[Comprehensive] Let go!

Under the pale light, the black-haired man on the operating table stopped breathing.

The operation failed.

Although he was mentally prepared and didn't have any fear of death, Jian Jian was still a little disappointed. His transparent fingers pierced through the body that had lost its vitality, as if there was no hope at all.

Even if it is the soul, it still inherited the indifference of his life, simply and calmly accepted that he died but remained in the world in the state of consciousness of the soul, there is no regret.

As for the only nostalgia...

Jian Jian's gaze penetrated the wall, seeing the girl fainted from excessive grief, she finally frowned in apology.

That's the only person he worries about.

From now on, she is the only one in the world, and he can no longer give her protection... Can the little girl who used to be carefree still show a happy smile?

He is Jian Jian, his sister is Jian Jian, and they depend on each other for life.

Jian Jian complained about their names, but she has always been a child with changeable ideas. After reading the words, she looked at him with shining eyes, which made people feel weak.

"Brother, in the future, how about you name your child Jianjian, Brief, Concise, Simple, or something? Anyway, no matter whether it is a boy or a girl, there are suitable names." , Thinking that the child will have such an aunt, completely drunk.

"..." Rao Yi was speechless with his simple indifference. He silently watched the little girl who was acting like a baby to him, and finally chose to surrender. The future little guy should be a girl, at least the name is concise and barely enough. get by...

Whenever he thinks about this past event, Jian Jian's face can't help softening, but it's a pity that he didn't leave a child for Jian Jian to worry about until he died.

Before the car accident, although Jian Jian's temperament was weak, he still didn't have that sense of alienation from the world.Jian Jian has never met his parents, but Jian Jian remembers it, but there is nothing to say. He handed over what he had in exchange for a stable life. Jian Jian was only a child at that time, but he still insisted on raising Jian Jian.

For simplicity, simplicity is the pillar of her life, and for simplicity, simplicity is his life.

When Jian Jian was able to take care of himself, Jian Jian also began to look for his own path, but how much power he had in his hands, Jian Jian has been hiding it from Jian Jian, but it is not without clues, but his sister relies on and trusts him, and never explores Those deep secrets made Jian Jian extremely helpless, so let Jian Jian live peacefully under his protection.

There's nothing wrong with it, Jian Jian looked at him with a simple and innocent smile, carefree appearance, thought so.

It was just a weird car accident, but it brought about an overturn of Jian Jian's overall plan for the future.

It was not an accident, nor a conspiracy, but a kind of inevitability. It seemed a bit contradictory to say it. Let's understand it as a decision of fate. At the moment of coma, Jian Jian already felt the trajectory of this rule.

It is possible to leave that time, it is easy to know, but where are we going?He is reluctant to be simple, and has not arranged a simple life. Without him...what would my sister do?

So Jian Jian stayed, but he was no longer Jian Jian.

He still remembers Jian Jian's red, soft and waxy appearance when he was born, his pitiful appearance when she was crying, his helplessness in taking care of his younger sister, his mischievous and cuteness, sensibleness and innocence... the mood at that time He remembered it all, but he couldn't feel it anymore, it was as indifferent as watching a silent movie.

This is wrong, but it is right. There is a natural conflict between thinking and soul. Every moment, simplicity feels that he will leave this world, and simplicity is the only reality in this world.

He declared that it was a heart attack, but Jian Jian knew exactly what was going on. He just looked at Jian Jian running around because of his illness, but he couldn't say anything. He began to change his style, and all his wealth and power were lost. Started to make arrangements after death, the simplicity is still ordinary and simple, living a happy life, no one can hurt her.

After all, time is too little.

Jian Jian quietly listened to Jian Jian's report on his life. He wanted to instill everything in Jian Jian, such as how he behaved in the world, the principles of life, his perception and calculation, etc., but he didn't want his sister's belief to be recast, so he could only do it little by little. A little subtle.

He is gone, who else in this world can take good care of his sister?Without him, would anyone deceive simple feelings?Will anyone live up to the simple sincerity?Will anyone betray simple trust?

Every time I think of this, my heart aches like a twist.

Jian Jian forced himself to stay with Jian Jian in the way of soul, he knew that once he left, he would know the real secret of the soul, but unless he could no longer control his soul, he had to look at Jian Jian well.

It's just that the development of things is beyond simple expectations.

At the beginning, everything was normal, Jian Jian was very sad, even a little self-defeating, she rarely made a good friend Mucha, but she also left her like him.She surfed the Internet alone at home, bought some food occasionally, and never saw her enthusiastically researching any new dishes, because in the past, as long as she cooked it with her own hands, her appetite would improve a little bit.

She had only been to the cemetery once, and she suffered from deep fear. She refused to accept the reality, and her words and deeds became strange, as if she had returned to the time when he was still alive.Jian Jian knew the specialness of Jian Jian's eyes, so at first he even doubted whether Jian Jian had discovered him, and if he did find him... would he stay or leave?

Every time he looked at Jian Jian's dejected appearance after speaking to the air, Jian Jian also felt sad along with him. He watched everything quietly, hoping that Jian Jian would recover slowly.

He hoped that his sister would be well and not live a life of complacency, so the answer to that question was already in his heart.

Gradually, Jian Jian found that something was wrong. Some changes occurred in Jian Jian's soul, or described as awakening, perhaps before he died.

Because the body cannot bear the soul, she can easily forget what she did in the last moment, and refuses to accept all the realities she doesn't like. Sometimes the body is not controlled by consciousness, and she will even self-mutilate. After waking up, she forgets everything again. I don't know anything about what I have done, but I look at the consequences with horror.

