Dangerous Secret

Walking to the door, the sound of yoga music became clearer and clearer. The familiar melody and familiar feeling made people outside the door feel warm in their hearts.He knew that the woman inside doted on him to the point of doting, but he also knew that the slap of this woman was extremely painful!

Subconsciously, his right hand turned his back behind him, as if he wanted to cover his buttocks.His heart was beating up and down "thumping", and he didn't know if his willfulness would make the woman angry or even cry.

Finally, the thin figure stretched out his hand hesitantly, and pushed open the door of the gym silently.

The sound of music from inside the door immediately rushed towards him clearly.

The young boy standing at the door unconsciously dodged his eyes, bit his thin lips tightly, and looked at the woman who was practicing yoga on the yoga mat in the room with some anxiety, and said in a low voice, "Mom?"

"Yangyang?!" Ping Shu, who was doing yoga to the music, thought she had heard it wrong, and turned her head abruptly, unexpectedly, she saw the son she had been yearning for so much!Immediately, his eyes widened and he was stunned for three seconds, then he stood up abruptly, trotted forward with bare feet and hugged Shouyang, surprised and happy, "Yangyang, you, are you back?"

Ping Shu never thought that Shouyang would come back on her own initiative, even if she received a call from Shao Wen, she still couldn't believe it!But I didn't expect that in less than a day, I really saw this wayward little guy come back obediently on his own initiative, and he looked anxious as if he had made a mistake!

Ping Shu felt that the heart that had been suspended for so long was finally relieved, and the corners of her lips trembled a little. She wanted to ask Shouyang why he came back, and whether he was well, but her lips parted, but she didn't know what to ask. What, in the end he just hugged Shouyang and patted him, "Just come back! Just come back!"

Seeing that Ping Shu wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, and pretended nothing happened, Shouyang's nose felt a little sore, and his heart throbbed with guilt.He hugged Ping Shu with his head down, and buried his face in her neck. After a long while, he murmured, "Mom...I miss you!...Thinking like crazy! Thinking about it makes my heart ache!"

The child-like intimacy and straightforward words made Pingshu's eyes turn red instantly, she bit her lips to keep herself from crying, and hugged the big boy who had lost a lot of weight in her arms.

"Stupid boy!...My good son...Mom misses you too! I miss you so much!..." He raised his head and stretched out his hand to rub Shouyang's pale little face. Shouyang just went out for some fun, "Are you tired after sitting on the plane for so long? Let's go back to the room and take a good rest!"

Gu Zhihang hadn't gotten off work yet, and the entire Gu family was quiet.

On the bed in Ping Shu's bedroom, Shouyang was lying in Ping Shu's arms, drowsy, and the confusion on the way back, and the speculation and worry about whether Ping Shu would be angry with him were all forgotten.

After returning to Gu's house, he realized that even in Dongdu, there was no place where he could feel at ease.

"Mom, you smell so good..." Shouyang murmured in a low voice. He has almost never had a good rest after returning to Dongdong for so long. Now that he is held in Pingshu's arms, he feels extremely at ease, and his eyelids are a little heavy. up.

Looking at Shouyang's thick dark circles, Ping Shu couldn't help feeling distressed—what kind of trouble have these two stubborn children made of themselves?

"Shao Wen said that you have a stomach problem. Does your stomach still hurt? Have you eaten? Mom will make it for you..."

"I'm not hungry," Shouyang put his arms around Pingshu to keep her from moving, and then burrowed into her arms, "Mom, let me hug you for a while, I'm sleepy..."

"Okay, mom's here, Yangyang has a good sleep." Ping Shu gently stroked his back like coaxing a child, and Shouyang squinted his eyes like a lazy cat in comfort.

However, it was impossible for him to really fall asleep after all, "Mom, are you—are you okay these days?" Shouyang didn't open his eyes, and his voice seemed lazy.

"What's wrong with Mom?" How could Pingshu not know what Shouyang really wanted to ask?But deliberately went around a lot, "Didn't Mom call you that day to tell your mom to go to Thailand with some of your aunts? I stayed in Thailand for nearly half a month, and then went to Phuket in South Korea. Island, I just came back two days ago. By the way, Mom brought you a gift, do you want to see it now?"

