you are the one I love.

"Hey."

"Hey."

"Hey."

"What's the matter, you've been groaning, why are you sighing. I still have to be on duty. You're already off work, and you're not happy." Ji Chuchen looked at Cheng Yufei who was sighing again and again, feeling a little puzzled.

"It's nothing." I can't tell you, I think I may fall in love with the same woman as you, so you said I can't sigh.

Cheng Yufei looked at Ji Chuchen, secretly cursing in her heart.

"Speaking of which, why haven't you seen Li Guanghao come to the hospital to pick you up recently? As your boyfriend, he is too incompetent."

"We broke up." Cheng Yufei said calmly.

"Huh?" Although Ji Chuchen always felt that Li Guanghao was completely unreliable, he was still a little surprised when Cheng Yufei said this in such a calm tone.

"I said, Li Guanghao and I broke up."

"Why, why? Didn't you always like his appearance before? Uh... Elementary school girl, don't be sad, I just asked casually. Look, there are so many good men in the world. If you just find one, you will be able to You can be much better than that kid, for example, if you learn from me, but don’t think about me, my good things are coming soon.”

do you like it?She used to wonder if it was true, but later found out that it wasn't at all... Now she just feels that the feelings she had had were just an illusion of liking "maybe". Now that she has broken up, for Cheng Yufei , Li Guanghao's existence is no different from "other people".Maybe... from the beginning, Lee Kwang Ho wasn't special.

"A good thing is coming soon? Could it be that you have confessed to Gu Nianxi recently? I haven't seen it yet... How did you two meet..." Cheng Yufei's heart rose to her throat. Regarding her own feelings for Gu Nianxi, she was still in the fog. Hearing Ji Chuchen say that a good thing is coming, it felt as if the clouds and mists were about to clear away to see the sky, and it rained heavily again, and Cheng Yufei was caught off guard.

But she didn't notice at all... All her focus on what Ji Chuchen said was already on the three words Gu Nianxi.

"Tianlian, the two of us have been in touch. Besides, it's impossible to meet in the hospital every time we meet, right? I'm chasing her, and it's normal to meet in private." Ji Chuchen said these words with a smile.

"Primary school girl, you don't look very happy?" But in that smile, there was a trace of temptation that Cheng Yufei didn't see.

"How come? You are with her...well, come on." Originally, Cheng Yufei wanted to hide her feelings and didn't want to show a little flustered, so she wanted to say, "I'm too happy to be with her, of course I wish you well..." When it came to his mouth, he couldn't say anything. The polite words of blessing seemed to be stuck in his mouth with 502 super glue.

"Okay, you are on duty, I'm off work!" Having said that, when he walked out of the hospital, he was not very happy in his heart, and always felt a little stuffy.

finally...

After all... what?

Did you finally find out that you like Gu Nianxi?

Cheng Yufei couldn't help laughing at her own thoughts. To be honest, Cheng Yufei didn't think about her own sexuality. Even if Cheng Xueyan and Gu Siyan were together, as a younger sister, Cheng Yufei didn't think about or doubt her own sexuality.

As for liking a woman, she doesn't mind, men and women are the same to her.However, when she really found out that she might like a woman, she was really surprised. After all, she had to see countless women every day at the hospital, but she was never moved.But now...but...have feelings for a woman.Moreover, this woman is still Gu Nianxi.Cheng Yufei couldn't figure it out...why would she feel this way about Gu Nianxi...?

Thinking of this, Cheng Yufei realized that she hadn't seen Gu Nianxi for a long time... Ever since she heard Ji Chuchen yelling in her ears every day that she was about to leave the single, Gu Nianxi never appeared in front of her again. After that, at least Gu Nianxi didn't take the initiative to come to her.

Well, this is normal, right?

She and Gu Nianxi had always had a tepid relationship. If it wasn't for their sister's relationship, she and Gu Nianxi...would have been hard to see.

Miss... her.

It's like it's the first time I've felt this way.For the first time, I felt that I would have a feeling called "missing" in my mind for a person. When I met her, I tried my best to think about topics that I could talk to her about.

Why is it Gu Nianxi?

"Dong dong." Until they arrived in front of Gu Siyan's house.

"Come in." It was Cheng Xueyan who opened the door.

"Thank you, sister. Where's Miss Siyan, are you alone?"

"She cooks in the kitchen. Today she's the chef."

"Sit and rest in the living room for a while, and I'll get you a glass of water." Then Cheng Xueyan went to the kitchen.

"Yeah." Cheng Yufei was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV.But she couldn't watch it anyway, even though it was an entertainment program on TV, Cheng Yufei still couldn't calm down.

