you are the one I love.

"Nianxi...she has been working hard and willful."

"When she was in high school, she went abroad to find me. Because of many troubles, grandpa... couldn't hold her back, so he had to agree in the end."

"I refused at the beginning, and I never agreed. Therefore, she has been working hard to stay by my side. I know she has paid a lot to get my approval."

"Later, seeing how hard she made herself, I acquiesced in the fact that she stayed."

"It was also because she worked very hard during that time, which caused her stomach to have a problem. Although she kept it from me, in fact... I knew it a long time ago."

"I'm her sister, how could I not know."

As he spoke, he smiled wryly.

"In the past few years...she has had seizures occasionally."

"In terms of work, she has always been very accountable, and she will tell me many things in person, so when eating... Mo Yao said unnaturally that I felt a little weird when Nian Xi left."

"I'm a little worried about her. I'm afraid that maybe she's having an old stomach problem again, and she's having a dull pain..."

"That's why I called her before. Although she was trying to act normal...but I know, in fact...it's not like that at all."

Gu Siyan's eyes gradually lost focus, and she spoke word by word about what Cheng Xueyan asked before, speaking slowly, as if her throat was blocked by something.

Cheng Xueyan noticed the changes in Gu Siyan who was talking, and she didn't know what she was like now, nor did she know what kind of mood she was in at the moment.

It stands to reason that with the current relationship between her and Gu Siyan, it is rare for Gu Siyan to soften up and be willing to bring up the past on her own initiative. She should at least feel a little happy, after all, this is a good start.But when she saw Gu Siyan talking about the past in a difficult way, with the loneliness and sadness in her eyes that couldn't be concealed, Cheng Xueyan couldn't help but feel sad when she saw it.

She didn't even know if she should still reveal the things she always wanted to know in the past.She wants to know, she understands that Gu Siyan's departure may have a last resort reason, but she can't accept that Gu Siyan left her without saying a word and went abroad for so many years, leaving her alone in the country. Waiting indefinitely, and after finally returning to China, she didn't even have an explanation, which made her disappointed and sad.But now, seeing Gu Siyan like this, Cheng Xueyan... doesn't want to make Gu Siyan sad.

"I want to expose her trying to cover up, but I feel sorry for her hard work."

"Sometimes she always messes around and is very capricious, but I know, it's all... She hopes I can care about her."

"Actually...she has been doing very well and working very hard."

Speaking of this, Gu Siyan's eyes flickered a little, and then she spoke slowly, turned her head slightly, looked at Cheng Xueyan, and said as if mocking herself, "I'm terrible, right?"

Then she blinked, and Gu Siyan's eyes drooped, as if she was talking to herself, "What an unqualified sister".

After saying that, Gu Siyan's obvious mood was a little low, she was immersed in her lost emotions, but at this moment she fell into a warm embrace.

Seeing Gu Siyan like this, Cheng Xueyan felt a little pain in her heart, and after she finished speaking, she left her embrace, turned her body sideways and hugged Gu Siyan.It's just that there is no way to see Gu Siyan like this, and there is no way to let her do nothing like this.

Gu Siyan fell into Cheng Xueyan's arms, tightened her hands, and put her cheeks close to Cheng Xueyan's side face, gently sniffing the smell of Cheng Xueyan's body with her nose, feeling her body temperature.

Because Gu Siyan changed her hairstyle, from the original fair hair to short hair, and the hair on the back of her neck was shaved, Cheng Xueyan put her hands on the back of Gu Siyan's head, stroking gently back and forth.It seems to be comforting, it seems to be intimacy.

She felt that when she saw Gu Siyan like this for the first time, her eyes were shocked.Because in junior high school, Gu Siyan also had similar short hair. At that age, when everyone was in love, there were classmates around who secretly fell in love.

Cheng Xueyan remembers that at that time, Gu Siyan was very handsome and had a nice voice, and she had the feeling of a big lady in every gesture, so many boys blatantly pursued her, even some senior boys came to the class Find her, tell her that you like her.

And because she has short hair, although she is very polite and gentle towards her classmates, she is a bit cold and arrogant, and has a cool expression when she is not talking, so it gives people a handsome feeling, so some girls secretly handed her When Cheng Xueyan knew about it, she was jealous of it and ignored Gu Siyan for a while.

Suddenly thinking of that true thing, Cheng Xueyan felt a little funny, those youthful times, when she and Gu Siyan were in love at that time, at that time... two people who had never been separated.