"Mom, don't worry, let's watch it tonight." Seeing that Pingshu didn't mention Gu Zhihang, Shouyang couldn't help feeling a little anxious, but there was still nothing strange on his face. He paused for a few seconds before continuing to ask nonchalantly, " The company—is there nothing wrong with it?"

"Well, it's nothing. The company has been a little busy recently, but it's okay, nothing will happen." Ping Shu stroked Shouyang's soft hair, and answered every question, but didn't mention what Shouyang wanted to know the most. that person.

Shouyang pursed her lips, not sure if Pingshu really didn't understand what she wanted to ask, or if she avoided it deliberately.My heart scratched like a cat, a little uneasy and a little anxious.After a while, I finally couldn't help but ask, "Hang—is he okay?"

"Ahang..." Finally, when Shouyang asked this question, Ping Shu deliberately hesitated for a long time, and when Shouyang closed his eyes and pretended to be nonchalant, his eyelashes trembled a little before he hesitated to speak, "Ahang, he— -not too good."

Sensitively aware that Shouyang's body was visibly stiff when he heard this, Ping Shu pretended not to know, and continued to tell the truth, "I've had a cold for several days, and I didn't listen to him asking for leave. He almost passed out due to the high fever, but it was Minister Li and others who forcibly sent him to the hospital for two bottles of intravenous drip. When he came back from the hospital at noon, he only slept for a while and left again, saying that he had an important meeting to attend in the afternoon.

Shouyang listened with his heart beating rapidly, his eyelashes trembling unceasingly, and even the muscles of his whole body were a little tense because of worry!After a long time, he asked in an unsteady voice, "Is he sick, seriously?"

"Severe cold, similar to yours a while ago, with a persistent high fever. You also know Ah Hang's temperament, relying on his good health, always feel that a small trouble like a cold is not a disease. In addition, we have just signed a contract with XX Group, the company cannot do without Let him go, so I don’t go to the hospital, I take some medicine and carry it myself.” Gently rubbing Shouyang’s soft hair, Ping Shu looked at his lips that were almost bloodless, and sighed, “You guys None of the two children can make mother worry."

Shouyang's eyes were burning, and he was full of guilt. He couldn't help lying in Pingshu's arms and hugged her tightly, "Mom...I'm sorry! It's all my fault!...It's all because I insisted on leaving..."

Hearing his hoarse muffled voice, feeling his hot breath all over her stomach, Ping Shu's heart was trembling, "Yangyang, what nonsense are you talking about? How can two people not be angry and have conflicts when they are together? I also blame Ah Hang for being too possessive and being too lenient."

But Shouyang felt even more guilty when he heard it, and the grievance in his heart was also hooked out, his eyes were slightly moist, "...Mom, I, am I very..."

At this time, the sound of the door opening came from downstairs.

Shouyang froze.

Hearing Shouyang's low voice, she stopped immediately, and Ping Shu looked down at the big boy in her arms whose body had become a little stiff, and patted him on the back, "Yangyang, do you still want to see Ah Hang?"

Only then did Shouyang get up from her arms, pursed his lips, lowered his head and did not speak.

Seeing this, Ping Shu knew that Shouyang was still blaming Gu Zhihang, and at the same time, she didn't know how to face him, so she simply pointed to the closet beside her, "Then go in and hide for a while, Mom will help you ask Ah Hang."

The room fell silent again.

There was a low coughing sound outside the door.

"Mom," Gu Zhihang pushed open the door, his cheeks were obviously flushed, his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear the original sound, "I don't need to cook my meal tonight, I want to go to bed early."

"Ahang, come here." Ping Shu stopped him, "Mom, tell you a few words."

Gu Zhihang walked in with strength, and sat down on the sofa opposite the closet.He usually has a very good physical fitness, but his illnesses come like a mountain, this time the cold was very violent, and his whole person seemed a little sluggish.

Ping Shu frowned in distress, stood up and poured him a cup of hot water, "Please take a few days off and have a good rest, don't spoil yourself like this again."

