＜Redemption System＞Sickness and Blackening Record Book

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☆、Salvation×Rebirth

Gu Jinyu's mother named him Jinyu in the hope that he would embrace Jinyu.

Huai Jin holds Yu (huáijǐnwòyú)

[Explanation]: Huai: hold in one's arms; hold: hold in one's hand; Jin, Yu: beautiful jade, a metaphor for virtue.Metaphor people have pure and noble character.

Mother Gu hoped that he would have a noble character.

I don't want him to be bound by fame, wealth and love, but I only wish him a peaceful life.

Gu Jinyu turned off the startling alarm and turned over.

Leaning lazily on the corner of the bed, she has a slightly thin and slender figure, but the lines of the butterfly bones on her back are extremely clear and smooth.

He half rubbed the center of his brows with his hands, inadvertently showing a coldness that didn't match his own temperament.Some peach blossom eyes filled with mist slightly raised.

Thin beads of sweat remained on his forehead.

Gu Jinyu lowered her eyebrows, as if what happened before was still vivid in her memory, or Zhuang Sheng's dream butterfly.

His memory was fragmentary.

In his existing memory...

He had just met Lu Rui in this life, and the trajectory was still the same as in the previous life. He fell in love with Lu Rui at first sight.

But he hasn't stalked Lu Rui yet, hasn't designed to frame Gu Qingyuan, and Gu Qingyuan hasn't died yet.

The mother's family has not been destroyed because of him, and the grandfather is still alive.

Everything is like a memory rewinding back to the beginning.

He smiled in a low voice, low and hoarse, whether it was sadness or happiness.

Lu Rui is fine, but he doesn't love him.

The ultimate root cause of everything is also his own fault.

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You don’t have lovesickness in your life.

There is nothing wrong with loving someone, but a sincere love is ruined because of paranoia.

Lu Rui, it's better not to meet each other, so that you don't miss each other.

It took ten years to love someone, but it took a lifetime to forget someone.

God is merciful, in this life, he will never provoke Lu Rui again.

Lu Rui taught him how to love someone. After all, he owed Lu Rui a Gu Qingyuan. In this life, he wanted Lu Rui to be happy.

Without Gu Jinyu in Lu Rui's life, he would be happy.

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Gu Jinyu's previous life was flamboyant and wanton.To put it bluntly, it's not pleasing, only the second generation ancestor.Relying on his own family background, he is domineering and squanders at will.

Lu Rui, on the other hand, has a cold nature, like a piece of ice, unkind.He thought he was a ball of fire that could melt ice, but he forgot that fire can also burn people.

Lu Rui doesn't know how to love, Gu Jinyu can teach him how to love, but he forgot that meeting the right person at the wrong time will only reduce him to a supporting role.

It's not that Lu Rui doesn't know how to be gentle, but his gentleness is not given to Gu Jinyu, but to Gu Qingyuan.

He thought: How can there be such a big difference between two characters?

Gu Qingyuan, half-brother, has already taken away his father's favor, why would he even take away his favorite person.

After one life, he finally understood that love is not about getting as much as you give, and love is not a necessity in life.

He just wants to find someone who can accompany him in the future, he doesn't need to love him too much, as long as he doesn't make him so lonely, he has lost the courage to love someone.

Do unto others, do not impose on others.

What he can't do, why ask others to do it.

As for fame and wealth, it is not so important anymore.

He doesn't want to change himself because of one person, and turn himself into a person he doesn't even know.

Yes, he doesn't want to compete with Gu Qingyuan for power.

I was not interested in shopping malls, but was obsessed with musical instruments.

But because of Lu Rui, he insisted on fighting with Gu Qingyuan and fell into a commercial dispute. One can imagine what kind of situation he got into.

What's more, he still owed Gu Qingyuan.

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Gu Jinyu raised her eyes and looked directly at herself in the mirror. She was young and clear, and her eyes were not infected with the madness and lust of the future.

