The two boats fell in love [entertainment]

Yan Jue died in late summer and early autumn.

The day before, Qiao Jin discussed with him to fly back to City B together.

Yan Jue seldom came back after working. This time, he applied for the National Day holiday and annual leave in advance, and returned to the orphanage as a volunteer for half a month.Although the dean's wife said no, he still insisted on teaching the young children to learn simple cultural courses and music every day, and playing games with him.

Children are sent to the orphanage every year, and are adopted every year.The new kid didn't know Yan Jue, so he was a little timid at first.Yan Jue approached them patiently and told them: "I am also an orphan. I grew up in this orphanage. This is my home and your home. So, you are all my younger brothers."

"Don't be afraid." Yan Jue took out the white rabbit toffee from his pocket, "Come on, here is a little gift for you, everyone has it. But each person can only eat one, too much will cause tooth decay."

The youngest of these children was just able to walk, and the oldest was seven or eight years old. An older child said: "The dean's mother said that you should not eat food given by strangers."

Yan Jue nodded and said with a smile: "She's right. But I'm not a stranger, I'm your brother, you can trust me."

The children were soon overwhelmed by his gentle and bookish atmosphere, and he can play and sing, and he is approachable, always laughing and laughing wherever he is.

Qiao Jin joked: "Brother, when you come back, these kids won't recognize me anymore." He will come back after a slightly longer vacation, so the children will recognize him.

Yan Jue stood under the lilac tree with folded arms, watching the children playing with the eagle and catching chickens with tender eyes, "It's just a novelty for a while. How many children have been adopted this year?"

"I heard from the dean that nineteen were adopted."

"Only nineteen..." Yan Jue sighed.

Qiao Jin knew what he was lamenting. The orphanage received far more orphans than the adopted ones every year. Like them, they belonged to the kind that had never been adopted.

The orphanage raised them, and most of Yan Jue's wages after working were used to feed back the place where he grew up. However, the operating conditions of the orphanage still haven't improved much. It's too small to rely on one's own strength.But as much as you can, don't be stingy.

During the day, Yan Jue taught the children to learn knowledge, and at night, she and Qiao Jin stayed in the room they lived together when they were young, talking and having a heart-to-heart talk.

Although Qiao Jin goes to school and Yan Jue works in the same city, they really don't spend much time together.

Qiao Jin doesn't understand many things about Yan Jue.

"Brother, are you really not writing songs?" Qiao Jin sat on the lower bunk, strumming the guitar casually, with a cautious and unwilling tone.

Yan Jue works in a media company, doing film and television post-production work. In Qiao Jin's view, this is completely overkill. Yan Jue's talent should not be buried in mediocre daily life.He should be like a bird, soaring in the ocean of music, riding the wind and waves.

"I won't write for the time being." Yan Jue smiled lightly, "Actually, I am a more realistic person. When I was young, I helped others with their homework and saved money to buy a bicycle; now I work for others and save money to make myself better off. If you have dreams, you can’t have enough to eat.”

Qiao Jin was stunned.

"But you are different, Ah Jin." Yan Jue changed the subject, "You are an idealist, and you will always have a youthful spirit. This is a good thing, and it is also a bad thing. You are not good at compromising with the world, and you may suffer from it in the future. suffering."

Qiao Jin: "..."

Yan Jue's word became a prophecy.He paused and said: "But no one knows what will happen in the future. I believe that many people will appreciate your talent and like your characteristics. Maybe you can find your own way."

Qiao Jin didn't quite understand his words at the time, since he was a child, he was really lonely and sensitive, and he didn't have many friends.He doesn't know whether others like him or not.

But he could feel that the children in the orphanage liked him, maybe because he often bought them snacks?

Qiao Jin shook his head and laughed, put down the guitar, and talked about other topics: "Brother, are you in a relationship?"

Yan Jue was taken aback: "Why do you ask that?"

In fact, Qiao found out this morning, but Yan Jue didn't say anything, and he was too embarrassed to ask.A few years later, Yan Jue still didn't reveal a word, which made Qiao Jin, the younger brother, dissatisfied. Who is so mysterious?

"Have we been talking for a few years? Don't hide it." Qiao Jin said with a smile, "Bring it back and let me and the dean's wife see when we will have a wedding banquet."

Yan Jue was stunned for a while, the tips of her ears were stained pink, and she denied it: "Don't talk nonsense."

