Dangerous Secret

Frolicking and frolicking inside the Eastern Capital, but it didn't affect the two TOP masters in a certain floor below.

The light music area of ​​Dongdu Entertainment City. The wandering artist played the guitar in a very literary style and hummed love songs softly.

There are not many people sitting around. Most young people still prefer the texture of heavy metal. They are not too keen on this slightly decadent atmosphere.

Sitting on the sofa in the corner was a stern man with an expressionless face, holding a glass of wine and slowly swallowing.

He drank very slowly. With a cold appearance, he seemed not to be drunk at all. But the pile of empty wine glasses on the table in front of him let everyone who knew him know that he was already drunk.

There seems to be no expression on the man's stern face. Even when he is drunk, there is still a cold light in his eyes. But at this moment, there is a vague shadow of a wandering artist playing guitar in front of him. It seems that he is looking through the artist. anything else.

The artist playing the guitar is very good-looking. He is white and clean. His sharp chin can be seen clearly when he lowers his head slightly. The smooth lines are somewhat similar to Shouyang.

You Li took another sip of the wine. There was a little bit of flowing luster in his eyes that had always been frozen. It seemed that the wine had overflowed into his eyes, melting the hard ice that would not melt all year round.

The gentle light is refracted in the eyes. It can be seen that the focus of You Li's distant and blurred eyes is extremely unclear.

Pain in the left atrium is really something like drug addiction that makes people hate and love deeply.

You Li didn't know how to describe how he felt when he heard Shouyang call Shao Wen that afternoon.

He was shamelessly carried back to the room by Chen Dongyang's brothers. Shao Wen hurried over after getting the news.

Gu Zhihang's ruthlessness was definitely comparable to Shouyang's. He deliberately didn't break a single bone in You Li, but managed his strength and angle, breaking his ribs, arm bones, and leg bones one by one.

This kind of injury is not too serious, but it made You Li understand. This person is clearly warning him. He wants to teach him a lesson, but it is easy to catch.

But this is nothing. You Li will not regard losing at the hands of Gu Zhihang as too great a shame.

Between men, there are winners and losers. How can someone who is not too outstanding be seen by Shouyang.

When Shao Wen was halfway through his diagnosis and treatment, he heard Shouyang yelling uncontrollably on his mobile phone. "Shao Wen. Go to my room immediately. Go now."

The glass of wine has bottomed out again. You Li suddenly wants to laugh.

In Shouyang's heart, what position does he occupy...

He knew how many fists Gu Zhihang had eaten from himself, so he knew that Shouyang wanted Shao Wen to check on Gu Zhihang's injuries.

You Li's eyes trembled slightly. He wanted to ask Shouyang. When he made that phone call, did he ever think that he was paralyzed on the bed and couldn't move. Did he realize that he was the one who lost.

They have been brothers for many years, and they have lived and died for many years. Could it be that they are really no better than an outsider who just met.

The man playing the guitar stands up. Changes to another entertainer with long hair.

Yu Li's heart skipped a beat.

After a long while, the corners of the lips, which were so cold and hard that they almost never rise, suddenly smiled.

It turns out that even a person who is slightly similar to Shouyang at a certain moment can hold his heart tightly.

There is also a man sitting behind the long table next to him. He has golden curly hair, and a pair of peach blossom eyes are slender and upturned. The curve is more beautiful than a woman's. The empty wine glasses on the table in front of him are no less than You Li's. But his eyes shine Always clear as usual. Not half drunk.

All of You Li's expressions and eyes fell into Le Yi's eyes, which made him feel aching in his heart.

Another glass of wine was drank in one gulp. Le Yi smiled softly.

He's used to this already. Isn't he?

"Yeah, let's go back." You Li suddenly said in a low voice.

Le Yi's eyes flickered for a while, but he didn't make a sound.

..When he was thinking about one person, he could still notice other people.

You Li couldn't hold the cup. He leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes slightly. "You have been with me enough. Go back."