He slowly buttoned the last button on his collar, and gave a faint smile.

What will life be like in the future?

In the future, he wants to open a coffee shop and have his own garden.

There is a big flower field behind the other garden, in which I plant my favorite flowers and plants, and raise a few animals.

There must be a big rocking chair where you can lean on and read books while soaking in the sun.

That would be great.

He lowered his eyes and said with a smile: Sure enough, he is old.The supporting role must follow the survival rules of the supporting role.

After all, I am just a passerby in Lu Rui's world.

Wait until after high school and everything will be over, right?

Now he only wishes for prosperity and stability.

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☆、Salvation×Meet Again

The dark black door is carved with simple and dark patterns.

There is a rectangular sign hanging directly above the door: erudition and practice, and virtue.

From the outside, the building looks old, vicissitudes, and has a sense of history.

This is a key high school for cultivating outstanding students in city A, and has the right to directly recommend them to famous universities at home and abroad.

This is not only a place where children from poor families with excellent grades flock to, but also a place where children of high-ranking officials and the second generation of red people gather.

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Gu Jinyu slowly put his hands behind his back, and slowly approached the school gate, thinking carefully.

Hmm. It seems that school has started for four weeks today, he laughed a little.

It seems that he has established a domineering image since he started school.

I remember that the first time I met Lu Rui was at the opening ceremony, on the rostrum.

The boy was dressed in a white shirt, with shiny black vertical hair.

The face is clear and handsome, the body is tall and standing, and the ink is shining.

At that time, I thought in my heart that this was the person.

The first thing he noticed was not his outstanding face, but his eyes.

Deep and inclusive, more importantly, his lips are also beautiful.

It must be exciting to kiss.

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At that time, I directly used my family's relationship and jumped directly from the first grade to the second grade.

In order to get in touch with him more easily.

Want to watch him all the time, want to accompany him.

Relying on the impression in memory, I finally found the Academic Affairs Office.

He stood outside the door, knocked lightly a few times, and pushed the door open to get in.

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The head of the Academic Affairs Office smiled casually: Young Master Gu, why are you here?

Gu Jinyu clasped the wooden table with one hand, and said, "I found out that I can't adapt to the progress of the second year of high school, so I want to transfer back to the original class."

The director of the Academic Affairs Office thought for a moment and changed his way: "Then Gu Shao stays in the original class first, and can transfer back after the notification comes."

Gu Jinyu nodded slightly to him, opened the door and left after saying hello.

Gu Jinyu was walking on the road, and her class was Class 14, sophomore year.

As for why I remember it so clearly.

Because that was the first day I met Lu Rui.

The name Lu Rui is engraved in Gu Jinyu's bones.

I was an unpleasant character in that class, my classmates were afraid of my power, so I only dared to talk about myself behind my back, what did I say?

"A bedbug who only sticks to Lu Rui, illiterate, arrogant, willful"

"disgusting gay"

"They're both children of the Gu family. Why are the two brothers so different? One gives off an elegant, warm, and sunny feeling, while the other is wayward and arrogant."

"As expected, I like Gu Qingyuan the most."

"Let me tell you, Gu Jinyu's mother has passed away a long time ago, and now the person living in Gu's house is her stepmother."

"I heard that I have no status at all in the Gu family, and it will only lower the average score of the elite class."

He doesn't care about these rumors, as long as Lu Rui can give him a little response, not too much, a little warmth is enough.

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I remember he also made up his mind:

Humph╭(╯^╰)╮, Lu Rui, you better not like me! !

Otherwise, when you fall in love with me, I will make you kneel on the washboard.

Oh no! !The washboard was such a pain.

Lu Rui will hurt... Then punish him for hugging Gu Jinyu.

If he was punished, he would have to pay by Gu Jinyu's side for the rest of his life.

Standing outside the class door, Gu Jinyu was a little dazed, things are different!

The sound of students writing is heard next to my ears.