Just now she didn't tell Shouyang the truth - Gu Zhihang exhausted herself!

During the days when Shouyang was away, Gu Zhihang seemed to have lost his soul and turned into a walking corpse. He worked day and night and arranged every minute and every second of himself to the full, even after he caught a cold. He stopped by himself, as if as long as he stopped to rest, even if it was just to catch his breath, he couldn't help running to St. Petersburg to meet the first show!

"Mom, don't worry, I'm fine." Gu Zhihang's nasal voice was thick, and he drank the tea in one gulp without fear of getting hot, and then added, "Wait for another two days, the company has been very busy recently, take a break after these two days !”.

Ping Shu didn't make a sound.He deliberately looked at his son who had lost a lot of weight, with hesitation on his face, as if he didn't know what to say if he had something to say.

Gu Zhihang rubbed his temples, "Mom, what's the matter?"

Ping Shu deliberately hesitated for a long time, "Today, Shao Wen——called."

"What did he say?" Gu Zhihang immediately put down his hands rubbing his temples, and his eyes that were not energetic became tense for a moment, as if they had regained some of their former luster.

Ping Shu sighed, "What else can I say? Yangyang's stomach problem happened again, and he lost a lot of weight."

"I'm going right now..." Gu Zhihang blurted out, but before he stood up, he sat down again with a wry smile, his nasal voice was full of bitterness, "That guy, don't let me go!... He, he doesn't want to see me... "

Shouyang in the closet could clearly hear Gu Zhihang's voice changing drastically before and after, and felt that his heart was being pinched hard, the pain was so painful that he was about to suffocate.

"Ahang," Ping Shu looked at her son in great pain, and said softly, "Mom has never asked about you and Yangyang. It's just been so long, have you thought it through?"

Think clearly--

Gu Zhihang sat absent-mindedly, his usual calm face was full of bitterness.

After a long time, he asked in a hoarse voice: "He, he is sick, and he doesn't want to come back, doesn't he want to see me?"

Ping Shu didn't speak, just looked at him calmly, her delicate eyebrows were faintly frowned, and there was lingering worry in her brows.

Seeing that Ping Shu really didn't answer, Gu Zhihang closed his eyes with a wry smile, lowered his head, "Mom, I don't know why it happened like this!...he suddenly didn't answer my phone, didn't want to see me, and even, didn't want to continue with me anymore. Life……"

The pain that was desperately suppressed these days was easily aroused by the mother who had lived with each other for so many years, and the pain that filled her heart was like a raging tide, quickly spreading to the whole body, submerging Gu Zhihang in an instant!

"...Mom..." Gu Zhihang's voice hoarse due to a cold suddenly choked up, while Ping Shu's voice was so clear and soft that he couldn't control his grievance and pain anymore, "Mom, what should I do? ...What did I do wrong? Why didn't he tell me? Why didn't he say anything and left me again? ...Did he, don't want me? Did he, don't love me?...Mom ...What should I do if he, he doesn't love me? What should I do?...That bastard!...The bastard who said to go away, to leave me alone!..."

Looking at Gu Zhihang who was holding his head and trembling all over, Ping Shu's eyes were burning hot, and she tried to resist the pain in her heart when she wanted to go forward to hug her son, but watched quietly, silently not speaking, letting Gu Zhihang who had been suppressed for too long pouring out the voice of the heart that was deeply hidden in the past.

The small space is full of depression, just for those two awkward sons who never know how to communicate, but also love each other badly.

After a long time, Ping Shu waited for him to calm down a little before she spoke again, "Ahang, who is Yangyang? After so long, have you forgotten?"

Gu Zhihang's fingers trembled, but his head was still deeply buried between his hands.

"Yangyang is not a woman, let alone a child. You can coax and pamper him, but if you cut off his wings and circle him, how can he bear it?"

His hands slowly clenched into fists, then trembled slightly, Gu Zhihang still didn't speak.

Ping Shu understood that Gu Zhihang knew everything, but he was in the middle of the game and couldn't see his own measure.