Le Yi's eyes trembled slowly. He pursed his lips, but the corners of his lips deepened even further. He picked up a glass of wine and walked over. "It's enough. But I still don't think it's enough. Just like you. You obviously hate him." I hate him so much that I want to see him for the rest of my life, but I still can't help but think of him over and over again. No matter what, it's not enough."

You Li slowly opened his eyes, but he didn't look at him. "Yeah, I can't give you what you want. I'm sorry."

Le Yi's eyes flickered, and the wine in his hand spilled a drop.

"Stop wasting it on me. It's not worth it."

"Whether it's worth it or not. I have the final say." Le Yi's face was cold. He poured the wine in the glass into his mouth in one gulp, and swallowed it full of bitterness.

This is the first time in so many years that You Li has responded to his feelings.

The corners of Le Yi's eyes were burning hot from the wine. But You Li's face became clearer in his eyes.

"No. It's not worth it. It's really not worth it... Also. I don't want you to be like me. You can't be like me." Only when he was drunk, You Li would say what was in his heart unscrupulously. "You shouldn't be I am like this. You are a heartless goblin. You shouldn’t be like me. You can only chase one person’s figure all your life.”

Le Yi's hands trembled. The corners of his lips, which were always smiling, were rarely smiling.

This guy... I feel sorry for him.

Le Yi's eyes were a little swollen.

You Li is lying on the sofa. His eyes are chaotic and form two bottomless refracting mirrors, which reflect the distant and blurred colorful lights.

His voice was a little low. Coke could still hear You Li's words clearly. "When I first found out that you liked me, I was really scared.....how could you like me...you treat him, So good. It makes me uneasy. It makes me...unable to compare with you. It's so good that I thought you liked him too... Who knows. You would, like... I thought. You know me The one you love is him. You will gradually fade away and let go. I never thought that after so many years, you still..."

You Li closed his eyes. It was the first time he said so many words. "Yi. When I see you, I see myself. I feel bad. You are my best brother. Really.... My heart hurts..."

"My heart hurts." Le Yi poured all the liquid in the wine glass in front of You Li into his mouth. The light in his eyes was as fine as broken crystal fragments. The corners of his slender lips curled up in a smileless arc. "It's just a heartache." ...Distress does not mean acceptance, let alone liking."

But You Li was so drunk that he couldn't hear anything. "My heart hurts...it really hurts." His strong fist was off the mark. You Li beat his chest unsteadily. "He is so cruel... Also. Here. Lots and lots of bullets."

Le Yi continued to drink.

Is Shouyang ruthless? Yes, he is more ruthless than anyone else. But You Li. Isn’t he ruthless?

"You don't know this kind of feeling. Really. Also." You Li actually laughed. But his smile was so bitter. "My baby. The baby I hold in my hand and hide in my heart suddenly became someone else's. It's over. He, won't look at me again... Also. I feel so distressed that I want to die. Really. I want to kill Gu Zhihang. Kill myself."

You Li sank on the sofa, his body stiffened and roared, his feet suddenly kicked on the table in front of him, but he was so drunk that he couldn't even kick the table.

Le Yi didn't care about him either. He put down the wine glass and drank down the wine bottle. The neon lights in his out-of-focus eyes.

Does he not know this feeling?

Yes. He really doesn't know. Because he never got it. He has always watched this man and left his only emotion to that man.

"Also, I can't make you like me...I can't give you...I can't give you anything...what does he want. Home. Gu Zhihang can give it. I can give it too. Why don't you want to see it? I glance at... Yang... Yang."

You Li's mind became more and more confused. Finally, he collapsed into a pool of mud on the sofa. But he was still murmuring unconsciously. "I'm sorry... I, I really didn't mean it... I I really didn't mean to hurt you..." The sleepy voice gradually became low as if he was sobbing. A drop of transparent liquid slowly overflowed from the corner of his eyes, reflecting the light like ice. "...Yang, Yang...I'm sorry...What do I want? , you will believe it... I'm just worried, crazy... heartbroken, crazy...really, crazy..."

