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Qiao Shujuan saw that Ji Ya's expression was completely relaxed, so she knew what she was thinking in her heart. She just thought that she was also here to beat the mandarin ducks, but unfortunately, she was not.

The nanny came over with the coffee, Qiao Shujuan couldn't say anything, so she picked up a cup of coffee, smelled it lightly, and praised the coffee for its fragrance.After the nanny walked away, he continued, "I think the purpose of my coming may be a little different from what you think."

"What do you mean? I don't quite understand."

"I want to ask first, what do you think of Zhou Qiao recently? Or has there been any change? Is it better or worse?"

Ji Ya was a little impatient: "Can there be any change, isn't it still the same as before, knowing to cause trouble all day long."

"Is that so? I can't see it, can I?" Qiao Shujuan drank a cup of coffee slowly and said, "This circle is only that big. The Zhou family was really a big boy before, but as far as I know, he recently It's been more than a year, but I have improved a lot, I heard that there seems to be some movement recently, I don't know if you know?"

"What do you mean?" Ji Ya felt at this moment that Qiao Shujuan probably didn't want to object to their being together, but if she didn't object, could she still support it?How could this kind of thing be done by Qiao Shujuan?

"It's not interesting, but the purpose of my trip is probably different from what you think."

"You don't object to them?" Ji Ya was shocked: "You don't object to two boys being together?"

"Why should I object? What happened to them being together? Did it hinder anyone? Did it violate the law? Did it violate morality?" Qiao Shujuan asked one sentence at a time.

"Is it still moral?" Ji Ya didn't know what to say: "You agree without objecting? They shouldn't be together."

Qiao Shujuan gently rubbed the rim of the coffee cup, and listened to Ji Ya's words and asked softly, "Why shouldn't two people who love each other be together?"

"They shouldn't be in love. Is it normal that there are so many good girls in this world who don't love each other? Have you seen two boys fall in love on the street? Will someone bless them? Public opinion What do you think? What will happen to our Xiaoqiao's reputation in the future? He will be labeled as a 'gay' for the rest of his life, and he will never be able to live the life a normal person should live." Ji Ya was very emotional.

"What is the life of a normal person?" Qiao Shujuan asked in a low voice, as if she didn't care about Ji Ya's answer, and then said: "Marry a wife? Have a child? Or go to the path you arranged for him and be a family." Marriage or something? Then have a child and repeat this kind of life? Have you ever thought about what Zhou Qiao thinks? Is he willing to marry a wife and have children."

Looking at Qiao Shujuan's sense of the presence of an old god, Ji Ya felt a little annoyed: "What does he want? I didn't give him what he wanted since he was a child? What else does he want? In such a family, did I force him to get married?" No! Zhou Qiao is my son, I love him better than you, and I know what to do for him. What about him? Now, for a man, he won’t even go home, and he’s even ganging up to lie to me.” Wiping tears while speaking: "The children in our family have never lied since they were young, and now they have become like this. What else can I say? I can't agree, you go, I advise you Let them separate, the world cannot even believe in legally protected marriages between men and women, let alone them? Don't hurt each other when you can't turn back."

"But what if they can't break up anymore?"

"What do you mean?"

"Actually, I'll tell you the truth. I didn't know about the relationship between my son Fang Moxin and Zhou Qiao of your family before. Moxin is a bit cold-tempered. He was abroad all year round before, and our contact was not good after he came back. Many, he is not willing to tell me anything. Knowing this, I saw it on the Internet.” Qiao Shujuan got up and walked behind Ji Ya, looked at the flowers in the distance and said: “At that time, I’m afraid we all I found out at the same time. I didn’t know how you felt at the time. The only feeling I felt was shock and heartache. Moxin is very good, and I don’t want such a good man to be ruined by a relationship, so I strongly opposed it at the time. , My objection is much more direct than yours. I talked to both of them separately, and even planned to take Mo Xin to go abroad and never come back, but in the end I stood here and became their lobbyist."

Ji Ya looked at Qiao Shujuan's back. In fact, this was exactly what she couldn't understand. From her point of view, this was not something Qiao Shujuan would do at all. Qiao Shujuan probably had to force them to break up with the same force as her own. That's right, but the woman in front of her seems to be full of sadness, like a rooster who has lost a fight, and has no fighting spirit anymore.

She doesn't understand.

Qiao Shujuan didn't look back, she knew that Ji Ya was listening: "I don't know how much you know about Moxin, because of my problem, he went abroad when he was very young, and he has never been around, and it's not for him to become a talent or something, just to change the environment Let him recuperate."

Ji Ya was a little surprised. Does this child look normal?

"Healing? Is he sick? Seriously?" As a mother, she couldn't bear it.

"It's not serious. It's a mental illness. He has depression. When I was a child, my relationship with his father was very bad and I didn't care about him. Every day besides practicing the piano, I practiced the piano. Children don't know how to relieve their emotions and relieve stress. , and then the accumulation of negative emotions caused depression, and he was sent abroad to treat his illness."

