[Natsume] When the sun shines

In fact, when I fell on the table in a daze, I was still wondering if Chuanliu would make bone soup for me this morning.

When it was dark before my eyes, what I saw was Xiao Hei's snake face froze.

...Maybe, never wake up again.

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"I'm a real dragon after all. How could I break my promise in my previous life?"

Some deep and hoarse voices rang in my ears, constantly revolving.

"Xiao Mu, why didn't you say anything..."

"Mu Mu..."

……

It's like a distant call, all kinds of things, echoing in my ears non-stop.

so tired.

I'm so tired.

I really want to rest like this...

"How long can you live?"

"3000 years is no problem."

"It's strange. The lifespan of tens of thousands of years has been shortened to 3000 years. Are you willing?"

"After living like you for tens of millions of years, the result is a bald dog? Then I'm not reconciled."

"..."

Who is talking... so familiar.

"You dare to tell a lie for three days, obviously you can only live for one day at that time."

"Why don't you dare. I have the capital to make her live two more days."

"Oh. But it's not two days."

"..."

I'm so tired, I want to rest...

"You are smart, you hide the source of life in your pocket watch, and borrow my blessing to give her the power to survive."

"You are a real dragon."

So annoying, what are they talking about.

"This stupid and cheeky woman finally died?"

"Cat teacher!"

There was a familiar voice from the young man, "Don't say that about Xiao Mu."

"cut……"

But didn't say much.

"You said you wouldn't break your word, what's going on?"

"I once told her that if you reincarnate, you will have the opportunity to get rid of the hostility in your body."

"..."

"She's not dead yet, thanks to you."

"..."

"This is the only turning point. Winner and loser, in this one action, I hope she will not be confused by some things..."

……

It seems that it has been a long time.

"Amu."

I looked around in a daze, surrounded by darkness, a boy with blue hair was standing not far in front of me, a faint light radiated from him, the boy stretched out his hand towards me, his narrow eyes were full of light.

"Come on, come back with me."

...yes, light.

Always, yearning for the sun, especially above this darkness.

I walked towards him slowly, feeling a little dazed.

Sunlight.

gentle.

……Natsume.

Like a shock, I suddenly took a step back and stared at him, "You..."

who are you?

...Yes, who is it?

I can't remember, I can't remember at all... Natsume, who is Natsume?

"Natsume……"

I murmured, I don't know why, but when I heard this name, I felt a tender feeling.Carry out the heart.

The blue-haired boy looked at me with his lips pursed, his expression suddenly sank, his face was frosty.

"Wake up, Xiao Mu."

A clear and peaceful voice came to my ears, I looked around in a little confusion, who, who is it?

Such a familiar voice, such a warm feeling.

No, you cannot follow the person in front.

Inexplicable fear and sadness welled up in my heart, accompanied by a feeling of distress, which was a complex emotion that combined past and present lives.

"I can't go with you."

I heard my voice, cold and hollow, echoing around the darkness, "You are not my light."

My sunshine, not you.

"You still don't want to go with me." The young man's voice was slightly cold, "Aren't you afraid that I will wipe you out?"

Almost subconsciously, I shook my head, "No."

"..."

The boy looked at me with a cold light in his long and narrow eyes.I looked at him and wanted to say something.However, there is no memory.

"What do you want to say?"

Sensing my hesitation to speak, the boy asked.

"Don't be persistent."

I heard me say slowly, "I don't have anything that is worthy of your persistence."

The boy was silent for a while, then smiled, a little ironically, "I have waited for you for so long, not in exchange for this insignificant sentence."

So what do you want?

I looked at him, a little confused.

"Hey, Ah Mu, come back with me." The boy smiled again, very pure and kind, "I said, no matter what Ah Mu wants, I will give it."

"..."

I heard my slow voice, "But you can't give what Ah Mu wants."

The boy's face darkened, like frost.

"The person Ah Mu likes was never you."

I looked at him, not at all afraid to sprinkle salt on his wounds, "She just treats you as a younger brother, someone who should be taken care of. She may like you, but that's not love."

——I am her descendant, but in fact, I don't know anything about "A Mu".

I don't know if Ah Mu fell in love with this boy.

