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Si Ji didn't realize that autumn had really arrived until he was woken up by the cold wind in the middle of the night.

Rubbing his cold feet together, his first reaction was whether Zuo Yan felt cold too.

But think about it, if Zuo Yan lives alone, he will definitely not be so stupid as himself to sleep with the window open because he wants to let the smell of smoke out of the house.

"Time is ticking and ticking, and it will pass." Oliana's lines suddenly sounded in his mind, he jumped out of bed with a smile, pulled the blanket that his mother had put on his bed several days ago, and covered it on the thin quilt .He lifted the pillow again, found a cigarette and a lighter, and began to puff at the still wide open window.

It was past three o'clock in the morning, and the community was very quiet, except for the occasional meowing of cats and the sound of cars parking.The smoke floated out of the window and was blown back by the wind. It was cold, completely different from summer.Recently, Shen Luoshen took a big order to promote an automobile company that settled in Qiucheng, and even Si Ji was so busy that he flew up.He usually invites Zuo Yan to have dinner at night, and they get together again on weekends.They go to the salon to shoot arrows, to play football in a stadium transformed from an abandoned factory, and most of the time they socialize with Zuo Yan's friends or clients.The two spend less and less time alone, and more and more spectators.

In the middle, at his request, I went to see Xiaoyu several times.Xiao Yu's life is very simple, watching animation, playing with toys, drawing, just like ordinary children.Once Si Ji taught him to draw the person he was thinking of on white paper.Xiao Yu grinned, and effortlessly drew out what barely looked like a puppy.Si Ji asked him why he drew this, Xiao Yu tilted his head and said: He used to lick Xiao Yu's face like a dog.At that time, Uncle Song was standing next to him, his face pale, Si Ji realized that something was wrong and wanted Xiao Yu to stop quickly, but Xiao Yu pointed at his crotch and said, he also likes to lick dicks, it's so comfortable.

Si Ji covered his mouth in embarrassment, and Uncle Song also exited the bedroom.Xiao Yu pulled his hand away, tearfully, terribly wronged.So innocent that Si Ji couldn't say a word of reproach.

It should be half a month ago, he met Zuo Yan's former girlfriend in Kongshan.The skinny young man posted it while Zuo Yan was leaving, and asked if you had slept with him before, and then started exchanging bed details with Si Ji.He said that Zuo Yan was so violent on the bed that he wanted to kneel down and call daddy, and it would not be so pleasant to meet anyone after that.It's a pity that Zuo Yan seldom turned back, and made several appointments without success.He said that he often saw you and Zuo Yan coming to Kongshan together, what is the relationship between you two?

Si Ji had a drink with him and said that I was chasing him.The young man gave him a thumbs-up, then changed the subject and talked about his love history. When Zuo Yan came back, the two of them were almost drunk by each other.Si Ji stared in a daze, trying to drag Zuo Yan away.But Zuo Yan actually recognized the young man, stopped to exchange pleasantries with him, and said goodbye to the recent situation.

He never pretended that there was no such thing when he met a suspected partner in a relationship before.The acting skills are so perfect that Si Ji can only guess with his sixth sense, and he can't see any flaws at all.

Looking at Zuo Yan's teasing eyebrows and eyes when talking to the young man, Si Ji felt that something really couldn't be controlled.

Unable to fall asleep, he turned on the computer and reviewed the monopoly played by Mrs. Lu all night, Si Ji went to work with dark circles under his eyes.He didn't sleep well, and the weather was cold, so he was shivering almost the whole time.After eating two pickled steamed buns donated by his colleagues, he recovered a little bit, and started to read the materials he hadn't finished the day before.In addition to the car promotion, he also has a case for a museum that is about to open in the eastern district of Qiucheng.Party A requested a 3D animation promotion to comprehensively introduce a large tomb of the Warring States period and related exhibits in the museum, and the details were particularly difficult to deal with.Seeing that he was a little sleepy, he drooped his head and went to Shen Luoshen's office.Shen Luoshen was talking on the phone with someone, and when he saw him coming in, he hung up quickly, and said in a humble tone, "Yo, it looks like I was very busy last night!"

Si Ji pulled over the cigarette sticks on the table, took one out and put it in his mouth: "Don't talk nonsense, I haven't had sex for several weeks."

Shen Luo pulled the tie deeply, and frowned: "Wait, why do I find this sentence so familiar?"

