Kicked the groom out of bed on the wedding day

Yan Shili didn't quite remember how many days she hadn't had a nightmare, but in the last few days she started to relapse again, and even her internal organs started to ache.

He knew that his own psychological reasons were at work, but he had no way to control it.

Fortunately, he doesn't have much work, so he can take a rest when he has nothing to do.

Si Tingzhi said he would settle the matter at the playground before, so there was no follow-up.

Yan Shili went to ask the bodyguards who protected him, and the answer he got was that they were suddenly trapped, and he promised that they would not do it again in the future.

It's hard not to make people wonder if it was premeditated, otherwise how could it be such a coincidence, and dare to do it in a crowded playground.

But that person really didn't have any big intentions, and after thinking about it, it was just to scare him. Wouldn't it be more appropriate to just cover his mouth and nose with medicine like many years ago?

Yan Shili still forced herself not to think about it anymore, thinking about this kind of thing too much would only make him more afraid.

The people who made an appointment in the store today have all been served, so Yan Shili plans to leave work early.

As soon as he stood up, he saw Si Tingzhi coming in.

"Why are you here, Ru Yang?" Yan Shili asked.

Si Tingzhi sat down on the sofa, and replied to Yan Shili's words: "I'll take it home first."

Yan Shili made him a cup of tea, then straightened her back to do it: "Is there anything you can do for me?"

Si Tingzhi smiled and took out an exquisite box, then opened it and placed it on the table in front, and pushed it towards Yan Shili towards him.

"I have a red Taaffeite here, and I want you to see if it's real."

Yan Shili looked down at the not-so-big gemstone, and suddenly reached out to touch her neck.

He forgot to return the ring to Qi He, after all, they were divorced, and the taffi stone on this ring was passed down from generation to generation by the Qi family.

Find a chance to return someday.

Yan Shili made preparations and put on white gloves.

He was very serious and focused when looking at the gemstones, and the beautiful luster of the gemstones reflected in his eyes, shining brightly.

Taaffeite is a very, very rare gem and is very popular with collectors.

Most taffi stones cannot reach the gem level, so although there is a certain amount of production, taffi stones as gemstones are still very rare. The most important producing areas of taffi stones are mainly in Sri Lanka, M countries, Z countries and Tanzania. Both have been found in the TUNDURU region. ① In 1983, a gem-grade Tafi stone was also discovered in Myanmar. Of course, most of the Tafei stone in the world still comes from the capital of gemstones - Sri Lanka. ②There are not many pears of this level in the Yan family, at least Yan Shili has never been seen in his own home.

This one from the Qi family is considered a big one, and the color is also very beautiful. It is very meaningful to choose to inherit it.

Although Si Tingzhi's is not big, its clarity and color are not bad.

This kind of gemstone is a bit difficult for Yan Shili, so it took a long time to look at it.

He put the gemstone back to its original position, then looked at Si Tingzhi.

"In terms of its color and clarity, it is indeed a very good gemstone."

Although Taaffeite is very rare, its price is still much lower than that of 4C diamonds. Due to the lack of a more authoritative grading system for Taaffeite, there are generally defects in the clarity and color of Taaffeite. , which is one of the reasons why it can't turn into a hot gem. ③Si Tingzhi crossed his legs and sat in a very relaxed posture.

"This was originally a wedding gift I planned to give to Ru Yang's mother. I can imagine how beautiful she would be wearing this ruby, but unfortunately..."

"Perhaps she likes pink more, it is indeed the color that can make women fascinated by dreams."

Yan Shili didn't say a word, the one he was wearing around his neck was pink and very big, he thought that no one could refuse it.

"It's your wish anyway, she will be happy," he said.

Si Tingzhi tapped his fingers on his leg, and he looked at Yan Shili, his eyes full of unknown meaning.

"Happiness? I used to naively think that we would be happy, but that was just my fantasy."

"So people, you have to look forward. Do you think I'm right?"

He always spoke so slowly and gracefully that Yan Shili always felt that he was asking her with other meanings.

On a deeper level, Yan Shili felt a little weird.

"People...have to look forward, and living in the past will become painful." Yan Shili lowered his eyes, he could feel that feeling very well.

"Then what if he doesn't want to look forward?" Si Tingzhi asked again.

