you are the one I love.

From the public's point of view, Cheng Yufei understands and feels that Li Guanghao has done a good job, which is enough to be regarded as a high-quality boyfriend, but as Cheng Yufei herself, she is touched by what Li Guanghao has done, but she has no admiration.

Many times, Li Guanghao would create many surprises for Cheng Yufei, Cheng Yufei was very happy about this.

Hugs, kisses.The normal communication and intimacy between these male and female friends also existed between Cheng Yufei and Li Guanghao.

However, there are many times when the atmosphere between two people is too good, it is easy to be a little impulsive and ambiguous.Whenever Li Guanghao wanted to go further, Cheng Yufei would stop right away and keep a distance from Li Guanghao.

Cheng Yufei... didn't want to... or rather... didn't want to have a closer relationship with Li Guanghao at all.Because, she always felt that she was not ready yet, and also felt that... something was missing between Li Guanghao and Li Guanghao.

They meet two or three times a week, and date two or three times. After all, Cheng Yufei is a doctor by profession, so she is usually busy. When she is very free, she usually goes to the nursing home to accompany her mother.Of course, as a small business owner and successor of a company, Li Guanghao naturally doesn't have much free time, so there are also times when he is quite busy. At that time, the two of them may only meet once a week for a meal together. When he is busy, for example, Lee Kwang Ho is on a business trip, and he can't even see each other for half a month.

Cheng Yufei didn't think there was anything wrong with this, because she had always maintained herself rationally.She felt that there was no need to complain to Li Guanghao that he didn't have time for her or that he was too busy to put work first, because it would be meaningless to do so.Moreover, too childish.

She felt that such behavior was too vexatious, so she never complained about acting like a baby to Li Guanghao.Because, that's not her style, and she doesn't like to do it either.

She can be a little softer in front of Li Guanghao, except that she will never give in on issues of principle, but she will not be shy towards Li Guanghao.She will do what a girlfriend should do, such as reminding Lee Kwang Ho to remember to eat, remember to take a break, make lunch for him, and so on.

It's just that these things, besides cooking and hugging and kissing, she also treats her patients in the same way.So when Cheng Xueyan asked her how she got along with Li Guanghao, and she answered in this way, Cheng Xueyan said, "Guanghao really can bear it."

Cheng Yufei was still laughing at the time and said that Cheng Xueyan, as her sister, didn't speak for her, but instead sympathized with Li Guanghao, an outsider.

But in fact, even she herself began to feel so.

The more we get along, the closer we get.The more you can understand your own heart.

Cheng Yufei has a crush on Li Guanghao, but... no love.

That day, Cheng Yufei leaned against the wall of the room, listening to the conversation between her mother Shen Yanxin and her sister Cheng Xueyan, and thought a lot. The past feelings flooded into her mind like spring water, and her thoughts were disturbed.

It wasn't until Ji Ling suddenly came back to his senses that he had to mock himself and think too much.

Then Cheng Yufei returned to normal, with a natural look, walked to the living room, pretending to be relaxed and asked with some doubts, "Mom, sister, what's wrong with you?"

"Oh, I was just chatting with your sister. The two of you are just a little sad. Xiao Fei came back so soon. When did you come in? Xiaoyan and I didn't hear the door."

"I just came back from shopping. There were a lot of people in the shopping mall. I waited in line for a while. Mom, you must have been too absorbed in talking with my sister, so you didn't hear the sound of me opening and closing the door." Sometimes small lies can be avoided many problems.Cheng Yufei understands that it's not that she can't know the content of her mother's chat with her sister, and it's not that she thinks she is still a child, it's just because those things are all about the relationship between Gu Siyan and her sister, there is no need to do it deliberately Talk about it in her presence.

In this way, the mother and daughter had a happy dinner. Cheng Xueyan and Cheng Yufei had to go to work the next day, so after the meal, the mother and daughter chatted for a while, and then said goodbye to their mother. left.

After the two sisters left, Shen Yanxin looked at the photo hanging in her bedroom, which was the wedding photo of him and her husband Cheng Qingjie.Shen Yanxin looked at that photo for a long time, her eyes unconsciously showed a little sadness, but also a look of happiness, and then slowly said, "I hope you won't feel unhappy when I tell Xiaoyan like this, you I also want to see that Xiaoyan is happy, right?"

Although Shen Yanxin is a mother, she can't fill up the love for her two daughters who lost her father like a father, but she believes that no matter whether it is a father or a mother, for their children, they all hope that they can be healthy and happy.