He thought: The class is doing self-study, and if you walk in, you won't disturb others.

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After all, the years left traces on Gu Jinyu.

The high-spirited Gu Jinyu disappeared.

All that's left is coolness, lack of emotion, caution, and insecurity.

Gu Jinyu knows how to think about others.

Gu Jinyu walked along the aisle, and gently sat down beside Lu Rui.

The atmosphere in the class gradually became condensed.

Gu Jinyu propped her chin, quietly looking at the hibiscus outside the window as if she didn't notice it.His eyes narrowed slightly, and there was an unpredictable mist in his peach blossom eyes.

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Gu Jinyu remembered that Gu Qingyuan once commented on herself:

Brother, you are like a hibiscus flower.

Go through hardships and still be determined.

Prosperous and affectionate.

After all, the evaluation was wrong.

Because he trusted his brother, he lost his life.

What does it mean to be born again?

It is redemption and redemption of oneself.

Always look ahead and everything will be fine.

He raised his eyebrows and smiled lightly.

The eyebrows and eyes are curved, outlining the shape of a crescent moon.

Under the reflection of the sunlight, a layer of tranquil halo formed around his body.

The people sitting next to him felt the peaceful and tranquil atmosphere.

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Gu Qingyuan stood outside the window, looking at Gu Jinyu.

The gloom in his eyes gradually disappeared and returned to clarity.

He put his hands out and formed a circle

Laughed: Brother, it’s mine.

His figure was concealed, smudged into circles of shadows under the cover of the doorpost.

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Gu Qingyuan's diary:

My brother actually smiled today, his smile is so beautiful, it makes people fascinated

Sure enough, I hate my brother the most, so attract attention

I really hate the way Lu Rui looks at you.

Can you continue to be arrogant and willful?

Don't let others like you, you are mine.

Brother, I only want your world to be just me.

Brother, hurry back to your home, I really want to see you all the time

And you!

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Lu Rui's Notes ([-]):

9:53, Gu Jinyu hasn't come yet, did something happen at home?

What was he thinking about in Gu Jinyu?

That's right, what I hate the most is the kind of arrogant and willful people.

I noticed him at the first freshman admissions meeting. He was carrying a big suitcase and wearing very simple clothes.

Under the sunlight, her complexion looked white and transparent, her black hair was swaying with the wind, and her whole body was really dazzling.

After Gu Jinyu left, he pretended to inadvertently ask someone for his name.

Gu Jinyu, does Huaiyu hold Jin?

Names are special.

The next time I saw him was at the orientation meeting for freshmen.

Speaking on stage on behalf of the Student Union Presidium.

When I met him for the first time, his eyes were so special.

How should I put it, it is very clear.

I really hate this kind of person, as if completely refracting my own dark heart.

I tried my best to tighten my expression, not to let him find out that I was nervous because of him.

By the way, I wore a white shirt today.

It should be clean and tidy!Could there be black spots that I didn't notice, so nervous.

Will he think that I am not strict in wearing white, and I would have known that I was wearing black.

When introducing myself, I deliberately added the accent when pronouncing my name.

Did he remember my name?

I usually memorize the speech script very smoothly, but today I paused many times because I actually forgot the words, I hope he didn't find out.

I sneaked a few more glances at him, but he didn't look at me anymore.

I don't know where I'm looking, but I'm sure I've been sought after a lot, and I feel good about myself.

Pretend to be passionate.

Gu Jinyu.

My name is Lu Rui!Lu Rui!

When I saw him again, a week later, the teacher said that there was a new person in the class.

I thought: what does it have to do with me?

I just like to live in my own world, irrelevant people and things rarely leave traces in my mind.

Suddenly there was a pleasant voice in my ear.

is it him?Gu Jinyu

He was just like the first time I saw him, like a little sun, scorching like fire, I warned myself in my heart, don't get close to him, you will be burned.