"Although Mom has never asked about Yangyang's real 'job', Mom also knows that what Yangyang does is no less than you. He has his own ideas, his own team, and will not be inferior to others just like you!" Ping Shu The voice is very soft, but every word is clear and profound.After a pause, he continued to ask, "Ahang, tell mom that you really don't understand why Yangyang left you?"

Gu Zhihang's body trembled again, and he continued to cover his face with his hands again, even his fingertips were trembling.

"I know!...I know everything!" Gu Zhihang's voice was so low that there was only the collision of air currents.

"But I'm really jealous and crazy! Mom... I'm really crazy!"

He never confides anything to anyone, let alone let people see his fragility.But in front of Ping Shu, Gu Zhihang finally took off his thick armor and cried like a child.

"Mom... what should I do? I'm crazy with jealousy! I can't see him with anyone else, not anyone! ... He smiles at others, I'm so jealous that I want to kill! ... How can he carry I accept a movie?...He wants to act, I will contact him! But, how can he go to places I don't know, and meet strangers I don't know?!...How can it be possible!...When I think of him entering the showbiz In the future...the time spent with me will be less and less...there will be more and more people who like him and spy on him, and I'm going crazy with jealousy!"

The thick nasal voice made Gu Zhihang's crying sound clearer, and his voice was even hoarse, as if suffocating despair, "...Mom...what should I do? I really love him like crazy!...I want to put He will be locked up with me forever! I want to keep him with me all the time, not to let him smile at others! Not to let anyone see him!...but he won't...he will hate me!... ...he is too powerful to leave me regardless..."

Ping Shu's eyes were red, she knew her son had a deep love for Shouyang, but she never thought that he would be possessed and crazy like a forever man!

This suffocatingly hot love is like a shackle, not only restraining Shouyang, but also burning himself.

"You are like this, have you ever thought about Yang Yang's feelings?"

"So he left me!" Gu Zhihang quickly interrupted Ping Shu, choked up so that he could hardly make a sound, "He said he was tired!...he was tired!...Mom...Mom! What should I do? Yang He, won't come back!... He really doesn't want me..."

Ping Shu was so distressed that she couldn't speak, she opened her eyes wide to keep the tears from falling.

She always thought that her son was the one who would bow his head, but she didn't expect him to be so desperate and regretful, he was still waiting and holding on, and instead of running to Dongdu desperately, he was always proud and self-willed Shouyang, Take the lead in putting down your body and come back actively.

This pair of idiots, what should she say?

There was a faint sniffling sound, and Gu Zhihang froze sensitively.

Why is there someone in Ping Shu's room?It's still someone who can make him never find out!

Gu Zhihang froze, looking at Pingshu with red eyes.

Facing Gu Zhihang's surprised eyes, Ping Shu looked at the closed cabinet door, sniffed, and remained silent.

Gu Zhihang followed her gaze to the direction of the cabinet door, and stared at it for a long time with an unusually slow reaction, then suddenly realized something, his eyes widened, he hurriedly stood up, but because he stood too hard, his body staggered, Almost fell back on the sofa again!

Ping Shu was taken aback, afraid that Gu Zhihang would faint again.

Gu Zhihang didn't notice it, he leaned on the wall subconsciously by the length of his arms, and after slowly standing still, he stepped forward with a slightly stiff body, staring at the same wardrobe as usual for a moment.

The face that used to be as calm as talking and laughing was so nervous that even the lips were trembling slightly. Gu Zhihang almost held his breath, unable to stretch out his trembling hand mechanically, and carefully and slowly pulled Opening the cabinet door is like a dream, and the figure that has been fantasized countless times really appears!

The red-eyed man sat sideways in the cabinet, leaning against the solid inner wall. There was a line of clear tears under his closed eyes, and his hands were tightly clenched into firm fists, trying not to let himself choke.

Gu Zhihang's body trembled uncontrollably, his chapped and white lips parted slightly, but he couldn't even make a sound.In the blink of an eye, two lines of hot liquid slid down, burning his eye sockets!

