The two boats fell in love [entertainment]

The first time Yan Jue met Fu Lin was at the drama club.

Fu Lin hadn't fully grown yet, with beautiful eyebrows, a slender nose, bright red lips, and skin as white as snow.At first glance, it seems to have come out of the painting.

He sat quietly on the chair by the window, there were other people in the activity room, at least 20 people, but Yan Jue saw him at a glance.It's really hard not to notice.

The president of the drama club is a talker, so he persuaded Yan Jue to join the drama club because of his talk.

Yan Jue didn't intend to participate in any club activities, he knew his identity early on - an orphan.

Orphans are different from ordinary children. When others go to school, they naturally ask their parents for pocket money. He does not have parents, so he helps others with homework to get a little change; others do not have to worry about tuition and materials fees. Not to mention the college, the expenses suddenly increased, he used songwriting and part-time jobs to make money.

Sometimes he also thinks, why am I working so hard?For this dream?No, he seems to have been short of money all the time, and has been trying to find ways to make money, because he wants to live.

Living is instinct and the first priority.In contrast, dreams are like the moon in the sky, which can be seen but not touched.

He considers himself to be a very vulgar person. The strange thing is that people who have met him say that he is well-educated and bookish, and they are surprised when they learn that he is an orphan.He also couldn't laugh or cry, where did it give people the illusion that he grew up in a wealthy family.

Illusion is something that other people have, and Yan Jue himself also has it, because the first time he saw Fu Lin, he also thought it was some kind of lonely young master.

Fu Lin looked at him, his eyes were typical peach blossom eyes, his pupils were black and white, his eyelashes were long and slender, like a pool of spring water, glistening indistinctly.

Yan Jue's heart beat heavily, and he walked over and said, "Hi, my name is Yan Jue." Because he was too nervous, the pause button was pressed on his voice after he finished speaking, and he couldn't help but blush.

Fu Lin looked at him and said for a while, "I know."

Later, Yan Jue heard Fu Lin talk about a reason: "A baby swallow fell from the swallow's nest in front of the auditorium. I saw you crawling to send the baby swallow back. Your classmate called your name, and there was also a baby swallow." '."

"So you remember me?" Yan Jue asked with a smile while holding her chin.

"It's hard not to remember." Fu Lin glanced at him, then quickly looked away.

Fu Lin is as honest as a little sheep.

With the medium of drama club, Yan Jue and Fu Lin had more contacts.The more contacts, the more they are attracted to each other.Perhaps in the depths of their souls, their loneliness is the same, after Yan Jue knew that Fu Lin was also an orphan.

"I was abandoned from birth, maybe my mother has something to hide." Yan Jue said.

Fu Lin paused and said: "My mother has nothing to hide, she just doesn't want to support me and Ah Qing, and her remarriage caused her to remarry, so she left us and ran away."

Yan Jue asked: "How have you and your sister lived these years?"

"That's it." Fu Lin lowered his eyes and said softly.

Yan Jue smiled and said, "Actually, I have a younger brother named Qiao Jin. Just like my own younger brother, I was fortunate to have him by my side since I was a child. So it's good that you have a younger sister, at least you're not so lonely."

Fu Lin was noncommittal.

At first they chatted about music, drama, literature, movies, and occasionally about each other's lives—the kind that wasn't in-depth.Yan Jue didn't think too much, he thought it would be good to be friends with Fu Lin.

Soon, Yan Jue met Fu Lin's younger sister, Fu Qing, and he felt that this sister didn't like him very much.He didn't pay much attention to it. A blind young girl cannot see the splendor and splendor of this world, so it's reasonable to have a strange temper.

That's it for my sophomore year.For a while, Fu Lin didn't come to school, it is said that he was going to make a movie.

Some people in the drama club couldn't help being bitter: "I heard that he signed with Shenghuang Media a long time ago, so there must be a back door."

"If you grow up like him, I promise to open the back door for you immediately."

"Don't tell me, last time I really saw him sitting in a Rolls Royce, it was definitely his patron."

"How do you know it's not someone's father?"

"Godfather hahahaha!"

Yan Jue, who had heard it all, lowered her face: "Aside from chewing other people's tongues behind their backs, do you have nothing else to do?"

"Why are you angry? Could it be that you like him?"

