you are the one I love.

"Yes! I am willing!" Cheng Yufei smiled and agreed.

After I finished speaking... I couldn't help but feel... as if I was... proposing marriage...

Wait...a marriage proposal?

Could it be... is she expecting Gu Nianxi to propose to her?

Cheng Yufei settled down, calmed down, stared at Gu Nianxi, and ran through her mind very quickly, about the thing she just thought of...

If... Gu Nianxi proposes to her...

If, just now, what Gu Nianxi said was, marry me, would you like... If...

"Pfft..." Seeing her suddenly serious look, Gu Nianxi couldn't help feeling a little funny, "Why are you so serious? What's wrong?"

"No, no... I just... just feel... what you just said..." Cheng Yufei was still staring at Gu Nianxi, as if his mouth was speaking mechanically, and his brain was already in another dimension.

"What did I just say?"

"It's a bit... a bit like... a marriage proposal..." Cheng Yufei said falteringly, her eyes dodged a little, and when she finally finished speaking, she couldn't help but lower her head, and she didn't have the courage to finish this sentence. Look at Gu Nianxi.

Because... In this way... In this way, isn't it like saying, "I'm looking forward to it, you proposed to me"...

"Pfft, is there? Uh..." Gu Nianxi thought for a while, it seems... there is still a little?After all, how can anyone ask someone "willing or not"?Don't you just ask "is it good"?

"Would you like it" sounds...it really looks like a marriage proposal.

"It seems... a little..." Gu Nianxi agreed.

Cheng Yufei couldn't help curling her lips, but she didn't let Gu Nianxi see it.

"But... something like a marriage proposal..." Gu Nianxi's expression gradually became serious.

Cheng Yufei watched the expression on her face change from a light smile at the beginning to a serious one, and her heart began to beat "thump, boom, boom, boom" in shock, as if she couldn't stop beating a drum, she was so nervous... ...so nervous, the next sentence...Gu Nianxi's next sentence...are you going to propose to her?

"For the two of us..." Gu Nianxi looked at Cheng Yufei, "Isn't it too early?"

"..."

Cheng Yufei opened her mouth, but said nothing.

She swallowed back all the words she wanted to say, and what she said was completely contrary to what she thought in her heart.

"...Yes." At that moment, the rhythm of the beating of the heart became slow, "It's still... too early." The tone was completely the same as her usual one.

Even Cheng Yufei herself... didn't seem to feel that what she said was actually the exact opposite of what she thought in her heart.

When the heart beats rapidly, it becomes sluggish.

Of course she knew why.

lost.

is lost.

Cheng Yufei already had the answer in her heart.

If, just now, Gu Nianxi was proposing to her.

If... Gu Nianxi wants to propose to her...

Then, she will definitely agree without hesitation, say that sentence without hesitation, I am willing.

She is expecting.

Cheng Yufei was looking forward to it, and Gu Nianxi proposed to her.

Rather...

Cheng Yufei's heart is turning upside down, but she doesn't want to show it on her face. After all... Marriage is a matter between two people. Since... Gu Nianxi doesn't have any intentions about it now, then if she wants to, It's useless, and she doesn't want to be unhappy with Gu Nianxi over this kind of thing, so she tries her best to keep all her emotions in her heart, including... those feelings of loss that have begun to spread.

It is precisely because of this desire to hide her emotions that Cheng Yufei put most of her thoughts on hiding her emotions, and did not notice... The moment Gu Nianxi heard her answer, Gu Nianxi's face turned pale. Flashing stiffness.

So...is it really too early?

When she said "For us... it's too early", in fact, in her heart, she hoped that Cheng Yufei would deny it. She wanted to hear Cheng Yufei tell herself that she would not talk to her anyway. Separate, so it's the same when you get married, such words.

To be precise, what she wanted...was Cheng Yufei's firmness.

And yet... no.

It's true...it's too early, isn't it?

After all...they've only been together for a year, right?

It is indeed too early to get married a year later...well...

So... As expected, she still needs to become more mature, become... more mature.

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Saturday.

"You don't have to be so nervous. It's just going to have a light meal. Didn't you go there last time?" Gu Nianxi sat in the passenger seat and looked at Cheng Yufei who was full of nervousness, and comforted her.

"What's the same...you said it was the last time, last time...I went with my mother and my sister, this time I went on behalf of Cheng Yufei, and...and... ...or as your Gu Nianxi's girlfriend..." It was okay not to mention it at first, but don't be nervous when it is mentioned, and Cheng Yufei became more and more nervous at the end.

"It's okay. If you're nervous, take a deep breath. After all, aren't you a doctor? Try using your way of comforting patients. Maybe you won't be so nervous?" Gu Nianxi only thought it was funny. Starting today, from the start, Cheng Yufei's whole body began to become very stiff. Although Gu Nianxi was also a little nervous, but seeing Cheng Yufei's stiff appearance, Gu Nianxi didn't feel nervous at all.

Cheng Yufei wanted to go to Gu's house for dinner together. Gu Nianxi went back to the house and explained it to his grandfather. As a result... Mr. Gu just said "yes" and agreed directly.

When Gu Nianxi first heard it, her eyes widened in fright and she couldn't believe it.

