you are the one I love.

Dear……

Huh... Huh!Honey?

What is this name...

In my impression, Cheng Xueyan had never called her that before... But Gu Siyan didn't think too much about it, she just said, "Well...you know the coffee shop next to the company, right?"

"I know, so what are you busy with?"

"Talking to a client about a new project...and..."

"Oh?" The customer...

Which client is so important that Gu Siyan abandoned her for that "client"?

It's a pity that Gu Siyan didn't have time to explain clearly to Cheng Xueyan, and was interrupted by Cheng Xueyan. To be precise, there was a closer voice, which reached her ears, not from the phone, but...from Gu Siyan's voice. in front of you.

"Siyan. I shouldn't have disturbed you by coming here, right?" Cheng Xueyan greeted with a smile.

That's right, Cheng Xueyan didn't hold her breath, she couldn't help getting up and walked directly to Gu Siyan's side, because in her opinion...Gu Siyan and the man in front of her didn't seem to be "talking about business" but more like "communicating feelings" .”

At least from Cheng Xueyan's point of view.

Because... She always felt that the man's back made her feel... déjà vu, but she just couldn't remember where she saw it...

"Uh..." Gu Siyan was momentarily at a loss for words.

Since Cheng Xueyan will appear here now, that means... She was already there before calling herself?

"Of course you can." Han Shijia smiled knowingly, tsk tsk, this jealousy is beyond my level, is it really good to be so obvious!He generously agreed, "Student Cheng Xueyan. Long time no see."

Gu Siyan moved to the side so that Cheng Xueyan could sit next to her.After Cheng Xueyan was seated, she directly took Cheng Xueyan's hand and clasped her fingers tightly without any shyness.And because Cheng Xueyan was caught in thinking, she didn't break free.

"..." Cheng Xueyan?

So she is her classmate?It means that the more you look at it, the more familiar it becomes...

"Han Shijia!?" Cheng Xueyan suddenly came to her senses. Sitting next to Gu Siyan, she was startled and regained her composure, "It's been a long time since I've seen you, maybe... after graduating from university?"

"That's right. It seems that you still remember. But... Although you are in the same university, even if you meet, you seldom communicate with each other. As expected... Without Gu Siyan by your side, it is difficult to see your approachable One side." Han Shijia joked casually, remembering what happened in college.

"Hi." Cheng Xueyan signaled Han Shijia to stop talking, mainly because...she didn't want to...remember the past, because...it was embarrassing.

It may be because the time of losing Gu Siyan was too long, so compared to thinking of the past, there were not so many days and nights with her, Cheng Xueyan still prefers the present, Gu Siyan holds her hand This feeling in the palm of your hand is more practical than anything else.

"How do you say that?" Gu Siyan looked at Cheng Xueyan who was beside her, and always felt... a strange feeling haunted her, "Did something happen?"

"No, nothing happened." Cheng Xueyan stopped there, "Aren't you guys discussing some project? Go ahead. I'll just drink coffee next to you." After she finished speaking, she stopped talking and called the waiter Ordered a cup of coffee.

"Let's change it to fruit juice. You haven't had lunch yet, have you?" Gu Siyan ordered a small cake for her, filling her stomach first.

"How do you know?" Cheng Xueyan asked in surprise, obviously she hasn't shown anything yet.

"I just know~" After finishing speaking, she smiled at Cheng Xueyan again, and then tightly held her hand.

In fact, it was because Cheng Xueyan hadn't responded to her messages, so she deliberately asked the driver to go to the program building to ask. The news she got was that Cheng Xueyan had already left before the lunch break started, and she also explained that she would not return to the company in the afternoon.

Judging from the time, Cheng Xueyan happened to arrive at Gu's during the lunch break, and he had made an appointment to have lunch with her at noon, so the result was clear at a glance.

It was almost three o'clock in the afternoon when the initial chat about this project was over, "Then the preliminary plan is like this, I will go home and explain the general situation to my father."

"Okay. Say hello to uncle for me. I'll talk to my grandfather about this too." There's no need to say more polite words. When everyone was about to leave, Cheng Xueyan looked at the time and said, "I'll go to the bathroom .”

Gu Siyan nodded, "Do you need me to accompany you?"

"Just, it's just going to the bathroom, I don't need you to accompany me." Please, it's embarrassing to say that in front of outsiders, okay...

Gu Siyan felt aggrieved in her heart, she was just being considerate to Cheng Xueyan qaq.