However, at least one thing I understand.

"She doesn't want you to be enchanted."

I spoke slowly, maybe because I couldn't bear it, maybe because I felt distressed, "You are too attached to her."

And she is too attached to you.Because of love, I can't bear to be hurt.

"Amu is the best woman I have ever seen."

The young man looked at me, with my reflection reflected in his long and narrow eyes, he even looked at me greedily, as if he wanted to imprint every inch of my appearance in his mind, never to be erased.

"When I first met her, I was afraid of her. Because she is a demon, the fierceness of the legendary real dragon can make the fields barren and fruitless. Even if it is just a casual look, it will affect the entire dragon realm. , would be a terrible upheaval.”

The boy looked at me, his blue hair was as bright as the sky, "At that time, I was still a child. I had a mother who fell into the trap of an exorcist because she was nostalgic for the prosperity of the world. The mother suffered from a serious illness and needed Long Youcao, infected with hostility, continues to live."

I watched him fall into the memory, that clean and beautiful face, with a touch of bewilderment and bewilderment.

"Later, I ventured to the back mountain, which the elders call a forbidden area. Ah Mu... I know that she was actually restrained voluntarily. Ah Mu is actually very strong, and I don't need to do anything to get her Everything you want..."

The young man pursed his lips, and his clear voice was tinged with deep sorrow, "When I first met her, I thought I was bound to die, because according to rumors, the only way to die is to meet the hostile master of the Dragon Realm."

"But I didn't die later, Ah Mu gave me Longyoucao."

"It was only then that I discovered that the hostility that the world has always feared is a pure and ignorant woman."

The young man seemed to have thought of something, and there was a gentle light in his eyes, "After that, I kept going..."

——Until I can no longer leave.

Then I knew all about it.

"I'm not Ah Mu." I said it again, with a very serious expression, "Your Ah Mu is dead."

I am not the master of hostility who has accompanied him for thousands of years, so I have no way to accept this relationship with a clear conscience.

This relationship does not belong to me, I just have the appearance of "Amu", but I have no memory or soul about her.

"It's okay, we can start over."

The young man was not discouraged, and smiled with two beautiful canine teeth, "Hey, it doesn't matter if you forget, Amu, come to me quickly."

In an instant, the space around me began to twist strangely, and there were strange scenes around me, and my body seemed to lose control. I widened my eyes and watched myself walking in the direction of the boy involuntarily——

How could this be?

my body……

"Roar--"

The huge dragon chant sounded through the nine heavens, making my body stiff in place all of a sudden. I felt something hot in my arms, and when I looked down, I found something on my chest was filled with a hazy purple light.

The body... has regained its autonomy.

I took a quick step back, then stared at the boy, "You just—"

"Tsk." The young man seemed a little reconciled, but then he began to sneer, "I didn't expect Zhao Lan to have a hand. He actually got the token of the real dragon... But this can't save anything, at most it's just delaying some time That’s all. For this, it’s really stupid to lose tens of thousands of years of life.”

I froze in place.

In an instant, lost memories flooded in one after another, my eyes opened wider, and Xiao Hei's abnormal behavior in the past few days flashed through my mind——

When I bought cookies, I turned into a little golden dragon but couldn't help me carry my bag.

Don't let me take off my pocket watch.

An inexplicable conversation with Rhubarb.

Hiding the truth from me--

And the vague conversation just now from the outside world...

For a moment, I felt as if I had lost all the strength in my life, and a dizzying sentence was ringing in my ears——

"It's strange. The lifespan of tens of thousands of years has been shortened to 3000 years. Are you willing?"

"After living like you for tens of millions of years, the result is a bald dog? Then I'm not reconciled."

……

The lifespan of tens of thousands of years has shrunk to 3000 years.

I feel like my life is a joke.

I took out the pocket watch from my chest, my hands were trembling, and I somehow remembered that unruly dragon when I first met.

"Sorry, Haruka."

I held the watch, slowly closed my eyes, sorted out the messy memories, and then opened my eyes again, fixedly looking at the young man standing quietly not far away.

Hearing me calling this name, the boy was in a daze for a moment.