She didn't know that the road her eldest daughter Cheng Xueyan took was a bit difficult, even if she removed what she told Cheng Xueyan, she still had to face oppression from all walks of life and the eyes of outsiders.But why didn't she understand that Cheng Xueyan's heart could no longer tolerate anyone, no matter if it was a man or a woman, otherwise, after so many years, she wouldn't be able to hold back her loneliness and be alone.

The road was chosen by Cheng Xueyan herself. As a mother, since Shen Yanxin had no way to do anything for her, she could only tell Cheng Xueyan frankly that her mother would support her and Gu Siyan.The path of two women is not easy to walk, and she doesn't want to add other unnecessary troubles to her daughter.Family support is important, she understands.

So she believed that, as a father, Cheng Qingjie, Zai Tianzhiling would not blame her for doing this.I think the love of parents for their children is the same.

Time passed like this, after Cheng Xueyan chatted with her mother, she felt more or less relieved, at least her heart became clearer.

Because of one thing, she realized clearly, that is, in her heart, except for Gu Siyan, there was no way for anyone else to stay.

So, probably, no matter what, she... can't escape the cage named "Gu Siyan".Because, the cage named "Gu Siyan" imprisons her heart, and she... is also willing.

So, she had to sort out her mood.Most of the time, she still stays at Gu's to work, draws design drawings, then looks through Gu's past project materials, communicates with Gu's experienced old employees, and sometimes cooperates with Mo Yao to handle the work.

It's not that she doesn't want Gu Siyan, it's just that Gu Siyan basically spends most of her time at the resort overseeing the work of Lotte City, and has been concentrating on her work. Firstly, Cheng Xueyan doesn't want to disturb her, and secondly, she is also thinking about what she should do , Do you directly think of a good reasoning and ask Gu Siyan straight to the point, or is it an intentional or unintentional hint?Cheng Xueyan didn't think about it before.

Even though he said so, Cheng Xueyan still went to the resort. After all, Gu Siyan stayed in the resort for too long. She stayed there for half a month without taking a break.However, although Gu Siyan always stays in the resort, she will still go home regularly on weekends, and then pick her up to Gu's house to have dinner with her grandfather, so it's not like she won't see each other at all.

But at this moment, Cheng Xueyan still planned to take the initiative.Now it doesn't matter if it's because of work, or to visit Gu Siyan in the name of "fiancée", whatever, let her go to the resort first.

If it is said that she went there because she missed Gu Siyan, there are indeed some reasons, but not all, because she and Gu Siyan were separated for ten years, and there was no meeting, no correspondence, no words during those ten years, and she had to say It is impossible to not miss at all, but Cheng Xueyan is still waiting and enduring, so her endurance has also been exercised.

Probably, this is also because she started to be a little aggressive.She has been waiting for too long, waiting for Gu Siyan to come back, waiting for Gu Siyan to explain to her, waiting for Gu Siyan to give her a reason to leave, finally, Gu Siyan finally came back, how could she continue to hold back.

And Gu Siyan has been showing no signs of wanting to explain to her, which made her almost run out of patience.

Because, she wants an explanation, a reason, a reason that she can accept, even... what she wants is a reason that can make herself forgive Gu Siyan for leaving without saying goodbye.

Coming directly to the resort, Cheng Xueyan immediately saw Gu Siyan who was talking to the staff around him about the project on the beach.

Cheng Xueyan originally wanted to go forward immediately, but stopped for some reason, and just stood not far away, looking at Gu Siyan who was so focused on work.

Cheng Xueyan was so familiar with that kind of single-minded eyes, but also so strange.

When she was a student, Gu Siyan was quite outstanding, and she was meticulous in doing things. Cheng Xueyan was happy to see Gu Siyan who was so serious, because Cheng Xueyan felt that the eyes of Gu Siyan when she was serious were the same as when Gu Siyan looked at her with full of doting and love. The eyes coincided with each other, making her happy.That was the look Cheng Xueyan was most familiar with and liked to see.

But now, Gu Siyan, who has been away from her for ten years, has become more independent, more excellent, capable and decisive in doing things, Cong did not hesitate to make decisions at work, and there was a gleam in her eyes that couldn't be hidden.

After all, with different growth environments and different people around her, even if Gu Siyan is unwilling to change, it is impossible for her to not have a little change. In some aspects, even if Cheng Xueyan does not want to admit it, Gu Siyan has indeed changed. unknown changes.Let her... have to feel strange.

At this moment, Cheng Xueyan's heart, which had been burning with courage, suddenly cooled down.