Le Yi listened to each word. He suddenly wanted to get drunk. After tasting the drunk, he no longer thought about how he felt.

The man on the sofa was drunk and passed out. He kept chanting another person's name.

Le Yi looked at his resolute facial features, and his heart ached.

She stepped forward and sat beside him. She stretched out her hand and slowly brushed away the messy hair on his forehead. But You Li quickly took his hand. "Yang...Yang... I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."

Le Yi's body froze, and he smiled wryly, but he didn't pull it out.

Realizing that "Shouyang" hadn't left, You Li seemed relieved. The corners of his lips twitched slightly, and he leaned on Le Yi's arm, and fell into a deep sleep.

Le Yi didn't move. He continued to take a sip of wine. His body was slightly cold.

He also wanted to stop loving this man who made him despair.

If he knew that he would have worked so hard in the past eight years, he would rather not have seen this man before. He would even rather be killed by him.

Le Yi couldn't taste it anymore. Throwing away the wine in his hand that couldn't taste any taste at all, he slowly hugged You Li into his arms.

He did not fall in love with You Li at first sight. At that time, You Li was not considered good-looking. He was even as cold as a devil, which made people feel frightened. But he still remembered this man immediately.

At that time, he was still a little gangster who lived by cheating and abducting everywhere. Unluckily, he hypnotized this cold fool with a bad hypnotism. Unexpectedly, he actually cheated money.

It's just that before the money came in hand, that creepy ghost boy Shouyang suddenly appeared and punched him flying.

After waking up, You Li grabbed his neck and nearly killed him.

The moment when he was suffocated until his heart almost stopped. Le Yi was really scared. He was never closer to death than that moment.

But at this moment, You Li suddenly let go because Shouyang said coldly, "Maybe his lame hypnotism can help us."

Le Yi didn't take Shouyang who really spared him to heart. But he firmly remembered this man who was full of indifference no matter whether he killed himself or let him go. You Li.

Standing up with You Li in his arms, Le Yi carried You Li back as before. Le Yi still didn't take the elevator. Holding the unconscious man in his arms, he walked up the steps step by step.

You Li is not too handsome. But in Le Yi's eyes, he has a good taste. He has a typical oriental face, thick eyebrows, big eyes, straight nose, square lips. Not very outstanding appearance and figure. It is easy to be buried Among the crowd, but every time, Le Yi can recognize him at a glance.

Le Yi walked slowly. He looked down at the man who was snoring slightly. He thought about the taste of his lips.

You Li doesn't know. His first kiss was taken away by Le Yi long ago. Every time he gets drunk, the one who takes him back to the room and takes care of him is Le Yi.

Sometimes Le Ye would laugh at himself and think whether he was overlord or taking advantage of others.

But he knows. If You Li is awake, he will never have such a chance.

People like them never let go of their disguises easily. This is especially true for You Li. Ke Le also doesn't know. Does You Li always count himself by his side every time he gets drunk?

They are all life and death brothers who can give their lives to each other. It's just that Le Yi doesn't know what kind of feelings You Li has for him.

He can clearly feel that You Li treats him differently. He is different from Fang Shuhua Bao Cheng and any of them. You Li's connivance and concern for him is more than that of any of them...except Shouyang.

Sometimes Le Yi even thinks. If there is no Shouyang, will You Li definitely like him? If one day You Li figured it out and let go of Shouyang, would he be willing to turn around and accept him.

Quiet stairs. Long steps. A constant upward direction. Just like people. Stubborn and firm.

A man is holding another man in his arms. Walking slowly and steadily on the uninhabited stairs step by step. It seems to be walking through the dull and smooth time. Going forever.

Holding the baby in his heart will not be tiring at all. Le Yi feels this way. He even wants the stairs to be longer. You Li should not wake up too early. Then he can walk slowly with You Li for the rest of his life.

No matter how high the floor is, there is an end.

The floors of the "worms" in the Eastern Capital are quiet. All the rooms are already in a deep sleep.

Le Yi carried You Li into his room, sat by the bed for a long time, drank some water for him thoughtfully, and began to unbutton You Li's clothes.