Sure enough, no matter where you go, there will be childish ghosts.Once you speak for others, you have other plans.

Yan Jue admits that he has a crush on Fu Lin, but that's all.This society is cruel, and he doesn't want to become a "weird guy" in the eyes of others.

"A group of people are full and have nothing to do, and their stomachs are sour. Why do you care about them?"

Yan Jue turned her head, looked at Fei Qing from the same club, and said, "You are also in Shenghuang Media." The implication was that he should help people in the same company.

Fei Qing chuckled: "If everyone in the world was as naive as you, the world should be beautiful."

Yan Jue frowned, he didn't think it would be difficult to say a few words for Fu Lin.Since others don't want to do it, he doesn't force it.

When Fu Lin came back from filming the movie, Yan Jue didn't tell him about the discussion about him in the club, so he had nothing to say.While washing their hands together, he found that Fu Lin's wrist had a few scratch marks.

"what happened to your hand?"

Fu Lin dodged abruptly, tugging his sleeves down.Yan Jue's hand stopped, and for a moment, he retracted in embarrassment.

After getting along for more than a year, he knew that Fu Lin had cleanliness and contact barriers.So he usually keeps a distance on purpose, not wanting to make Fu Lin feel uncomfortable.

After dodging, Fu Lin said, "I'm sorry."

Yan Jue was stunned, "I should be the one who said I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry." Fu Lin said it again.

Yan Jue's heart instantly softened into a ball, and he bent his eyes: "It's okay. I know you don't like being touched."

Having said that, in the next few days, Fu Lin suddenly fell into self-loathing, and a gloomy air swept across the place he passed.The director of the drama club tremblingly persuaded him to go and relax.

Fu Lin went to the coffee shop where Yan Jue worked part-time.

If he didn't go in, he just watched Yan Jue skillfully grinding the coffee beans into powder outside, and looked elegant and capable in black and white uniform.

The afternoon sun shone on Fu Lin's body, but it didn't warm his heart. Looking at Yan Jue, he lived in his heart for the whole spring.

The work in the coffee shop is leisurely and relaxed. When she has nothing to do, Yan Jue reads a book, or looks at the street outside through the window, and the people coming and going.When he saw Fu Lin's figure, he immediately smiled, raised his arms and waved.

Fu Lin looked down at his toes and dawdled for a while, then turned and left.

Yan Jue: "..."

Taking advantage of the weekend, Yan Jue asked for leave from the coffee shop, bought some fruit and went to Fu Lin's rented house off campus.

At this time, it was a high-end residential area, and Fu Lin was now a well-known star, so living here did not feel like a luxury.Yan Jue has not been here a few times, apart from realizing that Fu Qing doesn't like him, the more important reason is that he feels that Fu Lin doesn't like seeing him at "home".

But there was nothing he could do now, if he continued to alienate, he was afraid that he and Fu Lin wouldn't even be friends.

It was Fu Qing who opened the door, through the crack of the door, she asked vigilantly, "Who?"

Yan Jue smiled gently: "I'm Yan Jue, is your brother at home?"

After five seconds, Fu Qing said, "Yes."

"Can I go and see him?"

"……come in."

After coming in, he knew why Fu Qing let her in so easily, because Fu Lin was sick, and she couldn't cook porridge for her brother even if she wanted to.

Fu Lin was still sleeping, his face was flushed, and his breathing was hot.Yan Jue tested the temperature on his forehead with an electronic thermometer, and asked, "Have you taken antipyretics?"

"Eat." Fu Qing said, "What are you doing?"

Yan Jue stood up: "Don't worry, I didn't touch your brother."

Fu Qing was silent.

Yan Jue went to make porridge.After the porridge was ready, Fu Lin happened to wake up, and Yan Jue took his temperature again, and it had dropped to the normal range.

Fu Lin stared at him in bewilderment, probably thinking that he was still in a dream, until he suddenly woke up after eating hot millet porridge.But he didn't say anything, he ate the porridge in silence, with deep emotions under his eyelashes.

Sometimes the changes and flows of emotions do not require words.

When the first snow fell this year, Fu Lin seemed to be fully prepared and took the initiative to hold Yan Jue's hand.

Yan Jue was walking, when suddenly she was held by hand, she was stunned.

