Record of Blood and Tears of Emperor of Heaven

In this way, there is no need for Lou Yue to avoid Gou Chen, Gou Chen consciously takes the initiative to stay away from Lou Yue.

One is that Gou Chen doesn't want to be the so-called cunt; the other is that Gou Chen doesn't want Lou Yue to give another heavy punch for self-control.

From Gou Chen's point of view, Lou Yue didn't hesitate to beat him up and didn't touch him, which meant... Lou Yue was extremely unwilling to get close to him.

How ridiculous, he actually thought about it, maybe it's not so hard to accept letting go of his self-esteem and being Lou Yue's vagina...

He laughed at himself: Lou Yue doesn't like him at all.

There was a great grief in his heart, and Gouchen's inner mansion flooded into a sea of ​​bitterness, and a building inside stood coldly on top of the sea of ​​bitterness.

The turbulent waves had been photographed, but Lou Yue couldn't be shot down. That Lou Yue had been standing at the head of the tide and looking at him coldly.

He mourned greatly, it was really meaningless to be the Emperor of Heaven.

Ever since I was a child, I have never dared to say what I want, I can’t say it, I don’t have any.

Not what he wanted, one by one, regardless of whether he asked him or ignored him, everything was suppressed.

There is no choice.

Never at ease.

1 years have passed, and it was not unbearable before.What's more, the emperor of the day showed off so much, and Emperor Renwu was so mighty. He raised his arms and shouted, and the three armies vibrated. With such glory, what more can I ask for?

but……

Why not let him make a request?

Ziwei can do it, Qinghua can do it, even the insidious Changsheng can sit in the position of the Emperor of Heaven if he is too lazy to be scumbag, and the other three of the four emperors can do it, so why can't he, Gou Chen?

I could endure it in the past, and I didn't feel too much pain after enduring it for more than 1 years.

At this point, the knife on the word Ninja seemed to be sharpened suddenly, cutting the intestines one by one, really... I can't bear it.

So, is it because of love?

Destiny, is this Lou Yue's love catastrophe, or his Gou Chen's love catastrophe?

His consciousness was dangerously turbulent, and the world was spinning. When his mind was still alive, Gou Chen gave up self-salvation for the first time and did not recite the "Gou Chen Heart Sutra".

Dao heart is unstable?

Just let it be unstable.

Thunder flashed in my mind, white light suddenly appeared, and my ears and eyes buzzed.

Gou Chen's feet softened.

Before he lost consciousness, he felt being caught and hugged extremely gently, and he wondered hopefully in a trance: Is it him?

He was at sea, so far away, how could he catch up in time, it was probably an illusion.

Gou Chen had a very long dream.

In the dream he returned to his childhood.

At that time, Ziwei was still a toddler and the Big Dipper was just born. By the Yuchi in the Nine Heavens Thunder Palace, he cut down a thousand-year-old Yuzhu beside the Yuchi. Three... seven characters, one is short, I have eight younger brothers, each with one.

Polygonatum odoratum is as hard as iron, a few bamboo thorns penetrated deeply into Xiao Gouchen's fingers, and round blood drops pricked from his fingers, he pulled out the thorns indifferently and continued to stab the grasshopper with all his heart.

Finally, he finished pricking, and he carefully sent the bamboo grasshoppers to the Yuchi to be washed. He repeatedly confirmed that all the bamboo thorns and blood stains were washed away, and then placed them one by one on the edge of the Yuchi to dry them with power.He didn't care about his tied hands.

When he was done, he excitedly carried eight grasshoppers into the central palace on a plate, and saw his father and mother talking respectfully to a celestial being full of holy light.To be treated so respectfully by father, lord, and mother, the visitor must be an extremely honorable person.Little Gouchen has always been sensible, he stepped back respectfully and walked out, when Shunfeng heard a sentence, "Please tell me, the sage, is it true that only my child can go to the catastrophe?"

Little Gouchen's ears pricked up, only to hear the saint's majestic "hmm".