But later, combined with what happened when Cheng Yufei went to Gu's house last time, and now that his grandfather promised such a calm atmosphere, he probably understood.

If Mr. Gu had held his objection and firmly disagreed from the beginning, he would not have deliberately recorded what Gu Nianxi said and played it to Cheng Yufei. This would not be breaking up Gu Nianxi and Cheng Yufei, it would be a complete match They are old together.

So...there is only one conclusion, that is to say...from the very beginning, Mr. Gu...had no intention of objecting.

"Speaking of which, those gifts... will grandpa really like it?" Cheng Yufei's question interrupted Gu Nianxi's thoughts, and she looked back at the gifts on the back seat.

"Yes. Don't worry, it will be fine. Grandpa promises to like it." Although... Gu Nianxi is quite self-willed, and she often made old man Gu angry when she was young, but her method of coaxing old man to be happy is also top-notch.

Cheng Yufei drove to Gu's house in a nervous mood.

When the two of them arrived at Gu's house together, it was still about 15 minutes before the meal time.

And Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan have already decided that they will stay in Gu's house for basically five days a week, leaving only two days for the two of them to go back to their home to live a two-person world. , I hope Gu Siyan can spend more time with him.

So, under Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan's meaningful gaze, Gu Nianxi walked in holding Cheng Yufei's hand, it was really... quite tightly intertwined hands.

interlocking fingers.

Actually... On the contrary, Cheng Yufei pulled her harder.After all, the difference from last time is that this time she came to Gu's house for dinner as Gu Nianxi's girlfriend, and she also appeared with Gu Nianxi, being watched by so many eyes, of course she... was very nervous .

After sitting down, Cheng Yufei obediently called out to everyone one by one, then calmly gave the prepared gift to Mr. Gu, and called out: "Grandpa".

Gu Nianxi on the side just thought it was funny, but for the sake of Gu Cheng Yufei's face, she held back and didn't show it on her face at all. In order to relieve Cheng Yufei's nervous mood, she also stayed by Cheng Yufei's side, occasionally squeezing her hand , and gave her a comforting look.

At the same time... don't forget to pay attention to the movement of the mobile phone.

At the end of the whole meal, Cheng Yufei also gradually relaxed. Gu Nianxi saw her gradually relaxed expression, and... felt the vibration of the mobile phone in her pocket, and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Cheng Yufei nodded, indicating that she knew.

During the dinner, Cheng Yufei was also able to communicate with Mr. Gu more easily because of her gradually calmed down heart, but...the more she got to the end, the more she felt...strange.

Gu Nianxi... It seems... It's been a long time since she left?

When Gu Nianxi left, Cheng Yufei didn't deliberately check the time, because she thought that Gu Nianxi was only leaving for a short while, just going to the bathroom, how long would it take?

But when Cheng Yufei realized it, it felt like a long time had passed.Thinking of this, Cheng Yufei couldn't help laughing at herself in her heart, maybe... she couldn't do without Gu Nianxi, right?She just left for a while to go to the bathroom, and she couldn't stand it... Is she not around?

After waiting for a while, Gu Nianxi appeared again. No one asked her why she came here now. Cheng Yufei didn't know how long Gu Nianxi had been away from her.

She just knows.

The moment Gu Nianxi reappeared and returned to her side.

She felt it, joy.Protruding from the heart, bursting out, joy.

Cheng Yufei didn't ask Gu Nianxi why she came here now, on the contrary, she just looked at Gu Nianxi's eyes and smiled, her smile was very sweet, so sweet that Gu Nianxi was taken aback.

Cheng Yufei ignored her dazed look, and just grabbed her hand under the table where no one could see.This... the feeling that you can touch it with your hand is really... wonderful.

"Speaking of which..." Gu Siyan's slow voice interrupted the warmth of the two sisters, "Yufei, do you like surprises?"

Cheng Xueyan, who was sitting next to Gu Siyan, said clearly, "Why do you ask such a question, how can a girl not like surprises? Right, Yufei?" After finishing speaking, Cheng Xueyan looked at her sister.

Cheng Yufei was a little stunned, and then bit her lips, not knowing whether she did it on purpose or not, turned her head to look at Gu Nianxi, then turned her gaze to the side, and looked back at the two sisters sitting opposite, " Um, um... Girls... There is no one who doesn't like surprises."

She stuttered a bit, but after she finished speaking, she still couldn't hold back, and looked at Gu Nianxi again, with a little expectation in her eyes.

If she wanted to say that she didn't know what she was expecting, that would be a lie... Suddenly, she felt that she was a little greedy and deliberate, and Cheng Yufei couldn't help thinking this way.

Because it is undeniable that the words she answered, in fact... a large part, also meant to be said to Gu Nianxi, and a large part... including the way she looked at Gu Nianxi, was a hint.

She wanted it, and Gu Nianxi surprised her.

It's not that she didn't, it's not that she didn't feel the surprise that Gu Nianxi gave her, but... At that time, they were not together.

The identity is different, the state of mind is different.

Prejudice.

At this moment, Gu Nianxi looked at Cheng Yufei with a...

A slightly embarrassed expression.

Loss was written in Cheng Yufei's eyes, because what she saw was Gu Nianxi's apologetic smile.