Hotaru [The Tale of Genji]

The Aoi Festival will be held for a full day, but Hotaru has no intention of lingering here after fulfilling her mission.He deliberately chose a bypass, bypassing the noisy crowd and heading towards the palace.He was so anxious that he didn't even have time to change his clothes, he just wanted to see Suzaku first.

He just arrived at the gate of the palace, got off his horse, and went straight to his destination without seeing anything around him.There is no sign of His Majesty in Qingliang Hall or Chengxiang Hall.Shuai Gong turned his footsteps and rushed to the Yuchi.That kind of decisive momentum, as if there is no need to think at all.He had been waiting for such a moment for a long time, and that excited heart was about to pop out of his chest.It is full of hot love, if it is possible, Yingying really wants to show Suzaku a look.

When I got to the side of the imperial pond, I saw some palace attendants from the Qingliang Palace guarding the periphery.Seeing Ying Ying's coquettish and unrestrained appearance, they couldn't help but take a second look, their faces flushed.Yingying didn't want the others to notice the strangeness, so she calmed down her excited mood, and asked them in a low voice: "Your Majesty is inside.

"Reporting to Your Highness, Your Majesty has been here for almost half a day."

"Okay, you stay here and don't let outsiders in."

"Yes, Your Highness, do you need a message?"

"No need."

After speaking, Ying flung her sleeves and stepped onto the wooden corridor.

On the way here, he thought a lot about what he wanted to say to Suzaku, and typed up a lot of drafts.He arranged many years of thoughts into intertwined nets, trying to trap Suzaku in them.However, no matter how Firefly organizes her words, she always feels that there are loopholes that prevent her from expressing her thoughts clearly.It's even impossible to say five or six of them.Perhaps, they should be written into a line of lingering poems in order to say a thing or two?However, the handsome palace who is excellent in poetry and painting has no words to write, and has ruined a lot of precious paper.

That kind of restlessness has been lingering in my heart since the first night, even when I was walking on the road, I was thinking about this matter.Until Hotaru walked through the corridor, and saw Suzaku at the end.The feeling of being waited on made Ying feel extremely at ease, and the anxiety disappeared in an instant, leaving behind tenderness and determination.

Hotaru adjusted her breathing and slowed down her pace a little.Because Suzaku looked like he was staring at the lake in a daze, he was worried that his sudden appearance would disturb him.

The slight movement, or the approach of the familiar breath really reminded Suzaku.He turned his head to see Yingying, and smiled at him very gently, "You are here..."

His Majesty Shuai was a little surprised, he thought that Suzaku would feel a little uncomfortable, but he didn't expect it to be so calm.But when he saw His Majesty kneading his cuffs, the corner of his mouth twitched, and he understood.Of course Suzaku would not be able to face the handsome palace so calmly.Especially when he saw Shuai Gong appearing in such an image, compared to the meticulous and serious appearance in the early morning.At this time, Shuai Gong's temple hair was a little loose, and his clothes were not so tight, which made people feel trembling in his heart.Especially those too bright and frank eyes.

Suzaku felt her heart beating a little fast, and didn't know what to say after saying hello, so she quickly turned her head and pretended that there was still much to see on the lake.There was a chuckle from Shuai Gongxia next to his ear.The laughter was unbreakable in the wind, and gently blew into Suzaku's ears.Suzaku's ears turned red.

Hotaru sat down beside Suzaku very casually, that kind of leisurely appearance was in stark contrast to Suzaku's upright sitting.The air was soaked with coolness and was blown up by the wind in bursts, so the still air between the two of them also flowed.

At this point, Yingying no longer wants to hide her purpose.He stretched out his hand, forcefully separated Suzaku's fingers kneading the cuff, and stretched it flat.He wanted to insert his finger into it, but Suzaku dodged it when he intertwined his fingers.

"Since when have you been waiting for me here?" Ying grabbed Suzaku's fleeing hand and held it firmly in her palm, "How long have you been waiting, huh?"

Suzaku struggled for a while and couldn't pull it out, feeling helpless, he said: "It's just that I just came here, and seeing the open scenery, I spent a little longer watching it." The implication is that he never waited for anyone.

Yingying smiled and said 'oh', and then stopped talking.

Suzaku was disturbed by the movements in Yingying's hands and her indifferent expression.He broke free again, and said anxiously: "You said you want me to reward you, so hurry up and say what you want."

Yingying's eyes darkened, she grabbed Suzaku's struggling hand, and grabbed the other hand together.He held them to his lips reverently and tenderly, and gently pecked and kissed them.Then, looking directly at Suzaku firmly and hotly, with the most charming voice, he said: "I beg Your Majesty, please give it to me yourself."

