I Qinghuan gl

There are three venerable masters of the town faction in Beipu. Similarly, Kunlun also has people of the same status as Beipu.

If so, then the Lord of Kunlun is probably me.

I am the only person in Kunlun Mountains who has achieved Taoism and longevity. I have lived for about two or three hundred years.Like many people who have achieved Taoism and longevity, I am quite bored with these long years. I live in the palaces and pavilions of Kunlun all day long, looking at the same buildings, the same disciples, and the same sunrise and moonset, I always feel that Why so much time.Every day when the sun rises, I wonder when it will set; when the sun finally sets and the moon rises, I wonder when the sun will come out.

In the past few days, the head of the sect has bothered me with a lot of chores, which made me really anxious.

I am a very casual person, if I feel bad, I will not hold back and look at the old man in charge all day long.So I decided to go down the mountain for a walk.

The royal surname Bian who is in power now manages the country very well, and the world is peaceful, stable and prosperous.I thought that the imperial city where the royal family lived must be the most prosperous area in the country, and if I went there, my mood might be relieved a lot.

The name of the imperial city is Jiu'an, which means long-term peace and stability, which means that it is quite blessed to obtain it.

Jiu'an really is a place full of people, the city is bustling with people of all kinds walking around, the roadsides are full of various restaurants that are opening just right, and there are many small vendors setting up their stalls on the spot.Occasionally, there are princes and nobles passing by on the broad street, cheering and embracing, it is very lively.

When I got there, I was alone, I brought some odds and ends, and I hadn't changed the robe of the Kunlun sect's venerable master.These places of cultivation always like to make everyone's clothes look like this, and they are easy to get dirty on their sleeves, and they don't know that the so-called immortal style is really more important than daily life?

My mentality, I personally don't feel like a serious practitioner.

Just as he was thinking wildly like this, the crowded crowd behind him suddenly made a loud noise. People panicked and wanted to avoid something, so they scattered in a hurry.I hurriedly turned my head to check, only to see a fat, fat, sweat-blooded BMW rushing straight towards me with its strong, steel-like hoofs, spraying from its huge nostrils ten steps away from me. Breathing heavily, with the rein in his mouth, he opened his mouth wide open, as if he wanted to eat people.

Well, I'm not even welcome as a beast.

With a cold face, I was about to slap this beast head-on, telling it to taste my exclusive Kunlun Frozen Palm, when suddenly a red shadow flashed in front of my eyes, so fast that I didn't even see it clearly.

The red-clothed man has a strong figure and excellent lightness kungfu. She grabbed the reins of the bloody BMW and ruthlessly moved to the side, pulling it away from me first.Then he got on the horse one by one, sat on the horse's back, and grabbed the rein tightly.That fierce horse was not obedient at all, with its front hooves raised high, it wanted to throw off the woman on its back, but the woman in red was very resourceful, she pulled out the spear pinned to her back, and punched the horse's neck hard Slapped hard, the horse was in pain, but it seemed to recognize the long gun, it didn't dare to make any mistakes, and slowly calmed down.

The woman in red sat on the horse with a long gun in her hand, touched the mane on the horse's neck, raised her eyes and smiled at me apologetically.

She is very beautiful, and she has a bit of heroism that is not like an ordinary woman. The eyebrows and eyes are slightly raised, with a natural fierce temperament. She is dressed in a red dress with a silver-white light armor, which shows that she is extraordinary. The general identity of the gatekeeper.There was a long red tassel on the long gun in her hand, which almost fell to the ground, and the long gun was decorated very luxuriously and exquisitely, which perfectly matched her.

She got off the horse and clasped her fists at me with a long gun: "Girl, I'm really sorry, I didn't manage this beast well, forgive me, forgive me."

The sun hit her body, and the light from the silver armor was a bit dazzling.I noticed that she wore a string of red sandalwood bracelets on her wrist, which looked noble and elegant.

"No problem." I saw that she was good-looking, so I didn't care about Shicai's matter, paused, and said, "My name is Cang Min."

She was stunned for a moment, apparently not expecting me to declare my family name, and then said bluntly: "Cang Min, what a good name, it suits the girl's temperament very well. Next, General Huayang, Shen Qingtan."

"General? Heh... This is the first time I've met a female general."

