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It was half an hour after arriving at the place, and at this moment, even the family courtyard of the Air Traffic Management Bureau was deserted.Cheng Yang always felt that the one thing wrong with the courtyard was that the lights were too dim, and the street lights were scattered here and there, and most of them were blocked by trees, leaving only a light gray-white mark on the ground.Without even saying a word, Chu Shiqing took a temporary magnetic card and entered the gate, and then consciously drove the car downstairs to his house.

Cheng Yang untied his seat belt calmly, and put his hand on the door handle.

"Go up for a drink?"

The invitee shook his head directly: "I have to go back and look at those students."

Cheng Yang looked back at Chu Shiqing, hesitating for a moment on how to choose.Originally, the darkness was a good cover, and Cheng Yang was staring at Chu Shiqing's silhouette without any scruples, but Chu Shiqing suddenly raised his hand and turned on the lights on the roof of the car.Cheng Yang retreated subconsciously, but luckily Chu Shiqing didn't look at him.

"The paper bag under your feet is a gift from Yunqing." Chu Shiqing pointed to a bag at Cheng Yang's feet, "It looks like a bottle of perfume."

Cheng Yang was a little surprised, picked it up and looked at it: "She gave me a present for her birthday."

"I told you that she really likes you."

Cheng Yang had heard enough of these words recently, so he couldn't help frowning, and his tone was teasing.

"You are really good to your sister. She can get whatever she wants. The things she wants, the paintings she wants, and even the people she wants..." He followed his own words After thinking about it, I felt more and more that I was right.It just so happened that the painter Chu Yunqing liked was him. Even if he wasn’t, wouldn’t Chu Shiqing go to Wuhan and find a gallery to find this person out, “Tell you, I almost agreed to your sister just now.”

Chu Shiqing's eyes changed suddenly, earth-shakingly, from the attitude of being indifferent to others just now to the sharpness that Cheng Yang was not afraid of causing trouble when he first met him.

"you like her?"

One sentence asked as if the sun came out from the west and the earth turned upside down. The implication was how could Cheng Yang like Chu Yunqing, how could Cheng Yang like Chu Yunqing.

Cheng Yang was a little teasing, or flirting.He looked at Chu Shiqing and smiled: "Are you so unconfident in your sister?"

"No, it has nothing to do with her." After Chu Shiqing finished speaking, he was taken aback for a moment, and his thoughts were brought to another direction, "She is so much younger than you, don't play with her feelings..."

"Fuck me."

Having said that, the atmosphere just now is gone.Cheng Yang tried to break the relationship between the two into the direction of dating, but failed.Chu Shiqing is not a fool, and men are always more willing to talk about sex, so Chu Shiqing's attitude made Cheng Yang, who was still hesitant, decide to give up immediately.

The people he chooses to deal with must be more or less smart, otherwise speaking would be too much effort.Most of the time, everyone knows everything by the end of the point.Of course Chu Shiqing is smart enough, it's not that he didn't feel that Cheng Yang insisted on talking to him more deliberately, but he didn't understand Cheng Yang's purpose.

And he doesn't want to understand, he instinctively feels that it's safer to stay away from this person.

Fear of the unknown is often the first to trigger a sense of crisis.

But Cheng Yang is not reconciled.He has always believed that life is nothing more than a feeling of the moment, if you can enjoy it, you can enjoy it, and it is stupid to wrong yourself, pain and entanglement are meaningless.So since Chu Shiqing himself can't get it, it is a trace that can satisfy a trace of desire.

He looked at Chu Shiqing, reached into the paper bag and took out the bottle of perfume.He didn't pay attention to the fragrance, he directly removed the packaging and box, and then leaned over and sprayed it on Chu Shiqing's left neck.

Then he continued to lean forward, basically stood up from the seat, supported Chu Shiqing's seat back with one hand and the steering wheel with the other, and leaned over there to smell it.

Chu Shiqing remained motionless, with complicated eyes. Cheng Yang felt the emotional impulse and desire in his heart when he was approaching the other party, felt his desire to kiss directly at that moment, and at the same time slowly sat back.He put the perfume in the bag and opened the car door.