"Then I'll--" I left, before I could finish these two words, Han Shijia was grabbed by Gu Siyan's tie, and he was dizzy all of a sudden.

"When Xueyan came just now, what did you want to say?" Gu Siyan hurriedly asked.

"What?" Han Shijia was dragged back to the seat again, but he was still awake.

"It's what you said when you were in college."

"This? Why don't you just ask her yourself?"

"She obviously doesn't want me to know. What's more, if I want to know..." If Gu Siyan wants to know, she can easily find out, but she doesn't want to do it because that person...Cheng Xueyan.To do so is to distrust her too much.

"Okay, okay." Han Shijia finally understood that Gu Siyan didn't want to trust Cheng Xueyan to investigate this matter, but she wanted to know.I get it, I get it, anyway, Han Shijia has to take the blame, otherwise the results of this afternoon will probably come to naught.

It took only 10 minutes, and when Cheng Xueyan came out, "Is he gone?" Seeing that Han Shijia was gone, she asked casually.

"Well, he said he had something to do and left first." Gu Siyan's emotions were obviously not as excited as before, but she became much gentler, "She gave this to us, saying that he is getting married at the end of this month, and she hopes we will join in."

"Wow, he's getting married?" Cheng Xueyan was obviously very happy to hear that, after all, she was a classmate for so many years, "Then naturally I have to cheer him on."

"Well, yes." Gu Siyan took Cheng Xueyan's hand naturally, walked out of the coffee shop and planned to go to the parking lot to pick up the car, and said while walking, "Then... where are we going now?"

"Well...go..." To be honest, she was really ready, she mustered up the courage to decide to take Gu Siyan to a place today, but...it feels like the person who is holding her hand is not emotional It's very exciting... Is it appropriate to go to that place now...?

Thinking about it, Cheng Xueyan didn't look at the road, because she knew that with Gu Siyan holding her hand, she would never let her fall down, but unexpectedly, Gu Siyan who was walking in front of her and holding her hand suddenly stopped, and Cheng Xueyan directly bumped into her. up.

"Hiss..." Is it still a bit painful when people bump into each other? She looked at Gu Siyan suspiciously, "What's wrong? Why did you stop suddenly?"

Gu Siyan took a deep breath before turning around and staring at Cheng Xueyan, "I..."

"Huh? Is there a place you want to go?" That place... maybe another day...?

"Well...how do you..."

Gu Siyan hugged Cheng Xueyan's waist with her other hand, and kissed Cheng Xueyan's lips unpreparedly.

Unlike the previous gentle kisses, this kiss was much quicker than usual, not as delicate as the past, and much more intense than usual.

Gu Siyan didn't give Cheng Xueyan any chance to react to the kiss, and didn't give her this time, but went straight to Huanglong.

She hooked her-tongue-and refused to let go, instead she pushed her-tongue-head-inward-insert-into-deeper and deeper, to the innermost part.

Cheng Xueyan's body became weak and her scalp went numb from Gu Siyan's sudden and intense kiss.Only by grabbing the corner of Gu Siyan's clothes, so that he would not just fall to the ground.

Although... the kiss was too sudden... But for Cheng Xueyan, she still enjoyed it, but it was too lingering, because they had kissed for too long... so long that Cheng Xueyan was a little unconscious Qing, began to hug Gu Siyan to seek support.

Gu Siyan just refused to let go of her mouth, just kept kissing, kissing, eating Cheng Xueyan's lips all over, of course... she didn't let go of her - tongue - just wanted to go deeper, to the innermost part.

Gu Siyan slowly let go of Cheng Xueyan until all her strength was exhausted and the kiss was about to suffocate. After the two lips parted, the two of them realized that each other's lips were dry and pale. It can be seen that this kiss, How hard to kiss.

Cheng Xueyan kept looking at Gu Siyan, couldn't help but reached out and touched her cheek, without kissing anything, Gu Siyan's hand stuck to the hand that was touching her cheek, and lightly touched Cheng Xueyan's hand with her fingers. , sliding back and forth, caressing, and then kissed Cheng Xueyan's forehead again.

It was just a very ordinary kiss, but Gu Siyan's lips stayed on it for a long, long time before leaving.

After both of them were breathing smoothly, Gu Siyan took Cheng Xueyan's hand and got into her car.After all...the parking lot is not a place suitable for two people to kiss wantonly, just now...it was uncontrollable for a while.