"Don't be embarrassed, have you talked for so long, have you never thought of giving someone a name? Brother, you are not a scumbag, are you?"

"..." Yan Jue sighed, "It's not what you think, my situation is a bit complicated."

"Complicated?" What kind of situation can make Yan Jue keep silent and engage in underground love for several years?Qiao Jin had a flash of inspiration, "Brother, sister-in-law, isn't she a star?"

The word "sister-in-law" stunned Yan Jue again, and he said, "Don't ask, and don't guess."

Qiao Jin's cheeks bulged slightly: "You can't even tell me?"

Yan Jue lowered his brows and narrowed his eyes, his eyes fell on the pages of the book. He still kept the habit of reading when he was a student. Before turning off the lights at night, he had to read a paragraph printed on white paper.

Qiao Jin curled his lips in boredom, and fell asleep.

At the end of summer, the night was slightly cold, Yan Jue lightly covered him with a thin blanket to prevent him from catching cold.

After reading a few pages of the book, he took out a snow-white plastic rabbit pendant from his pocket, and stroked it gently under the soft lamp light.It wasn't that he didn't want to tell Qiao Jin, but that he didn't know what to say—his lover was a man.

When I was a child in the orphanage, I felt that the days were very long. Looking back now, time is the greatest magic. In the blink of an eye, people become bigger, and sorrow and trouble come one after another.I can only sneak in and make a wish that the time passes slowly.

But this summer has finally come to an end.

The torrential rain was pouring in, and Qiao Jin was inquiring about the flight information to B city, when he saw a wet figure walking in through the door, he was startled: "Brother, why are you all wet?"

Yan Jue's face was pale, and she suddenly came back to her senses: "I forgot to bring my umbrella..."

"I remember you went out with an umbrella."

Tick ​​tock, the ground was covered with rain, Qiao Jin was afraid that he would catch cold and get sick, so he took out a big blanket and wrapped it around Yan Jue, "Hurry up and take a bath."

Yan Jue nodded and walked out.The orphanage has a bathhouse.

"Brother, you didn't bring any clothes." Qiao Jin reminded.

Yan Jue came back and found a set of clean clothes in the suitcase.

Qiao Jin frowned, Yan Jue's condition was obviously abnormal.It took an hour to take a bath. Qiao Jin made ginger soup and brought back a plate of steamed buns for the children from the cafeteria.

Yan Jue drank ginger soup slowly and ate small steamed buns, as if she was no different from ordinary, but her eyes were out of focus and her face was expressionless.

"Brother, did something happen?"

After four or five seconds, Yan Jue seemed to hear Qiao Jin's words, raised his head and said in a daze, "It's nothing."

Qiao Jin was sure that something must have happened, otherwise Yan Jue wouldn't be so distraught.

Just what could happen?Everything in the orphanage is normal, that is Yan Jue's personal problem, work, or relationship.unemployment?Lovelorn?

No matter which one, it indicates a kind of failure. Yan Jue didn't want to say it, so Qiao Jin didn't ask anymore - this is the thing he regrets the most after that, if he asked the question to the end, maybe the ending would be different.

The day before returning to City B, Yan Jue suddenly went out temporarily. Qiao Jin saw that the sky was gloomy and feared it might rain, so he brought him another umbrella.

"Brother, I have to catch a plane tomorrow, so come back early."

Yan Jue agreed: "Yes."

In the afternoon, it rained suddenly.

Qiao Jin waited and waited until Yan Jue came back, so he called his cell phone, but it turned off.My heart was beating wildly, and with the downpour, I felt even more restless.

Why can't I get through the phone?

Until the evening, Yan Jue did not come back.

Qiao Jin put on his raincoat and went out with an umbrella.

I searched the convenience store next to the orphanage, the restaurants, bookstores, and coffee shops I used to frequent, but there was no sign of Yan Jue.Qiao Jin was walking on the street on a rainy night at a loss, his sneakers filled with rainwater, and the mobile phone attached to his ear sent over and over again: "Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off, please call again later... ..."

Just as I was flustered, the dean's wife called.Qiao Jin quickly connected: "Has my brother gone back?"

"……came back."

There was an uproar in the rain, and Qiao Jin couldn't hear the hoarse voice of the dean's wife, so he ran back.

The uncle guard called him: "Qiao Jin."

"Huh?" Qiao Jin stopped.

The uncle doorman looked sadly: "Your brother..."