I frowned slightly, the pocket watch in my hand was even more purple, and even the world around me was illuminated very brightly by it, a strange and powerful force slowly gushed out from my body, black hostility and evil energy slowly filled my surroundings , an indescribable violence began to surge from my heart——

The appearance of the young man in front of me was covered with a blurred color of blood, I pursed my lips, enduring the desire to destroy everything around me, and remained motionless.

"Amu."

The boy's expression was a little flustered, "What's wrong with you?"

"This is my only chance to survive." I smiled, and the blood in my eyes became thicker and thicker, even so thick that I couldn't see the boy in front of me clearly, "Haruka, if I survive, can I be a friend? ?”

"..."

The boy looked at me, and I could feel his somewhat panicked and helpless eyes, like a little beast that had lost hope, and the fear in his heart was whining in despair.

"Amu, don't leave me...you promised me..."

——just a, lonely child.

It's just a child who was affected by hostility and became more and more paranoid.

King and loser.

I am ready.

Give it a try, either you will live a long life, or you will be miserable with no bones left, or even your soul will be scattered.

I smiled, all the hostility concentrated in one point for a moment, and then suddenly poured into the pocket watch in my hand, which was glowing with purple light.

In an instant, the surrounding space was dazzled by purple light, and I heard high-pitched dragon chants, and the familiar golden dragon seemed to break through the confinement of soul and space, and suddenly came to my side——

Although I understand, that is just the origin of Xiao Hei's life.

...That was Xiao Hei's life for tens of thousands of years.

Just when I was concentrating on it, those black hostility seemed to have discovered its owner's self-destructive intentions. In an instant, the black hostility turned into a huge black dragon, and collided with the golden dragon violently!

The surrounding space is crumbling.

The boy stood not far away and looked at me, pursing his lips tightly, but he was unwilling to leave even half a step away.

"Let's go back."

Enduring the trembling of my hands and the weakness of my body, I said to him in a hoarse voice, "It's better to go back than to watch me lose my mind. Anyway, I still have one thought."

Saying such words to him personally, even I myself feel that I am cruel.

But what can be done?

Compassion can't be eaten, since he has clearly rejected him, then don't leave any possibility of being charming.

The boy's voice was very soft, "Is it really impossible?"

The battle between the black dragon and the golden dragon is endless, I don't know when it will end, but I have a faint feeling——

If the golden dragon is suppressed by the black dragon, then my life will come to an end.

The angry hostility will eat back my soul, and then I will shrink in an unknown corner, waiting for the next rebirth.

The reborn soul will no longer be me, perhaps a more ferocious thing.

"impossible."

While I was answering him, I clenched my pocket watch and tried my best to put all my hostility into it. The black dragon fighting the golden dragon seemed to have taken a stimulant and became stronger and stronger——

I finally knew why those little monsters would scare me when I saw them.

It's just that the time when he was imprisoned by Longyoucao in his previous life was tens of thousands of years.How powerful is the hostility in it?

And Golden Dragon...

I saw that Jinlong was already at a disadvantage.

I was anxious in my heart, but I had to put all my hostility into it, because I knew that even if there was only a trace of hostility left, my body would be considered useless.

The golden dragon uttered a clear dragon chant, and golden light radiated all over the place for a moment, tearing at the black dragon as if desperately, but the black dragon seemed to have taken a powerful aphrodisiac, and under my hostility, it was majestic and flicked its tail. In the past, the golden dragon was thrown into the sky.

I feel a chill in my heart.For a moment, there was an indescribable feeling.

When death is really approaching, who can really talk and laugh.

It's just... so sad.

"Even if it's so ruthless..."

The boy's voice was a little hazy, "Me too, I can't see Ah Mu being sad."

"Roar--"

I was stunned, but before I could react, there was a violent cyan light flickering beside me, and a huge green dragon rushed past my body, and was torn together with the black dragon all at once.

The hand holding the pocket watch trembled, and I stared blankly at the blue dragon. I vaguely remembered, under the twinkling stars, the deep voice of the blue dragon and the woman's reddish cheeks.

The golden dragon also turned back, and the counterattack of the two dragons obviously made the black dragon a little overwhelmed. I calmed down and pushed the speed of my hostility to the limit——

Now that you have a helper, hurry up and kill the black dragon who is cheating!

