you are the one I love.

Gu Nianxi's face was a little unnatural, she opened her mouth but didn't say anything, she paused for about a full second before she reacted, "Is there anything?"

Fang Yan rested his elbows on the table, propped his cheeks with his palms, with a look of "Don't you?" on his face.

Gu Nianxi didn't refute immediately, but after looking at Fang Yan for a few seconds, she avoided her eyes, then looked at the reflective panel on the marble floor in a daze, rubbed the thumb and index finger of her right hand for a while, and then she said, "...Maybe there is."

"Xiaoxi." Fang Yan looked at Gu Nianxi with her head down and thought about it, before calling her name.

"Huh?" Gu Nianxi sorted out her mood, adjusted her expression, and looked at Fang Yan.

"I always feel that you have become a lot more mature. You have grown up." In the past, she always watched Gu Nianxi go out to clubs and girls. Except for her family affairs, Fang Yan had never seen Gu Nianxi's face Any expression other than a smile.

But it's different now.

She saw a lot of expressions that didn't belong to Gu Nianxi.She learned to be patient, to be sad, and to stop complaining even if she was unhappy.

Gu Nianxi couldn't help laughing, "Get rid of it, why do you put on such a serious expression. I always want to grow up, not to mention it's normal to become mature, I can't..."

"Can't what?"

"You can't... keep being so naive." The second half of the pause reminded her of the quarrel with Cheng Yufei before, so she was dazed for a moment, and then changed her tone of relaxation, " By the way, do you want to speak so old-fashioned, you are only three years older than me, what are you doing so old-fashioned." She is almost 24 years old this year, and Fang Yan is three years older than her, and she is only 26 years old and almost 27 years old. She looks more and more old-fashioned, almost catching up with her elder sister.

"What are you talking about, what are you old-fashioned. This is a mature woman, a mature woman, do you understand?"

"Mature woman... All right, you are a mature woman. Let's go, get off work, the work is done, I just stay for a few more days and wait and see."

"Okay. Let's go then. Let's go have a drink~" Fang Yan picked up his briefcase and planned to leave.

Gu Nianxi pulled her back with a puzzled look on her face, "Where are you going? A bar?"

"What? You don't want to go? Didn't you just go there with me before, and I remember... Didn't you like to go to the bar the most before? What are you talking about? Why do you like the atmosphere inside and the hotness of American women? a feeling of--"

"——Stop, stop, stop, stop." I felt so ashamed. At that time, she said that on purpose to show that she was very mature... Besides, going to the bar or something... I went there for business. I just went, and I haven't seen Fang Yan for a long time, so I just went to catch up with each other. Now that Cheng Yufei is here, what if she gets angry if she finds out.

but…

I was supposed to be angry.

She is also angry.

So why worry so much.

"What? I'm afraid your girlfriend will be angry if she finds out? Is that Miss Cheng?" Fang Yan looked at Gu Nianxi with a playful look as if I knew it.

"Where is it?" He said no, he stuttered, "I... I'm afraid that your girlfriend will know if it's okay to be angry. I'm thinking of you, okay?"

"Me? I don't care. I'm very open-minded in this regard. And she flew to Greece recently, so it doesn't matter." Fang Yan obviously didn't care. It's more free to have a flight attendant girlfriend.

"All right, I'll go, I'll go, I'll go. Let's go." Gu Nianxi walked out of the studio with a dignified look and headed out to the bar. After arriving at the bar, the loud music inside It drowned out her hearing, so that she didn't hear or feel the vibrating cell phone ringing in her briefcase.

Drink three rounds.Seeing that Gu Nianxi had almost relaxed, Fang Yan suggested, "Let's go sit at the bar?"

"What?" Gu Nianxi obviously got a little drunk, and his whole body swayed to the music, "Speak louder, I can't hear clearly." Even the voice of speaking has been raised a lot, and it is completely gone from the low-pitched look before .

"I said," she moved closer, "let's go to the bar and sit down." The bar is relatively quiet, because the dance floor is farther away from the bar, so it is relatively more convenient for chatting.

"Okay."

After speaking, the two of them left the booth and walked towards the bar.

"Swhisky." Fang Yan asked the bartender for two glasses of whiskey.

"Well, what do you want to talk to me about?" Gu Nianxi knew in her heart that Fang Yan asked her to come to the bar just to have a good chat with her.Once the two of them have something to talk about, they will definitely come to the bar, which has become an unwritten agreement.

"What do you think?"