"Cheng Yang..."

"Yes, it smells quite suitable for me. Please help me and thank Yunqing."

After finishing speaking, he got out of the car, raised his hand to say goodbye, entered the password and entered the door.Sitting in the car, Chu Shiqing was surrounded by the "very suitable for Cheng Yang" fragrance. When he closed his eyes, he could see Cheng Yang's side face that was very close to him.Cheng Yang is actually very fair, and his side profile is especially good-looking, very light, not entirely delicate, nor noble.The hairstyle is very popular. When it reaches the neck of the hair, a small bulge of the cervical spine spreads along the short hair stubble, and then connects to the spine, sinking into the collar. The cotton top is more docile, so it can be seen The line of the entire spine.

At this moment, even the sense of crisis could not suppress the fear in his heart.

Cheng Yang said that he tried to satisfy Chu Yunqing whatever he wanted, and he used so many parallel sentences to exaggerate it, in fact, it was for a question that he didn't ask later-then what do you want?

Regardless of whether Cheng Yang knew what he was thinking, or whether he had other motives, it is a good thing that Cheng Yang stopped in time today, otherwise Chu Shiqing would not know what he should do.

There are so many crisis management and stress training courses in pilot training, it's like fucking nothing.

Li Hengxu's drums are quite famous in the city. After all, a lot of things like playing musical instruments require money at home.There are also bands who took Li Hengxu to save the big music festival because the drummer skipped the ticket. Although it was only once or twice, it is enough to show that Li Hengxu's level is up to the table.

He has spent so many years in a band that performs at most once a month, has an audience of dozens of people, and only costs 40 yuan per person, mainly because he likes these few people.In China, the music market is so depraved that a band can be famous only by their strength.But many unknown bands are actually masters among the people.

How should I put it, the main reason is that I don’t have enough to eat and live a bad life.There are so many Chinese people, and the competition for survival resources is so fierce. Unless they are born with good conditions, most people do not say that they can do whatever they want.

For example, Cheng Yang's parents are teachers, and the requirements for him are only two words - stability.However, it was unbearable for Cheng Yang to sit in the office or go to the school to mix up the title of professor. In the end, after a compromise between the two parties, this guy actually went to command the plane.

If it weren't for Cheng Yang, he wouldn't have known that the plane would need someone to command it.

Hou Yang, him, and Cheng Yang got together relatively early to form a band.The keyboard in the team is called Xu Xianze, and they usually call him "Xu Xian".Xu Xian is Hou Yang's colleague, both of them are engineers in state-owned enterprises.Li Hengxu hangs in his family's company and has an older brother, so he lives a relatively idle life.

The life trajectories of these people are very different. If it weren't for him, an idle young master, the band would have broken up long ago.

In fact, the four of their music ideas are not consistent, but fortunately, the four of them have no pursuit, so they take turns. In the first half of the year, they will develop in the direction that Li Hengxu likes, and in the second half of the year, they will switch to Hou Yang's post-rock pit to adjust and adjust. .Cheng Yang prefers to do some creations by himself, so most of the band's original songs are written and arranged by him.

Cheng Yang is going to Europe in June, so this month's performance was ignored.But Li Hengxu firmly disagreed, and at his strong request, the band changed the performance time to the end of May.That is to say, there are performances at the beginning and end of May, which can be regarded as making up for the vacancy in June.

Because it was a temporary extra performance, at the end of May, all the old fans of some bands came, and many of them were even their friends from other bands.It seems that two more people came from Xu Xian's unit, saying that they were curious when they heard that Xu Xian and Hou Yang were working in a band together.

So the atmosphere of that scene was more personal.Sometimes they talk directly to the audience, and the other side of life outside of the band.

Someone asked Cheng Yang to debut, but Cheng Yang laughed at him for a long time.

"Not coming out." He shook his head resolutely, "Isn't it okay to just sing for you guys like this? I'm going to debut because I'm sick in my head."

