Say a sonnet on VHF

After exiting the approach and area control building, there is a cafeteria on the left and an activity center on the right.The activity center has some simple sports facilities, as well as a lounge with a better environment.There are small gardens and gazebos behind the activity center building, and the regulations are all based on the reduction of one size from the Guangzhou side. The branch office has fewer people and is sufficient.

A "senior" of Cheng Yang is actually a director of the Control Department who graduated from the same school as him. After retiring from the front line, he began to plant flowers and plants in the small garden of the activity center. There were several pots placed next to the gazebo, and he personally watered them every day. Water can also be regarded as improving the working environment for unit controllers.Sometimes when Cheng Yang was jogging on the treadmill in the gym, he could see the director go to water every day from the window. A middle-aged man in his 50s and [-]s was careful every day, and it was quite fun.The controller's body is very important, and the chaotic work and rest will damage the health of the human body, so they can only exercise intentionally.

Day and night, day and night, back and forth, one plane after another loaded with people and cargo.

When Cheng Yang was about to finish his daily quota, Lin Yumeng called him.Because Lin Yumeng should be on the monitoring seat now, Cheng Yang was a little nervous all of a sudden.

"What's wrong, Yumeng?"

"It's okay, don't worry." Lin Yumeng's tone was calm.She is the kind of person who changes her face as soon as she enters the working state, "I'm so sleepy now that I have to smoke a cigarette, you can push it up. The traffic on Zhenzhen's side is very heavy at the moment."

"Okay, I'll go now."

Cheng Yang trotted all the way to the control room upstairs next door, where Lin Yumeng was staring at Liu Zhen's seat.With a cigarette in her right hand, she kept banging on the back of Liu Zhen's chair, and she flew outside to light it as she was waiting for Cheng Yang to come.Cheng Yang smiled and shook his head.

"Yumeng."

"Hey, okay." Lin Yumeng walked two or three steps away without taking her eyes off the screen, patted Cheng Yang's arm out of the corner of her eye, then turned and ran out.

The peak time was around [-]:[-] pm, Liu Zhen was a newcomer, and Lin Yumeng had a big night last night.

Cheng Yang didn't stand for a while, and Nanfang 3009 came out. Liu Zhen and 3009 reported to the radar and then turned around and teased him with his eyes.Cheng Yang frowned in disapproval to express his reproach.

To be a teacher is to assume the responsibility of being a teacher, right?

Cheng Yang was ready for Chu Shiqing and the others to say something inappropriate. Anyway, he has encountered all kinds of pilots in his work for so many years, so he should treat it normally.

"South 3009, keep falling after 42. At present, there is congestion in the sector, and we may have to wait."

"Southern 3009 received."

Then there is nothing.

Cheng Yang's eyes flickered immediately.To be honest, even if he took advantage of the good atmosphere between the two of them to play with the sexual atmosphere that day and confused Chu Shiqing, it is unlikely that Chu Shiqing would really give in and be honest in Bodao.

It's mostly intuition.He has been listening to people talking on the channel for many years, and he can accurately judge whether or not there is emotion in the other person's voice.

"Southern 3009, slow down by 20 knots." After Liu Zhen continued to issue instructions, he suddenly paused intentionally, "Director Cheng is standing behind me."

Cheng Yang was stunned for a moment, but his anger rose immediately.

Chu Shiqing was still very indifferent, and only said: "Slow down by 20 knots, 3009 in the south." But Cheng Yang's concern at this time is no longer here.He stood there and waited until the peak flow of the approach low fan had passed, and half an hour before the shift change, he called Liu Zhen out.

Liu Zhen's deputy class immediately picked up the headset, Lin Yumeng glanced at Cheng Yang, and then sat in the deputy class seat.

Liu Zhen was still smiling when he went out.

"Brother Cheng, the flight today is weird——"

"Do you know what you're doing?"

Liu Zhen was a little shorter than Cheng Yang, and his smile froze immediately.

Cheng Yang snorted coldly.

"Do you have any impression of how many planes were in the sector at that time. I counted them for you, including the overflying ones, and there were 19 planes at that time. Your airspace is almost running out, so busy VHF, you still have time to say nonsense?"

"Brother Cheng, I didn't adjust the atmosphere..."

"Did you quarrel with the 3009 pilot, and you need to use the VHF to adjust the atmosphere? My personal relationship with the pilot in the south can be used to adjust the atmosphere, but I'm just curious. There is nothing to adjust the atmosphere at that time." Cheng Yang Yue thought more and more about Liu Zhen's opinion, "What will other crews in Bodao think about you, the controller, and Zhengzhou approach? If you just direct others like this, I won't accept you if I were a pilot."

Liu Zhen obviously wanted to talk back, but Cheng Yang directly pushed him back.

"Okay, don't think of anything to refute me. I said that because you are a newcomer. Look at you, sister Yumeng, who has been working for so many years, dare to do this during the peak period? What the pilot said we can't control, but As a qualified controller who has been licensed by the state, you should not do this."

When Cheng Yang said this, he suddenly felt that it was meaningless.It is inevitable for young people to be impetuous, and it cannot be taught in one or two sentences, but must be taught bit by bit.Besides, he never stopped other people from teasing him about Chu Shiqing's affairs, which somewhat sent the wrong message to the young people.