Qing Tan seemed a little embarrassed, her face flushed a little: "I'm really sorry for the girl. I don't know if the girl will show you the face, but I'll go down to Luoyulou to get together, and I can treat the girl to a meal as compensation."

In fact, I'm not interested in her inviting me to dinner, but I'm quite interested in her, so naturally I'm also interested in the fact that someone I'm interested in invites me to dinner.

I smiled lightly: "Naturally I want to reward you for this face."

Qingtan may have never seen me speak so rudely, with a bit of embarrassment on his face, but he still led that sturdy horse and walked ahead, leading the way for me.

Her back is habitually straight, and her figure is pretty tight.I was not in the mood to look at the bustling streets around me for a moment, but only looked at her beautiful waist and the slender fingers with red sandalwood bracelets swaying by her side.

She is like red sandalwood, with a calm atmosphere.

Luoyulou is a very big restaurant. I heard some people beside me mumbling that this Luoyulou is the most luxurious and richest restaurant in the imperial city, and only famous families can afford it.I shook my head, these ordinary people are really hopeless, they are just a place to eat, and the things they sell have to be eaten and excreted by others. human vanity, and combat the sense of superiority of the poor.

Qingtan ordered a lot of dishes, she held the big booklets with the names of the dishes and thought about it seriously, her slender fingers resting on her chin, it seemed that whether or not a dish should be served with chili could be difficult for her.

"General, have you ever been married?" I asked suddenly.

Qingtan stared at me blankly, said: "Never."

"You look so good-looking, has no one said that they want to marry you?"

Qingtan smiled wryly: "Miss praise. Of all the princes and grandchildren in the imperial city, who dares to want a woman like me? I once said that I will not marry someone who can't beat me. Those dudes are terrified Me, who would marry such a tough woman?"

I stared at her very seriously, and felt that she looked and spoke very well to my liking.

After thinking silently for a long time, I said slowly, "General, let's fight."

Qingtan looked at me in surprise: "Why...why?"

"Because I like you very much, I don't want to finish this meal, so I have no contact with you. If I beat you, you should think about someone who beat you, whether you want to marry her; if I can't beat you Defeating you... Oh, there is no such possibility."

"Young lady was joking." Qingtan lowered her head and stopped looking into my eyes.

"I just want to ask you, if you let it go, will it count?"

"Naturally." Qing Tan raised his eyes and looked at me, his face was a little red.

"So, let's fight." I said lightly.

Qingtan looked at me, as if her emotions fluctuated because of my words, and an unknown light shone in her eyes.

In that fight, Qingtan naturally lost.

I have lived for two or three hundred years, if I can't beat a secular general who is less than 300 years old, the position of Lord Kunlun should have come down long ago.

In the martial arts arena, I slowly played with the spear I had snatched from her, wrapped the long red tassel around my fingertips, and looked at her indifferently: "You lost."

"I lost." Qingtan smiled lightly, but there was no trace of regret on his face.

I touched the long silver and red spear in my hand, and asked, "Will you marry me?"

Her smile deepened, and she nodded: "Marry."

I froze, I just wanted to tease her.

"The general actually agreed, I was just kidding you." I threw down her long gun, turned around and wanted to leave, "I wanted to try your martial arts, but you hit me a little too often, and you are stupid, so you beat me to death." The joke came true."

Qingtan and the others came up behind me and took my hand.There are thin calluses on the palm of her hand, and the temperature is ironed.

"Yes, I did it." She said in a low voice.

"I seem to have played with fire." I turned around and looked at her face.

"Yes, you've played with fire." She touched my face and chuckled, "I think it's good to marry you now. You are very good-looking, like a banished fairy, and the imperial city has never seen you before." You are such a refined woman, there is nothing wrong with marrying you."

"General, I was joking." I didn't know what to say for a moment.

Qing Tan took off the red sandalwood bracelet on her hand and put it on my wrist: "I never joke. After a while, I will go to war. This time the situation is dangerous, and life and death are uncertain. Regret, if I die in Xinjiang, I have never been married, what a pity. Now that you suddenly appeared and defeated me, what I said will naturally count, even if you are a woman."

The string of red sandalwood bracelets that still carried the body temperature of green sandalwood was strung around my wrist, and still exuded the residual warmth of this woman.