Fu Lin looked forward, his ears were flushed, his fingers loosened and tightened for a while, as if he was not sure how hard to hold the hand of his beloved.

Snowflakes fell one by one, Yan Jue's mind was empty and silent, and then, he heard his own voice.

This is what he wants.

Regardless of how difficult the road ahead is and how cruel the society is, this is Fu Lin.

This is Fu Lin, that's enough.

He held Fu Lin's hand back, as if he had been waiting for a long time.

A sudden first snowfall, a sudden and long-planned love.

Yan Jue thought, maybe the first time he saw Fu Lin, he fell into a trap.He thinks that he is only a friend in a noble way, but in fact, he is a vulgar person. He likes Fu Lin and wants to be liked by Fu Lin.

From holding hands, to kissing, and deeper, you have to wait.

Yan Jue was very patient, he didn't ask how Fu Lin's heart disease came about, he healed Fu Lin slowly with a silent gentleness.

After a long period of healing, Fu Lin was indeed getting better.It's just that Yan Jue was quite concerned about one thing. At the beginning, Fu Lin was about the same height as him, but five years later, he was half a head taller...

As his height grew, Fu Lin's aura became stronger and stronger. After winning the Best Actor crown, he became a walking hormone, screaming everywhere he passed.Yan Jue wasn't worried that Fu Lin would despise her as a "dirty wife" because of this. In fact, Fu Lin contacted Yan Jue more often. If Yan Jue accidentally missed the call, he would lose his temper, and Yan Jue had to coax him to do so. good.

And when the two of them are in the world, Fu Lin is like a little tail that cannot be shaken off, he will follow Yan Jue wherever he goes, if Yan Jue doesn't let him follow, he will sit on the sofa and sulk.

Sometimes Yan Jue wakes up in the middle of the night and finds that Fu Lin is looking at her, his eyes are as simple as a deer running in the forest; sometimes they are as deep as a pool of water under an abyss.

No matter what kind of Fu Lin, Yan Jue tolerated it all. He asked Fu Lin: "What do you want me to do? You scared me."

Fu Lin said, "I'm afraid you're not real."

Yan Jue said, "I'm real. Touch it."

Fu Lin touched his face and said, "I'm afraid you will leave me."

Yan Jue said: "If I leave you, I will become a puppy."

Fu Lin couldn't help smiling: "I don't want you to become a puppy."

"Then turn into a spring bear and roll down the hill with you in your arms."

"?"

"In "Norwegian Forest", the male protagonist said this to the girl he likes."

Fu Lin hugged him, "Let's hug and roll now."

They cuddled and slept together, they just didn't do that.After a long time, Yan Jue faded, and Plato was fine.

Fu Lin is not the case, he tries to get close to Yan Jue, but every time he fails, he locks himself in the bathroom and smokes a lot.After coming out, the phalanges were bruised and the skin was broken.

Yan Jue wrapped his hand into her own and said, "It's okay. Really. Don't do this, okay?"

In fact, Yan Jue went to consult a psychiatrist, and the doctor said that Fu Lin's phenomenon should be a psychological disorder, and he had suffered severe trauma in the past.

What happened in the past, Yan Jue also asked Fu Lin tactfully, but Fu Lin just remained silent.

The pain, repression, and hatred in that silence made Yan Jue dare not ask a second time.

If the past can't be changed and the trauma can't be healed, Yan Jue thought, then let him forget with the company of this life.

Forgetting is the greatest magic of time.He wanted to cast such a spell on Fu Lin.

But before he could cast his magic, just like the sudden love that year, the truth of the past suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, bloody and hurting his eyes.

That's a photo.

In the photo, Fu Lin, about [-] or [-] years old, is sitting in the middle of the booth, surrounded by several middle-aged men and a woman, one of them puts his hand on his shoulder, and the other puts his hand on his lap.

Fu Lin's brows and eyes were cold, and he took a glass of wine with the corners of his lips pursed.

Yan Jue's heart throbbed in pain, he held the scissors, in the photo except Fu Lin, he cut everyone else to pieces.

Facing the fragments on the ground, his eyes were blurred, and tears fell down, staining the floor in a dark color.Then he swept the debris into the trash can, and when Fu Lin came back, he returned to his normal appearance, eating and bathing together, hugging and sleeping.