"Is it all right now?" Ji Ya asked.

Qiao Shujuan turned her head and looked into Ji Ya's eyes and said, "No, there are good times and bad times. What I want to say is this. Maybe I'm selfish, but as a mother, I hope you can understand."

Ji Ya interrupted Qiao Shujuan: "Stop talking, I'm even less likely to agree if he has depression. It's impossible for him to take care of a depressed child like Zhou Qiao. It's so unfair."

"But, have you ever wondered why they can't be separated?" Seeing this, Qiao Shujuan began to ask, "Why don't you ask where Zhou Qiao is now? Why isn't he in the company's house these days? We've been together for so long, won't Zhou Qiao know about Mo Xin's condition? Since he knows, why don't they break up?"

"It must be that Xiaoqiao felt sorry for him and felt that the breakup would irritate Moxin, and that's why he became what he is today."

"You are too extreme. Nothing in this world exists because of pity for a person. Especially in love, there are no such words. Love is love, and if you don't love, you don't love. You can't force it, and you can't hide it.

Zhou Qiao told me that during the long period of time they were together, Mo Xin never had a depression episode, until one day Mo Xin chatted with me, we talked about his future spouse selection, and then let Mo Xin Thinking of their unblessed relationship, he only knew about Mo Xin's illness from then on.

I know my son, he is really happy with Zhou Qiao, he really loves Zhou Qiao, and Zhou Qiao is all he has, so when I found out that they strongly objected when they were together, Mo Xin My depression has struck again, that is, not long ago. "

Seeing this, Ji Ya asked, "Then what's going on now? Zhou Qiao... Is he taking care of Fang Moxin?" Although she couldn't accept their being together, she didn't want any accidents.

"At that time, the external environment may also be an influence. In short, there are many factors. Mo Xin had a depression attack. He may feel that the pressure on the two of them is too great, so he proposed to break up with Zhou Qiao. Then something happened. You should be mentally prepared. , it’s about Zhou Qiao, it’s all right now, but I should still tell you.”

When Ji Ya heard Qiao Shujuan say this, she became a little nervous: "What's the matter? What's wrong with Xiaoqiao?"

"At that time, Mo Xin went to live in the suburbs by himself, because Zhou Qiao had too many things to deal with. After the incident, he might not want to disturb Zhou Qiao, and then went by himself, but during the depression attack, he always It was difficult to control my emotions, and I would do some bad things, and after Zhou Qiao found out, I was worried about where he was. I was with Zhou Qiao at the time, and I was going to persuade them to break up."

"What happened?"

"Zhou Qiao received a call saying that Moxin had self-abuse behavior, and then we rushed over, and Zhou Qiao has been there since then."

"Then what's going on now? Is it better? You need to see a doctor, right? Otherwise, it's not a solution to keep doing this?" Ji Ya was a little anxious. Although she really had no contact with Fang Moxin, she knew , this child is really what she wants, it's just that she was born with the wrong gender.

"I watched Zhou Qiao accompany him to relax, talk to him, and take care of him in various ways. To be honest, as a mother, I couldn't do it myself. At that time, I felt a little awkward and moved, but I still didn't want to When they are together, they always think that maybe they can still walk the path that ordinary people take."

Ji Ya was shocked when she heard that her pampered son went to take care of someone. It was their young master Zhou Qiao. Believe it, after all, Zhou Lin has always been self-reliant, and the family members are used to the young master helping out from time to time, but that is Zhou Qiao, how is it possible?

Qiao Shujuan continued: "Then one day, Moxin's condition was not very good. He went up to a tall building, and he probably wanted to jump off. I was very worried but I couldn't persuade him."

"Zhou Qiao persuaded him to come down?" Ji Ya also asked with concern.

"I didn't persuade him to come down, Zhou Qiao jumped off by himself."

"What?" Ji Ya stood up suddenly: "What did you say?"

"Zhou Qiao jumped down. There is no possibility at all. His left hand was broken and two ribs were broken. Now he is recuperating in the suburbs, and there is no serious problem."

"Qiao Shujuan, Boss Qiao, can I tell you what I think?" Ji Ya is about to jump up now, she is very irritable, she was still worried about what happened to her son, but now she is fine, her child Nothing happened, but my precious son didn't know what happened!

"Did you think that since my son is so affectionate, you might as well treat them better? Do you still feel aggrieved? Have you ever thought about my son's conditions? Why did he find someone with a problem in his heart? Man? Is he sick? Did you agree? Did I agree? Did his father agree? Did his grandfather agree? Are you thinking too simple? "

Qiao Shujuan looked at Ji Ya who was so emotional, and didn't react too much: "I am a mother, and there is nothing wrong with thinking about my son. You are also a mother, why don't you think about your son?"

