[Xingren] Chase and escape

, I support Yukimura this year.

Marui Bunta: To be honest, I have always supported Yukimura.

Akaya Kirihara: ... Well, I know you all support Yukimura-senpai.Hmph, I have already killed two of the Big Three, and it will be a matter of time before Yukimura-senpai!

Liu Lian Er: Wait, Chi Ye, what you just said...

Genichiro Sanada: Too lax!

In June, Nioh's beach portraits shot in the previous two months were officially released, and the company arranged a fan meeting for him by the way.

There was a scene in Kanagawa, so Nioh went home by the way.

I studied at Dongda University, and since then Nioh has not returned home many times.In fact, the journey between Tokyo and Kanagawa is not long, and the Shinkansen only takes half an hour. Adding in scattered time, it takes at most one and a half hours to get from work to home.But Nioh also reflexively avoided the option of "going home" when he was free.

It has been more than six years since I shot an advertisement by accident in my sophomore year, and then entered the show business circle.

In the same way, it has been more than six years since I confessed to my parents that I am gay on the eve of signing the contract.

Nioh has never regretted saying to his parents so bluntly, "I don't like girls, I like the same sex", but occasionally in the dead of night when I recall the expressions of my parents at that moment, I feel at a loss.

It wasn't any reprimand or disappointed eyes and words, it was just...

I feel that there is no way to meet the most basic expectations of my parents.

It's not that I haven't tried dating girls.

When I was in the second year of junior high school, I accepted a confession from a senior with a little "try it" and a little desire to show off, but the time of dating didn't even last for a month.From accepting the confession to breaking up, Nioh seemed very calm.He still remembers saying to his senior sister, "I'm sorry, I accepted your confession so rashly. I still can't like you, so let's break up."

After that, he would only seriously reject every girl's confession.

It was when I entered high school that I realized that I only liked boys.

Not being interested in the female stars and late-night videos that my friends are chatting with can't explain anything (maybe it's X coldness), but I will pay attention to my friends' figure during club activities... that's enough to explain the problem.

Of course, just caring about the figure doesn't mean anything.After all, boys still have a basic competitive spirit.

But when I was dreaming, the person I dreamed of was a man with flat chest and abdominal muscles...

From beginning to end, Nioh was very calm.

From finding out that I don't like girls to finding out that I really only like boys, I was very calm.

At most, he searched the current situation of homosexuality on the Internet, and cared about which states in the United States passed the same-sex marriage bill—anyway, it is impossible for Japan to pass such a thing.

The most uncool thing I have ever done is probably to prevent myself from falling into a forbidden relationship, and say to myself, "Should I try to like someone"?

Then he fell in love with Yagyu.

Never said it, never showed it.

Purposeful liking is not true liking in itself.But anyway, the other party knows nothing about it, and there is no question of fairness or unfairness.

Tanejima once glimpsed the true meaning of the "like" that this junior with white hair said "like? Like my partner" from Nioh's vague description.He said to King Ni with some amusement that it was useless, and when it really came time for feelings, no amount of armed forces would be wiped out.

The senior said that he was very experienced.

Always more experienced than you.You are lucky, until now no one can tempt you.

...Where is this something worth feeling "good luck"?

You are still too calm.

It sounds like you, senior, are not calm.

Haha, of course I am different from you.I usually play the role of making people sad.

... Puff.

When confessing to his parents, Nioh spoke very succinctly.

However, Niwang's father and Renwang's mother, who held a family meeting to sign a contract with a brokerage company, unexpectedly learned of more important news, fell into a brief silence when they saw their grown-up son.

"...So, Masaharu, you are dating now?" Nioh's mother asked.

"No."

"So sure, don't you like girls?"

"……Um."

Nioh's mother sighed softly, and smiled helplessly: "Don't have such a dignified expression. Really, Masaharu, you suddenly said such words..."

Niwang pursed his lips: "I don't want to hide it from you. Also, if there will be any scandal about me in the future, if the object is a female celebrity, it will definitely be fake."

"... Masaharu, just because of this, you confessed to us that you are gay?"

"Any questions?"

"...No, there is no problem." Niwang's mother couldn't laugh or cry, "My son, your logic is really different from others."

