Hotaru [The Tale of Genji]

Since when did you start discovering such unspoken feelings?

Under the handsome palace, I probably don't even remember it.Everyone knows that Lord Guang was taught by the barnacle girl.Even the first emperor said that he wanted Jun Guang to treat His Royal Highness Barnacle as his own mother.So even if the two are very close, it can only be regarded as a mother-child relationship.Who would fall in love with a woman who looked exactly like their own mother?

However, in such a vague cognition of young children,

Guang Ke never remembered his mother, did he.

The one who loved me so tenderly since I could remember.Probably even Mr. Minamoto himself didn't know that since the day he buried this unethical crime deeply.

In the future, in those different women, look for a ridiculous thing called love.Follow their love and sorrow until the last moment of life.His life, condensed with love and hate and intertwined into a mess, began when he fell in love with a silhouette.

Originally it was just admiration, but then it turned into longing for not seeing each other every day.Mr. Genji's eyes resting on the barnacle girl's body are as affectionate as the sea.However, he was too young at that time.I haven't seen too much extravagance in the world, and my emotions are always too straightforward.

And the handsome palace servant who is still a child is too sensitive to such emotions because he has the same hazy and struggling age.The world of young children will always see things that adults cannot see.His Highness Yingying, who is still ignorant of emotions, doesn't know what the expression in the eyes of Mr. Genji when he looks at Yulian.

But later, when Hotaru held the feeling of being tolerated by the world similar to Genji, he couldn't help thinking: Maybe there is a curse caused by jealousy hidden in the blood of this god descendant.If not, why one after another is so sad for those who can't get it.

Unfortunately, the truth is not the case.

It's like God was making a joke, the price for them to get their lover is that they will never be able to be aboveboard.He will be criticized by the world, and his lover will not be able to hold his head up in this indifferent world.

Looking at the longing eyes of the lovesick person, how similar it is to himself.In a secret love that will always end without a problem, Yingying was sensitive and fragile when she was a teenager.Such emotions can be found almost at a glance.Thinking of the closeness with Mr. Genji at that time, maybe it was because of the same sickness and sympathy.

Many things happened later, the ruthless God always gives hope to the poor mortals when everything goes wrong.Ying knelt in front of her mother and asked for the secret to controlling Yujing, gritted her teeth and forced herself to become stronger.

Behind the bustling and lively Kyoto, which has been elegant for thousands of years, a dark and dense web is woven like a spider.Some things are always known without effort.Scarlet and filthy things abound, even if people take a second look, they don't find it particularly funny, it's probably more ridiculous.

The difference between Yingying and Hikari is that he has the consciousness to bear everything.The most unacceptable thing is to be controlled by others.The power hidden in the dark is like a flower in the corner, growing desperately towards the light.If this world is ruthless, the lover will be trapped.The one who escaped with him must be himself.

When the young Hotaru grew up with such an awareness, Genji, as the late emperor's beloved child, suffered a little setbacks due to other reasons.But he has been favored by everyone since he was a child, regardless of his indifference, and his rash actions.What is left is not only flaws and omissions that can be easily discovered.

On the avenue of Sanjoin, Hotaru once sat in the car and watched Genji gallop forward on his horse with a high-spirited expression on his face.He didn't even notice the silhouette of his brother sitting in the low-key but well-built bullock cart by the roadside.

Not far ahead is the mother's house of the barnacle female royal in Santiao Avenue. This female royal retired from the palace and went back to her mother's home to recuperate and visit, and it was only one morning.

At that time, Yingying gently lowered the curtain of the car and left expressionlessly.He was falling into a dream where the reality was not very clear, and he always saw the occasional subtle amorous feelings on the face of his gentle brother in a trance.The distressed Shuai Gongxia really didn't think about it at this time, who else saw the figure of Genji speeding past.

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Firefly started to pay attention to this matter again after Donggong was born.Because of his own background, he will inevitably be more sensitive to these things.

At that time, Shuai Gong already had enough power in his hands to pry into all the secrets in the imperial capital.Under the bright and gorgeous appearance, many rancid and ridiculous truths are under the control of Shuai Gong.Doing so was forced by weakness many years ago.

