After the divorce I farmed in the countryside

In the small space, Su Ling kept running forward, as if there was something terrible chasing after him, he rushed forward desperately.

faster!

faster!

hurry up--

Slow to be caught up!

Suddenly, his foot was empty, and his whole body fell down. The weightlessness made him scream in horror.

"Ahhh-"

The immature cry echoed in the space, as if a century had passed, a pair of snow-white slender hands reached out and caught the falling little Su Ling.

"Xiao Ling, you are so naughty, how can you climb a tree?"

The woman's doting voice rang in his ears, Su Ling quietly opened his eyes, looked up curiously, and saw a young and beautiful woman's face.

"……Mother……"

He raised his hand, wanting to touch the woman's face, but was surprised to find that his hand had turned into that of a five or six-year-old child.

The woman put him down and patted his curly hair. "Don't climb trees anymore, you know? If I don't catch it next time, you'll fall off your ass."

"Well, I got it, Mom." Xiao Suling nodded obediently, with a cute smile on her doll-like delicate face.

The woman took his hand and walked into the house, and Xiao Suling followed him bouncingly. When he was about to enter the door, he couldn't help turning his head and glanced at the lush courtyard.

"Looking at what?" the woman asked.

Xiao Suling pointed to the wall of the courtyard, and said enviously: "My cousin is celebrating his birthday, and many children came to his house, and my aunt made a huge cake!"

There is only one wall between their house and the second cousin's house, and the movement on the other side can be heard here. He was playing in the courtyard, and he heard many children next door gathering together and laughing. He couldn't help it, hey hey hey He climbed up the branch with a whimper, just in time to see my aunt coming out of the house with a big cake in her hand, calling the children to celebrate the birthday of the second cousin.

"Mom...why can't I celebrate my birthday?" Xiao Suling raised his head to look at the woman in confusion, and when he met the woman's cold and disgusted eyes, he dilated his pupils in horror.

"Mother……"

"I'm not your mother!"

The woman suddenly pushed him away fiercely, and Xiao Suling's body hit the door frame heavily, causing darkness in front of his eyes due to the pain.He covered his head helplessly and looked at his mother in bewilderment.

The beautiful face in the past was distorted into an extremely ugly face at this moment, the eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, shining with a loathsome light, as if they would bite people, it made one's heart shudder.

Xiao Suling shrinks into a ball timidly.He doesn't understand why his mother, who usually loves him, has become so strange, and he doesn't even know what he did wrong, causing his mother to be furious.

"Birthday? Your birthday is my day of misery!" The woman walked towards the child in the corner step by step, bent down slowly, stretched out her cold fingers, and caressed the child's pale cheek. "In order to give birth to you, I almost died, you know? I was in pain for three days and three nights in the delivery room, and I was given a critical illness notice. I finally gave birth to you, but it caused postpartum blood clots. I have been in hell again and again. .”

Xiao Suling flinched, her teeth chattering uncontrollably.

He was too young to understand his mother's dystocia and thrombosis, but he knew that his mother almost died because of him.

"So, never, never mention your birthday in front of me." The woman warned softly.

Xiao Suling lowered her head and said softly, "I... I know... Mom... I will never... never have a birthday again..."

Tears, drop by drop, fell to the ground, wet one piece.

If only... he hadn't been born.

It’s so cold!

What a headache!

In the middle of the night, Xiao Suling developed a high fever, got up in a daze, got out of bed top-heavy, and wandered in the dark like a ghost.

"Xiao Ling? Why aren't you sleeping so late?"

Father's stern voice seemed very far away, and he stood blankly, motionless.

"Ling! Ling—wake up—"

The man's gentle calling penetrated the space, pulling his consciousness back from the darkness.

Su Ling, who was lying on the bed, slowly opened his eyes, looked at the worried man in a bewilderment, opened his mouth, and said hoarsely, "What's wrong with me?"

Lin Feng took his hand, held it tightly, and kissed his fingertips. "It's okay baby, it's okay."

Su Ling looked around, looked at the furnishings of the room, and recognized that this was their bedroom.

"Why are you back?" He wanted to sit up, but his body was limp and weak.

Lin Feng hurriedly held him down. "Lie down and don't move."

Su Ling had no choice but to lie down, and touched her forehead with the other hand.

So hot!

Sure enough, I had a fever.

"I want a drink of water," he said.

Lin Feng immediately poured him a cup of warm water and helped him to feed him.

After quenching his thirst, Su Ling continued to lie down and looked sideways at the man.

"What time is it?" Looking at the sky outside the window, it should be night.

"It's 06:30 in the evening." Lin Feng sat on the edge of the bed and gently brushed his bangs away. "Are you hungry?"

"Yeah." Su Ling half-closed her eyes, as cute as a kitten.

He hadn't eaten for more than ten hours, and his stomach was growling early, but the fever made him lose his appetite.

"I asked Aunt Zhou to cook porridge, do you want to eat?" Lin Feng asked lowly.

"I'll eat later." Su Ling grabbed the soft quilt, stared straight at the man and asked, "I'm sick, am I?"

Lin Feng said: "You have a fever."

Su Ling pursed her lips, her smile was uglier than crying. "I know my own body. It's not a common fever, it's something else."

Lin Feng frowned slightly. "Don't think about it, it's just a fever."

Su Ling bit his lip, his eyes were moist, and after a while, he burst out two words. "Terminal illness!"

Lin Feng was taken aback.

Seeing his reaction, Su Ling laughed softly, but tears rolled down her face. "I know! Every time I have a fever, you are very nervous and urge me to have a physical examination every three months."

