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Zuo Yan's home is not far from here.It wasn't until he was picked up that Si Ji realized that he had probably been thinking about that place subconsciously.

It's not that I want to live there so desperately, but I want to add a little popularity to it.There is nothing wrong with living alone, and many people prefer quiet and independence.But Zuo Yan is different.Si Ji couldn't stand the thought of him holding a cigarette, walking alone from the kitchen to the living room, and then from the living room to the bedroom, eating, washing, and sleeping silently, even with a smile on his face.

It's like a tree that seems to be full of foliage, slowly rotting in peaceful despair.

His face was a little taut from crying too much.Nose blocked, can only breathe through mouth.In addition to his coat, he also wore Zuo Yan's overcoat.Zuo Yan only wore a simple white sweater with the sleeves rolled up.

With his chin resting on his shoulder, Si Ji, who was completely drunk, smiled foolishly in his ear, and exhaled: "Hello, left driver."

Cars, bicycles, bodies, and various means of transportation have all been crawled and played by him.

Zuo Yan turned his face to the side, and lifted him up with both hands: "...Don't be so anxious to use your husband's surname."

It took a few turns to understand his stalk, and Si Ji hiccupped with a smile: "Then Si Yan! This one sounds better!"

"Stop talking, drink the wind." Zuo Yan rubbed his temples against the half-dried curly hair under the brim of his hat, and said seriously.But Si Ji didn't buy his account at all.He kicked Zuo Yan's thigh and said, "Old Zuo, you are sweating, do you have kidney deficiency?"Seeing that Zuo Yan ignored him, he poked his chest again, saying that you successfully raped me today, do you have any aftermath?Um?

His voice was hoarse and his voice was low, he lingered a few times in the closed alley, and disappeared on the other side of the moss-covered wall.Zuo Yan just laughed and ignored him.Feeling bored, Si Ji lowered his head and stared at the cobblestone road on the ground, counting one by one.He remembered that he walked through this alley one day in summer, when there were bright blue forget-me-nots and one or two delicate scallion orchids in the cracks in the wall.And now the night wind in November was already very cold, he huddled on Zuo Yan's back, thinking that even if there was cracked ice or flames burning under his feet, he would feel extremely at ease.

Humming a few times, he tightened his grip on the neck between his arms again, and his feet kept tapping on his thighs following the rhythm of Zuo Yan's steps.He wanted to give back this sense of security to Zuo Yan without reservation.Let him always have the courage to wait for the next second and the next day to come.

While taking a shower, Si Ji almost fell asleep.Zuo Yan soaked him in the bathtub and took a shower by himself.Si Ji was so overwhelmed by the heat that he didn't even have the strength to look at the adulterer.Zuo Yan, who had washed first, squatted by the bathtub, groped into the middle of his buttocks, stretched the anal opening, and drew the semen inside.Si Ji was so comfortable that he closed his eyes and smiled, put his feet on the bathtub and moved his head towards Zuo Yan.Zuo Yan put his hands on the back of his head and massaged the back of his ears for him.After being carried to the bed, Zuo Yan was probably exhausted, he pulled the quilt to wrap Si Ji, and got in himself.Si Ji poked his head out of the quilt, trying to look around the bedroom, but the room was completely dark.Zuo Yan pressed the top of his head and said don't look at it, go to bed first.

Zuo Yan's bed is so big, soft and comfortable.Ten thousand times better than a hotel.Both were naked, Si Ji turned sideways, with one leg wrapped around his waist; their penises touched each other, a soft touch without any lust.Zuo Yan broke his thigh and said to take it down, aren't you tired after sleeping like this all night?Si Ji shook his head, then leaned up against his face again, and said in a low voice, "Hey, I'll hold you. I know you're afraid of the dark."

In the silence, the breaths of the two were intertwined.Si Ji listened to Zuo Yan's heartbeat, waiting for him to laugh.After more than ten seconds, Zuo Yan put his arms around his waist, his palms pressed against his skin: "It seems a little bit."

This time it was Si Ji Xiangle's turn.But Zuo Yan continued to speak.He said he still remembers that time I had a fever, did he tell you not to come?

Si Ji said of course he remembered.Oh, that time you fell asleep with the light on... coward.

"Sometimes when I sleep at night, I will wake up suddenly." Zuo Yan said. "I don't know why. Maybe something disappeared from my life suddenly and unknowingly, but I don't want to face it. It seems that something is slowly pulling away from my body, but I can't tell what it is."

Si Ji patted him on the back: "Well, I can't tell."

It is really hard to tell what people have lost from their own lives.

"I never think of him during the day. I won't for a long time." Si Ji knew that he was talking about his father, "but I dreamed about it that day. At first, I thought, maybe he was reminding me not to forget I lost him. When everything around me disappeared, I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't."

"Stop it."

"Yeah. But, I seem to have heard your voice." Zuo Yan smiled, and buried his head in his neck, "I think, I told you not to come, how could you come."

However, he finally got rid of the nightmare, got up from the bed, and ran to the door before he had time to get dressed.At that time, Si Ji was talking with Shen Luoshen, and when he heard that he was about to leave, Zuo Yan opened the door.

"Haha, then I appeared in front of you like a superman, right?" Si Ji's eyes were wet again, and the tears pierced his eyelids, "How about it, am I handsome?"

No wonder Zuo Yan would truthfully tell his dream that day.That was probably when he was most vulnerable.

"Handsome." Zuo Yan tucked in the quilt tightly, "It was the same in Ye County."

Si Ji laughed while crying.

"I can always find you when I'm walking alone." Moving back, he kissed Si Ji's forehead, and the distance between them was sealed tightly by Ning He, "Sleep, be good." Dream."

A good night's sleep.When Si Ji woke up, Zuo Yan was no longer there. After a moment of disappointment, he smelled the aroma of noodles wafting from outside the door.Immediately regaining consciousness, he looked around to see if his clothes were there, so he found Zuo Yan's coat from the day before and put it on, wanting to rush out.Anyway, the air conditioner is on, so it's not cold.Just as he jumped out of bed with bare feet, he suddenly thought that this was Zuo Yan's bedroom.

It's not too late to go out after reading it.

The decoration is as simple as the living room, with cool colors.In addition to the bed and floor-to-ceiling windows, the most conspicuous thing in the room is a single sofa and a small wooden table next to it.The sofa faces the window, and there are lamps, red wine and a few books on the small table.In addition to these, there is a photo frame next to the book.

He couldn't see clearly from the side of the bed, so Si Ji walked around on the wooden floor.It is not allowed to touch other people's things without consent, so he simply squatted in front of the small table.The photo is a group photo, on the left is the tender and handsome Zuo Yan in high school; on the right, the boy is a little taller than Zuo Yan, wearing a baggy school uniform and laughing, with two dimples sunken deep in his cheeks.

With a movement in his heart, Si Ji instantly guessed who he was.

Connect to 80, the dialogue is as follows:

—— Si Ji woke up and found himself lying on the small bed where he had slept for more than 20 years: "Fuck, old Zuo, remember!"

——(The giant wheel of love sinks when it says it will sink.

——If Lao Zuo really sent the little driver who was fucked so badly back to the old Si, he would have his dick cut off.

——Anyway, Lao Si can’t do as well as Lao Zuo.But he didn't dare to fight... Lao Zuo beat Lao Si, the picture is so beautiful ha ha ha ha - Lao Si is a literati, if he doesn't do anything, at most Zuo Yan will go to the Academic Affairs Office.

——"Xiao Zuo, come to the office and let's have a heart-to-heart talk."