you are the one I love.

I'm so, so proud of you.

It is undeniable that Gu Nianxi also had to admit that her heart trembled for such words.

How should I put it, the feeling is that no matter how much time and experience I have spent, I will never encounter obstacles, just for this moment.

A sense of accomplishment like never before.

Gu Nianxi's happy mood was written all over her face, but it only lasted for a few seconds, and then she returned to normal, although... her heart... still couldn't help but boil.

Adjusting the expression on her face, she looked at Gu Siyan and asked, "Then... is it because... I am your sister, so you said that?" Her voice was trembling uncontrollably, "Because I am Your sister, so you think I did a good job, because I am your sister, you will be proud of me?"

If Gu Nianxi wanted to say something, if Gu Siyan could say "I'm very proud of you" to her, she would indeed be very happy, because the sister who has always made her look forward to, praised herself very solemnly, This is better encouragement than anything else, but Gu Nianxi didn't know what position her elder sister was in when she said that.

Is it because he is her sister, so he feels proud?

Or is it because she is so proud of having a sister like her?

she wants to know.

Originally a serious expression, Gu Siyan frowned again, and then stretched it out, as if thinking about how to answer her question, "I don't deny that it's because you are my sister."

Gu Nianxi's heart hung in her throat.

Gu Siyan smiled and said slowly, "But you should know that when a person does something well or not well, you can see it, not just say it." Then her gaze Began to become more serious, with an indescribable sense of dignity, "I am not blind, I will know whether you are doing well or not. I have been watching you carefully. So, even if you don't believe you You should trust my eyes with your own ability.”

In Gu Siyan's eyes, Gu Nianxi only saw seriousness, and she didn't find anything else in her eyes, neither comfort nor deception.

"Here," Gu Siyan stretched out her hand, pointed to her eyes with the index finger of her right hand, "you can't fool anyone."

Gu Nianxi laughed, a small dimple appeared on both sides of her mouth, she was so cute, but... when she smiled, tears began to appear in her eye sockets, even she didn't know why, Gu Siyan didn't praise her It's just that... I've never been with her like this before.

In the past, it was always a businesslike expression, the boss to his subordinates.

This time, for the first time, she felt that the person who sat in front of her, said the compliment just now, told herself that she was very proud of herself, and gave herself a good reason to believe what she said was her sister .

It is not the relationship between the boss and the subordinate, nor is it the relationship between sisters who pretend to be alienated.

Instead, she is her sister.She is doing what every older sister would do, even... an extraordinary thing, that is - to praise her younger sister.

This moment... came a bit late.No, it was many years late.It's really been too long, she has... waited too long.

Once upon a time, she thought countless times that if nothing happened to her parents, her world would be the most complete. Then, she would really be the little princess of the family, the real eldest lady. This is what she dreamed of before her parents passed away. life in practice.

Surviving parents, doting on her elder sister, doting on her grandpa.

But later, the dream was broken.Her world, her home, is in pieces.

Later she thought, at least she still has a sister who dotes on her and a grandfather who loves her.

However, it was not as simple as she thought, everything turned into something she didn't know, she couldn't control it, couldn't change it, and had nothing to do.

The elder sister who doted on her began to alienate her, getting farther and farther away from her.

Painful to her grandfather, he became pale and pale, with gray temples.

But today, when the instigator of all these things has a clue, her home...although there is no way to restore it to its original state.

However, she began to find her own warmth little by little.

So, does it mean that she can have some expectations for this?

With such a simple thought, Gu Nian hoped that Gu Siyan's face somewhat resembled hers, and tears overflowed from the eye sockets, and just flowed down her cheeks.

The moment Gu Siyan noticed it, her whole body froze, and the expression on her face froze in an instant.Actually... It's not that she hasn't seen Gu Nianxi cry, on the contrary, she can often see Gu Nianxi crying in front of her, but... those things are quite far away...

When Gu Nianxi was wronged, bullied, or scolded when she was a child, she would go to her crying and then hold her hand to wipe her tears.

later…

After that, it never happened again.

Since my parents passed away.