The word "robbery" startled Xiao Gouchen's hair all over.

At a young age, he couldn't help but grasp the tray in his hand. After thinking for a while, he bravely thought: I am the eldest brother, even if there is a calamity, I will go there. Since I am leaving, I have to hurry up and make more things for my younger brother. them.

Thinking of this, Xiao Gouchen didn't feel too depressed, and immediately put aside the momentary sadness and fear, and walked to the edge of Yuchi, wanting to chop some more bamboo.

Suddenly she heard her mother say, "Gou Chen can't, just send Ziwei to go."

An icy chill rose from the soles of his feet, and Xiao Gouchen could barely hold the tray.

He wanted to rush in and question: "Ziwei can't be allowed to go, he's still so young, I'm the elder brother, I should be allowed to go!"

However, my father and mother said that the elders should not speak abruptly, and when the distinguished guests are present, they should be polite. He waits outside the main hall, and if he wants to wait for the guests to come out, he will talk to his father and mother.

But the saint came out for a long time.

Others have little knowledge, so the saint came and went freely, so he waited in vain.

Suddenly there was a pain in his heart, some kind of subtle brother Xingyuan sensed "clang" and broke, his little tears fell down, his younger brother Ziwei was sent away.

From then on, he couldn't sense Ziwei's star edge.

This is the beginning of an endless nightmare after Gou Chen. He seemed to be surrounded by a black sea, bound by chaotic stardust, unable to struggle, and was about to stagnate. He kept shouting, but he didn't know who he was calling. What is it.

Layers of darkness overturned, he was crushed and unable to move, gradually losing strength in his limbs.

Am I dying?he was thinking.

I am not afraid of death, I should have died in the robbery that year.

It's just not reconciled... Before dying, "I still want to see someone."

"I want to untie his hair, look into his eyes, I want to touch his lips gently, and tell him that I want to kiss him."

I still want to ask him again, "You...have you ever cared about me? Even a little bit."

Because he struggled and refused to sink, waiting for that person's reply.

This dream is so real that I can hear the echo of that person.

That person was calling him "Chen Wu, Chen Wu."

again and again.

That person's voice was very nice, with both masculine vigor and feminine tenderness, he was fascinated by it, and turned his ears sideways to get closer.

This action seemed to surprise and delight the person, the person trembled slightly, and his voice was even higher.

Then he heard the man start singing a ditty.

In fact, it is not counted as a tune, there are only long vernacular words that are out of tune, but Gou Chen listened to it very comfortably, so he got closer.

The man seemed to be startled, then stiffened again. Gou Chen thought that the man would let him go, but he didn't expect the man to let him lean on him, and even hugged him more tenderly.

No one had hugged him for so many years, Gou Chen was sinking, his whole body of chivalry and loyalty turned into spring water.

I don't know how long it took, but Gou Chen fell asleep after listening to the little song. He had no nightmares, no memories, just fell asleep.

I have never slept so comfortably in years.

When Gou Chen woke up, the first thing he saw was a pair of blood-stained hands. If he hadn't gradually recovered his hearing and heard a series of low-pitched male voices, he almost thought he was still in a dream, and his hands were covered in blood.

Turning his eyes, he confirmed that he was being hugged.

Gou Chen's mind seemed to be helped by a breeze: these hands have distinct joints, this voice is clear and melancholy, and this embrace has the unique breath of the sea.

This person is Lou Yue.

As soon as he stood up and wanted to sit up, he was gently hugged back into his arms.

Then he heard a voice from above his head: "Is the Dao heart stable?"

Gou Chen was stunned for a moment, then recalled the past, and replied, "It's stable."

"Is the inner palace still in turmoil?"

"It's fine."

"Want to get up?"

Gou Chen: ...I don't remember it.

"Still going to sleep?"

Gou Chen nodded as he descended the donkey.

Then he felt himself being gently hugged, turned his gaze, and was put down again.

