[Natsume] When the sun shines

I bent down, struggled to pick up the pen that fell to the ground, and looked at my exercise paper blankly.

"Don't be so cold." The young man seemed to be smiling, his voice was soft and nostalgic, "Long time no see, Ah Mu, I miss you."

"..." Xiao Hei looked at me, then at the guy floating outside the window, "You know him very well?"

"...I don't know him well." I took out the handkerchief embroidered with the little blue dragon from my arms, Hayakawa Liu didn't know when it was washed and put it in my pocket, maybe she thought it was me It’s a masterpiece I embroidered. I put the handkerchief on the window sill, pretending to look out of the window casually, “Give me back the handkerchief, you can go.”

The math teacher started to explain the topic again, and I couldn't understand any of the messy symbols.

Shui Shuyao's voice is still as bright and clean as when I met him for the first time. I saw his expression, which was almost very happy, "Xiao Mu will go back with me soon, so happy, although..."

His brows and eyes lowered, and he was even a little excited at the end, "Although you don't remember anything... and... you still like someone else, but, it doesn't matter..."

"Amu, as long as I like you...that's enough."

Very...inexplicable confession.

I shook my head and looked at him very sincerely, "You may have found the wrong person. Return the handkerchief to you, and you can go."

"I do not go."

I saw the young man with pretty cheeks pursed his lips, his long and narrow eyes were fixed on me, his light blue hair was as beautiful as the vast sky, "How can you forget me... don't you, I Has it always been unimportant to you?"

...becoming more and more inexplicable.

I thought about it, it seemed that yesterday's scene said... Rubbing between the eyebrows, I heard me asking, "Are you... a dragon?"

"You remember?"

Mizuki Haruka seemed to become very happy all of a sudden, his brows and eyes curled up, "Do you remember who I am?"

I shook my head, "I don't know you. The person you mentioned should not be me."

Since I can remember, I have never had any memories of being involved with Mizuki Haruka.Not at all.

So, according to what the man said about the dragon soul yesterday... After guessing, it should be some kind of entanglement from the previous life.

However, the so-called past life is just a floating dream. Before that, I didn't even believe in the past and present life... What does the so-called past life have to do with me?

"..."

As soon as I raised my eyes, I saw the young man looking at me quietly. In his long and narrow eyes, there was the kind of tranquility and...sadness that I had never seen in his eyes.

overflowing with sorrow.

Like when I know I'm going to die and I won't be able to be with my family when I'm getting old... that kind of sad.Even... even better.

"How can it be." He looked at me, I couldn't see through the emotion deep in his eyes, but the sadness made me almost unable to breathe. "How come, it's not you."

Suddenly I couldn't bear to look again, turned my head, and whispered to myself, "It's either, there's nothing wrong with it."

"Look at me, Ah Mu."

The boy's voice was very soft, with a hint of bewitching, "Do you still remember that back slope... There are stars all over the sky... There, you say, you will always be with me..."

The mind is blank.

I can't imagine the scene he described, because I don't have the memory of those so-called past lives at all.

So all I can say to him is-

"The Ah Mu you mentioned, if it is really me, please be her and die."

"Why." The young man's voice was slightly angry, and he seemed to be suppressing something, "Why are you leaving as soon as you say, why are you..."

I couldn't understand what he was saying, but I could understand the blood-weeping sadness in his tone.

"Why... I'm just one step late..."

At the end, he was like a wounded wild animal screaming in a low voice, "My Amu..."

I am silent.

Your Amu is long gone.

Right now, I am just Xiao Mu of Xia Mu, Mu Mu of Hayakawa Liu, and Qin Mu of multi-track.

But, no matter what, it won't be Shui Shuyao's Amu.

I pushed the handkerchief towards him, and said in a tired voice, "You go...Maybe one day I will remember..."

"..." He looked at me as if expecting something.

"But I'm afraid there won't be that day." I smiled slightly, feeling the bitterness in my mouth, "Good day, Mizuki... Haruka. Goodbye."

After finishing speaking, I completely withdrew my eyes, and then looked at the exercises without looking out the window again.

After a long time.

I still didn't touch that question at all, and the unintelligible characters were distorted into blurred traces in my eyes, and Xiao Hei's voice sounded, "He's gone."

"……Um."

I turned my head and glanced out the window.

The clean handkerchief embroidered with little blue dragons was still placed on the window sill, and was slightly wrinkled by the cool morning breeze. On the handkerchief, there was a beautifully woven grasshopper.

I was slightly taken aback, then smiled wryly, "He didn't take it?"

"That grasshopper...can make you dream." Xiao Hei mentioned it lightly, "The Blue Illusion Dragon is a dragon branch that is good at making people fall into nightmares. It is a powerful race. But the things stored by this little grasshopper It shouldn't be a nightmare that makes people have nightmares, it looks...more like a memory."

I reached out to grab it.

"...do you want to sleep now?"

"Ok?"

"I guess, if you meet that grasshopper now, you will fall asleep in 3 minutes." Xiao Hei said.

I silently looked at the teacher on the podium, then wrapped the grasshopper with a handkerchief, carefully keeping myself from touching the grasshopper, and then put it in my pocket.

"It happens to be insomnia at night, and it's good to use it as a sleeping pill." I heard me say.

I don't know if it's to convince myself, or if I really have a little curiosity about that unexplainable past life.

