you are the one I love.

What Shen Yanxin said was so straightforward that she even directly tore through the layer of window paper that they all knew, which caught Cheng Xueyan a little off guard, and also felt a little... embarrassed.

After all, it's always a little shy to talk to your family and the people you like.So when Cheng Xueyan first heard her mother say that, she was a little embarrassed, but then she thought of Gu Siyan, and then she thought about how she got along with her in recent days, and unconsciously, the little smile that finally appeared on her face gradually disappeared. .

Cheng Xueyan is Shen Yanxin's daughter, the so-called knowing daughter is Mo Ruomu, Cheng Xueyan is obviously absent-minded and not that happy, how could she not see it.

"...No." Cheng Xueyan finally spoke, "Actually, it's... pretty good... right." Cheng Xueyan still lowered her eyes, not knowing what she was thinking.

In fact, if there is a contradiction, even Cheng Xueyan doesn't know whether to say "yes" or "no".Is it really "good"?She wasn't so sure either.

Because, there are good times and bad times.It's not bad, but sometimes, she feels a little tired and inexplicably depressed.

Except for the fact that she got angry with Gu Siyan for no reason at the beginning because of the design draft of the Lotte City project, it was not for no reason at all. At least Cheng Xueyan felt that although she was jealous, she definitely did not get angry for no reason!Who told Gu Siyan not to make it clear at the beginning!But that incident was like turning a page in a book, Gu Siyan didn't care about anything, and Cheng Xueyan also felt that she was in the wrong, so she didn't mention it again.

Having said that, generally speaking, the relationship between the two of them is quite harmonious, but since they knew it, Cheng Xueyan and Gu Siyan seldom quarreled. Had a fight.

So... Sometimes Cheng Xueyan doesn't know what to do.

She could feel that since Gu Siyan returned to China, she has been approaching her constantly, and the relationship between the two...is no longer as rigid and indifferent as it was at the beginning, but has become more and more intimate, just...Gu Siyan's heart ...are you really approaching her...

What happened after returning to China, Gu Siyan's closeness to her, Gu Siyan's concern for her, Gu Siyan's closeness, Gu Siyan's... Whenever Cheng Xueyan thinks of Gu Siyan, her mind is full of things related to her, full of... the memories between them .

"You grew up with Siyan since you were a child. Although she left later, for so many years..." Shen Yanxin said helplessly, "You still like her all the time. Is what mother said right?" Shen Yanxin looked at Cheng Xueyan with a smile .

Cheng Xueyan raised her eyes, looked at her mother, and didn't speak, but her expression had already answered for her—she really, till now, still deeply likes Gu Siyan.

Otherwise...it wouldn't be so many years without having a boyfriend.

This is also the fact that Shen Yanxin has seen it in her eyes for so many years but has not said it out. Therefore, whenever she can't bear to see her daughter working so hard, she always wants to persuade her, or make side-effects, even if it is used as a mother. Her identity forced her to try dating a man, but every time she got to the point of speaking, she swallowed it after seeing Xiaoyan's lonely expression.

How could she not understand.It has been a few years since she lost her husband, but she has never thought about remarrying. Although her two daughters have also hinted at her, she can try to find a man to remarry and accompany him. As daughters, they can also understand and will not Mind, Shen Yanxin didn't know that the two daughters hoped that she would not live alone too lonely, but wanted someone to accompany her.

But she couldn't do it, so even after so many years, she never thought of remarrying.

Therefore, she could tell that the child Xiaoyan really liked that child Siyan, not because he was ignorant and ignorant in his youth, but because he really liked someone with absolute certainty, otherwise he wouldn't be here For ten years, a person endured loneliness, but never had a boyfriend.

"In the past, when your father was still there, your father and I often thought about it. We have two daughters and two little princesses at home. What kind of people will we date in the future? What kind of people will we marry in the future? What about people?"

"I just said, you must marry a handsome and handsome man in order to be worthy of our two little husbands." Shen Yan smiled heartily at this point, "But your father said, what's the use of being handsome? Good-looking is easy to attract bees and butterflies, too fiddly, not dedicated enough, will hurt his two precious daughters, so the future son-in-law does not need to be too handsome, as long as his facial features are correct and he can see it. Of course, the most important thing is, He has to be nice to his two little princesses."