For the first time in so many years, Gu Zhihang burst into tears in such an unmannered and "weak" way, and was devoutly grateful for everything he saw before his eyes!

His lips trembled violently, opened and opened again, and the blurred airflow collided clearly, but he still couldn't call out that person's name!

The person in the cabinet turned his head to the innermost side, but he couldn't stop his intermittent sobs.

Finally, Gu Zhihang slowly knelt on the ground, carefully stretched out his hand towards the man in the cabinet, and held him in his arms, as if he had finally found a long-lost treasure.

Watching Gu Zhihang leave with Shouyang in his arms, the tears in Pingshu's eyes finally fell one after another, and the corners of her lips trembled bitterly, slowly rising.

Gu Zhihang walked very steadily, but still felt that the soles of his feet were fluttering, as if he was in a dream, full of illusion.

Even though he held his baby tightly in his arms, he still felt unreal, and couldn't believe that this proud and stubborn monster really came back.

Opening the door, Gu Zhihang went straight to the sofa and sat down, brushing away the slightly messy hair of the man in his arms.

The man still stubbornly did not open his eyes, refusing to let him see his red eyes!

Gu Zhihang lowered his head and gently kissed away the tear stains under Shouyang's eyelashes, but the crystal clear liquid slid down even faster, no matter how much he kissed, he couldn't finish it.

Gu Zhihang's heart was trembling, he still seemed to be dreaming, erratic and unreal, let alone unbelievable!But this dream was so clear that he could clearly feel the pain in his heart!

Gu Zhihang caressed Shouyang's face tremblingly, and kissed the tears under his eyes over and over again. After a long time, he finally let out a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry!...My Yang! My baby! I'm sorry..."

Gu Zhihang is not a sweet talker, but at this moment he yelled over and over again, no matter what he did, he couldn't express his inner cherishment and excitement!

Shouyang finally plunged his head into Gu Zhihang's chest, his body trembling uncontrollably, suppressing his voiceless sobs.

Feeling the hot and humid chest, Gu Zhihang hugged Shouyang's arm tightly and tightly, "Yang, I'm sorry!...Baby! My Yang! Don't cry, it's all my fault!...It's all my fault !"

"Who said I'm crying?!" Shouyang's stubborn cry came from his arms.

The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly broke out, Shouyang sat up suddenly, ripped off Gu Zhihang's shirt with both hands, exposing his strong chest, and at the same time kissed his lips, and kissed him frantically.

He finally vaguely understood why Gu Zhihang was so keen to keep him from getting out of bed time and time again, his love was so deep in his bones that he couldn't express it, it seemed that only by rubbing him into his bones could he feel at ease!

Shouyang is like this now!

No matter how tired he was, and no matter how ridiculous each other was with tears hanging from the corners of their eyes, Shouyang rudely tore each other's clothes, and kissed the guy who was hugging him tightly without hesitation.

The hot tongues are like two ferocious wolves, chasing, biting, entangled, and fighting fiercely!Neither party flinched, wishing to swallow the other party completely, to taste all the tastes that have not been tasted for so long!

The narrow sofa further fueled the intense heat. Neither of the two equally slender figures explained anything, let alone questioned anything. What could be more important than that person actually appearing beside you?

The temperature in the air was astonishingly hot, even Gu Zhihang, who was always cold, was melted, and he rarely lost his usual composure, trembling again and again, impatient and impatient!

Relying on his physical strength, he pressed Gu Zhihang, who had been hollowed out by the cold, tightly into the depths of the soft and elastic sofa, and his lips were hot as fire, fast and messy.

The neck and chest are already covered with red "seals", like little pink veins spreading from the warm and delicate agar white jade!

Gu Zhihang couldn't help but opened his lips and gasped for breath, raised his usually noble head slightly and closed his eyes tightly, the little voice that couldn't be hidden in his throat easily revealed his forbearance.

Feeling Gu Zhihang's scorching body temperature whether it's a high fever or raging fire, watching him close his eyes and panting emotionally, Shouyang discovered for the first time that his man is actually so beautiful, so beautiful, so beautiful Thousands of kinds, so beautiful that he can't wait to eat it!