[Natsume] When the sun shines

The woman's expression was considered serious.

Even a little cold.

Xiao Zhengtai didn't struggle, but was surprised. His round eyes and soft light blue hair looked extremely cute.

Hey, that's a little lady!How did you do it?

Beg not to die.

The woman didn't seem to think there was anything wrong with doing this. She carefully peeled off the little Zhengtai's clothes one by one...

Xiao Zhengtai glared at her, but let her attack without saying a word.

Instantly feel tired.

Under the stars all over the sky, the woman frowned, and then she let go of her hand before she saw that she was about to peel off the last piece of clothes of Xiao Zhengtai. She pursed her lips and retreated to her original position.

Xiaozheng looked at her with puckered lips, "Amu..."

"Hmm." The woman frowned slightly.

Little Zhengtai's eyes were red, "Amu, my mother passed away..."

"..."

I noticed that the expression on that face exactly like mine was a little stiff when he heard the bad news.

...that feeling of being overwhelmed.

"Amu, can I hug you?"

Xiao Zhengtai's voice was choked with sobs, and she was a little cautious, "Just, just give me a hug..."

The woman didn't refuse or agree, and after a long time, she nodded in a subtle way.

But Mrs. Zheng didn't dare to get too close. He first rubbed against the woman, then stretched out his hand timidly, closed his eyes and hugged her.

The quiet stars are all over the dark night sky, and the endless winding mountains in the distance are the best scenery. Xiao Zhengtai's voice is very soft and soft, with a whisper, "Amu's feeling is like mother... "

I saw that the woman's expression gradually softened.

She doesn't seem to know how to laugh.

I don't know if it's because she was me before, somehow, I understand her heart.

She wasn't too cold, she just... didn't know how to laugh.

She gently hugged Xiao Zhengtai in her arms, and the pale palms with the chains locked his clothes together little by little. Her long black hair covered her side face, and I couldn't see her expression clearly. , I can only see the black eyes behind the black hair under the stars all over the sky, with the sadness and sadness wandering like a river.

It's just that she doesn't even seem to know why she is like this.

Maybe it's just like Mrs. Xiaozheng said, Ah Mu's embrace is too warm, reminding him of his mother who just passed away.

So he slept peacefully in her arms.There's even a hint of happiness in the expression.

After this sleep, I slept until the sun was three poles.

The woman hugged him all the time, from when he fell asleep to when he woke up, her body was stiff and she didn't move at all.

When Xiao Zhengtai woke up, his eyes were still a little red.

"Amu, thank you..."

He hugged the woman, leaned on her chest, and did not let go, "I like Amu so much... Besides mother, the person Yaoyao likes the most is Amu...Amu, don't leave me like mother, okay... ..."

The woman's body was a little stiff, and it seemed that this was the first time she had been so intimate with a person.

After a long while, I saw her nod in a subtle way.

Like a silent promise.Xiaozheng noticed it too keenly, and immediately smiled happily. As soon as he stepped on his feet, he kissed the woman's pale face, his round eyes completed the crescent moon, "This is what Ah Mu said! Don't go back on your word!"

The woman looked at him expressionlessly, without avoiding it.

I saw it, and of course she saw it too.

I saw the child's fear of loneliness, desire for love, and the surging sadness and desolation that was hidden under the cheerful appearance of the child.

That was a poor kid.

It's just that the proud Dragon Clan are not allowed to use the word pitiful to describe themselves.

That is the nobility and glory of the Dragon Clan.

"Then, Ah Mu, I'll come see you at night."

Xiaozheng left very happily.

The woman watched him leave, and then remained expressionless for a while.

When he was sure that he was gone, he dishonestly reached for the aqua blue gown.

...but his face remained expressionless and motionless.

Hey, what is this inexplicable stupidity?

One hand, of course, cannot wear clothes.

Annoyance appeared on her face, her brows frowned, and she stood up.

The chain rattled with her movements. She picked up the water-blue gown and took off the black robe outside.

——Is it really good to run naked in broad daylight? ! !

The woman didn't seem to feel any discomfort, the body under the black robe was not wearing anything, she pinched the robe and thought for a while, as if she had thought of something, she frowned slightly, and waved her hand to collect a large black suffocation, Wrap the surrounding space.

...Fortunately, I'm not too stupid to know how to block it. _(:з」∠)_

The woman lingered in the black mist for a long time, and I was impatient to stay outside, so she came out of it belatedly.

Me and my little friends are shocked.

...Hey, you are wearing it backwards! ! !

She looked at the clothes she was wearing, and her brows frowned even tighter, obviously she also found something wrong.Then he stretched out his hand to gather up the black mist again, and went to change it again.

It was much better when I came out, this time I didn’t wear it backwards, although the water-blue dress and the silver belt are not harmonious... Forget it, it seems that this girl has lived for 3 years and hasn’t worn anything except that rotten robe clothes...