After getting in the car, Cheng Xueyan originally thought that Gu Siyan was planning to drive away, so she planned to ask her what was wrong, but it was completely contrary to what she thought, Gu Siyan did not start the car, but pulled her hand to her lips side, kissed her, and held her in his arms again, the strength of Lou almost made her breathless.

"Siyan?" Cheng Xueyan called out to her.

"En." Gu Siyan responded, but buried her head in her neck.

"what happened?"

"……"no respond.

"Hmm...don't...here..." A voice came out, but it wasn't from Gu Siyan.

It was Gu Siyan who was kissing her earlobe, or to be precise... it was a light bite, and Cheng Xueyan, who was biting her upper and lower teeth, couldn't help humming softly.

"...um...um...ah..." Making such noises in the car...is it very shy... Cheng Xueyan thought, she would only show such a side in Gu Siyan's face.

"...?" Just as she was thinking about this, she realized that Gu Siyan had stopped.

She... she actually stopped at this moment...

"Huh..." Gu Siyan gasped in her ear, still maintaining the posture of being buried in her neck, and said, "I... I'm really sorry for leaving you alone for so long."

"Huh?" Is now the time to say this?Shouldn't I continue with what I just did...or go straight to the next step...

Cheng Xueyan was holding onto Gu Siyan's skirt at first, but because of the previous kiss... kiss and kiss... a feeling... a little... a little... a wet-wet-feeling... began to spread...

Although she thinks... bed is better...

But why did you stop and say this at this time?

When she realized it, Cheng Xueyan realized that...as long as Gu Siyan started to approach...she would feel something...and had expectations for her next move...

And now... when Gu Siyan was blowing out steam from her neck, she still said sorry in a very serious manner...

It’s just...

Ice and fire are two heavens.

"Hmm...why...why did you say this all of a sudden?" She had to suppress the feeling in her heart, and spoke as calmly as possible.

"Before...in the cafe, didn't you stop Han Shijia from continuing?"

So... she found out.

"He said, when you were in the same department in college, you both belonged to the student union. Once at the department's welcome party, a person's name was pronounced the same as my name. You couldn't help but cry in the background after hearing it. Get up."

Cheng Xueyan's body suddenly became a little stiff, neither admitting nor denying it.

"Yes." She said after a while, "At that time... I almost thought that the person was you, although I knew it was impossible, but I still expected that the person whose name was spoken would be you, but it turned out not to be. "Cheng Xueyan took a deep breath and slowed down her tone, "I didn't know why I started crying later, because it was too embarrassing and I didn't want to be seen by so many juniors, so I hid in the background and cried."

Gu Siyan held her hand, began to tighten it, and began to bite her neck.

"But...it's okay. These things have passed. I just... didn't want him to say it, and I stopped him because I felt too embarrassed." Cheng Xueyan told Gu Siyan with a smile, her tone flat as if These things have nothing to do with her, as if the person who hid in the background and cried because he missed him too much was not her at all.

The more this happened, the more sad it made Gu Siyan feel.

"Sigh." Cheng Xueyan pulled Gu Siyan out from her neck, and could feel that her mood was not high, but rather low, Cheng Xueyan was afraid that she would be like this.

If they have been wallowing in the past, how can they start over again?

"What should I do with you?" Gu Siyan also said this sentence, many years ago, and many years later, it came from Cheng Xueyan's mouth.

Looking at the time, it was only after three o'clock, "Okay, seeing how guilty you are, why don't you accompany me to a place?" Cheng Xueyan tugged at Gu Siyan's hand, as if acting like a baby, "Come with me, just temporarily Forgive you." Maybe now is not the most suitable time, but Cheng Xueyan wants to go with Gu Siyan.

"where?"

"I won't tell you for the time being." Cheng Xueyan wanted to keep it a secret, "I'll show you the way."

After a ten-minute drive, we arrived at our destination.

It is a bridal shop with a high reputation in the industry.

"Here...?" After Gu Siyan parked the car, she was dragged by Cheng Xueyan to the door of the store, and she understood it when she saw the word "wedding dress" on the store name.

"That's right." She pulled her in and said as she walked in, "Didn't you propose to me?" Cheng Xueyan flicked the ring on her hand and said with a smile, "But... I'm thinking about it." , We haven't taken wedding photos yet."

