[Net King] Xiamu Shady

I'm fine, really fine. "

The US Open final... Anyway, she also thought of the scene, not the cold TV screen.

The competition was fierce, and Xia Mu squeezed Hayakawa's mother's hand several times, but she herself seemed to be unconscious, watching the score with her eyes straight and struggling to crawl a little bit.

Where to start?I really want to say that sentence to you in full.

——Yukimura Seiichi, I like you.

The score reached a difficult four to four.

——My entire intact girlhood was spent in daily admiration for you.

That young man who was as cold as water and as warm as wind carved a painful bloodstain on the bottom of her heart, and it hurt every time she took a breath.

——A youthful feeling that has never been spoken.The bitter and slightly sweet secret love is like the most unpopular performance, everything is directed and performed by myself, there will be no audience, I can immerse myself alone.I never expected you to stay here, never expected that you would have the same feelings poured into me.

How long is a ball game?How long can a crush last?

——I think that when you learned that I passed away due to illness from your classmates, you would frown slightly, seem to be slightly sentimental, and sigh with regret and pity.How can I guess?Because you treat me like an ordinary classmate, you have never noticed my clumsy hiding and avoidance, it should be said that you don't care.

Nah.It must be his name that is cheering in the museum now.

He won, she never doubted.

He is the Son of God, even if he has failed, he will never be abandoned by God.

Hayakawa's mother said softly, "Xia Mu, it's over..."

Yeah, it's over, it should have been over ten years ago.Xia Mu slowly bent his lips, "Mom, thank you for always being by my side."

When the reporter extended the microphone to Yukimura Seiichi, who won the Grand Slam at the age of 25, people all over the world seemed to hear the soft and heartbreaking voice, "Naka, Shinohara Naka, I don't know Are you satisfied with this dowry?"

Xia Mu was in a daze, and his memory went back to the season when the cherry blossoms were full when he was 15 years old.

——Hi, I'm Yukimura Seiichi.

The first time they met was in the new class of the first year of high school. This was his succinct self-introduction, but the girl who was a little silly sitting under the stage could never forget the boy who smiled slightly in the morning light.She didn't know how to describe the first time she saw it, but she just thought this boy was really good-looking.

Who knows, it's just this that makes her miss it until now.

Tears fell unconsciously.She couldn't hear the loud applause and cheers at all, and she seemed to have to be careful with every breath.

Is this the end?She is really unwilling, she hates her cowardice, hates the stinginess of life, hates that fate made them meet, but she never considered letting them stay together.

Hayakawa's mother patted her on the back and comforted her softly, but she just let her cry quietly.

Xia Mu watched helplessly as Yukimura Seiichi walked into the audience stage, walked past one crazy audience after another, slowly approached their row, and finally passed by, this moment was infinitely slowed down in Xia Mu's mind , she painfully and greedily felt the sorrow he brought her for the last time.

Yukimura walked up to a girl with ponytails, and the two hugged affectionately amidst everyone's booing.

Xia Mu didn't even dare to turn her head back, she bit her lower lip, restraining her urge to faint again and again.

This is the end!This is the end!

Her heart was screaming crazily, but in fact she just stood in the crowd as if she had lost her soul.I can't hear anything in my ears, and what I play back in my mind is everything that was deeply reflected in my memory film during my youthful high school days.

His flipped coat.His reading pose.He played sharply.He smiled gently.

There was a sudden discomfort in the stomach, Xia Mu covered his mouth, his face was pale, and finally he spit out the half bottle of water he just drank.

Hayakawa's mother couldn't control her tears anymore, "Xia Mu, my Xia Mu..."

"Mom... I'll be fine..." She murmured, but suddenly hugged her mother tightly and cried bitterly, "Mom... I don't want to die, I really want to live..."

No one will care about this pair of mother and daughter hugging and crying, just like the most common secret love in the world will be forgotten by everyone.

——Because secret love is a matter for one person, everyone can be indifferent.

It's okay not to know.also good.

This matter that she has secretly hidden in her heart for ten years, no one knows in the end.

Rebirth.

This sleep was restless.There were always some noisy voices in his ears, Xia Mu closed his eyes tightly, tossing and turning on the bed.Some blurry images gradually became clear in the dream. In the mist, she seemed to smell the fragrance of cherry blossoms.Faintly, but has been haunting her.Strange...it's not the time for the cherry blossoms to bloom yet.Amidst the mixed voices, she suddenly heard a powerful female voice, "Xia Mu! Pig! Pay attention to the ball—!"

