you are the one I love.

He should be happy to hear Gu Siyan say that, but Cheng Xueyan couldn't help but have a sore nose.

Since when did she and Gu Siyan...become like this.

Time is far and time is near.Be on the verge of leaving.

The most familiar stranger.But that's all.

Cheng Xueyan still didn't speak, but replaced words with her actions.

She pulled her hands out of Gu Siyan's arms, then exhausted her strength, hugged Gu Siyan tightly, buried her head in Gu Siyan's neck, and took a deep breath.

The breath in his nose is full of Gu Siyan's smell.Always make her...deeply infatuated.

This time, does it represent them?She Cheng Xueyan and her Gu Siyan, can they really get better, like before?

Gu Siyan didn't know if what she said was a promise to Cheng Xueyan, but she knew one thing.

She had to be honest with herself.

She had been gone for ten years, too long.She let herself bury herself in guilt and insecurity for ten years, which was too long.

Is it okay to let go?

Did she, and should she, come out of the past that tormented her?

Gu Siyan hesitated.

She was no longer as indifferent as when she first returned to foreign countries. As time passed, her heart that had been frozen for ten years began to melt gradually.

So, can she try to face what happened back then?

Gu Siyan knew that, in fact, she already had the answer.

Otherwise, she would not have chosen to come back to the beach, to the resort, to this...where everything happened back then.

Maybe... She can give herself a chance, give her love with Cheng Xueyan another chance.

Just like Cheng Xueyan, Gu Siyan also spent most of her life loving someone.It's just that, unlike Cheng Xueyan, she knew and saw her own heart very early on. She understood very early that she liked Cheng Xueyan.

Even now...still.

In the ten years since she left, she was immersed in infinite guilt and couldn't extricate herself. She wanted to love, but she couldn't.

Returning to the country again, I thought that while fulfilling my grandfather's wish, I could also help the programming company through the crisis, and then... I cut everything off and left alone.

But I didn't want to, I didn't expect my grandfather to force Cheng Xueyan to get engaged to her with the reason of donating funds to help the programming company... This is something that Gu Siyan never thought of...Because back then...Gu Rusheng was so angry...even hated to the bone...

Over the past few days, too many variables have occurred, which made Gu Siyan unable to control it. Unexpectedly, she lived under the same roof with Cheng Xueyan... Even if she wanted to remain indifferent... she was... powerless.She wants to love, but dare not love.

So now...

Gu Rusheng ordered her to return to China to take over the Lotte City plan to accept Cheng Xueyan and even let her get engaged to Cheng Xueyan.Gu Nianxi tried to insinuate and persuade her not to pay too much attention to the past and come out in a timely manner.

Can she really do this?

The willful murderer who killed his own parents... Come out of this crime.Step out from the shackles of ten years of guilt.

Really, can I.

Gu Siyan, she doesn't know.

Gu Siyan thought, maybe, she can give it a try.Since she chose to obey her grandfather's order, return to Gu's to start the Lotte City project, and come to the resort, the place where the incident happened, she must face the pain of the past, which she expected at the beginning.

She has been ashamed of love and Cheng Xueyan.Therefore, she wanted to try to make up, so she chose to tell Cheng Xueyan and give her a little more time.She wants...to be with Cheng Xueyan in a good way.

On the side that Cheng Xueyan didn't see, Gu Siyan had a faint expression, but the corners of her mouth were slightly curved, and there was a smile in her eyes.

Gu Siyan slowly raised the hand that was holding Cheng Xueyan up to support the back of Cheng Xueyan's head, stroked Cheng Xueyan's hair with her fingertips, and then kissed Cheng Xueyan gently.

Cheng Xueyan felt that not only Gu Siyan's breathing could be heard from this side of her ear, but also a little itchy, but she didn't move, she just felt Gu Siyan's delicate kiss.

Enjoy, this moment, the hard-won intimacy.

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Cheng Xueyan always remembers the sweetness of that moment, now sitting at home with her younger sister Cheng Yufei, and then humming a little tune unknowingly while cooking in the kitchen, it seems like a completely unconscious behavior, suddenly thinking of what happened that day.

Logically speaking, ten years of time was wasted between her and Gu Siyan. She shouldn't have forgiven Gu Siyan so quickly and easily. To be honest, she didn't want to either, but she understood the truth better. But thighs.

She loves Gu Siyan, this is an indisputable fact, stubborn not to forgive, just continue to waste their love, since it is doomed, her love cannot escape Gu Siyan's existence, why bother to torture each other, torment It hurt Gu Siyan, tortured herself, and tortured the love between the two of them.

Besides, Gu Siyan only said that Cheng Xueyan should give her some time.

