The love of the spicy female soldier is a last resort

The fingertips in Lao Tang's palm trembled slightly, and Mi Lan's eyelashes moved.What did Lao Tang just say?Remarried?Are you dreaming? Did you hear me wrong?

He opened his eyes in a daze, and just met the sincere and profound eyes in front of him. Mi Lan's mind seemed to go blank for a moment, "...Tang Muyang, you...what did you just say?"

Tang Muyang lowered his head and kissed lightly on the back of Mi Lan's hand, then raised his head and repeated solemnly, "Mi Lan, let's remarry!"

The afternoon sun poured warmth on the two of them. It was peaceful and beautiful, as if people were in a dream, and everything seemed unreal.Mi Lan stared at him blankly, she clearly saw her reflection reflected in Lao Tang's eyes, and also saw his deep and unwavering love.At this moment, he was holding her hand, waiting for her answer.

After staring at each other for a long time, Mi Lan hesitated and said, "...Tang Muyang, do you still remember why we divorced?"

Yeah, why did they get divorced?In one sentence, both of them can't help but fall into memories...

That was the heaviest loss since Red Eagle's mission.Mi Lan and her two comrades were undercover in a drug cartel, but they were betrayed by an informant, and they bit her back, resulting in the death of two comrades and the injury of her own.

When she opened her eyes, she saw Tang Muyang standing beside her bed—with a haggard look, red eyes, a bearded face, and a scruffy person, as if she had aged ten years overnight.

"Mi Lan, you finally woke up, you finally woke up..." Seeing Mi Lan wake up, Tang Muyang seemed to be grabbing a piece of driftwood on the verge of drowning, seeing the hope of life.With an excited expression, she held Mi Lan's hand, and pressed it against her face. In her bloodshot eyes, tears pooled at this moment, and the tears just flowed down without warning.

Mi Lan's hand was held in the palm of Tang Muyang's, and she could clearly feel his fear, his anxiety, his sadness, his excitement, his tears dripping on the back of her hand, it was so hot and painful!

"...Tang Muyang...I'm sorry..." Mi Lan spoke weakly, and every word she said now made her feel extremely hard.Looking at the tearful man in front of her with distress, the tears in the corners of her eyes flowed down unknowingly. She had never seen Tang Muyang cry so sadly, as if she wanted to vent all her despair and excitement.Would he be happier if he hadn't married him?This thought flashed through Mi Lan's mind.

Tang Muyang shook his head, lightly kissed the back of Mi Lan's bandaged hand, his voice was hoarse, and he kept repeating, "As long as you wake up, it's fine..."

Tang Muyang suddenly remembered something, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, put Mi Lan's hand back under the quilt, and rushed out of the ward, shouting: "Doctor, doctor, my wife is awake, my wife is awake..."

Mi Lan lay in the hospital for nearly two full months. Mi Lan kept secret about the injury. Lao Tang didn't ask any questions, but silently guarded and took care of this strong woman.No matter how busy the company is every day, Lao Tang will provide Mi Lan with three meals a day, and try to spend time with Mi Lan as much as possible.Lao Tang's hard work, Lao Tang's exhaustion, Lao Tang's haggardness, Mi Lan saw it in his eyes and hurt in his heart.A sentence kept echoing in his mind: Would he be happier without himself?I wanted to say it several times, but the words got stuck in my throat, but I couldn't say anything.

Finally, with the doctor's permission, Mi Lan was discharged from the hospital and went home to recuperate.In front of their daughter, both of them concealed the injury from each other, only saying that Mi Lan was on vacation.But Tang Xiaomi didn't care about whether Mi Lan was at home, she packed her things and went back to school the next day.

In the second week after returning home, Mi Lan, who was recuperating, received a call from Tie Long, who learned that the drug cartel would have a new deal in the near future, and the information had been grasped by the higher authorities.Because of this phone call, Mi Lan decided to return to the team early. She had to participate in this operation, and she couldn't let her comrades die in vain.However, when Tang Muyang heard that Mi Lan was in a hurry to return to the army, he couldn't help being afraid and refused to let her go.

"Mi Lan, before your injury fully recovers, I oppose your return to the army!"