"I know we just met, I don't know you. But it doesn't matter, I will understand you in the future, and I will definitely fall in love with you. I am the court's dignified general Huayang, and I will not treat you badly. Would you like to marry me? "

She pressed her forehead against mine, and I could even hear her heart beating so fast.

Her appearance, her tone of voice, and the temperature of her fingers were all exactly what I wanted.

"it is good."

I think, how long is the process of being attracted to a person?

It's long at a glance.

I don't know what kind of funny expression the headmaster would make if he knew that I had a private appointment with a woman I just met for life in just half a day.

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Qingtan put me in a secluded courtyard, and came to look for me from time to time.I'm quite uncomfortable, I always feel like I was raised by her outside...what the hell.I told her that, and she laughed.

Because of her entanglement, I temporarily stayed in that courtyard, thinking that there would be no troubles in Kunlun without me for a while, so I stayed here with peace of mind.Qing Tan likes things made of red sandalwood very much, the furniture in this room are all made of red sandalwood, which looks very luxurious.

This stay will last more than a month.During this month, I became more and more familiar with her and became more and more intimate.

Qingtan often shows me dancing guns in the yard.When she dances the spear, her body is strong and vigorous, as graceful as a swimming dragon, as graceful as a frightened bird, her movements are flowing and graceful.I just sat on the steps on one side and watched quietly. I didn't need to think about it. For such a beautiful woman, I just need to let go of my thoughts and watch it.

Qingtan danced the whole set of movements, her forehead was covered with sweat, she walked towards me panting lightly, and said:

"water."

I handed her a glass of water that I had prepared long ago, and said with a sneer, "Is it comfortable to order me to do these chores for you?"

"Well, it's quite comfortable." She was thick-skinned, watching my expression secretly out of the corner of her eyes while drinking water.

I stood up disdainfully and wanted to turn around and go back into the house.

Qingtan took my hand, and brought me into her arms with all her strength, and hugged me tightly.

"You... let go!"

"Don't let me go. You are my wife, why should I let go?" She hugged me even tighter with a look of reason.

"Hiss... Take it easy, your armor is hitting me." I pushed her again.

She pushed even further, pressed the back of my neck and kissed my forehead.

I froze for a moment.

"You are blushing, Ah Min. Why are you blushing?" Qing Tan smiled lightly.

"Which eye of yours saw me blushing? Go away." I was anxious and pushed her hard.

Qingtan really let go of me this time, when she pulled her arms away, my heart was inexplicably empty.

"Well, I'm really leaving. Come see you tomorrow afternoon." Qing Tan took my hand, played with the red sandalwood bracelet on my hand, raised my hand and kissed me finger.

She put down my hand and turned around to leave.

I was a little anxious, so I quickly pulled her back: "Why are you so small-minded? Haven't you heard of saying yes when you refuse?"

Qingtan burst into laughter: "So Amin, you want to refuse but still welcome, what do you want to welcome me for? Hmm?"

I looked at her and knew she was making fun of me.

This man was so courageous that he dared to make fun of the majestic Kunlun Lord.If I don't get it back, where will I let other people know the face?

I wrapped my arms around her neck, leaned my head forward, kissed her lips lightly, then turned to her ear and said, "I want...to do that..."

Her ears were extremely red, but her voice was still pretending to be calm: "Ahem. I understand... A Min, please be considerate. I really have something to do in a while. Come tomorrow afternoon to fulfill your wish, okay?"

"Come in the afternoon? It's agreed, be on time." I kissed her beautiful ear again.

"Of course, what I, General Huayang, speaks for itself!" Qing Tan's voice was filled with a smile.

During the day, I often think about Qingtan's various expressions, when she is shy, proud, and serious, everything is so attractive to me.Thinking of her, time flies by so much faster.I no longer think about when the sun will set today, I want to extend this little time with her infinitely, forever and ever.

But it can't be forever.I can live forever, but she only has this short lifespan of dozens of years.But I don't want to think about these issues now, I just want to take pity on this person in front of me.

In the afternoon, because Qingtan didn't say when she would come in the afternoon, I didn't go out for a casual stroll, but sat on the steps, slowly flipping through a book in my hand, and waited quietly for her.

Thinking about what she was going to do to me for a while, my heartbeat couldn't help but speed up a lot.