Li Hengxu sat at the back, fearing that the world would not be chaotic, so he began to chime in.

"You are so naive. Brother Cheng has a serious job. "

A girl obviously didn't believe it: "Impossible? My family owns a supermarket, and it may be relatively close to his house. I saw him go shopping several times, and it was on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. He just woke up."

Cheng Yang smiled: "I don't work from nine to five."

The audience in the audience reacted in various ways, and some people asked Cheng Yang if he worked in a hospital.

Li Hengxu thought for a while, and it was better to attract the firepower of the audience, so he leaned in front of the microphone and said: "Even if your brother Cheng doesn't have a job, you don't know that he still paints for money, right? A painting can cost tens of thousands Both. So the band is a side project."

Cheng Yang turned around and glared at him with a smile.

"Li Ershao, as a capitalist who exploits the working people, you should not talk about this kind of topic."

Li Hengxu cast a small look over: "It depends on whether you are not in a good mood today."

Hou Yang, who had been lowering his head to tune the piano, suddenly raised his finger and pointed at them, without even raising his head, his tone was very impatient.

"Both of you hurry up and go to the room."

There was a roar of laughter from the audience.

But today Cheng Yang's mood is indeed relatively low, and he always shows sarcasm naturally and unnaturally, and he doesn't know if he has encountered some idiot in his life.

When there were not a few songs left according to the rough song list they had discussed, Cheng Yang suddenly played the piano and changed to a wooden one.Apparently the song below should not have been discussed before, so the other three people looked at Cheng Yang to see what he was going to do.When changing the piano, Li Hengxu frowned and looked at Cheng Yang, Cheng Yang smiled, reassuring.

Then he walked back to the microphone and scanned a few notes.

"I was singing and I suddenly thought of a song, which can better express my current mood." Cheng Yang lowered his head, "It's nothing, I just found out that I did something stupid and wanted to express my inner feelings."

He has not been in this mood for many years.When I was young, it was not that I never used love as a source of musical emotion.In fact, that kind of song is often more popular when it is written. It is easier to arouse sympathy for a common human disease.Otherwise, why are most of those songs now love songs? It can only be said that people do have the need to express this kind of emotion.

He looked back at Li Hengxu: "Sing Sheepdog."

They arranged this song two months ago.Li Hengxu nodded, and struck the drum stick four times against each other. It was he and Xu Xian who started first, and Cheng Yang's guitar cut in after two phrases.

When he sang the chorus part, Li Hengxu understood that the idiot Cheng Yang met in his life was probably himself, and the "idiot thing" he did was to fall in love.

Li Hengxu was overjoyed when he thought about this level.The drums beat louder and louder.

The lyrics of the chorus part are probably like this: I don’t know what is going on with my emotions, it seems that I am in love with you.I didn't expect you to fucking like me.Why would I want to be with you?It doesn't make sense.

When Cheng Yang sang "That Imay love you" with self-mockery, all the girls in the audience opened their mouths in surprise.

Chu Shiqing sat in a dark corner, feeling overwhelmed.Today the Chengyang band is going to perform, he heard from Wang Shuanglei, as for why he postponed a meal appointment with a friend and came here, he doesn't know.Maybe it's because they think that when Cheng Yang returns to China in a month, the two of them will fade away, and the feelings will be put away, and they will go back to their respective lives.Bodori, that is the general working relationship.

No matter what, he was a little unwilling, and wanted to look at this person more while he was still unable to control himself.

But the nature of things has changed.

Looking at Cheng Yang's singing expression, Chu Shiqing knew that what Cheng Yang did in the car a few days ago was obviously not a simple joke or sexual atmosphere, but that Cheng Yang really liked him.Chu Shiqing has been trying to convince himself in his heart that the one Cheng Yang likes may not necessarily be you, right?But that kind of ecstasy made him unable to think normally.

This ecstasy is empty.

Because the expression on Cheng Yang's face was more of a mockery of himself, as if this kind of liking for Chu Shiqing made him feel ashamed.