With the strong support of my hostility, the black dragon obviously began to be arrogant again. It swept across with one tail, and the huge black hostility turned into a rain of black arrows as if it didn't cost money, and killed the two dragons.

Qinglong let out a low growl, a purple light flashed in the eyes as big as copper bells, and a hazy green glow began to flicker all over his body——

Want to zoom in?

I felt that I was a little out of strength. It seemed that when I was reincarnated, the hostility had weakened, and the steady trend just now gradually decreased. I gritted my teeth and tried to squeeze my hostility out of my body——

"Amu."

Qinglong's voice was low, and in the hazy blue light, this voice sounded very gentle.

I was slightly taken aback, and a bad premonition inexplicably appeared in my heart.

"No matter what Ah Mu wants, Yao will give it."

"How can Yao not give what Ah Mu wants?"

With a deep voice, there was a kind of resolute sadness, and an unknown stubbornness, "As long as it's what Amu wants, Yao, you can give me anything—"

——Even if it is life.

I suddenly realized something, "Stop, Haruka—"

The intense cyan light flashed in an instant, and the black dragon let out a miserable scream, as if it couldn't hold it anymore, it desperately squeezed the last trace of hostility from me, but under the strong cyan light, No matter how powerful an existence is, it can only end up in the end of being wiped out.

The hostility in me has completely disappeared.

But I am not happy.

I am very depressed.

The hazy cyan light and rain gently sprinkled down, like the gentle eyes of a young man, staring at the other side of the years from ancient times.

I felt warm liquid slipping from the corners of my eyes. In the cyan light rain, the boy's hazy figure slowly solidified. He looked at me with a bright smile on his lips.

"What Ah Mu wanted, Yao gave it again."

"Amu will no longer have to worry about Yao being possessed..."

"..."

"Amu, let me hug you again."

I don't know if it's tears or sadness that are salty.

I saw the boy in the state of light and shadow hug me gently, and then slowly closed his eyes - like thousands of years ago, on countless starry nights, the boy embraced the woman and fell asleep peacefully -

It's just that I fell asleep this time, and I'm afraid I won't be able to wake up again.

The pocket watch in my hand "creaked" and shattered into slag. I didn't feel the boy's hand, and I didn't feel like being hugged...

It's just an illusion like a dream.

"Amu... thank you."

"What else does Ah Mu want? Well, I know... Ah Mu still wants to see monsters, right? I can help you do it, as long as Ah Mu wants it, I can do it..."

I didn't resist, I didn't answer, I just kept a sad silence.

The boy, the boy named Mizuki Haruka, used self-destruct in exchange for the so-called success in the battle just now.

The blue phantom dragon has never been a race that focuses on fighting.

So, to win...

I felt my nose was sore and my heart hurt, so I didn't stop him from calling me Amu.

This is his obsession that lingers after his death, why am I so cruel that even his obsession can't give him a fulfillment?

"Amu...why don't you talk, do you hate me?"

"No." As soon as I spoke, I realized that my voice was choked up, "Not at all, as I said, we will be friends together when we go out..."

"Ah, yes."

The young man's smile brightened, "But... if we are friends, I will feel so uncomfortable..."

"Unfortunate, I'm going to die soon."

A faint cyan light seeped into my body, with a feeling of warmth, the boy's voice gradually became softer, and the hazy light and shadow also began to fade, and finally disappeared completely and invisible.

"But even if that's the case... I still feel that meeting Ah Mu is the luckiest thing I've ever done."

The boy's voice seemed to be still echoing in my ears, and I belatedly covered my heart——

There, throbbing pain, with a desolate injury.

...Goodbye, Haruka.

Thank you for your grasshopper, thank you for your cricket, thank you for fulfilling Amu's wishes one after another.

Thank you.

The author has something to say: Ah, Mizuki Haruka is so charming, so I dropped his happy cannon fodder. (…)

In fact, Shui Shuyao thought this way when he tried to die, if I die because of Ah Mu, Ah Mu will never forget me for the rest of his life.

This can be regarded as being together Jie Jie (…)

...Sorry, I'm perverted_(:з」∠)_

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