As time passed bit by bit, the light cast on the pages of the book gradually dimmed.

The sun in the sky has been condensed into a round egg yolk, gradually disappearing behind the mountains.

It should be past afternoon, right?

I'm a little angry, this guy Qingtan is still talking about everything, it's getting dark, and there's no one to be seen.

I blamed her in my heart, but I sat obediently on the steps and waited, thinking, maybe she will be late for a while, it won't be too late.

It was very dark, and the evening wind blew up, making me shiver.

Waiting and waiting, it's been a long time, and I'm a little sleepy.I couldn't read the book in my hand because there was no light. During the boring time, my head paused, and I fell asleep leaning against the door frame in a daze.

I don't know how long I slept.

I was in a daze, and I didn't know the time, when I suddenly felt a pair of hands shaking me gently, and said something softly:

"Amin...Amin...wake up, don't sleep here."

I tried to open my eyes, and through the slits of my eyes, I saw a woman in red standing in front of me, bending over to support my shoulders, with a smile in her eyes.

finally come.

I dodged her hand and sneered: "The general is such a busy man, let go of what he said...forget it...too indecent..."

Qingtan smiled helplessly: "I can't help it, the court has something to do, so I can't get away. You see, I just got away and came to you without returning home."

"Go away, ghosts will believe your words." I patted her hand away.

Qingtan came up behind me, sat down as well, sat on the top step of the step where I was sitting, and wrapped me in his arms.

"Hmph, shameless." I leaned back slightly and entrusted her with the weight of my body.She didn't wear armor today, presumably because of my casual remark yesterday, she took it off on purpose.

"Don't be angry with me, I'm not punctual, it's my fault." Qing Tan coaxed in a warm and soft voice.

"I've waited for you for so long. If you don't coax me well, I will forgive you. Am I waiting in vain?"

"You're right." Qingtan smiled, thought carefully for a long time, and said: "How about this, let me sing you a little song, if you sing it well, you won't be angry with me, sing it well Not good, I will send it to your bed and let you dispose of it."

I thought about it, and felt that her proposal was not bad. Anyway, I couldn't afford it, so I agreed to her:

"Sing it. Sing it well, don't play tricks."

Qingtan touched my head, kissed the top of my hair, buried her head by my ear, and sang softly:

"Decline, decline, Hu Bugui?

Because of the humble monarch, Hu is almost exposed.

Decline, decline, Hu Bugui?

The humble gentleman's bow, Hu Wei is in the mud..."

Her voice was melodious and clear, and the tune between Yan Nian was long and quiet, with a hint of loss, which made people worry.

The song she sang fits the current scene.This song roughly means "It's dark, it's dark, why don't you go home? If it's not for the monarch, why are you still in the dew."

She was running around and toiling just for the affairs of the court, and she couldn't help herself.

I was born with smooth sailing, since I became the lord of Kunlun, there is nothing I can't help myself.Qingtan is different, she comes from a family of generals, she was a girl in her generation, the elders want her to inherit the mantle, whether she is willing or not, they have taught her to wield swords since she was a child.I know that she has always wanted a peaceful life, like an ordinary woman, who can marry and live quietly.But her family, and her position as a general, have firmly shackled her, leaving her with no choice but to do this kind of blood licking for the rest of her life.

Decline, decline, Hu Bugui?

I grabbed her hand resting on me: "Qingtan, no matter how late you come home, I will wait for you."

Qingtan sang as if she was in tears, she gasped and buried her face in my hair.

"I marry you, you are my wife." I grabbed her hand and kissed gently, "You are the only wife in my life, and I will always wait for you."

She choked up and said: "Amin... When this battle is over, I will resign as a general and go back to the mountains and rivers with you to live a good life, okay?"

"Okay... okay..." I don't know why, my eyes are sour.

"...I just said, I will definitely fall in love with you." Qing Tan kissed my hair thinly and densely.

"Then, my lord general, let's have a bridal chamber tonight, okay?" I rubbed against her soft chest.

Qingtan laughed through tears, picked me up and walked towards the back room.

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When I woke up in the morning, my whole body was sore, and Qingtan was still sleeping beside me.