Gu Nianxi didn't know what was wrong with her. Tears were like a kite with a broken string, and they couldn't stop overflowing from her eyes. She didn't want to cry either. This is the case in front of my sister.

She is no longer a child, she will no longer cry and ask her for a hug, and she will no longer go to her sister for help for anything.She's already... a mature adult.So she doesn't need...and shouldn't cry anymore, even if she cries, she can't cry in front of Gu Siyan.

Stretching out her hand, she casually wiped away the tears left on her cheeks, together with the tears in her eyes, feeling at a loss like a child, when she was suddenly held by a pair of warm hands, and she stopped everything. Action, just put your head down.

Gu Siyan looked at Gu Nianxi who was crying but lowered her head stubbornly not wanting to be seen by herself, her brows were tightly frowned, and the memories of her childhood suddenly flooded into her mind.

When my sister is crying, what does she do as a sister?

Probably because it's been too long, really too long, nothing like this happened. Gu Nianxi never cried in front of her again, and she also lost many opportunities to coax her.So now when coaxing her again, it's a bit raw.

"What's the matter?" Gu Siyan's hand slowly pulled away the hand that Gu Nianxi was using to wipe her tears, and then replaced it with Gu Siyan's hand, gently wiped away her tears, "There is sand in the eyes, It’s hard, isn’t it? Sister blow it for you.”

Facing her stubborn and self-willed sister since she was a child, Gu Siyan has always had such an effective method.Obviously... the words like sand in the eyes are not true, but everyone knows it tacitly and never breaks it.

Then, Gu Siyan leaned forward, blew lightly into Gu Nianxi's eyes, and then kissed her. It was the magic of not crying that she told Gu Nianxi when she was a child.

Also... the magic that only she and Gu Nianxi know is a precious little secret between the two sisters.

Sure enough, Gu Nianxi stopped crying, and she didn't know if it was really because of this "magic of not crying" or because of her stunned expression.

I thought... it's been so long, probably... Gu Siyan has already forgotten those things when she was a child, Gu Nianxi only thought so, but never mentioned it, although in her heart... very regretful and a little sad, about thinking Gu Siyan no longer remembers these things, but now, it happened again for real, just like when she was a child, every time she cried to find her sister, Gu Siyan would coax her like this, after coaxing her Just take her to eat ice cream or candy.

Now, Gu Nianxi didn't know whether she should be surprised or happy.

But her actions were one step ahead of her brain's thinking.

Gu Nianxi hugged Gu Siyan, buried in her arms, didn't say anything, just nodded very hard, very hard, very hard, and then on the side that Gu Siyan couldn't see, she couldn't help but shed tears again, She carefully erased it by herself, and even the sound of breathing became cautious.

Actually, Gu Siyan knew.She could feel that, although she obviously didn't see it with her own eyes, Gu Nianxi was crying, but she just felt it, she could feel it, because... at this moment, her eyes couldn't help but get wet.

Gu Siyan sniffed, patted Gu Nianxi on the back, brewed in her heart for a long time, and then gently uttered three words, "I'm sorry".

Sorry for alienating you all this time.

I'm sorry, but I couldn't fulfill my responsibilities as an older sister.

Sorry, I'm not a good sister.

Gu Nianxi naturally knew what she meant, but this time, she didn't shake her head to deny Gu Siyan's apology, nor did she say it was okay, but after a while of silence, she said, "Then I want to eat ice cream and chocolate candies."

"Pfft..." Gu Siyan couldn't help but burst out laughing, with a very real smile on her face, which was exactly the same as her expression when she was a child, and even her tone of voice was exactly the same, she said in a doting voice, "Okay, it's all up to you."

"Hee hee." Although he is already 23 years old, he seems to be a child who is only a few years old at this time, and he is happy to be able to eat ice cream and chocolate candies.

But both Gu Siyan and Gu Nianxi knew the meaning of that conversation.They...are sisters.

No matter what difficulties and pains they face, there is no way to cut off the connection between them.Whether it is blood relationship or the distance between hearts.

Because they are always sisters.