A big bathroom. The warm water completely submerges two people in the big bath. The orange warm lamp illuminates the water waves softly and ambiguously. The two figures in the water are like two conjoined fish.

This is not the first time Le Yi has bathed You Li.

You Li has more and more expectations for Shouyang. He also has more and more expectations for You Li. But every time he is reluctant.

But this time...

Quiet night. Big bed. Maybe it's more or less caused by alcohol. Maybe it's the release of depression in my heart. Everything seems so logical.

The night covered up the overlapping of the two figures. Only the gentle kiss was left to write the longings that cannot be loved in the air.

After so many years, Le Yi finally obeyed his own mind for the first time.

The soft quilt was thrown aside. Le Yi's breathing became slightly rough unconsciously.

This is the man he has loved for eight years. It is impossible for Le Yi not to respond.

In the mist, You Li slowly fell into a soft and charming ocean. It was warm and cautious. It was like the lightest hot spring in the world. It wrapped himself in it, making him dizzy and throbbing. And the mass The ruler of the ocean. He has a figure that makes him tremble so familiarly. Then the familiar smell overlaps with the shadow that appeared in his sleep countless times.

From You Li's throat faintly made a low voice, intermittent, sometimes rapid, sometimes hoarse, as if he had been immersed in the ocean and couldn't extricate himself.

A man's body really can't stand the fire.

"Li. Would you like it?" Le Yi opened her lips lightly, stroking You Li's cheeks that had become scorching hot.

You Li's breathing has long been difficult. His free hands are burning like irons. There is also the scorching heat that has been firmly resisted. Even if he closes his eyes, Le Yi knows who the person in You Li's dream is.

You Li seemed to want to wake up, but he was always ups and downs in the ocean; he wanted to call out that person's name, but his throat seemed to be stuck together, making him unable to speak.

Feeling You Li's restlessness, Le Yi's thin lips trembled slightly.

If, if he wanted You Li just like that, how would You Li react?

Le Yi pursed his lips. He decided to force himself, and also force You Li.

"Li... Li..."

There was a thin and broken sound. Le Yi was trembling a little nervously. Slowly straightened his waist and slowly poked in.

Then. He heard You Li Tui's cold and soft hum.

You Li's dream is so deep and illusory. It seems to have suddenly fallen into the deepest strait in the world. He is out of control. He is completely manipulated. But this manipulation makes him feel very relieved and obsessed. He even wants to live forever. Immersed in this strait. Never come out.

The voice gradually overflowed his throat. You Li, who was so drunk and unconscious, didn't know how to hide anything. He unconsciously hugged Le Yi tightly and trembled.

Le Yi's movements were very slow and light. The sound of his heartbeat almost overwhelmed You Li's voice.

The strange excitement became more and more intense. Le Yi's sweat slipped down and he gradually lost control.

And You Li's breathing became more and more rapid. He subconsciously called the only man who appeared in his sleep over and over again. "Yang......Yang..."

Le Yi's heart trembled suddenly. Stopped.

Unconsciously, You Li's body trembled continuously. He continued to call the name that drove him crazy. "...Yang...Yang..."

Le Yi's heart is bleeding. A pair of charming eyes are getting more and more scarlet. Looking at the man who really fits with him, listening to him calling another person's name over and over again, Le Yi hates him so much that he really wants to kill him. own.

Le Yi's forbearance broke out at this moment, and suddenly he grabbed You Li forcefully. "You only have him in your eyes. See who I am and who I am."

His sudden madness made You Li groan. But he was already so drunk that he couldn't tell the truth from the real dream. He still kept calling that name that made Le Yi lose his mind..."...Yang ..."

The hot liquid slowly slid down Le Yi's thin lips and bit his bleeding face. Le Yi pinched You Li's muscles until they turned white. His low voice almost gnashed his teeth. "I'll be his substitute for you. I'll be Le Yi's substitute Do you want it. Do you want it..."

