[Net King] Xiamu Shady

Theme, how could I not guess it? "

"..."

I stopped looking at her, passed her and left, then raised my hand and waved, "You really don't have the potential to be a lobbyist, puff."

Ando Yuki appears in my life with a very high frequency. I admit that she is indeed as Xia Mu said, very cheerful and nice, and being with her makes people feel very comfortable.I caught a glimpse of her bright smile from the corner of my eye one time, and for a moment I seemed to see Natsuki Takaichi smiling at me while holding a box of tempura.Unsurprisingly, I gradually accepted that she frequently appeared by my side. After chatting with her more topics, I found that she can also give me a very relaxed feeling, just like Xia Mu. There is no need to restrain yourself from worrying about anything.

In the last semester of the third year of high school, I accepted Yuki Ando.

But I never got along with Xia Mu like I did in the first year of high school.

Time passed quickly, and when Yuki Ando and I both graduated from university, I proposed to her.After so many years without a rift in our relationship, I think Yuki Ando may be the most suitable person for me.

At the wedding banquet, I saw Xia Mu again after a long absence.The Hayakawa family moved during this period, and I haven't seen her since then, and it's been four or five years.She hasn't changed much, but her face is paler, and she looks like she is holding on to her spirit. This is not like the lively and gentle girl in my memory.

Within a few days I knew why.

Advanced gastric cancer.

"Masaji? Masaji!"

Yuki Ando's voice was repeated several times beside my ear, but I was still holding the phone that I had hung up on in a daze.

When I saw her lying on the bed at Xia Mu's house, I stood there stiff for a long time before I walked to her bed and sat down.Her face was pale, but she tried her best to smile, "King Ni, haven't we had a good chat for a long time?"

I was silent and did not answer her words.I worked hard for a long time before I finally opened my palm and held her warm hand. The temperature seemed to remind me that she was still there. After a moment of peace of mind, there was a surge of sorrow like a sea.

What I wanted to say lingered on my lips for a long time, and finally, I put on a relaxed expression, "Xia Mu, I heard from your mother that your illness is gradually improving, and when you recover, we will go have a good meal together. How about the old rules, AA?"

Xia Mu twitched his lips in dissatisfaction, "King Ren, you are too stingy, to celebrate my recovery, of course you should treat me!"

"Okay." After I agreed, I continued without saying anything in my heart: If you can get better, I can treat you to whatever you want, and I can tell you what kind of unpalatable food you want... as long as you get better.

Unfortunately, she is not recovering.

This is simply a joke played by God with all of them, and everyone is involved in it, watching some of them enjoy happiness and some suffer from sorrow.

I remembered the reunion of the former tennis club main election not long ago, Shinohara Naka snuggled up next to Yukimura Seichi and smiled sweetly.

I didn't tell Xia Mu that she was the most painful person in the joke arranged by God, how could I use other people's happiness to aggravate her pain.

I can't sit still.

Finally stood up, before leaving, I asked her, "Xia Mu... do you regret it? It's been ten years."

She was slightly startled.

I know she must know what I'm talking about.

After a long silence, she replied nonchalantly, "Regret...is it useful? Do it again, I will still..."

I don't want to hear any more.I really want to grab her by the shoulders and tell her that the person she loves with care and joy is already by someone else's side.

...I really want to tell her that I never really gave up on her for a moment.

After leaving Hayakawa's house, I walked slowly down the street and stopped suddenly.

There seemed to be a 15-year-old girl on the street. She was looking at her watch frequently, and she turned her head to see me by chance, and then said in a complaining and cheerful tone, "King Ni, you are too late, it's okay. Today is your treat."

Then, it disappeared.Nothing is left.

Yes, I am too late.

If time is not old, I will insist on loving you and not let myself have any reason to give up on you.

Unfortunately, we will all grow old, and even die.

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