The four classes in the morning always passed quickly. As soon as the lunch bell rang, I rushed out of the classroom door with my lunch box in my arms, and rushed to the back mountain where I had an appointment with Natsume.

"...Why are you running so fast?" Xiao Hei seemed a little speechless, "Slower and you won't..."

"Go slower, I'll feel like I'm wasting my life." I said righteously.

Sure enough, the young man came here as promised. The warm wind blew through the branches, and he just looked at me and smiled, "You came so fast?"

I coughed a few times, and unconsciously turned my eyes away, "Hmm... I'm hungry."

I'm not going to tell you that I'm lustful.

I didn't think about being a ghost and being a ghost under the peony flower!

The boy came over and rubbed my hair, "Eat when you're hungry, don't wait for me."

"……Um."

Hayakawa-ryu's bento boxes are always delicious.

Soft and fragrant sweet rice, a shiny chicken leg, and a lot of freshly baked donuts...

I thought about it, gave him the chicken leg, and said with a straight face, "Thank you for the candy today, it's delicious."

The boy was slightly taken aback, and then he saw that I shamelessly took a persimmon cake from his bento.

"..."

The young man couldn't laugh or cry, he shook his head helplessly, then gave me the chicken leg, and an extra purple rice dumpling by the way, with a warm smile on his brow, "If you're hungry, eat more."

For a moment, my heart felt warm, but at the same time, the tip of my nose was also a little sour.

Such a boy.

It's hard to walk into your heart... How can it be possible, how can it be possible to just walk out of your world like this?

"Yeah." I lowered my head and slowly chewed and swallowed the food in my mouth.

Delicate sweetness, warm wound.

When I was eating, the boy didn't eat anything, he just looked at me with a smile, under the slender eyelashes, there was a thin gleam in the transparent eyes, in my eyes, it was more beautiful than the stars last night.

"...Why don't you eat?"

Seeing him always looking at me, even though I have a thick skin, I couldn't hold it any longer. I swallowed the purple rice dumpling in my mouth with difficulty, and my face turned red from choking. Seeing me like this, he sighed helplessly. , picked up the mineral water bottle beside me, carefully unscrewed the bottle cap and handed it to me, "Come on, drink some water."

When I took the water bottle, I touched the young man's fingertips. I felt my face burn for a moment. I took the bottle in a panic and took a sip, but I choked on the water because I drank too fast.

"Cough cough..."

I think my face must be redder than a monkey's butt at this time. In order to divert his attention, I coughed dryly, turned away, and asked again in a low voice, "Why, why don't you eat?"

"I'm not hungry." The young man shook his head, his beautiful eyes were filled with gentle light, "Watching Xiao Mu eat, I feel very happy for no reason."

"..."

My hands trembled slightly, and the feeling in my heart seemed to be excitement, shyness, timidity, and sweetness.

But no matter what the feeling is, there is no way to hide the kind of sadness like a tarsus.

"Seeing that I'm not full after eating, why don't you eat more or less?"

I coughed in disguise, and stuffed the mineral water bottle into his hand, "If you're like this... Really, don't add to my guilt. Come, eat."

I picked up a donut with chopsticks, and I wanted to feed him directly, but...

I, I can't do this, hey.

In the end, I went back and forth in my heart, and I silently put the donuts in Natsume's bento box. I raised my arms very high because I wanted to feed them directly, and then I lowered them suddenly, as if drawing them out. I made a messy parabola, and the donut...it fell.

"..."

Natsume sighed slightly, raised his eyes to look at me, his transparent eyes were full of helplessness, "Xiao Mu."

"Uh...uh, yes."

I lowered my head and silently scolded myself countless times in my heart.

... Sure enough, there is still no way to think of any waywardness with peace of mind.

In this way, he was kind to him, said that he loved him in every way, and gave him three days of happiness while satisfying his selfish desires, and then passed away with a smile without him knowing.

Hayakawa Mu, how could you be so cruel!

"Don't do this." His voice was as gentle as a breeze, and I saw him stretch out his left hand towards me, "Don't be afraid, reach out."

I stretched out my right hand in a daze and put it on his left hand.

His hand squeezed hard and held mine instead. The warm feeling spread from the palm of his hand, inexplicably giving me a sense of peace of mind.My teenager looked at me with a very reassuring smile, "Xiao Mu, do you feel it?"

...feeling, what?

I suppressed the throbbing in my heart, pursed my lips, and didn't know what to say.

The boy was finally helpless, he leaned over, stroked my hair with the other hand, and then...

kiss.

Soft lips, with the gentle temperature of the sun, the gardenia fragrance on the boy's body fluctuated in the air, I suddenly opened my eyes wide, looking at the boy's closed eyes, the slender eyelashes trembled slightly, for a long while, he Step back, open your eyes and look at me, the light in your eyes is quiet.

"Relax."

The boy seemed to be promising, he bent his eyes slightly, "I'm here, so don't be so nervous."

I looked at him belatedly, the skin from the neck up began to feel hot, I withdrew my hand suddenly, holding the bento box and turned my back to him, and my voice became stammering, "I, I got it .”

The author has something to say: Is the name changed to Chu Qimo, do you think it sounds good? _(:з」∠)_

It seems that there is still some time before the end=口=

It seems that there are still many things that have not been explained (tears)

Should I write about Hayakawa and the stray dogs in the episode or in the main text...

In fact, my heart for finishing it early is more inclined to the side story...cough.

☆、Sneak kiss X shame