Don't ask me how I know, I don't think you need to know this kind of thing, you can see it just by looking at it.

I think that if she had worn a piece of clothing before, she wouldn't have put it on backwards even if she threw Xiao Zhengtai down and touched the order in which he put on the clothes.

#I never knew my previous life was so frustrated#

#Fortunately, no one saw it, otherwise it would be a shame#

#What should I do if I want to die#

……

The water-blue dress suits her unexpectedly.

The wide-sleeved robe looked like a pool of water in the bright sunlight, and the woman's face was still pale and colorless. She pursed her lips, as if she was not used to wearing clothes.

Like me, she has some stiff eyebrows and eyes, but this one is obviously stiffer than me, and even has a strong hostility and murderous aura, covering her whole body with a feeling that strangers should not enter... You can never imagine that she is a bird Stupid.

I heard from the Patriarch of the field that I used to be a mass of hostility, and then turned into a dragon from the hostility.

Although I don't feel much about these mysterious things, but...

Looking at the heavy chains on the woman's wrists and ankles, and the blades of grass fluttering in the wind on the hillside, I felt a little heartbroken for no reason.

I naturally know that these are just some memories of the past.

However, 3 years.

A person sits alone on a hillside for 3 years.

If it's me now, I think I'm already psychopathic.

Perhaps...it is precisely because of this person's innocence and ignorance that he doesn't even know how to wear clothes, that he can sit for 3 years in such a lonely day.

Xiaozheng came at night, and when he saw the woman wearing a long gown with long sleeves, he froze in place.

In fact, the blunt and ruthless aura of women would look better in black or dark clothes, but...

The young lady said to her seriously, "Amu is the most beautiful person I have ever seen."

The woman pursed her lips and looked at him without speaking.

...I guess she was wondering what "good looking" was.

I really guessed.

But I didn't expect this stupid man to think about it, and really asked, "...does it look good?"

#What should I do if I was a fool in my previous life#

"Ah... doesn't Ah Mu know how good-looking it is?" Xiaozheng was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, his round eyes were curved and looked good, but somehow felt that this kid had been uneasy and kind-hearted since that moment——

"Looking good means seeing things that make people feel happy and beautiful." Xiao Zhengtai bent her eyes, "So, what A Mu wears is the best in my eyes."

"..."

The woman pursed her lips and said nothing, but I just felt that at that moment, she was happy.

Very happy very happy.

Since then, Xiao Zhengtai has come to this small slope every night.

The woman was wearing that aqua-blue shirt. Although she didn't like to talk, I felt that she was waiting for him every night.

Later, Xiao Zhengtai grew up slowly and changed from a child to a teenager, but the woman's face remained unchanged. At this time, the time of the whole dream began to speed up——

I somehow knew that it was almost dawn outside.

My dream is about to wake up.

The last scene I saw was the young Mizuki Haruka, with a shy face, and the gentleness of tying a woman's hair.

In his hand was a piece of silk with a very familiar texture.

"Mu Hayakawa!! Wake up!!!"

Xiao Hei's voice was very ferocious, and it hit my head directly. The dream in front of me began to shatter gradually, and finally turned into broken light and shadow and disappeared namelessly. .”

After changing the clothes I got up, I wore soft cotton slippers and looked at the handkerchief embroidered with little blue dragons on the table.

The gentle sunshine in the morning shone on the gentle Chlorophytum leaves in the window. I couldn't help stretching out my hand and picked up the handkerchief.

The gentle and delicate feeling is like the softness and warmth of a blue-haired boy when he bundles up a woman's hair.

I was a little dazed.

"Past and present... It's really hard to tell."

Scratching my cheek in distress, I put the handkerchief back where it was. There are important things to do today, so let's put down these trivial things first.

Natsume should still be waiting for me at that intersection right now.

I took the pocket watch out of the drawer and put it in my pocket.

"Xiao Hei, today is up to you."

"……doing what?"

"Go find rhubarb."

"..."

This time, I also feel that obediently attending class is a waste of life.

So I pretended to walk to the school with the boy, on the path with bluestone slabs and bushes, the boy didn't let me kiss him secretly, but he gently held my shoulder and kissed me on the forehead.

"Try hard." He said, rolling his eyes.

I just blushed and didn't speak. He thought for a while, then took out a candy from his pocket and put it in my hand, with soft colors in his brows and eyes, "Eat it when you feel tired."

"……it is good."

I watched the boy go away, silently clutching the candy in my hand tightly.

...If, if a miracle happens, if I can survive well.

I must use my life to reverse the fate of the last one.

Because, I want to match this gentle and outstanding boy.anyway.

It's a pity... I'm afraid, there will never be this chance again.

Holding back my tears, I took Xiao Hei out of the backpack and stared at it, "Do you know where Da Huang is?"

Xiao Hei: "..."_(:з」∠)_

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