Although there was no quarrel at the moment when he was frank, King Ni still felt a little guilty every time he went home to face his parents.After all, in the value education I received since I was a child, not being able to get married and have children is probably considered "unfilial".

He is also the eldest son after all.

He started making excuses to stay in Tokyo.

But when you don't go home for a long time, you will inevitably receive complaint calls from home.

"You and your sister are really alike. So is Yami, are you afraid that we will let her go on a blind date? You just won't go home." Niwang's mother complained on the phone, "What about you? Are you afraid that I will force you to find a man? Are you married? Your mother and I don't have that wide a heart yet."

"...Sister didn't come home either?"

"Yes, yes, your dad and I are waiting for the day when your sister will come and confess to us that she is gay."

"...Mom, don't say that."

"Okay, okay, let's change the subject. Even if you are gay, you have to fall in love, right? You really don't like anyone? Son, don't you think it's a tragic thing to be single all the time? You shouldn't be so bad, right? .”

"..."

So is confessing your sexuality a good thing or a bad thing?

King Ni couldn't tell whether his parents really thought so, or they were just being tolerant because they were afraid that he would worry about him.

But how can this be asked?

19

Niwang called home in advance and said he would stay at home for one night.

Nioh's mother on the other end of the phone asked, are you coming back for dinner?

I don't know, maybe I have to organize a dinner with the staff.

Then you should pay attention to yourself, you have a bad stomach, so don't drink on an empty stomach.

Nioh nodded and hummed.

The fan meeting lasted for more than half an hour. After leaving the venue, I took off my makeup and greeted all the staff to express my thanks.After everything was over, Kawasaki asked: "Should I take you home directly? Or go to dinner?"

"Go home." Nioh said, "Tomorrow's itinerary?"

"Just go back to the set before lunch, and ask for leave until tomorrow morning." Kawasaki said.

Nioh let out a sigh of relief and leaned back on the chair: "Finally, I can sleep for more than seven hours."

Of course, it was already past meal time when I entered the house.

Nioh called softly, "I'm back", and before the words fell, there was a rattling sound, and then Nioh's mother's head poked out from the room in the entrance: "Masaharu is back?"

"Ah."

"have you eaten yet?"

"not yet."

"I knew it. Wait a minute, I'll go and heat up the dishes left over from the evening."

In the end, Niwang's mother put all the leftovers of the evening together as a dish and ordered a bowl of noodles. She held her chin and watched Renwang pick up the chopsticks, half distressed and said: "I always don't eat at the meal time, you will suffer from stomach problems like this." It's getting worse."

"It can't be helped, it's work." King Ren blew on the noodles, "Didn't Dad have nothing to eat when he was working overtime?"

Nioh's father, who was sitting on the sofa as if he was seriously watching the news, coughed lightly twice.

When Renwang was eating noodles, Renwang's mother sat opposite him with her chin in her hands and looked at him. After watching for a while, she habitually wanted to ask something.

There must be a son who would simply confess his sexuality in order to avoid family members misunderstanding the scandal, so there must be something different in the thinking of the parents.Nioh's mother thought for a while and asked, "Masaharu, what do you think of Hasegawa-kun?"

Nioh was choked.

Hasegawa is the male protagonist of "Youth Is Painful to Breathe", and Nio and he acted together for two months.Strictly speaking, the two are in a competitive relationship. On the surface, of course they live in peace, but they don't necessarily get along very well in normal times.

King Ni was too lazy to get close to others, so he maintained this kind of polite and distant relationship.

Anyway, the chance to cooperate again is far away.

Because of this, he didn't expect to hear Hasegawa's name from his mother's mouth.

After coughing a few times, King Ren raised his head dumbfounded: "Mom, have you read any weird novels?"

"Where are the strange novels?" Niwang's mother said confidently, "Can I go to my son's fan forum to read the comments? And there are still many people who write such novels. If it weren't for this, I really don't know you guys. Children of this age are so... um, open?"

The original intention was just to care about his son.

Seeing the column of "derivative literature" is just curious.

When you click in and find that there are categories...

The changes in Nioh's mother's mental journey are like this.

Is homosexuality so tolerant in this era? →...Could it be that there are so many young children in our society who are closets? →Really or not, this writing seems to be true. →Hey, Masaharu’s rumored object (YY object in the novel) is really more male than female