Every word of this is like thunder, blowing Suzaku into obsession.Even though he had made enough mental preparations, he was still terrified by these blunt words.He turned around and stood up in a panic, trying to avoid it, but was hugged by Yingying.Shuai Gong's expression and voice were very calm, without the slightest hint of hesitation.He tightly hugged the struggling man in his arms with all his strength, "Suzaku, this is the reward I want... This is my most longed-for wish in this life. You can fulfill it for me, okay?"

With this posture, the two got closer.The voice seemed to be filled with a spell, and it poured into Suzaku's ears, causing his brain to become confused.He wanted to say the words of refusal, but the fiery strength in his waist made him unable to say a single word.The awareness of power is too great, or there is an attachment in my heart that I have never noticed.Suzaku's struggle became weaker and weaker, and finally it was like a beautiful white water bird hanging down its slender and beautiful neck, half-nuggling in Yingying's arms.

The person in the arms resisted less, which made Yingying very satisfied.But he didn't let go of the arm that was holding Suzaku's waist, but just loosened some distance so as not to hurt Suzaku.Firefly bent down to get close to Suzaku, her fiery breath wafting around Suzaku's neck.With a gentle tone that seemed to be coaxing, he slowly coaxed: "Hey, Suzaku, promise me...promise me, okay, huh?"

Suzaku couldn't bear the tone and movement, stretched out his hand to cover Ying's mouth and pushed him away, and asked in a difficult tone: "You...what made you have such a rebellious idea."

Yingying gently took away Suzaku's hand, which should be a hug.The man moved forward a little, looked directly at Suzaku's side face, "Does Suzaku think such thinking is outrageous?"

His Majesty closed his eyes tightly, his brows seemed to be in pain and sorrow, and did not answer.

Knowing that she had frightened him, Ying's heart softened, feeling a little guilty and distressed.He changed another way, actively put his face in Suzaku's palm, and guided Suzaku to caress his cheek.This dependent and tender way finally won't let Suzaku reject it.He opened his eyes, full of complicated emotions.

His Highness Ying was also a little hurt and aggrieved, but in the end he met Suzaku with extremely gentle eyes.This kind of look, which implied the familiar dependence and coquettish look when the two of them got along when they were young, finally made Suzaku's emotions a little loose.Ying took the opportunity to make persistent efforts, sighed deeply, and said quietly, "I... just want to be Suzaku's closest person."

"Aren't we now?" Suzaku opened his mouth with difficulty, "In this world...you are the person I trust the most."

"This is not enough at all!" Yingying raised her voice slightly, with a very forbearing eagerness, "This is not enough, I want to stand by your side. I want to be the only one by your side, and your eyes only look at To me...so!"

Suzaku couldn't bear to continue listening and shook her head, but she still didn't stop Yingying from continuing.

"So... I beg you, ask Your Majesty to reward me." Ying spread her arms and hugged Suzaku tightly, "Only in this way can I have all of Suzaku. We are the closest , nothing can stop me from standing by your side." "However, we are already brothers, monarchs and ministers, and good friends. There is nothing in this world that can easily block the connection between us. Yingying, your request, I ..."

"No, it's not!" Yingying yelled, and Suzaku was so shocked that he couldn't say what to say next.He hugged the person in his arms tightly, rubbing his neck and cheeks, showing such a deep and inseparable attachment.With deep love and pain in his words, he begged: "Suzaku, please, don't reject me..."

"firefly……"

"You know that this is not enough, this is not enough. For so many years, I have been following Suzaku, and I have always wanted to keep up with Suzaku. However, there are always so many times when I find myself always leaving behind. Every time I When I thought I could stand with you, so many helpless things would always happen."

The sense of powerlessness hidden in the dark night for many years swept Yingying's whole body, that feeling that someone was clearly in front of her eyes, but she couldn't catch up no matter what...

"I just want to be with Suzaku." Firefly let go of all dignity and begged humbly and choked up, "You're right, those identities are the connections between us, as long as we live in this world, we can't be cut off." Break them. But, Suzaku... I, I want to be closer to you, to be with you..."

Suzaku didn't speak, he felt hot tears in his eyes.He didn't know how to refuse such a fiery expectation.Ever since he was a child, he would never refuse any request from Firefly.But now, the child he won't refuse is hugging himself and talking about the greatest wish in his life, and this wish is no different from a moth to a flame.

Ying said that they were already the closest and most trusting people in the world, but on this basis, he wanted to add another layer of strong bond - that is called lovers.

After a long silence, Suzaku blinked with difficulty, and called out in a hoarse voice, "Firefly..."

"Ok?"

"Why didn't you like to call me Brother Huang since you were a child?"

Suzaku seemed to hear Yingying, who was hugging her, smiled slightly——

"Because I have wanted such a reward for a long, long time..."

The author has something to say: I fell asleep after get off work yesterday, it was so cold that I didn't want to talk.

Guess if Suzaku promised or not, guess~~ um huh huh? ?

Allow me to go to the previous chapter to correct the outrageous typo——