you are the one I love.

Cheng Xueyan was working in the Gu's design department just like that.Although occasionally she would inadvertently hear complaints from her colleagues that she relied on her relationship to get her position, but she also comforted the colleagues in the design department in her heart that they were not malicious.Just try to let yourself ignore this external pressure and concentrate on doing things.

And she never planned to tell Gu Siyan about this from the beginning to the end, not only because she didn't want to let the fact of "relying on the relationship" be confirmed, but also because, except for some "necessary" things, the relationship between them basically There is no communication.Perhaps this can be regarded as a tacit agreement.

After the regular work was over, Gu Siyan came to the design department to pick her up as usual. It seemed that she had a sense of it, and it seemed to avoid suspicion. Every time they got off work, the colleagues in the design department almost left.It also avoided making Cheng Xueyan a new topic.

The two are still in the same tacit understanding.There is nothing special about never opening your mouth to speak to each other.Basically, zero communication is maintained.Occasionally, Gu Siyan would ask Cheng Xueyan if there were any problems with her work in the design department.But after Cheng Xueyan answered "nothing special" and "very good", she fell silent again, and the topic fell into the sea again.

It would have been the same day as usual.Cheng Xueyan has been living in Gu's house recently.He hasn't returned to Cheng Cheng's house yet.After all, such a "home" has no meaning at all.So generally speaking, Cheng Xueyan didn't have any special feelings about the current situation.It's just that something unexpected happened during dinner.

The dinner in the Gu residence has always been quite sumptuous, but there is only the sound of chopsticks being moved on the dining table, and basically no one will speak out except for Mr. Gu who occasionally asks about the situation of Gu Siyan's company.Today, however, Mr. Gu accidentally talked about other topics when he opened his mouth.

Gu Rusheng: Siyan, since you and Xiaoyan are engaged, you should have your own private life.The house in the area of ​​Shuxin Pavilion is quite nice. You looked like you were only 16 years old back then. I didn't expect you to be farsighted and have a good vision at a young age. You are worthy of being the granddaughter of my Gu Rusheng.From tomorrow onwards, you and Xiaoyan can live in your room.

Gu Siyan was naturally surprised when she heard what her grandfather said.The Shuxin Pavilion was still in the development stage back then. Originally, Gu’s plan was to use it for the internal welfare of employees and the benefits of some enterprises that had some cooperative relations with Gu’s. In addition, there was no publicity, so many people didn’t know about it. , This is why the housing price is not too high, and Gu Siyan, as a member of the Gu family, has a lot of pocket money on hand, and Gu Siyan has never spent money recklessly and has her own small treasury. He took a fancy to several trending stocks with his eyes, and then used his family's means and relationships, and the result was to win that house in one fell swoop.I have been doing this matter in a very secret way back then, no one but myself should know about it. Until today when I heard my grandfather say this, I obviously didn't expect Mr. Gu to know his bottom line so clearly.I even know what happened back then.

"Grandpa, the Gu family is very good, there is no need to do anything extra, and the house has been vacant for so many years, it has long been abandoned." Gu Siyan obviously did not want to take Cheng Xueyan to "there".Mr. Gu had already expected that Gu Siyan would say no, "What's the matter? Although you only furnished half of the house back then, from the time you returned to China until now, with your efficiency, it must have been completed a long time ago. Let’s take Xiaoyan to have a look.” After Mr. Gu finished speaking, he looked at Cheng Xueyan, “Xiaoyan, you and Siyan can go and have a look tomorrow.” Although there is a word “吧” at the end of the sentence, no matter how you hear it, you don’t feel it. means irrefutable.It's not good for Gu Siyan to resolutely reject her grandfather face to face like this and had to give up.

Gu Siyan was blocked by her grandfather and had nothing to say, so she had no choice but to be speechless.Cheng Xueyan kept listening to the grandpa and grandson's glances at me, and didn't say much from the beginning to the end, but finally nodded when Mr. Gu seemed to be asking for his opinion.After a meal, only Mr. Gu was very happy and smiling.

As usual, after eating, they went straight back to their respective rooms.Cheng Xueyan was lying on the bed, unwilling to worry about anything about the person named "Gu Siyan".However, the matter that Gu Siyan bought the house when he was 16 years old that Mr. Gu mentioned during the dinner still lingers in his mind no matter what. "16 years old" - At that time... think about it or forget it, even if you fell in love at that time, it's normal that you don't know about it. Back then, she could leave without saying a word. If you have this kind of secret to buy a house What's so strange about it.

Gu Siyan frowned.Since I bought that house that year.Then you should take the hostess in to have a look—she really thought so back then.But after so many years, their youth and love have been buried in the past until now.Those related to the past should be buried together.But now she brings up the past again, Gu Siyan doesn't want to delay Cheng Xueyan's life anymore, but, can she really let it go?If he was really determined to let go, how could he be so worried that he could not restrain himself and went back to China, and even reached an agreement with his grandfather that as long as he was willing to return to China and take over the Gu family as the heir again, he would unconditionally help the Cheng family's program company to tide over the difficulties and help the program This agreement to return to the peak of operation.

