[Net King] Xiamu Shady

In the dream, in my own world, fantasizing.

When she found out that she was in the late stage of gastric cancer, she regretted not saying that sentence to him personally, and she lost the chance to know the unknown answer forever and ever.But at the same time of regret, she was also afraid. At that time, the physical pain, the tears of her family, everything weighed heavily on her heart, and his frivolous rejection could crush her.So, in the end, I chose to remain silent.

Is God playing a joke on her now?She already wanted to leave, and she finally wanted to give up, but he said something she would only hear in a dream to keep her.

Xia Mu stood there in a daze, tears filled his eyes and finally flowed down quietly along the curve of his cheeks.

"Very happy, really happy, thank you..." She said in a low voice, with unconcealable sobs in her voice.Yukimura took a step closer, "Hayakawa-san, can you say it again?"

Xia Mu didn't turn around, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face.

"I said, sorry."

The breathing behind him suddenly became quicker.

"Goodbye."

So be it.

I loved you for so many young years, and finally I said good-bye to you.

Xia Mu raised his head slightly, took a deep breath, and Yukimura's soft and firm voice sounded behind him, "I don't believe it."

"..."

His shoulders were grasped by his warm hands, Xia Mu turned around unpreparedly following his strength, and the wet tears were suddenly exposed in his gentle and clear eyes under the street lamp.Xia Mu was a little flustered, and hurriedly turned his head away, Yukimura was slightly surprised, but his heart hanging high slowly relaxed after seeing her tearful eyes, he let go of her, but his eyes still looked at her tightly , "Hayakawa-san, I want to know the reason, why you avoid me like this."

Xia Mu rubbed her eyes with her hands and felt a little hot under her eyes. She turned her head and sniffed, "There is no special reason."

Yukimura shook the hands hanging on both sides, and he tried to make his tone sound as calm as usual, "Hayakawa-san, do you still remember what I told you before, the three-hour illness in our country?"

Xia Mu was a little uneasy about Yukimura's sudden change of subject. She lowered her head and moved her feet restlessly, "...I remember."

Yukimura slowed down his voice, his clear voice was incompatible with the sweltering summer night, like a gust of cool wind blowing head-on, "Illness is very painful, and you must be prepared to give up your favorite tennis. I can say that if you only I alone can't overcome that difficulty."

"If you force yourself to carry any difficulty, where will your family and friends be?"

"Hayakawa-san, what are you hiding, I can feel it, and I guessed it from the expression on your face after you got back the medical examination form."

"I just vomited inexplicably... Hayakawa-san, isn't your stomach feeling well?"

"If this is the reason why you are avoiding me, then I can tell you clearly that I will not let you go."

Yukimura's voice was very steady, he spoke slowly, but Xia Mu's breathing seemed to be blocked again and again.She yelled desperately in her heart to get Yukimura to stop, when in fact she couldn't do anything but stand still.

The atmosphere was silent for a long time.

Xia Mu blinked his dry eyes and turned his head slightly.

"Want to know?"

His voice was hoarse, and there was no expression on Xia Mu's face.

"I don't have any ordinary gastroenteritis."

"It's stomach cancer. It may not be cured, and it may die."

"I am a person who is not sure how long I will live. Even so, do you still say that you will not let go?"

Xia Mu seemed to have thrown away her forced calmness, and she could no longer restrain herself from crying, all her emotions burst out like a torrent, "You think I really want to avoid you? Do you think I don't want to see you? I No, I like you, I really like you very much, but I..."

Suddenly the sound disappeared, Xia Mu only felt his cheeks pressed against Yukimura's warm chest, his hands embraced her, and was surrounded by Yukimura's breath for a moment, Xia Mu was stunned, and finally gave up and closed tightly. He closed his eyes, and gently grabbed the hem of his clothes with trembling hands.

"I won't let you go."

"I will always stay with you."

If this is a dream, please wait a little longer.

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On the day of the physical examination, Hayakawa's parents got the news from the class teacher. They hurriedly found a hospital with a good reputation, and began to learn about the treatment of gastric cancer.In the end, Hayakawa's parents followed the doctor's advice and chose surgery with a higher cure rate.There is still a period of time before the operation, the doctor advises Xia Mu not to stay at home all the time, and going to school is also good for the physical and mental condition.So Xia Mu still went to school to work part-time as usual, and the pace of life was not completely disrupted, maybe because he was mentally prepared for getting sick, or because...

Xia Mu's mind was in a trance for a moment, and soon regained his clarity because he saw someone not far away.