When he had a fever before, he only thought that he had caught a cold or was overworked, and he didn't take it seriously.This time, he had a fever without any warning, and suddenly lost consciousness, and his soul fell into darkness. During his deep sleep, he remembered a memory buried deep in his mind.

That day...he was frightened by his mother's crazy appearance. He had a fever at night and unconsciously sleepwalked in the dark living room. He was seen by his father who got up to drink water in the middle of the night and scolded him. He listened blankly and waited for his father to finish his education. , the person fell back and fell into a coma.

When he woke up the next day, his mother stood by the bed with a tired face, rubbed his hair considerately, and whispered softly, as if the crazy person the day before was not her.

Children forget quickly, and forget everything except remembering that they cannot celebrate their birthdays.

Today, when I was stimulated by my second aunt's words, I became paralyzed, not only passed out, but also developed a high fever.

If this is not a serious illness, how can it be considered a disease?

"Is it spiritual?" Su Ling looked at Lin Feng calmly.

Lin Feng was silent.

Su Ling sighed. "No wonder my attending doctor is Dr. Ji."

A psychiatrist is only needed if there is a mental problem.He just said, every time he went for a physical examination, he had to chat with Dr. Ji for a long time. Dr. Ji recorded his mental state through talking with him. It's been a long time, and he himself is dull enough.

"Baby."

Lin Feng reached out to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, but Su Ling quickly opened them.

"Don't touch me if you don't make it clear." The tone was flat, but the attitude was firm, and the prelude to the storm was brewing in the deep eyes.

Lin Feng squeezed the center of his eyebrows and said, "I originally wanted to tell you slowly after Grandpa's birthday passed."

"No need to wait, tell me now, I can bear it." Su Ling subconsciously wrapped herself tightly with the quilt.

Lin Feng saw his little tricks in his eyes, and said in a low voice: "A year ago, when we were on vacation in the south, you had a high fever, and I chartered a flight to take you back to City S overnight, and did a comprehensive examination at the hospital. It turns out that your disease is a mental genetic disease hidden in your genes, which is very rare and has a very low incidence rate, but as long as you get the disease and are stimulated, it will continue to erode your spiritual consciousness and eventually cause a split personality."

After speaking, the room was silent for a long time.

Su Ling unconsciously bit the back of his hand, biting so hard that he almost bled, but Lin Feng pulled him away and stopped him.

"I'll take you to the hospital." Lin Feng stepped forward to help him up, Su Ling struggled.

"I'm not going! I'm not going!"

As soon as he got excited, Lin Feng didn't dare to move. He knelt down on the bed, bent over and coaxed humbly: "Okay, okay, don't go to the hospital, don't go to the hospital."

Su Ling calmed down, and was about to collapse uncontrollably.

"Is it impossible for me to be cured?" He murmured, "Will I really have a split personality in the future?"

"No! You'll be fine!" Lin Feng couldn't bear it any longer, hugged him, and kissed his hairline, "I won't let you be fine. Let's go to country L the day after tomorrow, okay?"

"Go to country L?" Su Ling leaned in his arms, rolling his eyes numbly.By the way, on the way they drove to the old house in the morning, Lin Feng said that he would take him to country L for a few days. At that time, he asked why he was going to country L, but he played tricks and refused to explain clearly.I also secretly thought that he was getting more and more prosperous, and the investment in the biological research institute of country L was really for boys.

Now that he knew the truth, he really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Was it because of his illness?

Lin Feng patted him on the back reassuringly. "Professor Finn Smith from country L specializes in genetic research, and already has a way to cure your disease. As long as you cooperate with the treatment, you will be fine."

Su Ling couldn't believe it, grabbed Lin Feng's clothes and asked, "Really?"

One year, just one year, there is a cure?

After regaining his composure, Su Ling turned his head in an instant.

No wonder Lin Feng's frequent business trips in the past year were to treat his illness?And because of his indifferent attitude, I misunderstood him, thinking that his feelings for me had faded, and he didn't want to continue living, so he left the divorce agreement heartbroken, and fled to the countryside.

Are genetic diseases so curable?

Su Ling thought of something, he pinched Lin Feng's chin suddenly, and stared at him seriously.

"Tell me honestly, what did you do in country L? Is it simply to communicate with Professor Smith?"

Lin Fengfeng said without changing his expression: "Yes."

The shorter his answer was, the more suspicious Su Ling became. He leaned closer to his face and forced to ask: "If you want me to cooperate with the treatment, then tell me the truth. Communication can be done by phone, you don't need to go on a business trip in person, even if you are on a business trip, you can use it." Less than ten days and half a month!"

Every time he came back, his complexion was very bad, and sometimes he got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet to vomit.

At that time, Su Ling thought that Lin Feng had a bad stomach, so he was so anxious to give him stomach medicine. Now that I think about it, it wasn't a bad stomach at all, but something he did that was bad for his health in Country L!

Lin Feng pursed his thin lips lightly, without any intention of explaining.

Su Ling let go of his chin, shaking his body back and forth, dizzy.

Lin Feng was nervous for a moment, and pressed him to lie down. Su Ling was short of breath, and his white forehead was covered with fine sweat. He said weakly, "Don't keep hiding it from me, okay? I have the right to know! Whether it's my illness, It's still... a prerequisite for our marriage!"

"I'm sorry, Ling." Lin Feng said against his forehead, closing his eyes slightly. "I... will also be afraid, afraid of losing you..."

The author has something to say: Ha~ The typo will be fixed tomorrow~

PS: Changed the cover~~ Haha, the big picture can be in my Weibo!