Gu Nianxi glanced at Fang Yan, then picked up a glass of whiskey handed over by the bartender and drank it in one gulp, "How do I know?"

"Hey, you..."

"Another glass of whiskey." Gu Nianxi didn't think too much, and asked the bartender for another glass of whiskey, then turned her head to look at Fang Yan, "Huh?"

Fang Yan shook his head, took a sip from his wine glass, "Didn't I ask you in the studio before—"

"Well, what did you ask me?" Gu Nianxi picked up a glass of wine and drank it in one gulp before she could finish speaking, then raised her right hand to the bartender and made a "1" sign with her index finger , which means another drink.

"...that Miss Cheng..."

Gu Nianxi's hand holding the wine glass paused obviously, "What's wrong with her?"

"No, I always feel that there's something weird between you two. You treat her...and it's different from how you treat all your exes. Um... how should I put it, be serious... yes, it's...you Be very serious to her." Fang Yan also drank a glass of whiskey in one breath, and asked for another glass after making a "1" to the bartender.

"She... Yufei... Yufei, she... is different." This time, Gu Nianxi didn't drink it in one gulp, but shook the wine glass with the wine in her hand gently.

"You treat her very differently." Fang Yan put his hands on his cheeks, looked at Gu Nianxi and said.

"Because...she is special." Gu Nianxi looked at her face reflected in the wine and said.

"Then...why are you so indifferent to her?" Fang Yan couldn't understand, "In the past...you were enthusiastic about your various exes, and some were indifferent to you. I saw all of these in my eyes , I also think it's normal and understandable, but now... your indifference makes me a little confused. Obviously, you like her very much." If you really like someone, with Gu Nianxi's character, how can you not be so indifferent right?

Gu Nianxi turned her head, looked straight at Fang Yan, and opened her mouth to tell about the friction between her and Cheng Yufei.

"That's it." Fang Yan took a sip of wine, then looked at Gu Nianxi's appearance, she could probably understand why Gu Nianxi clearly liked Cheng Yufei, but couldn't help but be cold.

There is a hurdle in my heart, can't I get through it?

"Because of her retreat at that time, do you think she was not brave enough? Because it was so sad?"

Gu Nianxi didn't speak, but nodded.

"Actually...you're right to think so..." With Fang Yan's approval, Gu Nianxi looked at her with a look of "right", but Fang Yan's next sentence changed Gu Nianxi's expression, "Speaking of which, it's the first time that Miss Cheng is with a girl, right? It's not easy to be with a girl, let alone admitting that you are with a girl you don't know. It's even harder with a girl."

Fang Yan's meaning was obvious. Cheng Yufei had never been with a girl before, so it was not a simple matter to suddenly let her come out to others, at least that's what Gu Nianxi heard.

"But I... I don't want her acknowledgment, I just want her attitude." Even now, as long as Gu Nianxi thinks of Cheng Yufei's flustered look at that time, she will feel a little sad.Now that I'm drinking, I feel even more sad in my heart.

"Since what you want is not her acknowledgment, then there is no conflict when she said that she was friends with you at that time, right? To be honest, Xiaoxi, you can be regarded as growing up here in the United States, and you don't care what others treat you My point of view, you have been with boys or girls before, so you don’t think so. But even in the United States, there are many people who talk behind their backs about same-sex love. Is it quite repulsive? Let alone in China. I am not explaining to her, but think about it for yourself. Ms. Cheng grew up in China. Your way of thinking is different and your living environment is different. Naturally, what you care about It's different. For a while, she didn't have the courage, but it was understandable."

"What's more, it doesn't mean that she doesn't like you. Doesn't it." I have to say, Fang Yan's last words hit Gu Nianxi's heart deeply.

Ever since that quarrel, she has been thinking, even doubting to some extent, questioning in her heart, Cheng Yufei, does she really like herself?But never got an answer.

"Besides, I can tell that Miss Cheng likes you very much." Fang Yan became a little drunk, and his speech became calmer.

Gu Nianxi looked down at the shaken wine in the glass, said lightly, "...maybe" and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.The eyes became a little blurred.

Fang Yan smiled and shook his head.

"Let me tell you something secretly."

"What?" Gu Nianxi squinted her eyes, looking at Fang Yan's mysterious expression.

"I told you that I told you secretly, so come closer." Gu Nianxi had no choice but to move closer, and in the next second, most of his drunkenness was awakened.

"That Miss Cheng secretly kissed you while you were asleep."