I half propped myself up, looked into the room, and almost lost my breath.It was a lot of trouble last night, all the red sandalwood furniture in the room fell to the ground, a table was destroyed, and the wooden boards were scattered all over the floor.

This guy Qingtan is more energetic in bed than on the battlefield, he is very energetic.

I sighed and turned to look at her.She slept soundly, and her beautiful facial features exuded a soft breath, which is my favorite appearance.I couldn't help but bowed my head and kissed her forehead.

This action of mine woke her up. She slowly opened her eyes while muttering something, and when she saw me, she couldn't help but smiled: "Morning, Ah Min."

"Morning." I replied lightly, leaning over and getting into her arms.

"A Min, I love you." Qing Tan hugged me tightly, her tone very satisfied.

"I love you too." I stroked her loose long hair, and was very attached to her breath, which carried a faint sandalwood, a mellow fragrance that had been precipitated for a long time.

"In three days, I will go to the frontier. This is the last battle, I promised you."

"I'll go with you." I said firmly.

"No, you are not allowed to go." She who always pampered me refused me firmly at this time.

"I beat you, don't forget." I glared at her.

"Really?...Last night on the bed, who was defeated?...Oh, don't bite my neck and leave a mark for other soldiers to see..."

"Are you going to agree? If you don't agree, I will go!" I stared at her fiercely.

"Okay, okay, go, I promise you. But you are not allowed to run around, all actions are under the command of this general, okay?" Qingtan smiled and touched the place on her neck that I just bitten.

I took off the red sandalwood bracelet on my wrist and put it back on Qingtan: "I know this thing is very important to you. You wear it first, and then take it off and return it to me when you win."

"Okay." Qing Tan pampered my back lovingly.

In her presence, I forgot my real age.I have the illusion that she is more mature than me.

I can rely on her, which is a surprise I have never had.

Responding to that sentence: I don't regret not meeting you at the best time, because the best time begins after meeting you.

The time with Qingtan is the best time of my life.

I followed her through mountains and rivers, and slowly followed the army all the way to the frontier.All they ate along the way were dry biscuits and jerky, and sometimes they didn’t even have water to drink, and the environmental conditions were extremely harsh.I endured all this silently, not wanting to make Qingtan worry, but Qingtan was still very keen to find out that I was not used to it, and while burying me, she said: "Look, I told you not to come, but you have to come, regret it Right?" While giving me the last bit of food and water in the dry food bag, she herself had been hungry for several days.

With such a person, what else can I expect?I often think that I will spend my whole life with her.

She is deeper than I imagined.

When we arrived at the frontier battlefield, the weather had turned cold and the climate was very cold.

Qingtan was busy discussing battle strategies with other generals in the military tent all day long, and could not come back until very late.I just sat at the door of the tent and waited for her, no matter how late it was, if she didn't come, I would never go in.

As I said, no matter how late, I will wait for her to come back.I am her wife.

Many times, I waited at the door of the tent until I fell asleep, and it was Qingtan who hugged me back when she came back.She secretly kissed my face while I was asleep, thinking I didn't know.She often blames me for not obediently listening to her and going to sleep, but her eyes are shining with joy.

I can't wait for her to fight this battle and live that fairy life with her.

War is coming soon.

Qing Tan and the generals made a plan to lead the enemy army into a grand canyon, catch the turtle in the urn, and capture it easily.She didn't allow me to follow, she said: "A Min, I know you are very good at martial arts, but this is a war, not a fight for hegemony in the martial arts world, so just stay in the military tent obediently and wait for me to come back."

I didn't want to hold her back, so I had to agree to her.

I saw with my own eyes that she was wearing a silver-white armor lined with a red gown, and she was holding the long gun upside down. The red tassel on it was so long that it almost fell to the ground.She led a group of soldiers away in a mighty way, and I can't bear to see her back.

Really reluctant.

The waiting time is undoubtedly tormented. If I was still watching the two armies fighting by her side, it would be much better than now.I don't know what's going on now, I don't know how long it's been.My patience was worn out bit by bit, but I absolutely couldn't find her. I was waiting like crazy in the military tent.

There was a sudden commotion outside, noisy, as if something had happened.

I hurriedly got up, rushed out and grabbed a passing little soldier and yelled at him: "What happened?"

The little soldier was startled by me, and then stuttered and said: "There is a problem with the battle situation...the general...they are trapped in the canyon, and lost news with the foreign aid..."