Si Ji half-lyed on the chair and breathed on the ceiling.He didn't tell Shen Luoshen about his conversation with Zuo Yan.Those words were too private to Zuo Yan, and too precious to him, and he was reluctant to share them with others from any aspect.Besides, it's useless to tell Shen Luoshen about these things, it will only make him worry.

Just like Shen Luoshen never reported good news but not bad news to him.

"Old Zuo is impotent?" Shen Luoshen picked up the phone, unlocked it, and scribbled his fingers on the screen: "No, I have to ask, big news!"

"Get out!" Knowing that he was irritating himself, Si Ji still panicked, "If you dare to ask me, I will castrate you!"

Shen Luo raised Erlang's legs calmly and calmly: "Then what's the matter?" Before Si Ji could refute, he quickly answered, with an expression of "I'm just shameless": "Don't say I fired you."

It's true that Si Ji hasn't been fucked for a long time.No matter how late he came out these days, Zuo Yan would still drive him home, and then shut his mouth with "You have to go to work tomorrow" or "I still have something to do".It was as if Si Ji had never been to work before, and he had never been so busy before.Si Ji wanted to keep him, and had a chance to take off his clothes and rape him directly, but it didn't feel right, not right at all.

The night before yesterday, at Kongshan, Si Ji drank a little too much.He was drinking with a pair of talking college students.The two met while playing LOL, from a father-son game to a black gay friend and then developed into a boyfriend.They hurt each other while drinking, talking about each other's embarrassing things in the game and in life, without any shadow.Si Ji likes their current state very much, but the days to come are so long and they will face so many difficulties, will they be able to go on like this forever.

Thinking about it, he slammed his head violently, almost wanting to tear himself apart.Zuo Yan came over to ask him what's wrong, but he smirked and couldn't say a word.

Zuo Yan looked down at him, there was a complexity in his eyes that he could fully understand.

Sitting in the car, he was already too lazy to remind Zuo Yan not to drink and drive.He could feel Zuo Yan's eagerness to send him home, and he no longer asked for a hotel room.He clenched his fists, as if he was holding a handful of soft, harsh sand by the river.The tighter you hold them, the faster they will slide down, but if you spread your palms, you are afraid of being blown away by a gust of wind from somewhere.

On the way, he was in a daze, looking at the night scene and listening to old Cantonese songs in the car.

The center of the rush is gloomy, and the road is full of turmoil and twists and turns.

He was actually awake when the car stopped.The cold scent of leaves stimulated his nostrils, he closed his eyes, wanting to stay a little longer.Shen Luoshen once asked him why he didn't buy a small e-Donkey, it was convenient to go anywhere.He replied that where can I buy an e-Donkey, even a bicycle is not allowed.Otherwise, there is no reason for Zuo Yan to send him home.

Lie down for a long time.Si Ji didn't know how many minutes had passed.Anyway, Zuo Yan didn't speak, and even smoked two cigarettes.He relaxed his body and listened carefully to his dull breathing.He wondered if Zuo Yan would sit like this all night if he didn't wake up.But soon, he found that his hand was being held.Zuo Yan's palms were sweaty and wet, and he gently circled his index finger.After a few seconds, there was a faint touch on the fingertips, soft and dry.

It felt very familiar to him, it was Zuo Yan's lips.

He closed his eyes tightly, restraining every cell in his body, not allowing himself to make any movement.Well done, without batting a single eyelash.

Although the heart has long been wet.

He has long known that everyone is not what they seem.The first few times I saw Zuo Yan, he pretended to be cheerful and laughing, flirting recklessly, talking and laughing unabashedly.But he will cover himself with a quilt before falling asleep, and he will stare blankly at the children singing on TV.He would carry himself upstairs, and would send a message asking if he felt uncomfortable.Si Ji felt that he was really stupid. On the day he met Zuo Yan for the first time in the daytime when he was drunk and having sex, he obviously realized that Zuo Yan had resisted his guard, but he still couldn't hold back.Can't help it.

He didn't know if the people who chased Zuo Yan thought of going to see his real appearance.From Qin Qiao's words, he had already noticed the difference between Zuo Yan and him.It was this difference that made him helpless.

Opening his eyes again, Zuo Yan was still holding the cigarette, turned his face to the direction of the car window, shook his middle finger, and was dusting the cigarette ash on the ground.Hearing the movement, he looked back at Si Ji and said, "I'm home."

Si Ji smiled at him, yawned, and looked sleepy: "Yeah. How long have I been asleep?"

"A few minutes." Zuo Yan replied.

After opening the door and getting out of the car, Si Ji bit his left index finger in his mouth, and fiercely walked towards the dark corridor.