In this way, Cheng Xueyan gently stroked the hair tip of Gu Siyan's back with her hand up and down.And Gu Siyan also seemed to enjoy Cheng Xueyan's touch very much. She buried her head in Cheng Xueyan's neck, sprayed her warm breath on Cheng Xueyan's neck, wrapped her hands around Cheng Xueyan's waist, contracted, as if holding a priceless treasure. Like being snatched away, Cheng Xueyan saw it in her eyes, and felt that Gu Siyan at this moment was like a little girl who needed her mother's comfort. The hidden maternal love was aroused by Gu Siyan, and her whole heart softened.

The two of them hugged each other quietly, neither of them spoke aloud, feeling each other's breath.Compared with the tenderness of words, both of them like this kind of real hug more, make sure that the other person is really by their side, in their arms, even if it is just silent, they will not feel embarrassed, this kind of hug, It has nothing to do with sex, but because there is no substitute for this sense of reality felt in each other's embrace.

Because, sometimes, a quiet hug is worth a thousand words.

a long time.until disturbed by an unexpected knock on the door.

The knock on the door of "Dong Dong" broke the moment of warmth

As if returning to reality from a dream, both Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan were startled by the sudden knock on the door, the two gradually let go of their arms, and Gu Siyan also let go of their tightly clasped hands.

The two looked at each other silently, and then one of them spoke.

"I'll go and open the door." Cheng Xueyan looked at Gu Siyan, and then uttered these words.A bathrobe is not suitable for opening the door, and...she doesn't want...others to see her like this.

Gu Siyan looked at Cheng Xueyan's back as she walked to open the door, and felt an indescribable urge in her heart, that... urge to continue holding her tightly in her arms.

"Xiaoyan." After opening the door, Cheng Xueyan saw Cheng Qiming with a smile on his face and a glass of milk in his hand.

This is Cheng Qiming's habit.

At that time, Cheng Xueyan's family's company program company was in crisis. She lost her loving father, and her gentle mother was in a trance because she couldn't accept the fact that her husband left. As the eldest daughter and older sister, she wanted to prevent her younger sister Cheng Yufei from I was also worried, worried, and scared, so I could only pretend to be calm, but in fact I was a little panicked inside.

At that time, Cheng Qiming, who was one year younger than her, always comforted her and was afraid that she would not sleep well at night, so he knocked on her door every night, said good night to her, brought her a cup of hot milk, and told her to wake up early. Rest, this habit was maintained until Cheng Xueyan grew up and moved out of Cheng's house,

"You still remember." Cheng Xueyan glanced at the hot milk in Cheng Qiming's hand, then looked at Cheng Qiming, showed a comfortable smile, and smiled.

"For you, Xiaoyan, I have never changed." Cheng Qiming also smiled back and said what was in his heart, but the sentence "Including I have liked you since I was a child, this matter" has never changed. He said it, but finally swallowed it back.

"You, you still call me 'Xiaoyan' and I'm always so indifferent." Cheng Xueyan pretended to be angry and blamed Cheng Qiming, but smiled and took the cup of hot milk in his hand, holding it, it was neither too cold nor too small Too hot, lukewarm.

"You're obviously not much older than me. It's just right to call you Xiaoyan." Cheng Qiming can only disappear without a trace in the hostility in Cheng Xueyan's eyes, acting like a young boy, a little coquettish He looked a little embarrassed again.

"Okay you, here, I've finished drinking the milk, don't worry, I will definitely have a very deep and peaceful sleep, you can go back to the room to rest." Cheng Xueyan finished the drink in front of Cheng Qiming A glass of milk, just the right temperature.

"I know. Xiaoyan and you too..." Cheng Qiming was about to say, "Xiaoyan, go to rest quickly." Then he said good night and left in peace, but he didn't want to say anything, only halfway through the sentence, he saw it, and walked towards Cheng Xueyan's room Gu Siyan who came out, yes, Gu Siyan in a bathrobe walked to Cheng Xueyan's side.

Hearing Cheng Qiming speak well, but only halfway out of his mouth, there was no sound. Looking back in the direction he was looking, it was Gu Siyan in a bathrobe who came out of the room and walked to his side.

"Why did you come out?" Cheng Xueyan turned her head and said to Gu Siyan who came to her side.

However, there was no answer, but another voice was heard.

"Why are you here? This is obviously Xiaoyan's room." Cheng Qiming looked at Gu Siyan's mouth and said, looking straight into her eyes, with obvious surprise and hidden anger in his tone.

"Why am I here?" Gu Siyan repeated this sentence, as if she was talking to herself, but she smiled and said to Cheng Qiming, and at the same time put one hand on Cheng Xueyan's waist, hug her.

Gu Siyan turned her head to look at Cheng Xueyan and then at Cheng Qiming. The smile on the corner of her mouth was self-evident, as if successfully defending the territory, with the attitude of a winner, proud like a king, and spoke again.

"It's strange that I'm not here."