After thinking about it for a long time, Chu Shiqing felt that the only word that could describe it was shame.

Liking Chu Shiqing is obviously not in line with his usual compulsion.

But every sentence Cheng Yang sang was very sincere.

So this matter changed from Chu Shiqing's own matter to his and Cheng Yang's.So Chu Shiqing had no way to impose his unilateral decision on the other party.He is such a person, he can't stand on the sidelines to the person he likes.It's like when flying in the sky, the pilot and the controller are also responsible for safety.

From the moment Chu Shiqing knew about Cheng Yang's feelings, the choice of this relationship was handed over from Chu Shiqing's hands to Cheng Yang's.

At the end of the song, Cheng Yang's mood seemed to calm down, even his brows loosened.When Chu Shiqing heard the other party sing the last two lines, he felt as if he had been punched hard.

Nowhearthebluebirdwhistlehymnslike'Iwouldratherhealyourwounds'.

Now heart the dark gun punching out that...

ThatImayloveyou

It also corresponds to the meaning of the lyrics.

The author has something to say: The last two lines of the lyrics I found translated quite well on Netease, so I changed them using the translation on Netease

Please don't pay attention to the playlist in this article. . . . . . .It’s just that the plot requires me and I haven’t heard of other orz

The complete lyrics of sheepdog are as follows:

(Netease said that the contributor of the lyrics is called Qian Zedao)

Well, Iai mat the first stone who'll dare to stand still

I took aim at the first man who dared to stand still

Oh Lord, your tension is making meill

oh my god your nervousness makes me uneasy

You've got no friends in your home, you'll got no family stone

You don't have friends at home, and you don't have a rock-solid family

You can't go: Yeah Yeah Yeah

You can't just say yeahyeahyeah

YeahYeahYeahYeahYeahYeahYeahYeahYeahYeah

Everyone, ineverytown, oneeveryboat, oneeverytrip, the muilti-talented strip,

Everyone, in every town, every boat, every journey, colorful streets

Will gather 'round you with coke and pain

They will all surround you with pain and pain

The trees, ain't no doubt about

as the tree never doubts the seed

Theseeds, I had no thought about

I never thought about it either...

No, YeahYeahYeahYeahYeahYeah

Don't know why I can't locate this feeling, that I would rather be with you

Somehow I can't figure out where this feeling of wanting to be with you comes from

It makes no sense, you're crying out loud, that Imay love you

It doesn't make sense you're shouting I might be in love with you

This stress is wasting my motions that I would rather be with you

This pressure is wasting my love for wanting to be with you

Don't let them closer to this secret...thatImayloveyou

don't let them near the secret - i might love you

Take'emoutta west, take'emoutta height, take'emonas sweetride

Take them out of the west, off the ground, take them on a joyful ride

Those little angels are numbered nine

those little angels number nine

ThecoloredTVonceshinedondesolationonefive

That color TV once illuminated the solitude

They'vegotit! Yeah Yeah Yeah

They've figured it out, YeahYeahYeah

Bust'eminthelight, bust'eminthelight, BUST'EMINTHEDAYLIGHT

Bring them into the light, bring them into the light, bring them into the sun

They're worthy being named asthieves

They don't deserve to be called thieves

One of those shorties said hi up to the abbot whodied

One of those dwarves greeted the dead abbot

Therebound, Yeah Yeah Yeah

This pick up YeahYeahYeah

Don't know why I can't locate this feeling, that I would rather be with you

Somehow I can't figure out where this feeling of wanting to be with you comes from

It makes no sense, you're crying out loud, that Imay love you

It doesn't make sense you're shouting I might be in love with you

This stress is wasting my motions that I would rather be with you

This pressure is wasting my love for wanting to be with you

Don't let them closer to this secret...thatImayloveyou

don't let them near the secret - i might love you

Nowhearthebluebirdwhistlehymnslike"Iwouldratherhealyourwounds"

now heart the dark gun punching out, that Imay love you

that Imay love you

that Imay love you