Only one person will not be hurt. I am not afraid of physical injury. I especially like to draw scars on my body. The pain proves that I am still alive.

But I am afraid of hurting my soul, and I warn myself: light and darkness cannot coexist, and a dark person like me cannot give happiness to anyone.

Gu Jinyu, don't come close to me, I'm afraid I'll hurt you, and I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to control myself and want you.

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Lu Rui's Notes ([-])

Gu Jinyu has become my deskmate. It is undeniable that I was very happy when I heard the news.

The restless factors in my body seemed to be restless, I restrained myself, and even childishly recited silently three times in my heart: I hate Gu Jinyu, I hate Gu Jinyu, I hate Gu Jinyu.

Gu Jinyu frowned, smiled presumptuously and said: My name is Gu Jinyu, hello my new deskmate!

His whole body is bathed in the sun, and I can clearly see the blue blood vessels under Bai Zhe's skin.

At this moment, I just want to kiss every part of his body carefully.

Hibiscus blooms outside the window.

At this moment, I seem to have a deep understanding of the meaning of Moshang Yan Ruyu, the son of the world.

I thought: How can someone be so dazzling and so exciting.

In the past few weeks, bad messages about him have been circulating in the school. His arrogant, self-willed, and wanton personality is not appreciated in this strict school.

But I think it is his shining point, so special and eye-catching.

No, what am I thinking.

I can't let a person into my life, I'm doomed to be alone.

I can't give him happiness, I'm old-fashioned, tasteless, cold, and rotten in my bones.

The future is well planned.

His future must be extremely bright, and I cannot drag him into the abyss with me.

He deserves the best.

I didn't respond to his enthusiasm. When I looked at him, my face should be indifferent and stern.

☆、Salvation×Memories

Lu Rui sighed softly looking at Gu Jinyu who was already asleep on the table, and stared at Gu Jinyu with deep eyes. At this time, there was no one in the classroom, and it seemed a bit empty.

He carefully traced Gu Jinyu's outline on the paper, his eyes were full of tenderness.At the same time, he was thinking about the recent events in his mind.

I always feel that the temperament of Gu Jinyu, who I haven't seen for a few days, has changed slightly, and the sharpness of the past seems to have disappeared.

What is left is the water chestnut that seems to have been smoothed by the years.

It made him feel very uncomfortable, even a little distressed.

Gu Jinyu woke up when Lu Rui sighed. He noticed Lu Rui's fiery eyes, and he muttered a few times on purpose to show that he was awake.

He rubbed his eyes hazily, and when his vision became clear, he realized that Lu Rui had already looked away.

Lu Rui covered the sketch on the desktop, and said in a deep voice, "What happened recently, are you okay?"

Gu Jinyu was silent for a moment, shook her head, and did not answer.

He just tapped his chin towards Lu Rui and said, "It's getting late, let's go first."

Lu Rui straightened his back, but Gu Jinyu didn't notice his stiffness. His eyebrows were slightly sunken, looking a little gloomy.

He lowered his eyes and looked out the window, the afterglow of the setting sun stretched Gu Jinyu's back until it disappeared.

His eyes were a little gloomy, he pursed his lips, and his chin outlined a firm curve.

As soon as Gu Jinyu walked out of the school gate, she found Gu Qingyuan's figure.

Gu Qingyuan was leaning against a big tree, his hair was light yellow in circles under the sunlight.

As if aware of Gu Jinyu's arrival, he turned to face Gu Jinyu, his brows were curved, his eyes were clear and shining, and the dimples on his face were deeply embedded.

He laughed, and Gu Jinyu laughed too, as if he hadn't seen him for a long time.

Gu Qingyuan said: "When does brother plan to return to my home?"

Gu Jinyu smiled and said, "I don't have such a plan yet, let's wait a while."

Gu Qingyuan said again: "My brother hasn't smiled at me for a long time, it's so warm."