Gu's heir or something.From the time when I threw everything away and went abroad and didn't plan to return to China, I gave up together.All are given up.Except...Xue Yan.He clearly told himself not to get close again, but he didn't expect that his grandfather would reach an agreement with Xueyan without authorization. If he didn't agree to the engagement program company, it would be a dead end.So just like that, Xueyan was pushed back to her side again.wrong.Is it really "back" to me?Wouldn't I want to harm others and myself again... How is this different from back then.

Gu Zhai's study room.

"My lord, why don't you tell Miss Cheng the truth of the matter directly. This time the eldest lady will return to China, if it is not to help Miss Cheng, she will not agree to come back anyway. Why don't you just let Miss Cheng know about it?" Gu Rusheng understood that his right-hand man was running around for the Gu family and the Gu family's major and minor matters, and he had long regarded Siyan as his own daughter, and his care was beyond words.

"This is Siyan's child's heart knot. It can't be explained clearly in a few simple words. If I hadn't been angry and blamed the death of Siyan's parents on the Cheng family girl, I wouldn't have blamed her When there is a crisis at home and the Gu family asks for help, they will not make their relationship so stiff now." Gu Rusheng sat in the study and sighed slightly, frowning, looking back at the past, and thinking of the heartache of losing his son and daughter-in-law at that time, A little headache.

"Master, don't think about it. What happened at that time was an accident. You said that at that time because you were angry and human." Zhang Yan looked at Mr. Gu's appearance and felt that Mr. Gu was getting old gradually. It was also much faster than in previous years. I couldn't bear to see this elder immersed in sadness again, so I took the opportunity to change the topic.

"This time, the master and Ms. Cheng agreed that as long as they get engaged to the eldest lady, they will contribute money to help Cheng Zhi overcome the difficulties. I thought that Ms. Cheng would refuse, but I didn't expect that she would hesitate and agree in the end. It can be seen that after so many years, she should be right. Missy still has feelings." Zhang Yan tried to bring the topic to a less sad atmosphere.

"Although there are a few companies that seem to have plans to make a move with the idea of ​​acquisition, the conditions that Gu's throwing out to the program companies this time are undoubtedly the most helpful to the program. Naturally, that girl understands somewhat in her heart. At first She hesitated again and again, and finally agreed, which only shows that she is very concerned about saving her family's company." The conversation changed slightly, "But after getting along these days, it can be seen that she is not really unfeeling towards Siyan to the end. , what's more, this Lotte City case will take at least one or two years, so I asked Siyan to take her to her own small house. The two of us live together, get along day and night, and always have something to say Say it." Mr. Gu's eyes were a little empty, staring at the night sky outside the study window, and finally he opened his mouth again with regret and sigh, "I hope this child Siyan will stop blaming himself so blindly. Even if she has been guilty for so many years, it is enough for me to fulfill the wishes of my son and daughter-in-law before they die."

Mr. Gu's expression was a bit complicated, he could see the sadness in his heart, and there was one thing he couldn't say, he could only pray silently in his heart.

I also hope that what I have done can make up for the harm caused to Siyan's child by the moment of anger.

Because it is the weekend, so there is no need to go to work and rest, Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan naturally slept more peacefully, so it was almost noon when they woke up, what a coincidence, when Gu Siyan opened the door, she saw Cheng Xueyan on the opposite side It just so happened that after washing up, he should have gone directly to the living room on the first floor to eat with a blank face, but he didn't know that he had just woken up and his brain had not fully recovered, so he blurted out "Morning", but Cheng Xueyan didn't say anything, just She nodded her head to show that she heard it, and walked to the living room first, but when Gu Siyan followed her to the dining room, she secretly cursed in her heart, "It's already noon, when I was a child, I was obviously an all-around good student, but when I was on vacation She loves to sleep late and has not changed it now", as if deliberately ignoring her feelings for Gu Siyan, completely unaware of her natural slander.

Because of this inner slander, Cheng Xueyan realized that there was no lunch prepared when she walked into the dining room, and suddenly stopped in surprise. Why did she notice that she just followed Cheng Xueyan to the dining room, but she didn't expect her to stop suddenly, so she bumped into her with a "pop".

Cheng Xueyan was a little surprised by the sudden impact from behind, and she had just woken up and was hit by such force, then her foot slipped and her body became unbalanced, and when she was about to fall back on the floor, she was hugged by a pair of hands.

Then...the two fell to the floor together.

The posture is indescribably intimate.Gu Siyan put her arms around Cheng Xueyan's waist and leaned forward. The distance between the two was very close, and Cheng Xueyan's hands were on Gu Siyan's shoulders. Her back should have been in close contact with the floor, but she was spared because Gu Siyan hugged her.

The two of them just stared at each other, and neither of them spoke out first.

Then...someone spoke up.