Thinking of this, his mood calmed down a lot.Liu Zhen should have sensed it, so he nodded and admitted his mistake.

"Brother Cheng, I won't do this again."

"Okay, then I'll just explain to you verbally today. In fact, if you're on the night shift and you only have one or two planes in your hands, you may be sleepy, and the pilot may also be sleepy, so it's not a bad thing to chat. Anyway, this matter Think about it."

Liu Zhen nodded quickly.

"Okay, let's go back to work."

After Liu Zhen opened the door and went back to the control room, Cheng Yang began to wonder what kind of illness Chu Shiqing had today.He thought about how he had offended him for a long time, and in the end he just felt that he was playing tricks a little too much.Until he saw Lin Yumeng talking to another controller, it was as if a light was lit out of nowhere in his mind, and he suddenly understood.

Chu Shiqing was still in the shadow of a broken relationship, and he told him too much that day, and he probably felt that he couldn't save face on the one hand and was sad on the other hand.

In fact, it's not that he hasn't considered another possibility.

But immediately felt that the charm of his whole body was just a bit of cultural and artistic atmosphere, which was the kind that Chu Shiqing didn't like to see, so that possibility was really unreasonable.

Unlike Cheng Yang, whose parents are both university teachers, Chu Shiqing's parents are both employees of ordinary units, so Chu Shiqing never thought about any complicated issues since he was a child.And there is also a reason for his parents to have children late. His mother married a scumbag in the early years, and after divorcing the scumbag, she married Chu Feng who had been waiting for her.Ever since Chu Shiqing had a younger sister, he has become more and more indifferent to what he wants every year. Anyway, everything must be given to his sister, and it is not forced, he is willing to give it to his sister looking at her chubby face .

From the age of eleven or twelve, Chu Shiqing discovered that giving up what he wanted was much easier and more enjoyable than getting what he wanted.On the one hand, his "giving up" is basically equivalent to giving to others, and on the other hand, Chu Shiqing was forced to adapt to his new environment soon after his sister was born.

After a brief loss, he quickly chose to avoid all frontal conflicts that might cause his loss.He gives everything his sister wants, treats his sister better than his parents, and fills the void of desire in his heart with the smiling faces of his family and the harmony of the family.

But what is buried and avoided does not mean that it will never be seen again.

To him, Cheng Yang is just like elegant art entering the campus, it is a very simple "good thing" in his eyes.

Literally, "Damn it's a good thing."

When he left Cheng Yang's house, he hadn't slowed down yet. When he got home and sat on the sofa, all his thoughts suddenly exploded like a blowout.He suddenly realized that he wanted Cheng Yang, wanted someone as calm as Cheng Yang to drink with him and chat about life with him, wanted Cheng Yang to examine him with a weak sense of right and wrong, wanted Cheng Yang to tease him very seriously, wanted Cheng Yang Yang, the "pansexual", loves him.

He couldn't help imagining those situations, and was frightened into a cold sweat by the intensity of his desire.

This is completely different from the boyfriend he has dated and played with in the past.

When Chu Shiqing even chose a girlfriend, he always considered the Chu family as the standpoint, and Yao Lin was completely the product of this consideration.He even had the idea of ​​pursuing Yao Lin after she got out of the previous relationship, but after he saw his "fascination" with Cheng Yang, he felt that the whole thing about Yao Lin was a joke.

He remembered the first time he saw Cheng Yang, he opened the door and saw a man with a face full of "I want to find something" but was so calm, he remembered Cheng Yang's tone when he used emergency oil to cheat Cheng Yang, he remembered him When speeding down with critically ill patients, Cheng Yang followed from the area to the approach. He remembered Cheng Yang’s voice when he called that night, then remembered him singing in the bar, imagined him drawing those paintings, and remembered Cheng Yang’s voice. When I played that Shakespeare, I vented out the deep-seated "boredom".

Cheng Yang is too lonely, he habitually watches everyone with cold eyes, shrinks in his mind and calculates everyone's trajectory, in fact, he subconsciously avoids all conflicts between himself and others.

From this point of view, it is not surprising that I can be friends with myself.

Then Chu Shiqing did something that he couldn’t even explain himself—he sat on the sofa, looked at Cheng Yang’s painting, spit on his hand twice, then stretched into his underwear and started thinking about Cheng Yang to masturbate .In the end, he was full of excitement and sweated, even more enjoyable than the time he had the best time with Yao Lin.

It's scary what happens when people enjoy what they really want.Chu Shiqing knew that everything he had now could not afford such a change. He could not let Cheng Yang stand in front of his family, and if he allowed his emotions to develop, sooner or later he would irrationally prioritize Cheng Yang.He also wasn't sure what kind of person he would become.

Will it turn into a paranoid lunatic.

Yao Lin will take care of his family, help him grow up, and gradually become a more and more suitable person for Chu Shiqing as they get along.Cheng Yang will not change himself for anyone, and there is no need to change himself. He is already a kind of "goodness" that Chu Shiqing cannot afford. This kind of "goodness" is not a "goodness" that is good for anyone, but Cheng Yang Yang is a condition that the person himself has.

It was when Chu Shiqing climbed to the climax, when he ejaculated, Chu Shiqing understood that Cheng Yang was someone he couldn't think of.