Gu Jinyu reached out and rubbed Gu Qingyuan's soft black hair and said with a smile: "People will always change, but I suddenly realized that some things cannot be forced, and you must know how to cherish the person in front of you."

He felt emotional in his heart, he still remembered that when Gu Qingyuan and his stepmother first came to Gu's house, it was a small ball, soft, but always clinging to him.

He is taller than himself now.I still remember that my feelings for Gu Qingyuan were very strange, pampered and jealous.

People sometimes become narrow-minded and difficult to tolerate because of their own interests violated by others.

Only after experiencing some things, feeling that money, love, whether you bring it with life or not with death, will you gradually relax your mind and learn to be tolerant and indifferent.

He has really grown up, so when facing Gu Qingyuan, his former rival in love, he only has debts and regrets left.

Gu Qingyuan's ears were slightly blush, and he buried his head on Gu Jinyu's shoulder.

He said in Gu Jinyu's ear: "Father tidied up the study yesterday and found mother's belongings. He hoped you could go back and get them. Father asked me yesterday when you will move back to the house."

Gu Jinyu smiled in Gu Qingyuan's ear and said, "Okay, I will go back in a few days. As for moving back to the house, let's talk about it."

His hot air gently breathed into Gu Qingyuan's ears, he didn't notice the sudden dilation of Gu Qingyuan's pupils on his shoulders, and he clenched his fists tightly.There was an indistinguishable look in his eyes.

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After Gu Jinyu returned to her residence, she thought carefully about her past memories. There was no memory of her mother's relics in her past life memories, and she had never seen such things in her previous life. Could it be the butterfly effect?

He rubbed the space between his brows. He didn't know why, but recently he was getting tired more and more easily. He felt that everything was powerless, but no matter what, everything had a good beginning, and the road was made.

Life is only a few decades, and he must stick to his artistic path in this life. In this life, only by doing what you like can you feel happy and fulfilled.

He planted the sunflower seeds he bought a few days ago in a flowerpot, sprayed some water droplets, and felt very peaceful.

He thought: life will always get better and better.

He picked up the violin on the desk, raised his jaw, put the violin on his neck, pulled the strings, closed his eyes, and played "Secret".

The melodious sound of the piano seemed to bring him back to the days when he was with his mother in his childhood.

The mother has delicate eyebrows, light eyebrows like autumn water, no makeup, and a gentle smile.

She has hair like black silk, and when she was a child, she used to hold herself between her legs and play "The Secret" to herself.

She often said: "If there is no frost and snow in the sky, the green pines are not as good as grass. If the earth has no mountains and rivers, who will make peace."

He always emphasizes the importance of character, but sometimes he is naughty and always acts like a kid, blocking his mother to have nothing to say.

My mother would always smile quietly and say: "My Jinyu, I hope you will always be happy forever, and you don't want to be rich and powerful, but only want a peaceful life."

He thought about what his mother's eyes looked like at that time?

Although her eyes are always filled with a touch of sadness, she is also open-minded.

She loves her father deeply, but her father doesn't love her, and always returns to the place where fireworks and willow lanes are.

She doesn't make trouble or complain, but often says to herself: "Jinyu, if you can meet the person you really love in this life, don't be afraid, go forward bravely, and work hard for it. But when what you have is already equal to losing , that person does not belong to you after all, then let it go. My Jinyu deserves the best."

Every time at this time, she would gently kiss him on the face, and he always remembered that kiss was affectionate and loving.

He didn't understand it when he was a child, but now he understands everything.

He closed his eyes, the corners of his eyes were a little moist, and the sound of the piano was sad, yet faintly revealing expansion and cheerfulness.

Although my mother was born in a world full of material desires, she seems to linger in the world, loving poetry and music.

She taught him a lot, but now, she is gone.

In a trance, I seem to see my mother sitting at the desk, the peach blossoms are blooming outside the window, she plays the zither and sings: "

Recipe, Shining.The son is home, it is suitable for his family.