"Miss, are you already up?" This person is naturally the servant who has worked in Gu's house for many years - Mama Wu.

As soon as they heard someone's voice, the two separated quickly as if a switch was turned off.It was also because of someone's voice that broke the intimacy between the two.So the current atmosphere is somewhat indescribably awkward.

"Ah, yes, yes, Mama Wu, why didn't you make lunch at noon today?" Gu Siyan stood up first, and then stretched out her right hand to Cheng Xueyan to pull her up. The movement was done in one go. During this period, neither of them spoke to avoid embarrassment. Cheng Xueyan She just patted her body, as if to pat off the dust, in order not to let this embarrassing atmosphere spread, Gu Siyan spoke first.

"Master had an appointment with his old friend to drink morning tea today, so he went out early in the morning. Before going out, he told me that I can have a holiday this weekend." Wu Ma replied to Gu Siyan with a serious face, but the smile in her eyes could not be hidden Well, at any rate, she also watched these two children grow up back then, the stare at each other just now was really, tsk tsk.

"Well, since you're on vacation, why are you still here now?"

"I want to tell you after you get up, miss."

"Well. Mama Wu has worked hard for you. Since you have two days off, you should take a good rest."

After finishing speaking, Gu Siyan turned her head sideways and said to Cheng Xueyan, "Let's go out to eat. After eating, I will take you to Shuxin Pavilion."

A not-so-pleasant lunch ended.The reason why it's not pleasant is because Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan didn't communicate much during the meal.One is because they have always had a tacit understanding.Secondly, the intimate pose in the living room always lingers in my mind, so when two people are alone, seeing each other, especially after eye contact is always a bit awkward.

Cheng Xueyan was sitting in Gu Siyan's car, with Gu Siyan driving the car on the left.The destination is Shuxin Pavilion.

The distance is not very far, so it will not take long to arrive.Cheng Xueyan looked at the overall appearance of Shuxin Pavilion, which was not much different from ordinary residential areas. Although the location is not considered a prime location, it is not a suburb, and the structure has a European architectural style, which is not bad for a home.It can be seen that Gu Siyan not only spent a lot of money back then, but also took advantage of her own relationship.

Entering from the entrance of the community, the security guard is an uncle, who looks very kind and polite, and will wave or say hello to the residents who enter the community. His quality is good.And Gu Siyan just walked beside Cheng Xueyan, a little distance away, when passing by the security room, the security uncle greeted Gu Siyan with a smile, Gu Siyan also responded politely, it seemed... seemed to know each other.

Although Cheng Xueyan heard what Mr. Gu said during dinner in the living room last night, but he didn't take much of the content except "17 years old", so he just thought that today was just an ordinary house, and then he lived Come in.Live in with Gu Siyan.

Building 3, 6th floor.

Along the way, Gu Siyan didn't say anything other than politely responding to Uncle Security's greeting. She shouldn't have been surprised by this, but for some reason, when she walked into the housing unit and watched the number of elevators increase one by one, even When I arrived at the door, I looked at the house number "602". I still felt a little indescribably calm in my heart.

It wasn't until he actually got to the house that Cheng Xueyan finally understood.

Open the door, walk in to the entrance, and on the right side is a semi-open kitchen. There is a square printed table next to the kitchen. It can be seen that it is a dining table, and four chairs are placed along the edge of the table.

Further forward is the living room, where a double sofa is placed against one wall, and two single sofas are placed next to it. The sofa and the armrest are both of them's favorite simple monochrome.In front of the sofa is a square table with a glass surface and a wooden bottom for various snacks. On the opposite side is a wall-mounted TV, and there is a long white low table underneath for a projector.

Further inside is the balcony. Before entering the balcony, there is a large and clear floor-to-ceiling glass window.

Then on the left hand side of the entrance door, there are two small steps, walk up the steps, there are two bedrooms, one is bigger and the other is smaller, it seems to be for children, and there is a study room.

The overall style is modern and minimalist.

"Siyan, from now on, our home must have a big floor-to-ceiling window, and the style of the furniture must be simple and elegant, and the kitchen must be semi-open, so that you can see it when you enter the house. place, I like that feeling, and then…”

"Now I'm thinking about things that are so far away." Even though she said so, Gu Siyan looked at Cheng Xueyan with a doting expression on her face.

The events at that time inadvertently came to mind along with the scene in front of me.

After Gu Siyan opened the door, she turned sideways to let Cheng Xueyan in first, and then walked behind her, unable to see her expression, not knowing what she was thinking at this moment, feeling a little uneasy and bitter in her heart.

At this moment, Gu Siyan's voice sounded in Cheng Xueyan's ear.

"...I will live here for some time in the future. I hope...you can live in the habit." I really didn't know what to say, so I had to squeeze out some words.

However, in the next second, Gu Siyan froze there and couldn't speak anymore, the pupils of her eyes shrank, and her eyes were full of distress.

Cheng Xueyan turned around, sobbing uncontrollably, with tears all over her face.