, waiting for the thing to raise the knife and fall, and completely lost his breath.

But Yan Shili didn't want to die, he opened his mouth and panted heavily, just to be able to survive, and then ran to Qi He's other appointment facing the colorful sunset glow and the warm breeze in summer.

So he struggled even more desperately, his chest heaving violently, looking at the dazzling light above his head, feeling his weak but still beating heart.

There is a lot of noise in my ears, the sound of tools touching, the sound of talking and talking, and the sound of sad crying, from far to near and then from near to far.

He could no longer tell where or when the voices came from, but was forced to accept the stream of words that streamed into his ears.

Sudden pain came from the back of his hand, and Yan Shili finally opened his eyes slowly. He saw the cloud-shaped lamp hanging from the ceiling, and realized that this was his room.

His head was still very dizzy, someone put a cool palm on his forehead, and it was removed after a while.

Yan Shili moved her body, as if she was greedy for the icy cold feeling just now.

The man froze for a moment, and put the back of his hand on Yan Shili's side face, Yan Shili rubbed against it, and closed his eyes.

"How is he? Is his fever serious?" Ling Tao asked worriedly.

Seeing that Yan Shili had slept for too long, she was afraid that he would make his stomach feel uncomfortable if he didn't eat for a long time, so Wang Ma came up to call him, but no one answered, and when he came in, he saw his face was red and burned. unconscious.

Although Yan Shili has been treated for so long and needs to rest every now and then, some of the body's immune functions have been destroyed, so it is common to get sick and have a fever.

The family was used to this matter, but they were worried every time. Seeing Wang Ma going downstairs with a nervous expression on her face, Ling Tao was so frightened that she hurriedly called the doctor.

"It's not too heavy, let's hang a bottle of water first." Zuo Jingnian shook his head, looked at Yan Shili's flushed face, and replaced the back of his hand with the palm of his hand.

"That's good. I've already called his brother and told him to come back after solving a troublesome matter in the company." Ling Tao heaved a sigh of relief.

Zuo Jingnian nodded, turned to look at her and said, "Go ahead, I'll just watch him here."

"Then I'll trouble you." Ling Tao left the room after finishing speaking.

Zuo Jingnian turned his head, looked at the speed of water dripping from the bottle, then moved his hand away, pulled a chair and sat beside Yan Shili's bed.

He looked at Yan Shili's face in light sleep, with his slightly open mouth exhaling in small mouthfuls, his brows were a little more relaxed than before.

Suddenly, Zuo Jingnian suddenly remembered the first time he saw Yan Shili.

It was probably the end of summer at that time, and the heat of S City had not faded away, and the night breeze brushed against the skin with heat, which was unbelievably gentle.

At that time, Zuo Jingnian had just finished the college entrance examination. After playing for more than two months, he packed up and prepared to enter university. According to his father's intention, he wanted him to study in China for two years before going abroad.

Most of Zuo's family are engaged in the medical industry. His father, Zuo Yi, is a well-known surgeon in China. Under his father's plan, Zuo Jingnian would naturally follow the path he paved. Yes, I don't have any comments.

On the night when he packed his things, Zuo Yi told him a lot of things, most of which revolved around the topic of 'how to be a good doctor'.

Zuo Jingnian had often heard such words since he could remember, and he became a little annoyed.

Later, Zuo Yi talked about the topic of "life" to him, which was quite heavy.

Zuo Yi is an excellent surgeon. Many lives have been 'resurrected' from him, but there are also many lives that cannot be saved.

And Zuo Jingnian's mother is an obstetrician and gynecologist. She has seen too many births, and of course some died.

They have a thorough understanding of the matter of life and death, and they naturally hope that Zuo Jingnian can treat it correctly in the future.

When Zuo Jingnian was still young, they raised a sparrow for Zuo Jingnian, hoping to educate him and cultivate his view of emotions.

But he didn't expect Zuo Jingnian to starve the little sparrow to death, and even kicked it out of the door cruelly, without even looking at it.

The couple were shocked by Zuo Jingnian's unusual indifference, and even took him to see a doctor, but it turned out that there was no problem.

Fortunately, although Zuo Jingnian was a little cold-blooded, after being taught a lesson by Zuo Yi, he was no longer so cold-blooded, but his feelings were a little less than ordinary people.

Maybe when I become a doctor and see those deaths, I won't be too sad to cause a psychological breakdown, which is not a bad thing.

Zuo Jingnian's views on "life" have always been very indifferent, he thinks that death is a good thing, and he really doesn't understand those people who want to live desperately, it is so painful.

But then Zuo Jingnian changed his view, he began to understand that some people's belief in wanting to live can overcome everything.

Because he met Yan Shili.

That night, before Zuo Yi finished talking with him, he was rushed back to the hospital by a phone call.

Zuo Yi underwent a long operation for three full days, and stayed in the hospital all day afterward and never went home.

Since the school is in this city and not far from home, Zuo Jingnian did not live in the school. At the end of the military training, he heard from his mother that his father had not come back for a while, and she was too busy to touch the ground, so Zuo Jingnian let Zuo Jingnian Grab some chicken soup, go to see him and accompany him.

In Zuo Jingnian's impression, Zuo Yi had never been busy with such a long and intensive work, almost unable to leave the boy in the intensive care unit for a moment.

The first time he saw Yan Shili was through the small window of the hospital's sterile room. He saw the most medical tubes put on the patients in his life.

Zuo Jingnian was shocked, his heart was beating wildly, thinking like that, could he really survive?

And Yan Shili proved with facts that he could indeed.