If you are unwilling to look forward, you can only circle in circles, or even be trapped in the maze of memories.

"If that would be better for him, then why not." Yan Shili looked up at him.

"I used to think about what the meaning of life is. Maybe each one is different, so the choice will be different."

"Whether he wants to start a new life and let go of the past, or sleeps in those past memories and doesn't want to wake up, as long as he feels happier."

But he felt that few people would feel happy, and Yan Shili himself felt too painful, so he wanted to escape in time, even though the process was still not smooth.

And the new life can't completely replace the memories, make him reborn, and abandon everything before heartlessly.

But at least it can reduce some burden and pressure. If that choice makes you happy, it doesn't matter how you choose, doesn't it?

"Do you really think so?" Si Tingzhi turned his head, his tone suddenly became a little cold for some reason.

"Pain is something that is hard to forget, even accompanied by hatred, ah yes, hatred is the hardest thing to let go of."

Yan Shili didn't know what he wanted to express, and had been talking about some inexplicable topics since just now. Is there any connection between these and his coming to appraise gems today?

He himself is very reluctant to discuss these things with people, because he can empathize too much.

"Do you want to know how Ruyang's mother left?" Si Tingzhi looked at Yan Shili again.

Yan Shili suddenly felt that his eyes had gained substance, which made people feel the pressure.

He didn't know if he was thinking too much, but it was true that he was not so relaxed.

But in fact, from the very beginning, when Yan Shili was alone with Si Tingzhi, she would feel a little nervous unconsciously, especially when he was looking at her.

"It was a rainy night, the rain was splashing——" Si Tingzhi began to speak with emotion, "The woman rushed into the beautiful rain curtain happily and eagerly, as if performing a musical."

"But then came, boom—"

"There was bright red blood all over the ground, and her beautiful white dress was stained red, but it was quickly washed away by the rain."

"Women's legs can no longer walk."

"She started to break down mentally and was in tears all day long, and nothing could make her happy."

"Finally one day, she couldn't take it anymore and ran out of the cage that made her miserable."

"The biting wind by the sea messed up her seaweed-like hair, and her skin was as pale as a ghost crawling out of hell."

"But she said that what she yearns for most is the sea, so—"

"She sank into it without hesitation."

"Eternal sleep."

Yan Shili felt chills all over, and now he even felt terrified whenever he heard the sea.

Si Tingzhi's calmness didn't seem to be talking about his wife's death, he was more like an indifferent bystander.

"Why? You obviously have such a lovely girl, how could you..."

Yan Shili was very puzzled, this matter was really weird.

"It's been... many, many years since she died. Probably how old you were at that time." Si Tingzhi smiled, "Sure enough, people's memory starts to get bad when they get old."

Yan Shili was completely stunned, what did he mean by that?

If they had been dead for so long, where did Si Ruyang, who was only a few years old, come from?

He looked at Si Tingzhi in confusion, and wanted to ask, but was afraid of offending him.

"Uh...that looks like him?" Isn't his biological mother his wife?

"Ru Yang? Of course Ru Yang is her child." Si Tingzhi stood up, straightened his clothes, and suddenly approached Yan Shili.

"Do you know why I'm telling you this today?" he asked.

Yan Shili shook her head.

"Ruyang is a very special child, he has never really met his mother, and you are his favorite person so far."

"Of course, I didn't want you to be his mother when I said that, I just wanted to say, you are so good to him, and when he gradually depends on you, if one day we have to separate, will it hurt a lot? "

"What happened at the playground hit him hard, and I don't want him to be traumatized in any way."

"You also said that people still have to look forward. The past events have too much influence on people."

"So... I still plan to pursue you."

As Si Tingzhi said, he suddenly bent down and approached Yan Shili. He gently pinned Yan Shili's long hair behind his ears, and then stood up straight again.

"Let's let the past go, what do you think?" The deep sea in Si Tingzhi's eyes was bottomless, making it hard to figure out what he chose.

At least Yan Shili didn't see what he wanted to let go of. He had been genuinely liked before, so he wasn't moved by Si Tingzhi's few words.

He even felt threatened, not liked at all.

Yan Shili's eyes faltered for a moment, and then he faltered.

"I think...it should be over, and you should feel the same way, right?"

Si Tingzhi laughed.