How could it be possible for Yan Jue to be able to sleep, the photos were destroyed, but they couldn't get them out of her mind.He hugged Fu Lin tightly, there seemed to be a hole somewhere in his body, and the temperature was leaking out.

He gritted his teeth to hold back his sobs, his beloved boy had been ruined like that.

In the middle of the night, when Fu Lin was fast asleep, he dared to raise his head and kiss Fu Lin on the forehead.

Don't be afraid, it's all over.I will always be with you in the future.

It was Fu Qing who gave Yan Jue this photo. Yan Jue always knew that she didn't like him, but he didn't expect that she would use such means to stimulate him, even at the expense of exposing his brother's miserable past.Maybe she wanted to use this to make Yan Jue leave her brother, but she failed.

During the summer vacation, Yan Jue returned to the orphanage in C City to do volunteer work. He didn't earn much money, so he could only use this way to repay the orphanage that raised him.

Joe is here too.In fact, Yan Jue had long wanted to reveal his love affair to him, but after much deliberation, he decided to give up, not to mention that the object of his love was a man or an actor, he was afraid of scaring Qiao Jin.After all, in his eyes, Qiao Jin was still young at the time.

Secretly at night, he sent a message to Fu Lin, and then took out the plastic rabbit pendant that Fu Lin gave him, with curved eyebrows and soft heart.

This rabbit charm has a history.

About three years ago, Yan Jue picked up an injured rabbit on the side of the road and took good care of it every day in her small rental house.

When Fu Lin came to see it, he was very disgusted for some reason, and while Yan Jue was going to the bathroom, he secretly threw away the rabbit and its nest.After Yan Jue came out, he saw neither anyone nor the rabbit, so Monk Zhang Er went out to look for it in confusion.

Fu Lin was putting the rabbit nest beside the trash can.

"Fu Lin!" Yan Jue called him so loudly for the first time.

Fu Lin shuddered, and quickly took a step, trying to block the rabbit's nest.

Yan Jue pushed him away, picked up the rabbit nest and asked, "Why did you throw away my rabbit?"

Fu Lin said, "What's so good about rabbits?"

"What's wrong with the rabbit?" Yan Jue asked back.

Fu Lin frowned, "Do you like rabbits?"

Yan Jue: "Why don't I like rabbits?"

Fu Lin fell silent.

Yan Jue asked, "You don't like rabbits?"

"I don't like it." Fu Lin replied almost instantly.

"..." Yan Jue paused for a moment, "That's okay, it's injured. When it recovers, take it to the pet shop."

In this way, the rabbit stayed smoothly.Fu Lin was irritable when he saw the rabbit at first, but seeing Yan Jue being so caring, he could only endure it.

Later, the rabbit recovered from its injury and was sent to a pet shop, but Yan Jue had already cultivated a relationship with the rabbit, and was very reluctant to let go. However, he was busy with studies and had to work part-time, so he really had no time to continue to take care of him. It was very sad for a few days.

Seeing him like this, Fu Lin gave him a plastic rabbit pendant as a token of lovesickness.

Yan Jue couldn't help laughing, expressing that she liked it very much.Then, I don't know which switch Fu Lin turned on, and he sent Yan Jue rabbit pendants one after another, until Yan Jue's room could hardly fit, and then he was stopped.

In fact, Yan Jue wanted to tell him that no rabbit in the whole world could compare to Fu Lin.

His Fu Lin is much cuter than a rabbit.

Until Fu Qing told him that rabbits can also kill people.

"...What?" Yan Jue paused while stirring the coffee.

Fu Qing invited him to a coffee shop. After all, she was Fu Lin's younger sister. He felt the need to meet her and hear what she had to say.

"Mr. Yan, I'll just say it straight, leave my brother." Fu Qing said in an imperative tone.

Yan Jue just found it funny: "Why do you have such hostility towards me? The relationship between me and your brother hasn't been proved enough in the past few years?"

"Do you really love my brother? No matter who he is?"

"What kind of person he is, I know very well."

Fu Qing curled her lips and sneered: "Then you know, did he kill anyone?"

The author has something to say: I can't finish writing Memories, I will continue orz tomorrow night

感谢在2020-11-0819:57:55~2020-11-0919:57:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Fusang w11 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!