Why is he here?At this time, the morning practice of the tennis club has almost started.

After hesitating for a while, Xia Mu steadied his mind and walked to the bus platform, and called out to the boy in the khaki uniform with the tennis bag on his back, "Kun Yukimura?"

Yukimura turned his head and saw that it was Natsuki. A gentle and faint smile appeared on his handsome face, like a ray of spring breeze blowing through her heart, "Good morning."

Xia Mu said hello dully, then paused, "Don't you have morning exercises today?"

Yukimura smiled slightly, "The morning exercise was canceled today for some reason."

"You were wearing the team uniform, I thought you skipped your morning practice." Xia Mu swore that she just said that casually, but the next second Yukimura's smile was brighter and gentler, giving Xia Mu the illusion that he had guessed right.

Uh... so Yukimura is waiting for her here?

My heart warmed up slightly.

From that day on, the relationship between her and Yukimura became extremely delicate.If it is a formal relationship, the address between them has not changed and there is no greasy crookedness between lovers, if there is no special relationship, then every noon Yukimura ignores her politely refuses to put nutritious food in her lunch box. How to explain this behavior...

Thanks to Yukimura, Xia Mu found that the rate of turning his head back has increased a lot while walking on the road, and he would still hear words like "Look, it's that girl..." in his ears.

Xia Mu never thought that one day he would appear in such rumors together with Yukimura's name, and it still felt unreal.

The bus came slowly.

It was rush hour for commuting, and there were quite a lot of people getting on the bus. Yukimura took advantage of the chaos and tightly held Xia Mu's hand, and smiled at her, "Be careful not to be squeezed."

Xia Mu silently looked down at Yukimura holding her hand tightly. She didn't know what was directly related to being squeezed and holding hands, but she wisely chose not to ask.For Xingcun's desire to protect, which is no different from that of his parents at home, although Xia Mu is a little depressed, he still feels warm in his heart.

Maybe it was because she never thought there would be such a day, she really cherished it very much.

There were a lot of students on the bus at this time, and when Yukimura took Xia Mu's hand to get on the bus, several girls glanced at him vaguely.Yukimura didn't know whether he didn't see it or ignored it deliberately, his face remained unchanged, he pulled Xia Mu to an empty seat with a smile that made people feel like a spring breeze, and then lightly pressed her shoulder to let her sit down.

After Xia Mu sat down, he looked at the back of the carriage, then raised his head and said to Yukimura, "There are vacant seats at the back, go and sit."

Yukimura raised his lips and smiled, "I can just stand."

Xia Mu let out an oh and didn't say anything else.

After a while, Xia Mu heard some discordant voices.She didn't know if it was because her ears were too good, or if those girls told her deliberately, it was nothing more than some baseless rumors that had been vaguely heard these days.Xia Mu raised his head and glanced at Yukimura, his expression became lighter, and his delicate eyebrows were slightly frowned.

He must have heard these rumors.Apart from the boring study life, the students are nothing more than handsome men, beautiful women and gossip. I don’t know when the rumors about Yukimura and Natsuki spread. In short, there are all kinds of versions.Until now, the only people familiar with her illness were her parents and Yukimura. Everyone took it for granted that this was a story of Natsuki chasing after Yukimura's success. After hearing such rumors, Natsuki could only keep silent.

Yukimura lowered his head slightly to look at Xia Mu, she was turning her head to look at the street scene outside the car window, apparently not taking those rumors to heart.Yukimura leaned down, and when Xia Mu noticed his approaching warm breath and turned his head, Yukimura's magnified handsome face was only about five centimeters away from her, Xia Mu was taken aback, and then stammered uselessly, "Yes, what's the matter ?”

The corners of Yukimura's lips slightly raised a gentle and almost drowning arc, "Hayakawa-san, I've been chasing you for so long, when will you be my girlfriend?"

Xia Mu's whole body was stiff, and he couldn't utter a word with his mouth open for a long time.

Sensing that the girls who were talking beside her were obviously silent, Xia Mu regained his composure, guessing that Yukimura probably said this on purpose.After all, the transmitters of all the rumors were convinced that it was Yukimura who Xia Mu was chasing after, and what Yukimura said just now obviously made the rumor self-defeating.Realizing that he was secretly protecting her, Xia Mu felt a warm current in his heart, raised his head and smiled at Yukimura.Seeing her warm smile, Yukimura couldn't help but darken his violet eyes, he didn't move away, "I'm serious."

Xia Mu stared at him blankly,