"All I can think of for my son is to leave you selfish mother and son as soon as possible."

"Do you know what Zhou Qiaolin said before he jumped down? He said that nothing could separate them, life or death, and then he jumped down. I am very touched, they have the courage to go down, I was also relieved that Moxin was with him, so I agreed. This is all my thoughts as Fang Moxin's mother. I only hope that my children can live better in the future, that's all.

The reason why you object is because you haven’t seen through the essence of this matter. In fact, this matter has not been within your control from the very beginning. Zhou Qiao is very independent and strong. If he decides, then I wonder if you agree It really doesn't matter.And Moxin is different, if I insist on not agreeing, then in the end it may really be that they are not together, and I also lost my only son, I saw it through so I agreed.

What Zhou Qiao was like before, I don't think I need to say that everyone knows that Huaxin is synonymous with him, but since they got together, have you seen Zhou Qiao and contacted other women?Are there any tidbits about him in the newspapers?Now everyone mentions Zhou Qiao with admiration, right?In the past, several big families assured their daughters to marry Zhou Qiao, but now?I am afraid that many people have handed you olive branches, right? "

Seeing that Ji Ya didn't speak, Qiao Shujuan went on to say: "This is change, and the most fundamental reason for this change is that he found the right person, his life has a goal, and he has the meaning of struggle. After he began to yearn and look forward to, These are all driving him to change."

"You mean he changed because he became a homosexual?" Ji Ya felt that she was about to lose her mind. Although Zhou Qiao is doing well now, she is very pleased, but if she had a choice, Ji Ya would rather he still be gay. That romantic young or old.

"It's not because he has become a homosexual, but because he loves the right person. And this person happens to be the same gender as him. Ji Ya, who is also a mother, I can understand the hiccup feeling and hope they break up. But Did you ever think that if they broke up, maybe we would really lose our children."

Ji Ya was silent, she had already felt it.

"So, why do we mothers put pressure on our children when the whole world looks at them differently and against them? A lifelong partner, and they still love each other deeply, is there anything more heart-warming in this world than making two people who love each other together?" Qiao Shujuan said that Ji Ya felt sore in her heart, she Why don't you want your son to live a good life and find someone who truly loves each other, but why is this person a man?

Qiao Shujuan went on to say: "As a traditional family, all we want is for the child to get married early and give birth to a big fat boy, and then take care of the child for the rest of his life. Why not let the child choose the person he wants?"

Seeing Qiao Shujuan's question, Ji Ya wiped away her tears and said, "But the two of them can't get married at all, let alone have children. It's okay to talk about being young now. When they get old, who will take care of them? In the end There is no one behind? What should I do?"

"Actually, this is not something we should think about. What we should do is to raise the children and teach them the truth. As for their afterlife you mentioned, hehe, let's talk about our afterlife first? However, Now that you said it, I did talk about this topic with Zhou Qiao. Now that technology is so advanced, they can be surrogates. It is really common for gays to be surrogates. Children are really not a problem. The key is that they want to Do not want."

"Surrogate?" Ji Ya didn't quite understand.

"There are professional surrogacy agencies abroad, but it seems a bit early to talk about it now. The purpose of my visit is very clear. It is for the benefit of my two children. I want them to have a different feeling when they come back."

Ji Ya seemed a little exhausted, she thought for a while and said: "I am a mother, and I have never experienced any major incidents. The only hope is that the child can live well. Zhou Qiao will try my best to meet his request from childhood to adulthood. Satisfying him, he is also very sensible, and has never made things difficult for the family. This time, I will not make things difficult for him, but this matter, after all, is beyond my control. I am afraid that his father and his grandfather will not agree."

When Qiao Shujuan heard these words, she breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled slightly: "It's good that you can accept it, and of course I have something to say about those two, but it's a housework after all, and what I can do is fine." It's just peripheral work. You see, didn't I come to win you over first? As a mother, if you have already agreed, I still hope that you can communicate with your family more. It is really not easy to have two children. "

Ji Ya sighed: "I have already talked about this, what else can I do? In fact, Zhou Qiao has been very assertive since he was a child. As you said, if I insist on not agreeing, it will only lead to losing him in the end. So it’s better to fulfill him. I’ll try my best to talk about his father and grandfather, but I can’t promise you. "

"I know, in fact, you also know that I had an appointment with his father today, and I just wanted to talk to you first. We've been chatting for so long and I don't know if it's convenient for him now?"

Ji Ya stood up and looked at her watch. Seeing that it was indeed getting late, she said, "So it's already here. Fortunately, he's probably still in the study. He shouldn't be busy, I don't know."

Qiao Shujuan tidied up her clothes before saying, "Since that's the case, why don't we move to the study room, this matter has to be resolved, and what about the child's grandfather? It's best to call here too."

Seeing this, Ji Ya called the nanny, and told her to invite the old man to the study, and then took Ji Ya to the study where Zhou Qiming worked.