She seemed a little conscious, and opened her eyes in a daze.The gentle sunlight fell into the eyes, not too dazzling, but in the sunlight, a black spot that rapidly changed from small to large made Xia Mu stunned for a second.Immediately, he was hit in the middle.Stars flashed in Xia Mu's eyes for a moment, she raised her hand to cover her forehead, and frowned in pain. The dull pain of being hit by the ball fell on her head, and her whole head seemed to be split open.She put her head in her hands and groaned weakly, "Who, what bastard..."

Is this a dream? ... Such a real dream... My head hurts.

Xia Mu hummed a few times and finally opened his eyes again.The sunlight was suddenly blocked by a black shadow, and against the light, the figure was somewhat unclear.Xia Mu wondered if it was her mother, but looking at the sun behind the figure, she felt a little strange. When did her room open to the air? ...Besides, the bed is so hard, it's like sleeping on the floor...

Xia Mu suddenly trembled all over, and sat up suddenly, his head was a little dizzy, but after seeing everything around him clearly, his head was not only dizzy, it was like a strike stopped working.

The not-so-strong sun shines on the playground, and girls in white T-shirts and red sports pants can be seen running around playing football. Several girls are running in her direction while waving their hands. Proceed to yell her name.Xia Mu blinked, then shook his head vigorously, but when he lowered his head and saw that he was dressed the same as those girls, he froze abruptly.She tugged at the corner of her dirty clothes and murmured, "Impossible...Could it be that I had a dream that lasted ten years...?"

The person who blocked the sunlight before squatted down, and there was also a hint of a smile in his ruffian voice, "Did you dream for ten years? It's a pity to be woken up like this, maybe you can dream that I am How to die, then wake up and remind me to pay attention, puri."

Before Xia Mu turned from his own thoughts, he turned his head to look at the voice, and saw Nioh Masaharu with a head of white hair and a small braid behind his head.At the moment he is squatting, eyes level with hers, Xia Mu clearly saw the playfulness in his eyes.

The point is... the King Ni cut his hair short when he grew up... After she came back from the hospital, King Ni also came to visit her.Because Hayakawa's family moved to Kanagawa when they were in high school, they were close to Nioh's family. As the two parents got closer and closer, she and Nioh gradually became acquainted.Although the relationship is not particularly good, but when we meet at school, we often say hello and occasionally joke.

Xia Mu stared at him blankly, and then said, "... Nioh, how old are you? Do you know Ando Yuki?" Ando Yuki was Nioh's girlfriend in the third year of high school. In her impression, their love relationship very stable.

Nioh was also taken aback, and then raised the corners of his mouth to smile, "It seems that I was fooled, Ando-san is a classmate in our class, of course I know him." He paused, his tone was a bit weird, "...you don't know? "

"Uh...I'm a little dizzy...I have to slow down..."

A few girls came to her side before stopping, bending over and panting, the girl standing in front reached out to her, trying to pull her up, and started talking, "Huh...Xia Mu, are you okay? I'm sorry Ah, if I had grasped the angle of the ball just now, it would not have shot at you. It can only be said that I was too strong. You were sleeping so far away from the playground, and the ball could still hit you... It should be said You are too weak..."

Xia Mu looked up, it was her best friend in high school, Masaki Chiba.It should be said that what is in front of her now is a shrunken version of the real tree, which looks as big as it was in high school.

Seeing that some classmates had already gathered around, Renwang stood up, put his hands in his pockets, and still had a yuppie smile on the corner of his mouth, "I'll go first. If you are confirmed to have a deep brain injury, I will fight for you." Call Auntie Hayakawa, puri."

"Is it so exaggerated? I'm sorry, Xia Mu, let me see how many brain cells you have left after you were killed in battle. Every brain cell that dies will lose one... Woo... Xia Mu, I'm sorry... ..." Makoto began to play a bitter scene, and threw himself on Xia Mu.Xia Mu couldn't take it anymore, and said with difficulty, "I'm fine, just a little dizzy."

Finally, I went to the infirmary to rest for a class, and I gradually became sober.

Xia Mu looked at the calendar on the table, and then looked at the familiar scenery of Lihai University Affiliated High School outside the window, a little dazed.Now she is a student in Class B of the second year of high school, not the dying Hayakawa Natsuki.So... She is back to life, no, is she rejuvenated?

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