Then. You Li, who was thrown to the top of the huge wave, breathed out a name that made Le Yi's anger and loss of control disappear in an instant. "... also..."

When You Li woke up, the first thing he felt was pain. There was pain everywhere in his body.

You Li frowned. This kind of soreness, which is different from fighting, made him a little inexplicable.

Immediately afterwards, he found that there was a person in his arms. A very familiar body. It seemed that he had been with him for a long time, so that he subconsciously felt that the feeling of holding that person was so suitable.

But in the next second, You Li sat up in shock, because he saw clearly that the person he was hugging was Le Yi.

Le Yi was startled awake by You Li's violent movements. His eyelids flickered for a while before he narrowed his eyes slightly. "I'm awake."

The deep and hoarse voice is particularly charming. But what makes You Li's mind blank for a moment is that under the quilt that he brought up, Le Yi's body is covered with... traces of different shades.

You Li was in a daze. He lowered his head stiffly. He really saw his naked body covered with marks.

"Cold." Le Yi frowned. He closed his eyes and groped for a while. He touched the quilt on You Li and dragged it over to cover him. At the same time, he walked around You Li very naturally. "Sleep a little longer. It's still early."

You Li's heart was beating so hard that it was about to jump out of his chest. His brain was so blank that he was at a loss. The arm lying around his waist was as hot as a branding iron. You Li looked at Le Yi, who had a normal face, and then at himself. How do you think about it? I can't even remember what happened to him when he was drunk.

You Li tried hard to convince himself that maybe it was just a coincidence. Nothing happened. But the clear "criminal evidence" on the crumpled quilt thrown on the floor by the wall made his heart drop instantly.

Le Yi in the quilt has already woken up. You Li slept for a day and a night. He thought of countless countermeasures during the day and night. But he was unwilling to pretend that nothing happened. So he hid in bed Give it to You Li.

You Li sat for a full 5 minutes. To Le Yi, these 5 minutes seemed to stretch every second into a year.

Finally, You Li moved. But he pushed the quilt away stiffly, as if afraid of waking up Le Yi. He stood up quietly and picked up the clothes on the ground.

Le Yi's heart sank slowly. "Li."

Not a loud voice, but You Li trembled.

It took a long time for You Li to speak nonchalantly, suppressing his voice, "You're awake."

Le Yi smiled wryly. He already understood You Li's intentions. But how can he be reconciled.

"Do you really think that as long as we pretend nothing happened, nothing really happened?"

You Li's eyes trembled, he pursed his lips, and didn't make a sound.

Le Yi pushed the quilt away, stood up silently, hugged You Li from behind, and hugged tightly. "Li, I love you."

Yu Li's heart trembled violently.

This is the first time in so many years that Le Yi has confessed his love to him.

You Li's lips were pursed and trembling, but he still didn't say a word.

Le Yi lowered his head. His forehead rested on You Li's stiff back. His usual coquettish voice was so hoarse that it made people feel distressed. "If he will turn back, I will definitely not pester you. Even if I am mad with jealousy, I will not bother you. But Li Yang is very happy now. He has his dream home. And we...give me a chance. I know you have me in your heart. It's just that I can't weigh him more than him. Li. Let's try. Will it work. "

It was the first time You Li heard Le Yi humming so lowly. His heart was like rolling over a sharp knife. The pain made him panic.

Le Yi didn't know how much courage it took to abandon all dignity and beg him like this.

He knew that he was putting all his eggs in one basket. He was forcing You Li, and he was pushing himself even more.

The room was so quiet that people were flustered. You Li felt the man behind him who was burning his heart. He was so flustered that he just wanted to run away.

"Li. I still have eight years to wait. You tell me. I still have eight years to spend like this."

You Li's body trembled imperceptibly. His mind was in a mess. The chaos made him at a loss. The chaos made him want to run away.

Le Yi's heart turned cold little by little. It made him a little desperate. But he was still stubbornly unwilling to let go. He fantasized that maybe he would turn around the next moment.

But You Li finally opened his hand tremblingly. "I...I'm sorry." He opened the door as if fleeing.