Recalling that a few days ago, Cheng Yufei promised to come to dinner because Cheng Xueyan said she would celebrate her birthday, but later...it was delayed and she couldn't come, which made Cheng Yufei feel a little guilty, and apologized to her sister, Cheng Xueyan continued as usual Gently told her that it was okay, but there was a trace of worry hidden in that gentle tone.

As for why Cheng Yufei didn't come in the end, Cheng Xueyan didn't ask, because Cheng Yufei didn't have anything to say, so Cheng Xueyan was considerate and didn't ask. Although as an older sister, she wanted to know, but she didn't care about her younger sister's privacy. Very respectful.

"Already ready?" Cheng Yufei looked at Cheng Xueyan carrying the dishes from the kitchen and putting them on the dining table.

"Not yet, are you hungry?"

"It's okay, I'm not very hungry."

"Ring, ring, ring." Someone rang the doorbell.

"Ah, let me go and open the door. Sis, sit down." Seeing Cheng Xueyan come out with the dishes and hearing the doorbell ring, Cheng Xueyan got up.

Cheng Yufei held the doorknob with her hand, twisted it gently, opened the door, and the person who caught her eyes was Gu Nianxi with a normal face.

She just looked at Gu Nianxi so carefully, not too far away, but she could see her clear facial features and feel her heart.Speaking of it, this seems to be the first time, the first time she saw Gu Nianxi again when she was able to know her own mood.

At that moment, Cheng Yufei always felt like a lifetime away.

The same goes for Gu Nianxi, she never expected to see Cheng Yufei today, at this moment.When she made careful preparations for Cheng Yufei's birthday that day, but she still couldn't wait for her, Gu Nianxi didn't go to see Cheng Yufei the next day, and never met again. In order to avoid seeing her again, Gu Nianxi didn't even go to the hospital , Ji Chuchen said that he would have dinner with her, and Gu Nianxi also said to meet directly in the restaurant, but today he met her at her elder sister's house.

Sure enough, it's still...unavoidable.

If you can't avoid it, then don't avoid it.

What's more, from the beginning to the end, it's just my own, wishful thinking, that's all.

"You... Long time no see." Some uncontrollable joy burst out of my heart.

However, the other side was very plain, Gu Nianxi just pursed her lips and nodded, as a response to Cheng Yufei's words.

Then, just taking a step forward so naturally, Cheng Yufei also turned her body sideways as if she had sensed something, and let Gu Nianxi walk into the house.

"Ah, I came here in time. There are still one or two dishes ready to eat. What you cook today is your favorite." Gu Siyan had just finished cooking a dish and came out of the kitchen, when she saw the Gu Nianxi who came in.

"Really, then hurry up, sister, I'm starving to death!" Gu Nianxi went straight to the kitchen first.

"Wait a little longer, it's almost ready. Go sit in the living room first." Gu Siyan, who returned to the kitchen, pinched her cheeks and couldn't help sighing, tsk, it's nice to be young, her younger sister's cheeks are tender and tender.

"Oh!" He went to the living room and sat on the sofa.

Then... it becomes a situation where three people sit on a sofa alone.

Cheng Yufei and Gu Nianxi were still sitting face to face, sitting on the two sides facing the TV, it was difficult not to see each other.

"..." There was silence, only the sound of the program that was playing on the TV could be heard, neither of them spoke, Cheng Xueyan was sitting alone on the big sofa facing the TV, and she didn't know what to say... It felt... Fell into embarrassment.

"Cough cough."

"Sister, are you unwell?"

"Sister Xueyan, are you feeling well?"

When the two spoke together, Cheng Yufei subconsciously glanced at Gu Nianxi, but Gu Nianxi didn't look at her, but just looked at Cheng Xueyan, she blinked and looked back at Cheng Xueyan.

"It's okay, it's just a little uncomfortable all of a sudden."

"The weather has become cold recently, and it's a bit dry. Sister, drink more hot water."

"Got it, Dr. Cheng. By the way, your birthday was celebrated a few days ago, and Mom went on a trip, so I sent it back for you. I just signed for it yesterday. Would you like to go and have a look?" Although it was said to Cheng Yufei , but Cheng Xueyan subconsciously looked at Gu Nianxi's expression. After all, when Cheng Xueyan said the word "birthday", she thought of Gu Nianxi a few days ago.

"Okay."

Gu Nianxi watched the two sisters walk into the room and close the door, and when she heard the word "birthday", she really couldn't help but think about what happened a few days ago. Although the expression on her face didn't change, but because of this, she Instead, his heart sank.

Wishful thinking love, huh, no, it should be, wishful thinking secret love, right?Without a confession, it would have been aborted.