My mind was empty, as if something important was about to be lost, and I could no longer think about anything, so I used my lightness kung fu and flew towards the battlefield.

On the other side of the canyon, there was chaos. Various arrows, crossbows and rolling stones were piled up on both sides of the canyon. In the canyon, both armies were fighting.I caught someone and asked, and he said: "The plan went wrong. General, she led a small group of soldiers into the canyon. She was supposed to come out, but now she has lost contact, and her life and death are uncertain! Girl, look at the arrows on both sides of the canyon." And Rolling Stone, if the general doesn't come up in another quarter of an hour, we're going to throw it into the canyon!"

"How dare you!" My eyes were red, wishing I could kill him immediately.

"It's not the subordinate's idea, this is the general's own order! She said that the best time to snipe the enemy should not be missed..."

I couldn't listen to his words anymore, I pushed him away, and without thinking about anything, I flew down the canyon.

There were so many people that I couldn't find her at all.

I held the sword in my hand, and my eyes were red.How could Qingtan... how could she abandon me!She clearly told me not to worry, but she made a selfish decision to die!In her heart, is loyalty to the imperial court more important than me? !

The white clothes on my body were stained with a lot of blood, all of which belonged to the people I killed.For a while, I couldn't tell whether I was right or wrong. I claimed to be a decent family, but now I killed so many innocent people!What is the Tao that I practice and the Tao that I recite?

Tao is a fart!All I want is Qingtan, at this moment, all I need is her.I want her to stand in front of me alive, nothing else matters!

I don’t remember how long I was looking for in the canyon, but suddenly I heard someone shouting in the canyon: “Shoot arrows——” Arrows fell like rain, and they fell densely around me, nailing hard into the ground and soldiers’ bodies , with a frantic sound of breaking through the sky.

But I still can't find her, I can't find her!

I've never felt so useless, so utterly useless.

"Amin——!" A familiar voice came suddenly, I hurriedly turned around to look, only to see Qingtan standing not far away, looking at me with joy.There's a lot of blood splattered on her silver armor, I just wish it wasn't hers.

"Why are you here?" she yelled at me.

I tried my best to make a smile: "I don't trust you..."

Qingtan's complexion changed suddenly, and she suddenly panicked: "Amin!! Be careful behind you!!!"

I just turned around, and before I had time to react, I saw dozens of arrow feathers roaring towards me!

There was a sudden warmth behind him, with a somewhat chilling coldness.

Qing Tan hugged me, turned around beautifully, and held me tightly in her arms, while her back covered all the arrow feathers for me.

"No—!!!!" I screamed.

I didn't have time to block those arrows for her.

With the frightening puffing sound, the dozens of arrow feathers scrambled to penetrate deeply into Qingtan's back, forcibly piercing through the armor on her body, sinking into her viscera, piercing her back like a Hedgehog, I don't even have room to cuddle.

Qingtan spat out a mouthful of blood, spat it on my shoulder, dyed most of my white clothes red.

I lost my mind for a moment.Like can't believe it.

I'm dreaming, right?

How can this be true?She was standing there perfectly just a second ago, with a look of joy in her eyes.

Qingtan's ethereal voice rang beside his ears, like a wisp of green smoke that could no longer be caught in the sky:

"Amin...I'm sorry..."

Her body softened, and I hugged her and fell to the ground, crying loudly: "You bastard! You bastard! What did you promise me? You bastard! You bastard...!!"

Qingtan vomited another mouthful of blood, and then she spoke with a half-smile: "Amin...kiss me."

I sniffed hard, pulled her away a little, pressed my lips tremblingly against hers, and a strong smell of blood rushed into my mouth.

But she turned her head to the side and smiled lowly: "Hey... I was asking too much, my mouth is full of blood... dirty you..."

"Shut up! I'll take you home, we'll go to the doctor, we'll go back to the mountains and rivers, and we'll spend the rest of our lives alone..." I couldn't make a sound, and tremblingly said these whimsical words.

"It's... the first time I saw you... You are dressed in white, you look so good... I think... there is such a beautiful woman in the world, I am willing... to die for her..."

"..." I couldn't speak, I could only hug her, hold her tightly, and feel the last trace of her body's temperature.