In this incident, Yingying also thought about shaking off these things and turning against the army.But if you really do this, it will be nothing more than a lose-lose situation.Those who are interested will immediately notice that there is an ambush around them, and a broken court will not be of any benefit to him and Suzaku.When they were able to catch their breath, it was nothing more than another endless confrontation.

The birth of Donggong is celebrated everywhere, but some of the small details really make people care.Yingying naturally had some guesses in her heart, but she didn't particularly care about it.There is no proof, and he didn't tell anyone else about it.

until--

The longer Prince Quan grew, the more he looked like his second brother.

That year Quan got lost in the palace, and the whole imperial palace was in chaos.This is naturally the result of the deliberate deliberation of the handsome palace.Especially when he sent Quan back to Feixiangshe in person, Zhonggong looked at him with that kind of resentful, frightened and inconceivable eyes in vain.Yingying suddenly found it interesting: such a look really shouldn't appear on a well-known empress of the middle palace—as if a secret that had been concealed for many years was suddenly discovered and seen through.

Afterwards, Suzaku also asked Yingying why she had found the East Palace and didn't send him back immediately.At that time, Shuai Gong only smiled, saying that the East Palace is really cute, and he even forgot the time after playing around.His Majesty made fun of him for being childish, but he didn't know what kind of plan Shuai Gong had behind him.

At this time, Firefly already had the selfish intention of leading Suzaku to retire as soon as possible, but she couldn't find a suitable candidate to inherit the position.Until this secret was presented to him, Ying realized that this might be an opportunity.

Things in this world are always unpredictable, but there is a hand pushing them forward somewhere.Perhaps this is the fate that people keep secret.

When all the illusions can no longer be maintained, the ferocious and cruel reality shows its greedy fangs to Hotaru and Suzaku.Shuai Gong clenched the Taidao tightly in his hand, and saw the fetters that were tightly entangled like spider silk in his eyes.They strangled Suzaku's beautiful neck with blood, and it was time to cut off all obstacles.

He will not let go of anything that prevents Hotaru from having Suzaku.He would not hesitate to exploit even those feelings that could be called good.Because of the memory of his father, Dong Gong felt dissatisfied with his favorite emperor brother for the first time.Shuai Gongxia who carried him away was finally satisfied to see that the spider silk binding him and Suzaku showed signs of breaking.

After that, Shuai Gong sent a letter to Mr. Xingping, asking him to use the power he had arranged before and start investigating Dong Gong's life experience.At that time, the former Emperor Tong Huyuan passed away, and the old and new palaces were replaced by new ones, and attendants from all palaces withdrew from the palace.

Master Ye Shan, who had been paying attention secretly, began to investigate these people.During the secret investigation, it was discovered that a few people were always well protected, and it took a lot of effort to get in among them.It took a lot of effort to carefully formulate their words after they gained their trust.

The guilty monk confessed the truth out of a kind of penitence.But he never imagined that this guilt would eventually fall into the hands of someone he didn't want to tell.

Firefly, who got the final result, was not surprised.In fact, as long as he is willing, he can achieve the desired result by making some plausible hints, even framing him.Shuai Gong himself couldn't figure out why he had to seek proof so cautiously, he had to get such iron-like evidence before he could act with peace of mind.

If it's just for peace of mind, this kind of openness is really hypocritical.

Shuai Gong laughed coldly at his idea of ​​pretending to be honest.

But when he thought of the elder brother and parents who loved him so sincerely, and would look at his child with adoring eyes, he couldn't help but wonder if he was too cruel.However, such worries were only fleeting.

The truth is always cruel, maybe it will come one day.What is really unacceptable is the choice after knowing the truth.After knowing the truth, Tonghuyuan still chose her most beloved child.

Man, how naive and pathetic.Such a small persistence is just for the part that I care about.Being as smart as a handsome palace is not immune to doing some actions for the people you care about that may hurt both sides.

Donggong is the heir of Genji and Barnacle Nakamiya.

This is sin and misery.And His Majesty the Shuai Palace was planning to uncover the beautiful coat of sin, and take the bird whose wings were locked back into his embrace.

The author has something to say: the same disease, Yi Zhiying and Genji fell into a love affair that was criticized by the world, and Second Zhiying, like Tong Hudi, only chose the person she cared about.Some of the previous chapter names contain such double meanings~ You can guess it~

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