There is a truth about peaches.When the son returns home, it is suitable for his family.

Tao Zhiyao, his son Ye Zhenzhen, Yu Gui, is suitable for his family. "

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Gu Qingyuan's diary:

My brother smiled at me today

Buried in his neck to breathe his clear breath

He clenched his fists to suppress his urge to hug him and embed him in his bones

I feel like my whole heart is melted by him.

How can you love someone so much?

As a reward, return his mother's relics to him

he must be very happy

Gu Jinyu, as long as you treat me a little better, I will treat you super

Super good.

because i love you so much

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☆、Redemption×Relic

"When do you plan to come back?" Father Gu's serious voice was on the other side of the phone.Gu Yu, Gu Jinyu's biological father, the mayor of City A, the current head of the Gu family.

The Gu family has a long history and a prominent family background. Back then, Gu Jinyu's biological mother was married to Gu's father through an official-business marriage because she was favored by Mr. Gu.

"I heard that you found mother's belongings, I'll go back and get them later." Gu Jinyu hooked the phone line with her little finger, raised her eyebrows, and answered lazily.

"Really? Qing Yuan found that when he tidied up his study a few days ago. I'll let the driver pick you up now. Let's do it first." Gu Yu's voice paused, and he hung up the phone.

After Gu's father hung up the phone, Gu Jinyu stared at the phone line for a while, but didn't speak.

He stretched out his stiff fingers, his brows and eyes were a little indifferent.

After a while, the horn of a car came from under the window. Gu Jinyu raised his eyes and looked out of the window. There was a black car parked downstairs.

As soon as he went downstairs, he saw Gu's father's full-time driver waiting outside the car. Gu Jinyu smiled slightly and said to him, "Uncle Wang, long time no see." Then he bent down and got into the car.

After waiting for Gu Jinyu to get into the car, Uncle Wang closed the back seat door, got into the driver's seat, turned to Gu Jinyu and said, "Hello, Young Master Gu, I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time, Young Master Gu has changed a little, grown a little. Master knows It must be very gratifying."

Gu Jinyu smiled and said, "Let's drive." Then he turned his head out of the window.

The car was going very fast.But Gu Jinyu lingered on the scenery outside the window.

There are green willow trees beside the road, with slender and graceful branches, and the sunlight shines through the gaps, spotty.Occasionally, there will be a few clusters of flowers on the side of the road, white flowers mixed with a few lavenders.

He thought, playing in front of such a scene, the sun is just right and the years are quiet.

Looking at the world from another perspective, the thinking field is really different.

The indifference to the world when he was just reborn seems to have gradually faded away, and he still has to experience the various states of the world.

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The car stopped outside the Gu family's old house.

There are two stone lion statues standing outside the Gu family's old house, and the gate is a hollow iron gate, which looks a bit quaint.

The stone steps are covered with a little moss, the white plaster walls are combined with light red roof tiles, and the paths are piled up with cobblestones.

Gu's mother's favorite peach blossoms were planted on the side of the road, and they bloomed more beautifully than Gu's mother did before she was alive.

Gu Jinyu sighed softly: "It's no wonder my mother always likes to play and sing Peach Blossom Fu. She always said:

In this door last year today, the peach blossoms on the faces of people are red

The human face does not know where to go, Peach Blossom still laughs spring breeze.

Recently, I always think of my mother, and my whole person has become so gentle that I let you listen to my chatter. "

After hearing this, Uncle Wang said lightly: "It's my honor. In the past, Mrs. Gu treated me very well, and I always remember Mrs., even..., hey, I am talking too much."

Then he shook his head and said nothing more.He said again: "Master, go in quickly, the master is waiting for you in the study."

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As soon as Gu Jinyu entered the study, he saw Gu's father standing with his hands behind his back. His bun was a little gray, but his back was still straight.Gu Jinyu said: "Father"

Gu Yu said: "I put your mother's belongings on the desk in the darkroom. There are also things from your mother's lifetime inside. Take whatever you want."