"Tang Muyang, no matter what, I have to go back to the army tomorrow. I have important things to deal with."

"Important things? How important? Is it more important than your own body? Is it more important than me, or this family?" Lao Tang asked sharply.

Mi Lan was silent, but what flashed in her mind was the scene of her comrades fighting bloody battles and being shot.She took a deep breath and clenched her hands into fists, as if she had made up her mind, "Tang Muyang, I have to go back tomorrow. If this matter is not settled, I will never be safe in this life!"

Tang Muyang took a step back in disbelief, "Mi Lan, can't you think about me, about Xiaomi? Do you know how I felt when I saw you lying on the hospital bed? When you were unconscious , do you know how I feel? When the doctor said that if you can’t wake up again, have you thought about my despair? Mi Lan, I wish I was the one who was lying on the hospital bed at that time... I’m so afraid that you won’t wake up again Come here, I'm so afraid of losing you. Without you, I can't go on. Do you know? Do you understand?"

"...Tang Muyang...I'm sorry..." Mi Lan turned her face away and dared not look at him, feeling so sad that her breathing was so heavy.She is a soldier, and there are some things that she is destined to have no choice.For Tang Muyang, for Xiaomi, and for this family, she will always feel guilty in her heart.

After a long silence, Tang Muyang solemnly said with a pleading tone: "Milan... quit Chiying!"

Mi Lan's figure trembled, and she looked up at Tang Muyang incredulously.Quit Red Eagle?Even on the verge of death, she never thought about quitting Red Eagle.She finally joined Chiying with her own strength, that was her pride as a soldier, how could she quit?

Mi Lan didn't speak, but Tang Muyang could see her choice from her stubborn eyes.There was a wry smile in my heart, it turned out that the most important thing in Mi Lan's heart was not him, not Xiaomi, not this family, but the army!

That night, Tang Muyang slept in the guest room, and the cold war between the two began...

A month later, with the cooperation of the local police, Chi Ying finally wiped out the drug gang.The tired Mi Lan drove home overnight after completing the task.At this moment, she missed Tang Muyang very much.She wanted to tell him that he was actually her reliance, without him, she would not be able to survive.She couldn't stand such a cold war even for a day.

When she got home, it was almost twelve midnight.When she opened the bedroom, she found that the room was empty.It's so late, where will Tang Muyang go?So I turned on the phone and called Tang Muyang, but no one answered the phone.Could something be wrong?Mi Lan felt anxious, but she could only sit in the living room and wait for Tang Muyang to come back.When she was about to fall asleep in a daze, she was awakened by the sound of opening the door, and then a burst of alcohol smelled towards her face.

"Milan?" Tang Muyang's eyes flashed with joy, he shook his dizzy head, and staggered closer, trying to hug her.

However, Mi Lan took a step back, picked up the water glass next to her, splashed the water on Tang Muyang's face unexpectedly, and shouted angrily, "Tang Muyang, are you worthy of me?"

If she was ready to reconcile, when she saw Tang Muyang, who smelled of alcohol, and the bright red lipstick mark on the collar of the white shirt, Mi Lan's heart suddenly turned cold, as if cut by a knife, and there was a layer of pain in her eyes. Thin tears kept spinning.Regardless of the injuries on her body, she rushed home exhausted, just wanting to see him as soon as she finished her mission and make up with him.But what did I see?If she hadn't come back, I'm afraid she wouldn't even know that Tang Muyang was having fun outside behind her back.

When Tang Muyang was splashed with water, he regained consciousness a lot. Looking at Mi Lan with sullen expression, his mind was muddled, how could he be sorry for her?With the strength of wine, Tang Muyang also became more courageous, and replied angrily: "How can I forgive you? Don't you just want the army instead of this family? Why are you coming back?"

Mi Lan took a step back with a sneer, and said mockingly, "Yeah, why am I still coming back? I shouldn't be back today!" After speaking, Mi Lan turned around and strode away.

"Stop!" Just as Mi Lan was about to rush out of the door, Tang Muyang suddenly yelled and said with a fever, "If you step out of this door, we will divorce!"