She wants to take many, many, many, many, many photos with Gu Siyan and fill them in that album. She wants to do everything in her power to make up for the ten-year gap that they were absent from each other's life .

The most important thing is that she wants Gu Siyan to understand that what happened in the past will eventually pass, and now they just need to go through the ups and downs of the future hand in hand.

She doesn't mind, Gu Siyan once left her for ten years, as long as she can stay by her side in the future, it is enough.

"Go and try it on?" Cheng Xueyan took the wedding dress from the salesperson and handed it to Gu Siyan.

Although she didn't study design anymore, she has some shares in this bridal dress shop and is very familiar with the boss, so fortunately it doesn't matter if she comes here suddenly even if the time is changed.

"Won't you let me pick and choose?" Gu Siyan understood what she meant, so she teased.

"This one is the most suitable for you." Because I designed it for you.

After finishing speaking, Gu Siyan went to the fitting room to change.

Cheng Xueyan's eyes were still shining when she came out wearing a wedding dress.

She is beautiful.really beautiful.

Cheng Xueyan sighed in her heart.

Gu Siyan walked over with a smile, with a shy look on her face, "How is it?"

"It's beautiful." Cheng Xueyan praised without hesitation.

After getting an answer that satisfied her, Gu Siyan turned around twice. The wedding dress was really good, both in texture and color pattern. She looked down and wanted to find the tag on the dress to see who designed it. teacher's hand.

"What's the matter? Don't you like this one? Or is it uncomfortable?" Cheng Xueyan saw her looking down and looking here and there, thinking that she didn't like it, so she asked.

"Oh, no, no, I like it very much. It's just that I want to see which designer this wedding dress is from. If you get married... don't you need several dresses? I want to find this designer Let's chat."

"Really?" The smile on Cheng Xueyan's face widened, "Then you should pay her more."

"Nature will not treat her badly in terms of remuneration. Speaking of which, do you know each other?" Gu Siyan looked up at her.

"Not only know her, but also know her very well. You know her too."

"who is it?"

"A person who... has to design clothes for you and be your bride."

"You mean..." Gu Siyan understood instantly.

Cheng Xueyan nodded, "It's close at hand."

"When did you do it?" Gu Siyan smiled, matching it with a wedding dress, it was simply too beautiful.

"Guess?" She wouldn't tell Gu Siyan that she had been thinking about it a long time ago.

Gu Siyan shook her head, but the smile on her face couldn't stop, there was nothing she could do about her, right?

"You let me put on a wedding dress, why don't you try it on yourself?"

"...Then... I went?"

"Well, go quickly, I really want to see you in a wedding dress." Gu Siyan thought, it must be... a beauty that she couldn't even imagine in her dreams.

Cheng Xueyan also asked someone to bring another wedding dress and went to the fitting room.

"How... how...?" She obviously designed it herself, but when she walked in front of Gu Siyan, she couldn't help but get nervous.

"Beautiful. Beautiful. Very beautiful."

"Then... do you like it?"

"I like it very much. Whether it's the wedding dress or you." Gu Siyan lifted her skirt and walked towards her with a smile.

"You are really..." Is it really okay to speak sweet words in such a large audience?This is simply a confession in disguise, okay?

Gu Siyan smiled, ignoring her reproachful eyes.

"Since we're all wearing wedding dresses, why don't we... take pictures?"

"Ah."

The two held hands, and someone behind them lifted the skirt for them. They walked to the camera, posed in various poses, and took pictures.

Whether it's funny, sweet, tacit understanding, grimace, all kinds of expressions and poses are put out, but the feeling called "happiness" can be read from them.

"Snow words."

"Ok?"

"Thank you for everything and thank you for always loving me. I know you love hearing me say thank you, so... this is the last time. As an apology, my love, the rest of my life, my all , give you everything, as long as you want, as long as I have."

After Gu Siyan finished speaking, without waiting for Cheng Xueyan to answer, she just kissed her.

The photographer took pictures of this scene for them very tacitly, and it was frozen.

"In this life, all I want is you." And...it's me who should thank you.Thank you for coming back to me again, thank you for everything you have done silently for me.

This time, Cheng Xueyan rushed towards Gu Siyan, hugged her and kissed her.

Another photo full of love.

Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan have experienced the beginning of love, from being together to separating, after ten years of vicissitudes, they are finally together again.

Time cannot dilute everything, but it can prove many things.

Like love.

They will be as happy as they appear in the photos.

Because they have always been in love.