Without waiting for Gu Jinyu to answer, she continued, "The peach blossoms are blooming."

With his back to Gu Jinyu, Gu Jinyu couldn't see his expression clearly.

Gu Jinyu's expression was dull, and he raised the corner of his mouth mockingly: "I don't know where the human face is going, but Taohua is still smiling at the spring breeze. Father, since you have nothing to explain, I'll go to the darkroom first."

He gently closed the door, leaving Gu Yu with an unpredictable expression.

Gu Jinyu walked towards the darkroom. The layout of the darkroom was still the same. He reached out and touched the yellowed copybook on the desk. The copybook still had the handwriting copied by his mother back then.

The copybook reads: Don't be surprised by favor or disgrace, just watch the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court; leave or stay without any intention, follow the clouds rolling and relaxing outside the sky.

_Yun Shu keeps his pen.

Gu Jinyu's eyes fell on the sandalwood box next to the copybook, the box was very delicately carved.

He opened the box, and there was a small blue pendant lying quietly inside. He stroked it lightly, with warm colors in his eyes.

The style of the small pendant is very ordinary, but it has great significance to Gu Jinyu. It is the jewelry that his mother has always worn during her lifetime.

It is not expensive, but it was passed down from the grandmother to the mother, which has the meaning of inheritance.

He remembered the news of his mother's death when he came back from his grandfather's house just now, and he didn't know who to tell about the fear and fragility in his heart.

I always knew that my mother's health was not good, but I didn't expect this day to come so quickly, which caught people off guard.

His mother died of illness, his father remarried, and he suffered heavy pain when he was young.

He couldn't figure out how a person could be so unfeeling and quickly marry another woman not long after his wife died. At that time, he was full of resentment towards Gu's father.

Because of the depth of love and the depth of responsibility.

At that time, he still longed for his father's care and admiration for his father.

Now, the word father is just a synonym in his life.

As for the current feelings for Gu's father?

No hate or love, just really don't care anymore.

Gu Jinyu put the items he wanted to take away in a box.

Before leaving, he lightly touched the dusty sandalwood desk, the white jade inkstone of a certain age, and the inkstone was covered with a little dust.

He moved to the corner of the darkroom, and a few words could be vaguely seen on the plastered wall:

Gu Jinyu, Yun Shu, Gu Yu, happiness.

That was what he secretly inscribed stroke by stroke when he was young, but now the years have washed it away, leaving only faint traces.Pain, scars, love and hatred will always be washed away by time.

Nothing lasts forever, he thought sadly.

He also wants to face life and pain brightly. He thinks he has relieved many things, but it is not so easy.

The unhappiness and pain of the mother's marriage, I can't get it from my own love, the bones have been scarred and riddled with holes, and love is rotten to the bone.

And he was still scared after all.

A warm smile is just a mask to cover up the pain.

After being tempered by the world, those who show their sharpness too much will be stabbed severely.

Why do I like to laugh so much now, because Gu Jinyu is very happy.

The gloomy Gu Jinyu would not be discovered, without the sun to warm Gu Jinyu.

Then, Gu Jinyu is her own sun.

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"Brother, can I come in?"

Gu Qingyuan stood outside the darkroom and asked in a low voice

"En" Gu Jinyu picked up the box and answered with a hoarse voice.

"Do you need my help?" Gu Qingyuan opened the door of the darkroom, and he scanned Gu Jinyu's face carefully.

The afternoon light shone on Gu Jinyu's face, his eyes were slightly closed, and his whole body felt warm.

"If possible, please help me deliver the potted flowers in the darkroom to the apartment I live in now?" Gu Jinyu's eyes suddenly closed from the darkness to reflect the sunlight.

"Brother, I'll take you back first, and I'll send the flower pot later." Gu Qingyuan's voice was soft, with a hint of coquettishness.