"At that time, I teased him and said, 'Now that the two children are so young, you only think so long-term. If Xiaoyan and Xiaofei really have boyfriends in the future, you might be jealous. Wait until they get married. , you don’t have to cry hard’, it turned out..." Speaking of this place, Shen Yanxin’s eyes were a little sad, as if she was immersed in the memories of the past, both happy and sad.

"Mom..." Cheng Xueyan saw that her mother was a little sad, so she took out the hand that was held by her mother, then hugged Shen Yanxin's arm, shaking it lightly, to make her not be so sad.

"In the past, we always thought about what kind of outstanding man you and Xiaofei would marry in the future, but we didn't think that the person you would like when you grow up would be Siyan." Shen Yanxin patted Cheng Xueyan's hand that was holding her arm , indicating that what she knows is not sad, but just thinking of the past, a little sad.

"Originally, when I first found out, I wanted to stop the two of you. At that time, I was thinking of finding a suitable time to chat with you, but I couldn't make it in time. At that time, I was afraid that you were just agitated in adolescence, and your daughter The intimacy between children was mistaken for liking, but after so many years, you still only like that child Siyan." Shen Yanxin looked at Cheng Xueyan and blinked, "Although the road between the two women is not early, When I first knew that you were going to choose to get engaged to Siyan because of your father's hard work, I felt wronged for you, after all, two women's public engagement is really sensational."

"But it's okay. Since you two like each other, and it's been so many years, it's not a grievance. The family also has some power and foundation in W City, if you are with Siyan, the road ahead will not be too difficult, and other people's gossip will be less." Shen Yanxin reached out and touched Cheng Xueyan's head, just like when she was a child, Every time Cheng Xueyan was in a bad mood, she would touch her head as a way of comforting her.

"Mom..." Cheng Xueyan couldn't help feeling sad when she heard what her mother said. She didn't know why, but her nose was a little sore.

I thought that my mother knew about it when she decided to save the program crisis in the future and got engaged to Gu Siyan. After all, the two women... But she didn't want to, it turned out that her mother knew about it a long time ago, and she knew about it more than ten years ago, so For many years, but never mentioned it, did not force her, but thought so much for her.

Cheng Xueyan has always felt that she is 27 years old and should not let her mother worry about her own affairs anymore. Please do everything by yourself, take care of Yufei, take care of her mother, and stop making her tired for her and Yufei's affairs Worried, but unexpectedly, her mother has been worrying about her.

"Okay." Shen Yan caressed Cheng Xueyan's head fondly, smiling brightly, her eyes were slightly moist, "Don't cry, or I won't be able to hold it back, Mom."

Cheng Xueyan nodded slightly, then stretched out her hands to hug Shen Yanxin.Shen Yanxin naturally stretched out her arms to hug Cheng Xueyan, and patted her on the back lightly.

Before, what Cheng Xueyan had been troubled with was the reason why Gu Siyan left her without saying anything, and went abroad alone, and...Gu Siyan's change now.

Although basically, Gu Siyan has not changed much, but has become better and more generous than when she was a child. From the perspective of ordinary people, this may be the case, but from the perspective of Cheng Xueyan, it is not the case.

Now Gu Siyan speaks very little, and often stays silent, and the expression on her face is the same. Although Gu Siyan has been that kind of cold and arrogant person since she was a child, she is not like now, her face is always written with "indifference" "The two words not only represent "don't let strangers in", she doesn't even want to be approached by people around her, and she has become hesitant in making emotional decisions. Cheng Xueyan can gradually feel that arrive.

In fact, she didn't really want to know the reason for Gu Siyan's departure. She didn't want to get to the bottom of it, nor was she stubbornly holding on to this place, but she felt that the reason for Gu Siyan's departure back then was probably Gu Siyan's change. reason.

So, she wants to know the truth.

In the past, Gu Siyan has always avoided talking about it, but it made her a little cold-hearted, and made her not know what to do, let alone what to use to support her to continue waiting.

But she had nothing to do with herself, she just always liked her, for no reason, for some reason, even... hopelessly... liking Gu Siyan.

"Mom... She left me alone for so many years without saying a word, but now that she is back, I still like her, I just can't help... I like her, but she didn't say anything, never explained."

"Hey, silly boy. It's hard for you." Shen Yanxin sighed, "If you like her, just like her, don't worry too much. Mom understands. There is no way for other people to control emotional matters. You can't even control yourself."

If you like someone involuntarily, even if it is yourself, you can't control it.