Cheng Xueyan is no longer a 24-year-old girl, but a 27-year-old woman.She's not that stupid. Even if she feels something because of it, it's only for a moment before a matter is inconclusive and has no result.Blindly believing in the end is like putting her heart on the edge of a cliff, and if she is not careful, she may fall to pieces.

Therefore, now she has the right to take what Gu Siyan said to her that day as a good start, and hope that there will be a good result.

But...she didn't reject Gu Siyan...so close.

After all... the person who is close to her is none other than Gu Siyan.Besides, after all, she is already 27, alright... It's been ten years of emptiness and loneliness... It's hard to get close... Could it be that she can bear it... What should I do if I get sick after holding back... Cough cough... Thinking of this, Cheng Xueyan couldn't help blushing.

But... Then what can she do... This kind of thing is beyond her control... Isn't that a normal physiological need.

"Sister, what happened, why are you so happy today?" Cheng Yufei, who was sitting in the living room waiting for dinner, was a little bored, so she planned to go to the kitchen to see if her sister needed help.

Although Cheng Yufei's cooking skills are very average and she can't cook many dishes, but she thinks it's okay to at least give her sister a hand.

"Huh? Is there?" Cheng Xueyan seemed unconscious.Although she does feel that she seems to be very happy.

"Yes, you are already humming the tune." Cheng Yufei smiled and said to Cheng Xueyan, "By the way, why are you alone at home today? What about Sister Siyan, why isn't she here?" Cheng Yufei is here for dinner today Yes, but you can't actually say that, because Cheng Xueyan asked her to come, saying that she was staying in the dormitory alone anyway, and she probably was too lazy to cook and eat by herself and buy something to fill her stomach, so she just let her Come home, she will cook.

The reason why the two sisters didn't go to the nursing home to visit their mother was because Shen Yanxin had called before and said that she had her own activities this weekend and had to go out with her friends in the nursing home.So Cheng Xueyan and Cheng Yufei didn't go to see their mother, and Cheng Yufei happened to be resting, so Cheng Xueyan handed them over to eat at home.

"Recently, Mrs. Gu is busy with a big project, which is quite important, so Siyan has been busy all the time. Recently, she is at the resort by the sea. The real estate belongs to Mrs. Gu, so she must be busy there for a long time. ".

"Then..." Cheng Yufei seemed to have remembered something, in order not to appear abrupt and to reveal her secrets, she asked tactfully, "Where's that stinky brat Gu Nianxi?"

Cheng Xueyan didn't reply when she first heard this sentence, but stared at her sister for a few seconds, which made Cheng Yufei think that she asked too directly and obviously, which led to a direct pass-through, but fortunately, Cheng Yufei has a good mental quality , so the facial expression on the face still hasn't changed.

"Why did you suddenly ask about Nianxi?" Cheng Xueyan looked at Cheng Yufei before she spoke, "According to common sense, you and Nianxi are not very familiar, and we had a quarrel when we met at home last time. It's bad, but it's not necessarily good." Cheng Xueyan was quite surprised why her sister asked about Nianxi, but she didn't think too much, she was just curious.

"I'm just asking, am I not a doctor? Gu Nianxi is already an office worker, so I want to ask if Gu Nianxi has any intractable diseases, and I can give her a discount to 'cure' her. "What Cheng Yufei said was correct. After she told Gu Nianxi that she had a regular follow-up visit that day, when she thought about it, she felt that she was crazy. It must be because she was so kind and did not wake up. If you export it, don't you regret it? Isn't it just a good "rule" Gu Nianxi?

"..." Cheng Xueyan's mind was spinning at high speed, remembering what Gu Siyan told herself when she was at the resort a few days ago, about Gu Nianxi's stomach trouble, she remembered Gu Siyan's hurtful expression at that time, combined with Gu Nianxi's initial Going back to China and arguing with Gu Siyan and getting drunk, Cheng Xueyan can more or less see that there is something wrong with the relationship between Gu Siyan and Gu Nianxi, after all, she also exists as a sister.So some things still need to be resolved by the parties themselves.

"You, you have always had a cold look since you were a child, but you have a character of revenge." Cheng Yufei smiled and said to Cheng Yufei, pretending to be angry, "Nianxi just graduated this year and returned to China. He is only 23 years old. Don’t worry about the past so much.”

"I know. Sis, I'm not a child anymore. The last time it happened, it's over, and I didn't take it too seriously." Yes, yes, the person who knocked on the door in the hospital office was Gu Nianxi Who is it that is too lazy to talk to someone?

"I'm not that childish ghost like Gu Nianxi." Cheng Yufei muttered in a low voice.