"My brother is back, I know." Qiao Jin smiled.

"..."

He went to the room first, searched around but saw no one, changed his clothes, and went to the dean's office.The dean's wife seemed to be waiting for him. Qiao Jin noticed that her eyes were red, and his heart skipped a beat: "Dean, where is my brother?"

The dean's wife restrained her trembling voice: "Ah Jin, come with me."

Qiao Jin followed in a daze, and came to a room full of odds and ends. A single bed was propped up on the floor alone, and a figure was covered with a white cloth on the bed.

Qiao Jin felt as if he had been hit on the head with a hammer, and his eyes turned black.He stood at the door, inside the door was a reality he couldn't bear, and outside the door was a torrential rain.

He stopped, as if as long as he didn't step in, he could refuse the invasion of reality.

"Dean, what did you bring me here for?"

"Ajin," the dean covered his mouth and sobbed softly, "Yan Jue..."

Qiao Jin was at a loss, "Where is Yan Jue?"

"Yan Jue is here."

"Why didn't I see it?" Qiao Jin's eyes were blurred, "I didn't see it..."

"When the police found it, it was already..."

"Impossible!" Qiao Jin took two steps back, "You're lying to me, aren't you? Yan Jue is fine, he's fine."

The dean broke down in tears: "Ah Jin, Yan Jue has already left."

Qiao Jin just shook his head, turned around abruptly and ran out.

Heavy rain washed the whole world, he kept running, kept running.He thought, he hasn't found Yan Jue yet.Yan Jue hasn't come back yet.

Yan Jue will come back, as long as he works harder, he will definitely find it.

They were going back to City B together, he hadn't stood on the stage to sing the song written by Yan Jue, Yan Jue was still so young, how could he just disappear?

Qiao Jin walked all night in the rain, ran all night, and searched all night.

Yan Jue was never found.

He no longer has an older brother.

……

How much he wanted Yan Jue to come back.

Qiao Jin once secretly made a wish to heaven, if Yan Jue could come back, he was willing to shorten his life by 50 years.

Such an illusory wish, until he was accidentally electrocuted and died, he never thought it would come true.But now, it's close at hand.

"...What did you call me?" Qiao Jin asked the man in front of him.

"Ah Jin."

Qiao Jin's eyes felt hot all of a sudden, but he still didn't dare to expect too much, his throat was sore: "How do you know my name is Ah Jin?"

"When I was young, I bought a bicycle and drove you to school; when you were older, I taught you how to write songs and bought you a guitar, which you have been using until now..."

Every time he uttered a word, Qiao Jin's heart became more sore and weak. In the end, tears burst into tears, and he called out hoarsely, "Brother?"

He has only called Yan Jue this title, and Wei Chong, he has always only called him Big Brother.

The only elder brother in his heart is Yan Jue.

"is it you?"

"Yes, it's me." Yan Jue also choked up, "I'm sorry, I only told you now."

Qiao Jin fell into a warm embrace, years of extravagant hopes came true at this moment, his brother came back.

He was incoherent, and Qiao Jin didn't know what he said. Ever since he entered Wei Lun's body, he was always at a loss and helpless. Say it to your lover.

Yan Jue patted him on the back soothingly, "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over."

Qiao Jin's voice is hoarse and his eyes are swollen, but today is the happiest day in his life.

He didn't want to continue to be miserable in the wind and rain, and wiped away his tears. Suddenly, he asked, "Brother, what do you mean by telling me to stay away from Fu Linyuan?"

Yan Jue remained silent.

Qiao Jin's face gradually became serious, but he never believed that Yan Jue died by accidental fall from a building.Yan Jue has always been cautious and appropriate, why would he go to an abandoned unfinished building for no reason?At that time, Qiao Jin felt that the matter was very strange, but he couldn't find any evidence to prove that the fall was not an accident. The police also said that the traces of the scene were washed away by the rain, so the case could only be closed hastily.

Now, Qiao Jin has a chance to get closer to the truth, and Yan Jue is right in front of him.

"Brother, tell me the truth, what's going on?"

As if tormented by some kind of painful memory, Yan Jue frowned, and rubbed her temples fiercely, "Ah Jin, don't ask."

This is the sentence again.

If Qiao Jin had kept asking, perhaps things would not have been so bad.

Qiao Jin grabbed Yan Jue's arm violently, looked him in the eyes, and asked word by word: "Brother, does your death have anything to do with Fu Lin?"