In the eyes of others, she became a madman.

This is not her fault, but the various attempts made by the soul trying to leave this body, and because the simple consciousness is the master, every time it is only a little bit, it will not work if this continues, but no matter how unwilling it is, what can I do? ?

Even if only the soul is left, Jian Jian is sincerely sad, the younger sister whom he held in the palm of his hand to take care of, the younger sister he loves the most in this world, but he can only watch her suffer so much.

And he could no longer resist that powerful attraction, leaving the simple world, he lost consciousness, and he didn't even have time to say goodbye and apologize in his heart.

The vastness, the vastness, the mystery of the world awakened him.

Countless mysteries flowed in his eyes, silent for nine days, ruthless and desireless.

His consciousness drifted quietly in the ocean of the universe, witnessing all the truths. The beautiful flowers that once bloomed in his palms faded sadly under his quiet gaze.

He is as thin as air, without any thought, he doesn't know who he is, and he doesn't remember why he is here. He is indifferent because he has no emotions. When he looks at the cycle of life and death, death and immortality, he just seems to see the ghost on the mountain. A stone rolled down gently, without the slightest movement.

He doesn't know why he exists, and he doesn't know what the value of existence is, just like the charming flower in his palm, it doesn't matter if it blooms or withers, it's meaningless.

The god of this world is Chaos.

One day, he suddenly had this realization.

So is he Chaos?

The nothingness gazed at the descendants of Chaos, and then turned to other places.

Yes or no, what does it matter to him?In his opinion, those descendants are no different from the landscapes and birds in this world.

Until a certain wonderful moment, the power of longing woke him up, and he felt the warm smell for the first time. He pursued it, and the gate of memory was finally broken, and he began to remember that he had a name called simple.

The black-eyed sister smiled very cutely, and no one was more cute and lovable than her. He still remembered the shining light in the little girl's eyes, with the most beautiful smile, and also remembered her sister's haggard life after his death.

He knew the truth of everything, he is Chaos, but Chaos is not him, he is just a wandering wisp of Chaos's mind, but accidentally got his own soul, he returned to this world, and he should have been with him slowly Chaos assimilated, if not for the power of thoughts, he would not be able to activate his consciousness at all.

What is he now?

Chaos?

No, no, he could feel the vast consciousness of Chaos comforting him and being close to him. He didn't intend to kill himself. He simply thought, maybe he can be regarded as a descendant of Chaos, just like Tartaros?The difference is that Tartarus and the others each developed their own power, but he inherited the power of Chaos.

Chaos is tolerant, he will not deliberately obliterate the simple consciousness, because that is another him, it can also be said to be his heir.

His thinking became clear. In the chaotic universe, the gray air flow slowly condensed into a human shape, and his face gradually became clear. At this time, a slight smile is just simple.

At the beginning, I was not used to it, so I simply moved my hands and feet, and flew to the distance without a sound. This whole world belongs to Chaos, so as long as he doesn't use too much force to interfere with the rules, no god can detect him existence, including Tartarus.

He is the most comfortable person in the world, that doesn't mean he can do whatever he wants, but as long as he doesn't touch the rules, the rules will take the initiative to protect him.This may sound contradictory, but it is not difficult to understand that simplicity cannot die. If a god kills him, he will sleep forever or even be annihilated at that moment. Simplicity is the existence most favored by Chaos , attacking the simplicity is equivalent to sending out a challenge to this world.

He wants to see beautiful scenery, so no matter the time and place, the world will serve his will, he can enjoy anything, including traveling through the world at will, and those who offend him will be punished by the law to varying degrees.

In short, as long as he wants to, he can be the most comfortable and happy person.

Jian Jian saw Jian Jian, and her soul was sleeping peacefully in the chaos. At this moment, Jian Jian already knew what was going on.If he came later, Jian Jian would return to her god's body.

It turned out to be the case.

After the consciousness is fully recovered, the puzzle in Jian Jian's heart has been solved. Jian Jian is the god here.And the stronger his consciousness is, the more he will be rejected by the world, and accidents, big and small, will happen one after another until he dies.To put it bluntly, it is just that the simple strength is not enough, otherwise the will of this world will only yield, not reject.

The same should be true for Jian Jian, but her life is too narrow, and there are no waves for the world, and the nature of her soul is different from Jian Jian. Sooner or later, she will return to her divine body, so there is no difference.

Knowing everything, how should Jian Jian feel?

Calm and without waves, he is still simple, but he is no longer simple.

Jian Jian stretched out his hand, and the gray divine power slowly invaded Jian Jian's sleeping thoughts...

How did Jian Jian leave that world? Jian Jian did not see the ending, but he knew that it was not a wonderful memory after all. What he wanted to do was to make Jian Jian forget the memory of the last time.

From then on, she will no longer have to worry about her life or suffer from homelessness, and she has become a god.

He no longer needs to worry about her, but can watch silently in the void, cutting off the fetters of the past.

There is simplicity in simple memories, but there will be no simplicity in her future life.

Simple, good dream from now on, never see each other again.

The author has something to say: Here is a simple side story, this side story is too difficult to write, it took me ten days to hold back this stuff

I'm not sure if there are any other extras, because the writing of this extras is really bad

There are a lot of explanations, but there are still a lot of unexplained, it depends on the mood... After all, I don’t want to write extra stories after finishing the main text TAT

I wish everyone a happy National Day... Lian Zhai is silently typing in the dormitory and reading novels... I will start writing a thesis later TAT