He changed from sleeping in Lou Yue's arms to sleeping on the bed.

Gou Chen thought with some regret: I actually didn't want to sleep like this...

He thought that he would walk away the more Lou put down, but saw that Lou sat on the end of the bed and said, "You sleep, I will protect the law."

Then Qianqian scriptures sounded again, and this time I understood, it was not a ditty, but "Gou Chen Heart Sutra".

Gou Chen tried his best to open his eyes to look at Lou Yue before, but he saw blood stains on Lou Yue's clothes.He felt distressed and confused, and wanted to sit up and ask Lou Yue.

But I don't know why he was so sleepy, maybe because Lou Yue's voice was too gentle when he read the scriptures, maybe because Lou Yue's expression was calm at this time, he relaxed his will for a moment, and fell into a deep sleep again.

Worrying for tens of thousands of years, with a little bit of doubt and heartache, Gou Chen couldn't live in peace in his sleep, and subconsciously reminded himself over and over again: Lou Yue had an injury on his hand.

It wasn't until the familiar breath of the sea came closer that he gradually relaxed and fell asleep.

When Gou Chen woke up the next day, there was no one beside the bed.

He touched the seat where Lou Yue was sitting, and Yu Wen.

I got up and went to the cliff and turned around, but there was no one there.Then I went to the door of Louyue's room and listened, Louyue was inside.

Gou Chen waited outside as usual.

Suddenly I heard a muffled hum from inside.

Then there was the sound of falling to the ground.

Gou Chen immediately thought that Lou Yue had fallen, and was about to open the door and enter.

But he heard Lou Yue's deep voice: "Don't come in..., Chen Wu, stay away from me."

Gou Chen froze in place.

This time it's not sad, but distressed.

He should have figured it out a long time ago, the wound on Lou Yue's hand was obviously scratched by a fingernail, that kind of pinched scratch could only be scratched out if he tried his best to control himself.

Lou Yue hugged him for a day, and stayed by his bedside for a night. At such a close distance, Lou Yue didn't do anything to him. The gravity of the fairy deed will not disappear suddenly. There is only one possibility. Lou Yue used extreme methods to restrain himself. Live by yourself.

He immediately thought of the bastard thing about Lou Yue's lifeless bachelor carrying Shan Ji on his back, and when he thought about it, his heart ached, how Lou Yue had endured it all day and night.

It must be more than just the injury on the hand.

There must have been injuries elsewhere.

Not caring so much, Gou Chen stepped up again to push the door, and heard Lou Yue calling him back: "Chen Wu, stop."

"I'm fine. If you don't want to go away, just stop and don't come in."

Gou Chen stopped, at least he wasn't driven far away.

Lou Yue's voice sounded very gentle, which soothed Gou Chen's uneasiness a lot, and what was left of Gou Chen's full heart was distressed.

Gou Chen's heart trembled with heartache, but at the same time he was a little bit grateful - he was willing to do this for me, and he still cared about me.

Later, Gou Chen asked Lou Yue many times how many injuries he had pinched that day, but Lou Yue always smiled and refused to say.

Yuefeng Mountain is about to enter winter.

There is no snow in the season of light snow and heavy snow. On the day of the winter solstice, when the door of Zhenhai Tower is opened, white snow blows in front of us.

The winter snow came overnight, and the mountain tower was wrapped in silver.

Lou Yue stared blankly for a moment, then remembered something, and turned back to the building to take out an empty altar.

Carefully pick a jar full of snow from the branches and put it under the eaves of the building.

Gou Chen asked for help several times, but Lou Yue stopped him.

Gou Chen asked him from a distance: "What is this for?"

Lou Yue took out the mountain chrysanthemums that had been dried in autumn, and said flatly, "Winter solstice is the best way to make wine."

Gou Chen smiled, looking at Lou Yue who was wearing a black robe and red belt above the white snow in front of him, he was fascinated.

Counting from the nine winter solstice, the next year is the year.

Gou Chen is about to return to Heaven.