"Okay." Gu Jinyu nodded and hugged the box tightly.

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Gu Qingyuan's diary:

I saw my brother again today, so happy (づ￣3￣)づ╭

I know he cried today, so distressed.

My brother's hoarse voice is so sexy.

I really want to push my brother down on the bed and bully me

My brother wants to take away the pot of rose flowers left by my mother

Sprinkle the blood in the soil, and the flowers will surely bloom extremely coquettishly.

☆、【Salvation System】

Gu Jinyu placed the rose flowers sent by Gu Qingyu in front of the window, and neatly arranged the small objects brought back from the old house.

But when he touched the blue pendant, he hesitated for a moment.

When I got the pendant that day, I seemed to hear a slight sound. At that time, tears slid down my cheeks inexplicably, silently.

"Ding ding ding~ The big cutie [Salvation System] of Closed Moon Shame Flower has been activated.

[Meng Meng] 10086 is at your service.The host's remorse and guilt values ​​have been collected, and the host's information is now displayed

Name: [Gu Jinyu] Meaning: [Huaiyu holding Jin]

Sex: Male】

Attribute: [Obvious homosexuality]

Body flexibility: good

Skills: [Violin, Piano, Calligraphy, Guzheng]

Potential: [to be discovered]

Regret and guilt value: [80]

Personality: [Gloomy, world-weary, cool, good at disguising]

Health index: [shielded]

The main line of redeeming characters: [Shield] Automatic points when encountering target characters

亮

Other information: [to be added]

When the host redeems the main character who was owed, he will be rewarded with corresponding points.

Of course, there are rewards and punishments, and now the binding system can also draw a big gift package.

Dear master, [Meng Meng] loves you.

Gu Jinyu sneered and said, "I don't have time to waste time with you. I don't know how to bind the system. Now that I know I'm cool and good at pretending, then I should know that although I feel guilty, I won't treat you casually now. Anyone lends a helping hand."

Gu Jinyu closed her eyes and continued: "I can't even redeem myself, so how can I talk about redeeming others. I only know that people like me will only bring misfortune to others, and alienating others is the greatest salvation."

Gu Jinyu stretched out her hand to cover her heart, she was a little too emotional now, her mood has not fluctuated much since she was reborn, and today she broke the precept.

[Redemption System] Mengmeng 1086 was silent for a moment, then changed the voice line, and said in a milky voice: "Has the host found that he has angina pectoris and palpitations easily when he has a lot of emotional ups and downs?"

""That's because the host has a heart disease!You are bound with [Mengmeng] 10086, and Mengmeng will help you improve your body, promote blood circulation, and reduce the chance of heart disease recurrence.If the host performs well, there will also be a mysterious gift package! "Its coda is slightly raised.

Upon hearing these words, Gu Jinyu's face instantly turned extremely pale.

He murmured: "Heart attack? How is it possible? How did you die in your last life?"

It wasn't until now that he discovered that his memory was broken.

He tightened his jaw, his brows were stained with gloom, but his normally stretched brows were tightly wrinkled at this moment.

[Salvation System] Mengmeng 10086's tone is clear, seductive: "Now you are surrounded by lies and truth, full of reality and betrayal. Relying on yourself will only waste time and energy, but you will not get any benefits."

"Bind with me, I will issue mainline and branch missions, and the final truth will always come to light"

Gu Jinyu's expression at the moment was a bit obscure, and his voice was difficult to say: "What price will I have to pay for being bound to you?"

He closes his eyes, lie and truth?As long as you can figure out the mystery that existed around you before, everything is worth it.

[Salvation System] Mengmeng 10086 said: "I need energy to activate the task system. The so-called energy is your emotion.

That is: the seven emotions and six desires that people have.

I need to absorb your emotional infusion vessel, the blue pendant your mother left behind.

As time goes on, your emotional fluctuations towards others will become smaller and smaller until they disappear.

At that time, everything in the world will not arouse your emotions.