As if hit in the head, Mi Lan's fingers on the door frame gradually turned white, and he actually said that he wanted to divorce her?He actually said he wanted to divorce her?A wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and tears fell from his eyes.That's okay, since he is so determined, then she will fulfill him. "Okay... just as you said, I will fulfill you!" After saying these words bitterly, Mi Lan walked out of the gate without looking back, drowning all her fragility in the blackness...

Tang Muyang stood there stunned for a long time, what did he just say?He even talked about divorce... How could he say such stupid words?At this moment, all the drunkenness dissipated, and Tang Muyang hurriedly chased him out, shouting: "Mi Lan—Mi Lan—"

But it was too late. In the silent night, there was no one in the community.Tang Muyang just stood on the side of the road in a daze like this, his mind became clearer as the cold wind blew, and the pain in his heart couldn't be dispelled, "Milan...forgive me, I'm a bastard, how could I say such a thing, how could I say that Such words..."

Two days later, Tang Muyang received the divorce agreement sent by Mi Lan. Mi Lan had already signed the last page. As long as he wrote, they really had nothing to do with each other.In the past few days, Tang Muyang has been calling Mi Lan, but the phone is always turned off.Unwillingly, he ran to their army, but said that Mi Lan had asked for leave.He called Shen Yao, Mi Lan's good friend, and Shen Yao also said that he had never seen Mi Lan.He searched all the places where Mi Lan might go, and all the friends Mi Lan might contact called to inquire one by one.But nothing.

Why didn't she even give him a chance to defend herself?How could she be so cruel?Tang Muyang was desperate, hugging his head regretfully, why did he drink too much to entertain him that night?How could he say such hurtful things?Before he met Mi Lan, he would never sign this divorce agreement. He had to explain the misunderstanding clearly, and they couldn't just divide up like this.

It was not until two months later that Mi Lan appeared in front of Tang Muyang again.Tang Muyang felt distressed looking at her thin body and her beautiful face was a bit haggard.

"Tang Muyang, sign the divorce agreement! I'm tired, and I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore!" Mi Lan said lightly. In the past few months, she didn't answer Tang Muyang's phone calls, but received a message from him every day. Send me a text message asking for forgiveness.Are you softhearted?Yes, after so many years of working hand in hand, how could she be willing to break up this family?

However, once many things happen, there is no room for turning around. What happened that night was just the fuse.Not long after returning to the army, their Red Eagles received news that a drug cartel slipped through the net last time and kidnapped the wife of a Red Eagle soldier.She participated in this operation. Although she was not in danger and successfully rescued the woman in the end, she left a deep fear in Mi Lan's heart.If one day, because of her, Tang Muyang or Xiaomi were kidnapped and hurt, what would she do?She will break down!She cannot bear the consequences, and she will not allow this to happen.Divorce is the best choice, even if she doesn't want to give up.In that way, Tang Muyang might find a wife who is more suitable for him and live the life he always wanted.He doesn't have to worry about her every time, whether she is hurt or whether she is well.

"Mi Lan, do we have to do this? I was drunk that night, and my words were unscrupulous. Forgive me, please? I will not agree to divorce you, and I will not sign it!" Tang Muyang was in pain begging.

"Tang Muyang, if you don't sign, then I will never see you again..." Mi Lan said resolutely, "You must know that once I decide something, it will never change!"

Yeah, didn't he know it all too well?Once Mi Lan made a decision, no matter how much he objected, it would be invalid.Do you have to be so heartless?Tang Muyang closed his eyes tiredly, recalling in his mind the years they spent together, happy and warm, even the days waiting for Mi Lan's return were so sweet.Now, are they really over like this?Has the relationship of the past ten years disappeared in an instant?But if this is what Mi Lan wants...

"If this is what you really want, then I will fulfill you too!" Tang Muyang struggled to say the same sentence.

The four eyes met, helpless, heavy, reluctant, and painful, it seemed that both of them could see the bitterness in each other's eyes.If doing so can make each other happy and well, that's enough!

"... Don't tell Xiaomi about our affairs..."

"I know, if you are free, you can go home and have a look... Look at Xiaomi, your room, I will always keep it for you."

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