"Do you know... in my life... the best love story I've ever heard... was... you said... general... let's... let's fight..."

After these words, Qingtan's head drooped as if it lost its support, and lost its last breath.

She is dead.

she died.dead.

From then on, there was no such person as Qing Tan in the world.

Since she is dead, why am I still alive?

Why am I still alive?

I couldn't figure this out for a long time.Why am I still alive.

I hugged her body and was absent-minded for a long time. Tears kept flowing, like a vast ocean, without end.

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Qingtan's body was transported back to the imperial city and entered into her family's ancestral grave.

I found out later that I couldn't give her anything.I can't give her a title, I can't give her peace, and even my proudest martial arts can't protect her.

When the accompanying soldiers were packing up Qingtan's body, they saw the red sandalwood bracelet in her hand and asked me, "Girl, this bracelet belongs to the general, do you want to take it away as a memory?"

I glanced at Qingtan lightly, and said: "No more. She didn't keep her promise, I don't want her bracelet."

As I said, I want to take back this red sandalwood bracelet when she comes back alive and victorious.She's dead, so I don't want it.

Later, I went back to the secluded courtyard where we used to live together. I sat on the steps of the door, imagining her beautiful figure dancing with a gun here in the past, thinking of her kissing my forehead here, and her burning body. The human temperature, and the armor on her body that was a bit harsh.

I think about many things and think about not noticing the passage of time.

It was getting dark.

I curled up on my knees and buried my face deep between my legs, tears soaking my clothes.

Decline, decline, Hu Bugui?

It's getting dark, why don't you come back?

It doesn't matter, if you don't come back, I will always be here waiting for you.

I am your wife, I promised that no matter how late, I will wait for you to come back.

green sandalwood.

I love you.I'm waiting for you.If I don't go, you must come back.

Later, I went back to Kunlun.

I let go of everything, and found a cave behind Kunlun Mountain to live in seclusion.I bought a whole set of red sandalwood furniture and put them in exactly as they were in the original courtyard.I think, my whole life is doomed to see things and think about others.But that's all right, I can never forget her again.

I named that cave Huaxujing.

Qingtan is General Huayang.Huayang is equal to Huaxu.They all mean nothingness.

A place without her is nothingness.

One night, I was sitting on the steps at the entrance of the Huaxu Realm, staring blankly at the snowflakes falling from the sky.The Kunlun Mountains are all white, heavy with snow, without the warm climate of the imperial city at all, and there are no such warm people.

After a long time, I fell asleep again in a daze.

I don't know how long it took, but someone gently pushed me: "Wake up... wake up... don't sleep here..."

I opened my eyes suddenly, pinched the man's wrist, and looked over happily.In my imagination, she was dressed in red, bent slightly, with her hands on my shoulders and a smile in her eyes.

My tears overflowed in an instant, and I covered my mouth with my hands and began to cry.

But that's not Qingtan.

Oh, how could it be her.I almost forgot, that bastard is already dead.

The person in front of me was wearing white clothes embossed with white cranes, with cold brows and eyes, and a pair of light brown eyes like a bowl of steaming tea, looking at me lightly.

"Girl..." I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say next.

"Are you waiting for someone?" the woman in white asked.

"Well. I'm waiting for someone. It's dark, and she hasn't come back yet." My eyes were sore, and many tears overflowed.

"Why didn't she come back?" The woman in white sat down beside her.

I smiled wryly and shook my head, suddenly remembered something, grabbed the sleeve of the woman in white, and said excitedly: "Girl, let me sing you a little song."

"Yes." The woman in white nodded slightly.

I bit my lip, tried to recall the quiet and long tone back then, and sang slowly:

"Decline, decline, Hu Bugui?

Because of the humble monarch, Hu is almost exposed.

Decline, decline, Hu Bugui?

The humble gentleman's bow, Hu Wei is in the mud..."

Tears kept streaming down my face, and I stumbled in the tune I sang.

,

A clear voice suddenly flashed in my mind, with a hint of crying, but it was the most imperceptible touch of tenderness in that tenacity:

"Amin... After this battle is over, I will resign as a general and go back to the mountains and rivers with you to live a good life, okay?"

I am waiting for her.I will wait for her all my life.

But it's getting dark, why don't you come back?